CHAPTER XV.

THE WORK OF A WEEK.

Much went to spoil the stay at Dieppe, but the only overt trouble was

the feeble health of the Baron von Geltschmidt. The old man had rapidly

made his way into the liking of his new acquaintances. Semingham found

his dry, worldly-wise, perhaps world-weary, humour an admirable sauce to

conversation; Adela Ferrars detected kindness in him; his gallant

deference pleased Lady Semingham. They were all grieved when the cold

winds laid hold of him, forced him to keep house often, and drove him to

furs and a bath-chair, even when the sun shone most brightly. Although

they liked him, they implored him to fly south. He would not move,

finding pleasure in them, and held fast by an ever-increasing uneasy

interest in Willie Ruston. Adela quarrelled with him heartily and

energetically on this score. To risk health because anyone was

interesting was absurd; to risk it on Ruston's account most

preposterous. "I'd be ill to get away from him," she declared. The Baron

was obstinate, fatalistic as to his health, infatuated in his folly;

stay he would, while Ruston stayed. Yet what Ruston did, pleased him

not; for the better part of the man--what led him to respond to kindness

or affection, and abate something of his hardness where he met no

resistance--seemed to be conspiring with his old domineering mood to

lead him beyond all power of warning or recall.

A week had passed since Ruston paid his first visit to Mrs. Dennison in

the cottage on the cliff. It was a bright morning. The Baron was feeling

stronger; he had left his chair and walked with Adela to a seat. There

they sat side by side, in the occasional talk and easy silences of

established friendship. The Baron smoked his cigar; Adela looked idly at

the sea; but suddenly the Baron began to speak.

"I had a talk with our friend, Lord Semingham, this morning," said he.

"About anything in particular?"

"I meant it to be, but he doesn't like talk that leads anywhere in

particular."

"No, he doesn't," said Adela, with a slight smile.

The Baron sat silent for a moment, then he said,

"May I talk to you, Miss Ferrars?" and he looked at her inquiringly.

"Why, of course," she answered. "Is it about yourself, Baron? You're not

worse, are you?"

He took no notice of her question, but pointed towards the cliff.

"What is happening up there?" he asked.

Adela started. She had not realised that he meant to talk on that

subject.

He detected her shrinking and hastened to defend himself.

"Or are we to say nothing?" he asked. "Nothing? When we all see! Don't

you see? Doesn't Miss Valentine see? Is she so sad for nothing? Oh,

don't shake your head. And the other--this Mrs. Dennison? Am I to go

on?"

"No," said Adela sharply; and added, a moment later, "I know."

"And what does he mean?"

"He?" cried Adela. "Oh, he's not human."

"Nay, but he's terribly human," said the old Baron.

Adela looked round at him, but then turned away.

"I know what I would say, but I may not say it," pursued the Baron. "To

you I may not say it. I know him. He will take, if he is offered."

His voice sank to a whisper.

"Then God help her," murmured Adela under her breath, while her cheeks

flamed red.

"Yes, he will take, and he will go. Ah, he is a man to follow and to

believe in--to trust your money, your fortune, your plans, even your

secrets to; but----"

He paused, flinging away his extinct cigar.

"Well?" asked Adela in a low tone, eager in spite of her hatred of the

topic.

"Never your love," said he; and added, "yet I believe I, who am old

enough to know better, and too old to learn better, have almost given

him mine. Well, I am not a woman."

"He can't hurt you," said Adela.

"Yes, he can," said the Baron with a dreary smile.

Adela was not thinking of her companion.

"Why do you talk of it?" she asked impatiently.

"I know I was wrong."

"No, no. I mean, why do you talk of it now?"

"Because," said the Baron, "he will not. Have you seen no change in him

this week? A week ago, he laughed when I talked to him. He did not mind

me speaking--it was still a trifle--nonsense--a week ago; if you like,

an amusement, a pastime!"

"Well, and now?"

"Now he tells me to hold my tongue. And yet I am glad for one thing.

That girl will not have him for a husband."

"Glad! Why, Baron, don't you see----"

"Yes, I see. Still I am glad."

