CHAPTER XV

John Everett answered the carping question in Jane's eyes with gay

composure. "I promised Buster yesterday that I would come home early and

join him at the beach," he said coolly. "I want to have a hand in

digging that hole, myself," he added, rescuing the abandoned shovel from

a sandy entombment.

Jane surveyed him gravely. "If you are going to be here all the

afternoon," she said, "perhaps you will not mind if I go home. There are

windows to clean, and I am sure Mrs. Belknap would not mind my leaving

Master Buster in your care, sir."

His crestfallen face afforded the girl a transient amusement as she

walked across the sand in quest of her hat. But Fate, in the small

person of the infant, happily intervened as she was firmly inserting her

hat pins and otherwise preening herself for hasty flight.

"Where 'oo doin', Jane?" he demanded imperiously.

"I am going home," replied Jane, with a conciliatory smile. "Mr. Everett

will stay with you, dear."

"No!" murmured the sagacious infant, laying hold of the girl's gown with

a determined hand. "N-o-o!" The last word ended in a loud wail of

protest.

Jane flushed uncomfortably under John Everett's observant eyes, as she

stooped to gently disengage herself. "I must go, dear," she repeated. "I

have some work to do at home."

The child responded by throwing both chubby arms about her neck and

wailing discordantly in her ear.

"Come, come, Buster!" exclaimed his uncle wrathfully; "you can stop that

howling. Jane won't leave you. I'll take myself off instead, as I see I

am decidedly out of it."

The small boy instantly relaxed his hold upon the girl and flew to his

uncle. "No-o!" he shouted. "I want my Jane, an'--an' I want 'oo, Uncle

Jack!" He clambered up his accommodating relative's trouser leg, and was

assisted to a triumphant perch upon that young gentleman's broad

shoulder, where he beamed upon Jane with innocent delight. "I yuve my

Uncle Jack," he announced conclusively, "and I yuve my Jane!"

"That's all right, young fellow, and a proper sentiment too," murmured

John Everett. Then he cast a pleading look at Jane. "Why persist in

spoiling a good time?" he asked. "I'll play in the sand like a good boy,

and I promise you I won't teach Buster any bad words, nor throw wet sand

on his clean frock."

Jane's pretty face was a study. "Very well, sir," she said coldly. "It

is not for me to say, I suppose." Then she sat down at a safe distance

from the hole in the sand--in which the small diplomat, satisfied with

the result of his _coup_, immediately resumed operations--and fixed her

eyes on the sail-haunted horizon. All the sense of happy freedom which

the wind had brought her from across the sea had suddenly vanished. She

was gallingly conscious of the bonds of her servitude and of the

occasional friendly glances which the big, pleasant-faced young fellow

on the sand bestowed upon her.

"I hate him!" she told herself passionately. "If he knew who I was he

would not dare call me 'Jane,' and smile at me in that insufferably

familiar way. It is only because I am a _servant_. Oh, I _hate_ him!"

Her little hands clenched themselves till the nails almost pierced the

tender palms, whereon divers hardened spots told of unaccustomed toil.

It was not an auspicious moment for John Everett to approach and utter a

commonplace remark about a passing steamer. Nevertheless he did it,

being anxious in his blundering masculine way to cheer this forlorn

little exile, who he felt sure was in dire need of human sympathy.

Jane made no sort of reply, and after a doubtful pause he ventured to

seat himself at her side. "That white tower on the farther side of the

bay is one of the features of 'Dreamland,'" he observed. "At night one

can see it for a long distance sparkling with electric lights."

Still no answer. He studied the girl's delicate profile in silence for a

minute. "Wouldn't you like to see it sometime, Jane?" he asked.

She turned upon him suddenly. "How--how _dare_ you--call me 'Jane,'

and--and-- Oh, I _hate_ you!" Her kindling eyes scorched him for an

instant, then before he could collect his scattered senses she burst

into wild sobbing. "You wouldn't dare treat me so if I was at--at home,"

she went on between her sobs; "but you think because I am all alone here

and--and working for wages that you--can amuse yourself with me. Oh, I

wish you would go away and never speak to me again!"

His face had paled slowly. "I don't even know your name," he said

quietly. "But I assure you, Miss--Jane, it has been very far from my

mind to annoy you, or to----"

He stopped short and looked at her fixedly. "I must put myself right

with you, Jane," he said at last. "You must listen to me."

Her low weeping suddenly ceased, and she lifted her proud little face

all wet with angry tears to his. "I will listen," she said haughtily.

"I am afraid I don't altogether understand what you mean to accuse me

of," he said, choosing his words carefully; "but I will tell you just

why I have tried to make friends with you. I will admit that men in my

station do not as a rule make friends with servant maids." He said this

firmly and watched her wince under the words. "But, Jane, you are not at

all like an ordinary servant. I saw that the first time I met you. I

fancied that you had, somehow, stumbled out of your right place in the

world, and I thought--very foolishly, no doubt--that I might help you to

get back to it."

Jane's eyes kindled. "I can help myself to get back to it," she

murmured, "and I will!"

