CHAPTER XI.

Mrs. Reding was by this time settled in the neighbourhood of old friends

in Devonshire; and there Charles spent the winter and early spring with

her and his three sisters, the eldest of whom was two years older than

himself.

"Come, shut your dull books, Charles," said Caroline, the youngest, a

girl of fourteen; "make way for the tea; I am sure you have read enough.

You sometimes don't speak a word for an hour together; at least, you

might tell us what you are reading about."

"My dear Carry, you would not be much the wiser if I did," answered

Charles; "it is Greek history."

"Oh," said Caroline, "I know more than you think; I have read Goldsmith,

and good part of Rollin, besides Pope's Homer."

"Capital!" said Charles; "well, I am reading about Pelopidas--who was

he?"

"Pelopidas!" answered Caroline, "I ought to know. Oh, I recollect, he

had an ivory shoulder."

"Well said, Carry; but I have not yet a distinct idea of him either. Was

he a statue, or flesh and blood, with this shoulder of his?"

"Oh, he was alive; somebody ate him, I think."

"Well, was he a god or a man?" said Charles.

"Oh, it's a mistake of mine," said Caroline; "he was a goddess, the

ivory-footed--no, that was Thetis."

"My dear Caroline," said her mother, "do not talk so at random; think

before you speak; you know better than this."

"She has, ma'am," said Charles, "what Mr. Jennings would call 'a very

inaccurate mind.'"

"I recollect perfectly now," said Caroline, "he was a friend of

Epaminondas."

"When did he live?" asked Charles. Caroline was silent.

"Oh, Carry," said Eliza, "don't you recollect the _memoria technica_?"

"I never could learn it," said Caroline; "I hate it."

"Nor can I," said Mary; "give me good native numbers; they are sweet and

kindly, like flowers in a bed; but I don't like your artificial

flower-pots."

"But surely," said Charles, "a _memoria technica_ makes you recollect a

great many dates which you otherwise could not?"

"The crabbed names are more difficult even to pronounce than the numbers

to learn," said Caroline.

"That's because you have very few dates to get up," said Charles; "but

common writing is a _memoria technica_."

"That's beyond Caroline," said Mary.

"What are words but artificial signs for ideas?" said Charles; "they are

more musical, but as arbitrary. There is no more reason why the sound

'hat' should mean the particular thing so called, which we put on our

heads, than why 'abul-distof' should stand for 1520."

"Oh, my dear child," said Mrs. Reding, "how you run on! Don't be

paradoxical."

"My dear mother," said Charles, coming round to the fire, "I don't want

to be paradoxical; it's only a generalization."

"Keep it, then, for the schools, my dear; I dare say it will do you good

there," continued Mrs. Reding, while she continued her hemming; "poor

Caroline will be as much put to it in logic as in history."

"I am in a dilemma," said Charles, as he seated himself on a little

stool at his mother's feet; "for Carry calls me stupid if I am silent,

and you call me paradoxical if I speak."

"Good sense," said his mother, "is the golden mean."

"And what is common sense?" said Charles.

"The silver mean," said Eliza.

"Well done," said Charles; "it is small change for every hour."

"Rather," said Caroline, "it is the copper mean, for we want it, like

alms for the poor, to give away. People are always asking _me_ for it.

If I can't tell who Isaac's father was, Mary says, 'O Carry, where's

your common sense?' If I am going out of doors, Eliza runs up, 'Carry,'

she cries, 'you haven't common sense; your shawl's all pinned awry.' And

when I ask mamma the shortest way across the fields to Dalton, she says,

'Use your common sense, my dear.'"

"No wonder you have so little of it, poor dear child," said Charles; "no

bank could stand such a run."

"No such thing," said Mary; "it flows into her bank ten times as fast as

it comes out. She has plenty of it from us; and what she does with it no

one can make out; she either hoards or she speculates."

"'Like the great ocean,'" said Charles, "'which receives the rivers, yet

is not full.'"

"That's somewhere in Scripture," said Eliza.

"In the 'Preacher,'" said Charles, and he continued the quotation; "'All

things are full of labour, man cannot utter it; the eye is not satisfied

with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.'"

His mother sighed; "Take my cup, my love," she said; "no more."

"I know why Charles is so fond of the 'Preacher,'" said Mary; "it's

because he's tired of reading; 'much study is a weariness to the flesh.'

I wish we could help you, dear Charles."

"My dear boy, I really think you read too much," said his mother; "only

think how many hours you have been at it to-day. You are always up one

or two hours before the sun; and I don't think you have had your walk

to-day."