"I can't go on talking about it; but is there no hope?"

"Where is it? For the time--mind you for the time--he is under that

other woman's power."

"She's under his, you mean."

"I mean both. She was a friend of yours. Yes. She is not altogether a

bad woman; but she has had a bad fortune. Ah, there she is, and he with

her."

As he spoke, Mrs. Dennison and Ruston came by. Mrs. Dennison flung them

a glance of recognition; it was hardly more, and even for so much she

seemed to grudge the interruption. Ruston's greeting was more

ceremonious; he smiled, but his brows contracted a little, and he said

to his companion,

"Miss Ferrars isn't pleased with me."

"That hurts?" she asked lightly.

"No," he answered, after a short pause, "I don't know that it does."

But the frown dwelt a little longer on his face.

"Sit down here," she said, and they sat down in full view of Adela and

the Baron, about twenty yards off.

"She's mad," murmured Adela, and the Baron muttered assent.

It was the time of the morning when everybody was out. Presently Lord

and Lady Semingham strolled by--Lady Semingham did not see Maggie

Dennison, her husband did, and Adela caught the look in his eye. Then

down from the hill and on to the grass came Marjory Valentine. She saw

both couples, and, for a perceptible moment, stood wavering between

them. She looked pale and weary. Mrs. Dennison indicated her with the

slightest gesture.

"You were asking for her. There she is," she said to Willie Ruston.

"Well, I think I'll go and ask her."

"What?"

"To come for a walk."

"Now?"

"Why not?" he asked with a surprised smile.

As he spoke, Marjory's hesitation ended; she joined Adela and the Baron.

"How rude you are!" exclaimed Mrs. Dennison angrily, "you asked me to

come out with you."

"So I did. By Jove, so I did! But you don't walk, do you? And I feel

rather like a walk now."

"Oh, if you prefer her society----"

"Her prattle," he said, smiling, "amuses me. You and I always discuss

high matters, you see."

"She doesn't prattle, and you know it."

He looked at her for a moment. He had gone so far as to rise, but he

resumed his seat.

"What's the matter?" he asked tolerantly.

Maggie Dennison's lip quivered. The week that had passed had been a

stormy one to her. There had been a breaking-down of barriers--barriers

of honour, conscience, and pride. All she could do to gain or keep her

mastery she had done. She had all but thrown herself at his feet. She

hated to think of the things she had said or half-said; and she had seen

Marjory's eyes look wondering horror and pitying contempt at her. Of her

husband she would not think. And she had won in return--she knew not

what. It hung still in the balance. Sometimes he would seem engrossed in

her; but again he would turn to Marjory or another with a kind of

relief, as though she wearied him. And of her struggles, of the great

humiliations she suffered, of all she sacrificed to him, he seemed

unconscious. Yet, cost what it might, she could not let him go now. The

screen of Omofaga was dropped; she knew that it was the man whose life

she was resolute to fill; whether she called it love for him or what

else mattered little; it seemed rather a mere condition of existence,

necessary yet not sweet, even revolting; but its alternative was death.

She had closed her eyes for a moment under the stress of her pain. When

she opened them, he was looking at her. And the look she knew was at

last in his eyes. She put up her hand to ward it off; it woke her

horror, but it woke her delight also. She could not choose whether to

banish it, or to live in it all her life. She tried to speak, but her

utterance was choked.

"Why, I believe you're--jealous," said Willie Ruston. "But then they

always say I'm a conceited chap."

He spoke with a laugh, but he looked at her intently. The little scene

was the climax of a week's gradual betrayal. Often in all the hours they

had spent together, in all the engrossing talks they had had, something

of the kind had appeared and disappeared; he had wondered at her

changefulness, her moods of expansion and of coldness--a rapturous

greeting of him to be followed by a cold dismissal--an eager sympathy

alternating with wilful indifference. She had, too, fits of prudence,

when she would not go with him--and then spasms of recklessness when her

manner seemed to defy all restraint and mock at the disapproval of her

friends. On these puzzles--to him, preoccupied as he was and little

versed in such matters, they had seemed such--the present moment shed

its light. He recalled, with understanding, things that had passed

meaninglessly before his eyes, that he seemed to have forgotten

altogether; the ambiguous things became plain; what had been, though

plain, yet strange, fell into its ordered place and became natural. The

new relation between them proclaimed itself the interpretation and the

work of the bygone week.