"That is why I wished to help you," he went on, without paying heed to

her interruption, "and I will confess to you that I came down here this

afternoon on purpose to have a talk with you. I meant--" he paused to

search her face gravely. "I meant to ask you to allow me to send you

home to England."

"Oh, no--_no_!" she protested.

"Do you mean to remain in America, then?" he asked. "Are you satisfied

with being a domestic servant?"

"No," she said doggedly. "I am going back when--when I have earned the

money for my passage. I ought never to have come," she added bitterly.

"I ought to have endured the ills I knew."

"Will you tell me what ills you were enduring in England?" he asked.

"I--I was living with relatives," she faltered, "and----"

"Were they unkind to you?"

"They didn't mean to be," acknowledged Jane. "I can see that now. But I

fancied--I thought I should be happier if I were independent. So I----"

"You fell into trouble as soon as you stepped out of the safe shelter of

your home," he finished for her. "You are right in thinking that you

should never have come, and yet-- Now won't you allow me to--advance the

money for your passage? I assure you I shall be very businesslike about

it. I shall expect you to return every penny of it. For I"--he paused to

smile half humorously to himself--"I am a poor young man, Jane, and I

have to work for my living."

She looked up into the strong, kind face he bent toward her. "I--thank

you," she said slowly, "and I beg your pardon, too. I see now that you

are--that you meant to be my friend."

"And you will accept my friendship?" he asked eagerly. "You will allow

me to help you to return to England?"

She shook her head. "I could have borrowed the money from Bertha Forbes,

if I had chosen to do it," she said. "She wanted to send me back at

once. But"--with an obstinate tightening of her pretty lips--"I thought

since I had gotten myself into this absurd plight by my own foolishness

I ought to get myself out of it. And that is why I am working for wages

in your sister's house. I shall soon have earned money enough to go home

by second cabin; but I don't mind how I go, if only I go!"

Her eyes wandered away to the dim blue horizon which lay beyond "The

Hook," and he saw her sensitive mouth quiver.

"Do you know you're showing a whole lot of splendid grit," he murmured

appreciatively. "I know just how you feel."

"Now that I have told you all this," she went on hurriedly, her eyes

returning from their wistful excursion seaward, "you will understand why

I do not--why I cannot--" she blushed and faltered into silence.

"You really haven't told me very much after all," he said gravely.

"Don't you think between friends, now, that----"

"But we are not friends," she interrupted him hastily. "That is just

what I wished to say. I have explained to you that I have friends in

England, and I have Miss Forbes besides. So there is no reason at all

why you should give me or my affairs another thought, and I

beg"--haughtily--"that you will not."

"O Jane! why?" he urged anxiously.

She cast an impatient glance at him. "You are so--stupid," she murmured

resentfully. "But then you are an American, and I suppose you cannot

help it."

He grimaced ruefully at this British taunt. "I fear I shall have to

allow the damaging fact of my nationality," he said; "but I fail to

understand how it is going to stand in the way of my thinking of you at

intervals. If you knew more about Americans, Jane, you would see that it

is mainly on that account I am bound to do it."

"You'll be obliged to keep your thoughts to yourself then," she told

him, "for as long as I am in Mrs. Belknap's employ I am, undeniably, her

servant and, hence, nothing to you. Do you understand? Because if you do

not, I shall be obliged to find another situation at once."

"Oh, no; don't do that!" he protested. "Look here, Jane, I'm not quite

such a duffer as you seem to think. I see your point, and I'll agree not

to bother you after this. But I won't promise never to think of you

again. On the contrary, I mean to think of you a great deal; may I,

Jane?"

Jane arose. "It is quite time to be going home," she said coldly. "I

must ask you not to speak to me again, Mr. Everett, and please come home

on another car."

"But sometime, Jane, after this farce is played to its finis, don't you

think----"

She turned her back upon him deliberately and walked away toward the

trolley station, leading Master Belknap by the hand, meek and

unresisting. During all this time the little boy had been contentedly

laboring in the removal of sand from a hole of wide dimensions; his eyes

were heavy with fatigue when the girl set him gently in his place on the

homeward bound car. "I yuve 'oo, Jane," he murmured sweetly, laying his

curly head in her lap. "I'm doin' to build 'oo a--dreat, big house!"

Five minutes later he was soundly asleep, and Jane, who had tried in

vain to awaken him, was forced to lift his limp weight in her slender

arms when the car finally stopped at her destination.

"Give the boy to me, Jane," said an authoritative voice at her side.

She looked up in real vexation. "I thought," she said reproachfully,

"that you promised----"

"I promised not to bother you, Jane; but I didn't say I would never

offer to help you again. Did you suppose for an instant that I would

allow you to carry that boy up this hill?"

Jane crossed the street without a word, and speeding across lots, by way

of a daisied meadow, reached the house first.

She was met at the door by her mistress. "Why, Jane, where is Buster?"

inquired Mrs. Belknap anxiously.

"Master Buster went to sleep on the way home, ma'am," explained Jane,

blushing guiltily, "and Mr. Everett, who chanced to be on the same car,

kindly offered to bring him up the hill."

"Oh!" said Mr. Everett's sister, rather blankly.

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