"It's so dismal walking alone, my dear mother; and as to walking with

you and my sisters, it's pleasant enough, but no exercise."

"But, Charlie," said Mary, "that's absurd of you; these nice sunny days,

which you could not expect at this season, are just the time for long

walks. Why don't you resolve to make straight for the plantations, or

to mount Hart Hill, or go right through Dun Wood and back?"

"Because all woods are dun and dingy just now, Mary, and not green. It's

quite melancholy to see them."

"Just the finest time of the year," said his mother; "it's universally

allowed; all painters say that the autumn is the season to see a

landscape in."

"All gold and russet," said Mary.

"It makes me melancholy," said Charles.

"What! the beautiful autumn make you melancholy?" asked his mother.

"Oh, my dear mother, you mean to say that I am paradoxical again; I

cannot help it. I like spring; but autumn saddens me."

"Charles always says so," said Mary; "he thinks nothing of the rich hues

into which the sober green changes; he likes the dull uniform of

summer."

"No, it is not that," said Charles; "I never saw anything so gorgeous as

Magdalen Water-walk, for instance, in October; it is quite wonderful,

the variety of colours. I admire, and am astonished; but I cannot love

or like it. It is because I can't separate the look of things from what

it portends; that rich variety is but the token of disease and death."

"Surely," said Mary, "colours have their own intrinsic beauty; we may

like them for their own sake."

"No, no," said Charles, "we always go by association; else why not

admire raw beef, or a toad, or some other reptiles, which are as

beautiful and bright as tulips or cherries, yet revolting, because we

consider what they are, not how they look?"

"What next?" said his mother, looking up from her work; "my dear

Charles, you are not serious in comparing cherries to raw beef or to

toads?"

"No, my dear mother," answered Charles, laughing, "no, I only say that

they look like them, not are like them."

"A toad look like a cherry, Charles!" persisted Mrs. Reding.

"Oh, my dear mother," he answered, "I can't explain; I really have said

nothing out of the way. Mary does not think I have."

"But," said Mary, "why not associate pleasant thoughts with autumn?"

"It is impossible," said Charles; "it is the sick season and the

deathbed of Nature. I cannot look with pleasure on the decay of the

mother of all living. The many hues upon the landscape are but the spots

of dissolution."

"This is a strained, unnatural view, Charles," said Mary; "shake

yourself, and you will come to a better mind. Don't you like to see a

rich sunset? yet the sun is leaving you."

Charles was for a moment posed; then he said, "Yes, but there was no

autumn in Eden; suns rose and set in Paradise, but the leaves were

always green, and did not wither. There was a river to feed them. Autumn

is the 'fall.'"

"So, my dearest Charles," said Mrs. Reding, "you don't go out walking

these fine days because there was no autumn in the garden of Eden?"

"Oh," said Charles, laughing, "it is cruel to bring me so to book. What

I meant was, that my reading was a direct obstacle to walking, and that

the fine weather did not tempt me to remove it."

"I am glad we have you here, my dear," said his mother, "for we can

force you out now and then; at College I suspect you never walk at all."

"It's only for a time, ma'am," said Charles; "when my examination is

over, I will take as long walks as I did with Edward Gandy that winter

after I left school."

"Ah, how merry you were then, Charles!" said Mary; "so happy with the

thoughts of Oxford before you!"

"Ah, my dear," said Mrs. Reding, "you'll then walk too much, as you now

walk too little. My good boy, you are so earnest about everything."

"It's a shame to find fault with him for being diligent," said Mary:

"you like him to read for honours, I know, mamma; but if he is to get

them he must read a great deal."

"True, my love," answered Mrs. Reding; "Charles is a dear good fellow, I

know. How glad we all shall be to have him ordained, and settled in a

curacy!"

Charles sighed. "Come, Mary," he said, "give us some music, now the urn

has gone away. Play me that beautiful air of Beethoven, the one I call

'The Voice of the Dead.'"

"Oh, Charles, you do give such melancholy names to things!" cried Mary.

"The other day," said Eliza, "we had a most beautiful scent wafted

across the road as we were walking, and he called it 'the Ghost of the

Past;' and he says that the sound of the Eolian harp is 'remorseful.'"

"Now, you'd think all that very pretty," said Charles, "if you saw it in

a book of poems; but you call it melancholy when I say it."

"Oh, yes," said Caroline, "because poets never mean what they say, and

would not be poetical unless they were melancholy."

"Well," said Mary, "I play to you, Charles, on this one condition, that

you let me give you some morning a serious lecture on that melancholy of

yours, which, I assure you is growing on you."

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