CHAPTER XVI

Opportunity has been depicted as a sturdy youth, girded for swift

flight, tapping lightly at one's door at uncertain intervals; then, when

one opens as quickly as may be, more often than not showing but a pair

of mischievous heels retreating into the mists of yesterdays--"Gone," we

are told solemnly, "never to return!" A truer philosophy recognizes

opportunity as the child of desire, and wholly dependent for continued

existence upon its parent. So when opportunity comes a-knocking (as

happens every day and wellnigh every hour of the day) let desire make

haste to run and open to its child, knowing well that opportunity is but

a weakling, and must be sheltered and nourished lest it perish with cold

and hunger on the very threshold that gave it birth.

A lover, whether or no he be an acknowledged lover in his own eyes and

in the eyes of his world, needs no teaching as to the relationship his

eager desires bear to his fleeting opportunities. In his case, at least,

opportunity obeys desire, as a child should ever obey its parent; and

this, if the mad world would only pause to examine, is the chief reason

why lovers are of all men happy.

All of which is submitted as a simple preamble to a simpler statement;

_videlicet_: because John Everett wished to see and converse with the

unconfessed object of his affections, he found ample opportunity to do

so, and this despite the fact that Jane Blythe herself did not wish it.

And here it should be observed that there is a wide disparity in the

quality and character of desire. John Everett's desire to know Jane was

natural, strong, vigorous, true. Jane's desire to keep the young man at

a distance was--to put it in the form of a vulgar

colloquialism--something of a fake. Therefore being a mere creature of

straw it stood no sort of a chance against the bold, aggressive,

opportunity-seeking wishes of John--as, indeed, it did not deserve.

Fraud, even though it be a nice, modest, girlish, innocent little fraud

like the one Jane was cherishing in her heart of hearts, should never be

tolerated.

And so, although Jane frowned upon John on every suitable occasion, John

the more determinedly smiled upon Jane, and she, being young and lovely

and, after all, a mere woman, grew (quite stealthily) prettier and

sweeter and more worthy to be smiled upon with every passing hour. And

this despite the vinegar and gall which she was forced to mingle with

her daily food partaken of in the Belknap kitchen under the glowering

eyes of Mary MacGrotty.

But opportunity when worthily fathered and properly nourished, as has

been noted, frequently grows into surprising stature and, moreover,

develops aspects which astonish even its fondest well-wisher. It is at

this point that Providence, luck, fate--what you will--is apt to take a

hand, and then--things happen.

The thirtieth day of May dawned clear and beautiful after a week of rain

and cloudy weather, and Mrs. Belknap looking anxiously from her window

in the early morning gave a girlish shout of joy. "What a glorious day

for our ride with the Sloans in their new motor car!" she cried. "You

haven't seen it, Jimmy; but it is the darlingest thing, all shiny and

cushiony, with big lunch baskets on the side and a lovely, deep, horn

arrangement that trails out behind on the breeze like an organ chord."

"The lunch baskets appeal to my most esthetic sensibilities," observed

Jimmy blandly. "I suppose the organ chord arrangement is designed to

distract the mind of the stationary public from the beastly smell of the

thing. Did you say the kid was asked too?"

"Certainly Buster is going," said his wife. "Do you think for a moment

I'd go off pleasuring and leave that blessed lamb at home all day?

But"--lowering her voice--"Mrs. Sloan didn't invite Jack, and I'm

_awfully worried_!"

"About what, dear? Jack won't mind; he can put in the day in any one of

a dozen ways."

"Of course he _can_; but there's one way I don't want him to put it in."

"What do you mean, dear girl? Don't look so doleful! One would suppose

you'd planned to spend the day in the cemetery."

"That's really the way one ought to spend it, I suppose," said Mrs.

Belknap patriotically. She was still drawing her pretty brows together

in a worried little frown; then she turned suddenly upon her husband.