Her glove lay in her lap, and he touched it lightly; the gesture

speaking of their sudden new familiarity.

Her reproach was no less eloquent; she rebuked not the thing, but the

rashness of it.

"Don't do that. They're looking," she found voice to whisper.

He withdrew his hand, and, taking off his hat, pushed the hair back from

his forehead. Presently he looked at her with an almost comical air of

perplexity; she was conscious of the glance, but she would not meet it.

He pursed his lips to whistle.

"Don't," she whispered sharply. "Don't whistle." A whistle brought her

husband to her mind.

The checked whistle rudely reflected his mingled feelings. He wished

that he had been more on his guard--against her and against himself.

There had been enough to put him on his guard; if he had been put on his

guard, this thing need not have happened. He called the thing in his

thoughts "inconvenient." He was marvellously awake to the inconvenience

of it; it was that which came uppermost in his mind as he sat by Maggie

Dennison. Yet, in spite of a phrase that sounded so cold and brutal, his

reflections paid her no little compliment; for he called the revelation

inconvenient all the more, and most of all, because he found it of

immense interest, because it satisfied suddenly and to the full a sense

of interest and expectation that had been upon him, because it seemed to

make an immense change in his mind and to alter the conditions of his

life. Had it not done all this, its inconvenience would have been much

less--to him and save in so far as he grieved for her--nay, it would

have been, in reality, nothing. It was inconvenient because it twisted

his purposes, set him at jar with himself, and cut across the orderly

lines he had laid down--and because, though it did all this, he was not

grieved nor angry at it.

He rose to his feet. Mrs. Dennison looked up quickly.

"I shall go for my walk now," he said, and he added in answer to her

silent question, "Oh, yes, alone. I've got a thing or two I want to

think about."

Her eyes dropped as he spoke. He had smiled, and she, in spite of

herself, had smiled in answer; but she could not look at him while she

smiled. He stood there for an instant, smiling still; then he grew

grave, and turned to walk away. Her sigh witnessed the relaxation of the

strain. But, after one step, he faced her again, and said, as though the

idea had just struck him,

"I say, when does Dennison come?"

"In a week," she answered.

For just a moment again, he stood still, thoughtfully looking at her.

Then he lifted his hat, wheeled round, and walked briskly off towards

the jetty at the far end of the expanse of grass. Adela Ferrars, twenty

yards off, marked his going with a sigh of relief.

Mrs. Dennison sat where she was a little while longer. Her agitation was

quickly passing, and there followed on it a feeling of calm. She seemed

to have resigned charge of herself, to have given her conduct into

another's keeping. She did not know what he would do; he had uttered no

word of pleasure or pain, praise or blame; and that question at the

last--about her husband--was ambiguous. Did he ask it, fearing Harry's

arrival, or did he think the arrival of her husband would end an awkward

position and set him free? Really, she did not know. She had done what

she could--and what she could not help. He must do what he liked--only,

knowing him, she did not think that she had set an end to their

acquaintance. And that for the moment was enough.

"A woman, Bessie," she heard a voice behind her saying, "may be anything

from a cosmic force to a clothes-peg."

"I don't know what a cosmic force is," said Lady Semingham.

"A cosmic force? Why----"

"But I don't want to know, Alfred. Why, Maggie, that's a new shade of

brown on your shoes. Where do you get them?"

Mrs. Dennison gave her bootmaker's address, and Lady Semingham told her

husband to remember it. She never remembered that he always forgot such

things.

The arrival of the Seminghams seemed to break the spell which had held

Mrs. Dennison apart from the group over against her. Adela strolled

across, followed by Marjory, and the Baron on Marjory's arm. The whole

party gathered in a cluster; but Marjory hung loosely on the outskirts

of the circle, and seemed scarcely to belong to it.