"You know what I said to you about Jack? I've been watching him, and I'm

awfully afraid----"

Mr. Belknap was shaving, and at this unlucky instant he cut himself

slightly. "Nonsense, Margaret!" he exclaimed in an appropriate tone of

voice, "Jack doesn't need watching any more than I do; and if he did, it

isn't your place to do it."

"Why, Jimmy Belknap, how can you say such an unkind thing! Am I not

Jack's only sister? Of course I ought to care whether he is happy or

not, and I----"

"He seems to be happy enough lately," hazarded Mr. Belknap, pausing to

strop his razor with a slight access of irritation.

"That's exactly what I mean," put in his wife triumphantly; "don't you

see, dear? Jack _does_ seem happy, and that is why I am so uneasy."

"Do I understand you to say that as his only sister you wish to file a

demurrer in the case? If so, I'll----"

"_Jimmy!_"

Mr. Belknap leaned forward and eyed his lathered countenance intently as

he applied the glittering edge of his blade to his outstretched throat.

"It always makes me shiver to see you do that," breathed Mrs. Belknap;

"if that horrid thing should slip! But as I was saying, Jimmy, I can't

think how to manage about the girls to-day. It seems a pity to ask them

to stay at home; though, of course, we shall be awfully hungry for

dinner when we get home, and if Mary goes out, more than likely she'll

not be back in time to get dinner at all. And as for Jane----"

"By all means let them both go out for the day, my dear; you've really

no right to keep them in on a legal holiday. But I confess I don't

follow your 'as I was saying'; you weren't saying a word about the

servants. You were talking about Jack, and about Jack's being happy."

Mrs. Belknap looked justly offended. "If you would pay a little more

attention to what I say to you, Jimmy, you wouldn't appear so stupid on

occasions. No; I'll not explain further; you'd merely make it an excuse

to tease, and very likely you'd report the whole conversation to Tom

Sloan as a huge joke, and the two of you would roar over it; then I

should be obliged to explain to Mrs. Sloan, and she's a perfect sieve.

The whole affair would be all over town in no time, and that I simply

could not endure."

"I'm safe this time, Margaret," he assured her solemnly; "for, honest

Injin, I haven't a ghost of an idea as to what you're trying to get at!"

"I know what I'll do," cogitated his wife, waving him aside. "I'll

manage it so that the girls shall leave the house a full hour before we

do; they'll go to the city, of course. And I'll keep Jack here till

we're off; by that time Jane will be well out of the way, and----"

"O _Jane_!"

"I see you are beginning to understand _now_!" said Mrs. Belknap; then

she added plaintively, "I _wish_ I'd _never_ hired that girl, Jimmy!"

"I suppose there's very little use in asking why you persist in hanging

on to her?" said Mr. Belknap.

"Don't you _see_, dear, it wouldn't do a bit of good to send her away

now; indeed, I feel as if it were almost my _duty_ to keep her." Mrs.

Belknap said this with the resigned air of a martyr; and Mr. Belknap

wisely forebore to make any comment upon the surprising statement.

* * * * * *

It was delightfully fresh and breezy on the trolley car; and Jane on the

front seat keenly enjoyed the noisy rush through the green, daisied

fields and woods cool with shade and fragrant with wild flowers and

young ferns. In the streets of the villages through which the car passed

on its way to the ferry there was a brilliant flutter of flags, the

unfamiliar stars and stripes looking strange and foreign in Jane's

English eyes. Everywhere there were holiday crowds, little girls in

white frocks and shoes, bearing wreaths and bunches of flowers; little

boys in their best clothes with tiny flags in their buttonholes; women

carrying babies, and men carrying lunch baskets, and other and bigger

babies; showily dressed young girls with their beaux; besides a

multitude of the unattached eagerly going somewhere. Jane felt herself

to be very small and lonely and far from home in the midst of it all.

She had planned to spend her unexpected holiday with Bertha Forbes, and

when at the end of her journey she was informed by Miss Forbes's

landlady that Miss Forbes had departed to New Jersey for the day, she

turned away with a feeling of disappointment which almost amounted to

physical pain. What should she do? Where should she go, alone in the

great unfamiliar city of New York?

There were numberless excursions by boat and train and flag-decked

barges, and the throng of sightseers of every nationality jostled one

another good-humoredly, as they surged to and fro under the hot sun in

the narrow space at the terminals of the elevated and subway roads.

Jane's sad, bewildered little face under the brim of her unfashionable

hat attracted the attention of more than one passer-by, as she slowly

made her way to the ferry ticket office. She was going directly back to

Staten Island, with no better prospect in view then to pass the day

alone on the back porch of Mrs. Belknap's house, when the

might-have-been-expected unexpected happened; she came face to face with

John Everett, cool and handsome in his light summer suit and Panama hat.

The young man had evidently just landed from a Staten Island boat, and

his grim face brightened as his eyes lit upon Jane, hastily attempting

to conceal her small person behind a burly German woman bearing a

bundle, a basket, and a brace of babies in her capacious arms.

"_Jane!_" exclaimed Mr. Everett; "how glad I am to have met you. Where

were you going?"

"I am going back to Staten Island directly, sir."

"To do what?"

His eyes demanded nothing less than facts, and Jane, being

characteristically unable to frame a successful fib on the spur of the

moment, told the pitiful little truth.

"And so you were going back to stay all day on the outside of a locked

house--eh? A cheerful holiday you'd put in!"

"I meant to take a long, pleasant walk, of course," amended Jane,

"and----"

"Won't you take pity on me?" he pleaded. "I hadn't an idea how to spend

the day, so I'd started with an aimless notion of fetching up at the

country club and playing golf or tennis. But I don't care a nickel for

either. You've never seen New York, Jane, and now's your chance. You'll

be going back to England soon without ever having had a glimpse of this

town, and that would be really foolish, since you're here; don't you see

it would?"

Jane shook her head. "I--I couldn't," she hesitated; but her youthful

eyes shone wistfully bright, as all unknown to herself she turned to

cast a fleeting glance at the laughing holiday crowds pouring up to the

elevated and down to the subway stations.

"Why, of course you can!" he said positively; and before she knew what

had really happened she found herself, her weak objections overborne,

seated in a flying train which looked down upon the gay panorama of New

York's flag-decked streets.

"Where are--we going?" she asked him, and the little catch in her soft

voice raised John Everett to a seventh heaven of unreasoning happiness.

"How would you like," he asked, "to let this train carry us the entire

length of Manhattan Island--which is really the live heart of New York,

you know--and bring up at Bronx Park? I was there once with Buster, and

there are all sorts of queer birds and reptiles and animals to be seen,

and a pretty winding river--we'll go up it in a rowboat, if you like the

water; and we'll have our lunch in a little restaurant by the rocking

stone, and then----"

"But--I'm obliged to be at home by five o'clock," she told him with a

transient clouding of her bright eyes, "and--and I am afraid that Mrs.

Belknap----"

"Jane," he began, in a low, persuasive voice, "just listen to me for a

minute. You must have a reasonably independent character or you wouldn't

be here in America. You remember what you told me the other day of how

you came to leave your home in England; now that being the case, suppose

you make up your mind to forget all about my excellent sister and her

claims on you for just this one day and be yourself. Will you, Jane? It

will be a lot more fun for both of us, and it won't hurt anybody in the

world."

Jane drew a quick breath. "I'd like to," she said honestly.

At that very moment Mrs. Belknap, becomingly veiled and gowned and

leaning back complacently against the luxurious cushions of Mrs. Sloan's

new automobile, was saying to her hostess: "Oh, thank you so much for

thinking to inquire after my brother! Yes, John is spending the day at

the country club; he used to be a champion golf player--did you know it?

and he enjoys a day on the links beyond anything." Then this sapient

young matron permitted the carking cares of everyday life to trail away

into the dust-laden distance with the mellow honking of the great

horn--an experiment which Jane and John Everett were also trying to

their mutual satisfaction on the sun-lit reaches of the Bronx River.