The Baron seated himself in the place Willie Ruston had left empty. The

rest stood talking for a minute or two, then Semingham put his hand in

his pocket and drew out a folded sheet of tracing-paper.

"We're all Omofagites here, aren't we?" he said; "even you, Baron, now.

Here's a plan Carlin has just sent me. It shows our territory."

Everybody crowded round to look as he unfolded it. Mrs. Dennison was

first in undisguised eagerness; and Marjory came closer, slipping her

arm through Adela Ferrars'.

"What does the blue mean?" asked Adela.

"Native settlements."

"Oh! And all that brown?--it's mostly brown."

"Brown," answered Semingham, with a slight smile, "means unexplored

country."

"I should have made it all brown," said Adela, and the Baron gave an

appreciative chuckle.

"And what are these little red crosses?" asked Mrs. Dennison, laying the

tip of her finger on one.

"Eh? What, those? Oh, let me see. Here, just hold it while I look at

Carlin's letter. He explains it all," and Lord Semingham began to fumble

in his breast-pocket.

"Dear me," said Bessie Semingham, in a tone of delicate pleasure, "they

look like tombstones."

"Hush, hush, my dear lady," cried the old Baron; "what a bad omen!"

"Tombstones," echoed Maggie Dennison thoughtfully. "So they do--just

like tombstones."

A pause fell on the group. Adela broke it.

"Well, Director, have you found your directions?" she asked briskly.

"It was a momentary lapse of memory," said Semingham with dignity.

"Those--er--little----"

"No, not tombstones," interrupted the Baron earnestly.

"Little--er--signposts are, of course, the forts belonging to the

Company. What else should they be?"

"Oh, _forts_," murmured everybody.

"They are," continued Lord Semingham apologetically, "in the nature of a

prophecy at present, as I understand."

"A very bad prophecy, according to Bessie," said Mrs. Dennison.

"I hope," said the Baron, shaking his head, "that the official name is

more correct than Lady Semingham's."

"So do I," said Marjory; and added, before she could think not to add,

and with unlucky haste, "my brother's going out, you know."

Mrs. Dennison looked at her. Then she crossed over to her, saying to

Adela,

"You never let me have a word with my own guest, except at breakfast and

bedtime. Come and walk up and down with me, Marjory."

Marjory obeyed; the group began to scatter.

"But didn't they look like tombstones, Baron?" said Bessie Semingham

again, as she sat down and made room for the old man beside her. When

she had an idea she liked it very much. He began to be voluble in his

reproof of her gloomy fancies; but she merely laughed in glee at her

ingenuity.

Adela, by a gesture, brought Semingham to her side and walked a few

paces off with him.

"Will you go with me to the post-office?" she said abruptly.

"By all means," he answered, feeling for his glass.

"Oh, you needn't get your glass to spy at me with."

"Dear, dear, you use one yourself!"

"I'll tell you myself why I'm going. You're going to send a telegram."

"Am I?"

"Yes; to invite someone to stay with you. Lord Semingham, when you find

a woman relies on a man--on one man only--in trouble, what do you

think?"

She asked the question in a level voice, looking straight before her.

"That she's fond of him."

"And does he--the man--think the same?"

"Generally. I think most men would. They're seldom backward to think it,

you know."

"Then," she said steadily, "you must think, and he must think, what you

like. I can't help it. I want you to wire and ask a man to come and stay

with you."

He turned to her in surprise.

"Tom Loring," she said, and the moment the name left her lips Semingham

hastily turned his glance away.

"Awkward--with the other fellow here," he ventured to suggest.

"Mr. Ruston doesn't choose your guests."

"But Mrs.----"

"Oh, fancy talking of awkwardness now! He used to influence her once,

you know. Perhaps he might still. Do let us try," and her voice trembled

in earnestness.

"We'll try. Will he come? He's very angry with her."

And Adela answered, still looking straight in front of her,

"I'm going to send him a wire, too."

"I'm very glad to hear it," said Lord Semingham.

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