The boat which they hired at a rickety little landing stage was an

unwieldy flat-iron shaped scow, designed with an eye to the safety of

the inexperienced public as well as the profit of the owner; but Jane,

bright-eyed and pink cheeked, seated in the big square stern, was not

too far away from John on the rower's seat, and the unwieldy craft

presently carried the two of them around a wooded bend, out of sight of

a group of roystering picnickers on the bank, into a quiet nook where

the tall trees looked down at their reflection in the lazily flowing

water.

"It reminds me," said Jane with a sigh, "of England; there is a river

like this near Uncle Robert's place in Kent, only it isn't muddy like

this."

"One has to be far from home to really appreciate its strong points," he

observed meditatively; "I never shall forget how I felt after nearly a

year abroad when I came suddenly upon the American flag waving over a

consulate building somewhere in Italy. I hadn't an idea up to that

moment that I was particularly patriotic, and I'd been enjoying my trip

immensely, but I could have fallen on the neck of the wizened little

chap inside just because he was born in Schenectady, New York. But as a

matter of fact, Jane, our rivers are not all muddy; you ought to travel

about and see more of America before you allow yourself to form

cast-iron opinions about it. You've seen nothing but our seamy side yet,

and quite naturally you can't help setting America down as a very

disagreeable place, and bunching all Americans as cads."

Jane's brilliant little face dimpled mischievously. "Oh, no, I don't,"

she said sweetly; "I have the highest possible esteem for Bertha Forbes.

She is an American and a very superior person, I am sure."

"You mean by that, I suppose, that you think her fair-minded and

kind-hearted; don't you?"

"I suppose I do," admitted Jane. "Bertha is clever, too, and

amusing--sometimes."

"Nearly all Americans are clever and amusing, in spots," he said

confidently, "and numbers of us can fill the rest of the bill clear down

to the ground; you'll see, Jane, when you come to know us better."

She shook her head. "I am going back to England in June," she said, "and

I never expect to come back."

"Do you mean that you never want to come back?"

Jane shrugged her shoulders slightly. "I might possibly return to travel

about sometime," she admitted, her mind reverting to Mr. Towles's

parting words. "I am very fond of travel."

"So am I," he said somewhat ruefully, "but I fear I'll not do much of it

for some years to come."

Jane's eyes remained pensively fixed upon the opposite shore. She was

apparently quite indifferent to Mr. Everett's future prospects, and

after a short pause, which he devoted to a careful study of the girl's

clear profile, he observed tentatively: "I hope you'll not lay it up

against Margaret--the way she treats you and all, I mean. She's really

an uncommonly good sort, when one comes to know her; but, of course, she

can't--I mean she doesn't understand----"

"I thought we were to forget Mrs. Belknap for this one day?" murmured

Jane, with a little curl of her pretty lips.

He flushed uncomfortably. "What I meant to say was this: it occurred to

me that it might be advisable for you to make a clean breast of the

whole thing; to--to tell Margaret all about yourself and how you came to

leave England, and so put yourself right. I--I wish you would, Jane."

She fixed her clear eyes upon him thoughtfully. "It has occurred to me,

too," she said; "but--there is really no need to say anything to Mrs.

Belknap. I shall try to do my work as well as I can while I am in her

house; after that,"--she paused, then went on deliberately--"I shall go

away, and that will be the end of it."

He dipped his oars strongly. "It shall not be the end of it," he told

himself determinedly. Aloud he said, with a fine show of indifference:

"You will, of course, do as you like; but I am sure Margaret would be

glad if you would take her into your confidence."

Jane smiled with a fine feminine understanding which was lost on the

man. "It will be much better not, I am sure," she said sweetly.

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