Vreni shuddered at the thought of having to sleep for the first time of

her young life in a place where nobody knew her. But she followed

without a murmur where Sali led her. Was he not everything in the world

to her now? The so-called Paradise Garden was a house of entertainment

situated in a beautiful spot, lying all by itself at the side of a

mountain from which one had a view far over the whole country. But on

holidays like this only the poorer classes, the children of small

farmers and of day laborers, even vagrants, used to resort to it. A

hundred years before a wealthy man of queer habits had built it as a

summer villa for himself, and nobody had succeeded him as tenant, and

since the house could not be used for anything else, the whole place

after a while began to decay, and so finally it got into the hands of

an innkeeper who managed it in his own peculiar way.

The name alone and the style of architecture had remained. The house

itself consisted of but one story, and on top of that an open loggia

had been erected, the roof of which was borne on the four corners by

statues of sandstone. These were meant for the four archangels and were

wholly defaced. At the edge of the roof could be seen all about small

angels carved of the same material and all of them playing some musical

instrument, the angels themselves showing monstrous heads and big

paunches, fiddling, touching the triangle, blowing the flute, striking

the cymbal or the tambourine; these instruments had originally been

gilt. The ceiling inside and the low sidewalls, as well as all the rest

of the house were still covered with rather dingy fresco paintings, and

these represented dancing and singing saints. But all of it had

suffered from the weather and the rain, and was now as indistinct and

chaotic as a dream itself. And besides, all over the walls clambered

grapevines, and at this time of year purplish ripening grapes peeped

forth from between the foliage. All about the house itself there stood

chestnut trees, and gnarled big rosebushes, growing wildly after a

fashion of their own, just as lilac bushes would grow elsewhere.

The loggia served as dance hall, and as Vreni and Sali came in sight of

the building they could notice the dancing couples turning around and

around under the open roof, and outside, under the trees, drinking,

shouting and noisy men and women were disporting themselves. It was a

merry throng.

Vreni, who was carrying in her hand, demurely and almost piously, her

wonderful gingerbread palace, resembled one of those ancient and

sainted church patronesses sometimes seen in missals, with a model of

the cathedral or other devout foundation displayed which would earn her

the Church's benediction. But as soon as she heard the wild music that

came down in a tumbling stream from the loggia, the poor thing forgot

her grief. Suddenly all alive she demanded rapturously that Sali should

dance with her. They pushed their way through all these people that

were crowding the environs of the house and the lower floor, these

being mostly ragged people from Seldwyla, with some who had been making

a cheap excursion into the country, and all sorts of homeless vagrants.

Then they ascended the stairs and at once after arriving on top they

seized each other and were whirling away in a lively waltz. Not an eye

did they give to their surroundings until the music came to a temporary

halt. Then they stopped and turned around. Vreni had crushed her

gingerbread house, and was just going to shed a few tears on that

account when she noticed the black fiddler, and now felt a veritable

terror.

He was seated near them, upon a bench which itself stood upon a big

table, and he looked just as black and tawny as ever. But to-day he

wore a bunch of green holly and pine in his funny little hat, and at

his feet there stood a big bottle of claret and a tumbler, and he did

not in the least touch either of these with his feet, although he was

forever kicking up his legs to keep the tune while fiddling. Next to

him sat a handsome young man with a French horn, but the young man

looked melancholy, and a hunchback there also was, standing next a bass

viol. Sali also had a fright in seeing the black fiddler, but the

latter greeted them both in the friendliest manner and called out to

them: "You see I knew that some day I should play to your dancing, just

as I said when I last met you. And now, you darlings, I trust you'll

have a good time, and take a drink with me."

He offered the full glass to Sali, who accepted it, emptied it and

thanked the fiddler. And when he saw that Vreni was badly scared at

seeing him, he did his best to reassure her, and jested with her in a

rather nice way, until he had made her laugh. Thereupon Vreni recovered

her courage, and both of them felt rather glad that they had an

acquaintance there and were in a certain sense standing under the

special protection of the black fellow. Then they danced steadily,

forgetting themselves and the whole world in the constant twirling,

singing, shouting and general noise, a noise which rolled down the hill

and over the whole landscape which gradually began to be shrouded in a

silvery autumn haze. They danced until twilight, when most of the merry

guests disappeared, unsteady on their feet and shouting at the top of

their voices. Those still remaining were the vagrants and stragglers,

houseless and strongly inclined to turn night into day. Amongst these

there were some who seemed on very friendly terms with the black

fiddler and who for the most part looked outlandish because of oddities

of costume. There was, for instance, a young man in a green corduroy

jacket and a tattered straw hat, who wore around the crown of the

latter a wreath of wild scarlet berries. He again had with him a savage

sort of female who wore a skirt of cherry-red chintz and had a hoop

made of young grapevine tied around her temples, so that at each side

of her face hung a bunch of grapes. This couple was the jolliest of

all, to be met with everywhere, and was dancing and singing without a

stop. Then there was a slender, graceful girl there, wearing a thin

silk dress and a white cloth on her head, the ends of which fell on her

shoulders. The cloth had evidently once been a napkin or towel. But

below this doubtful cloth there glowed a pair of magnificent eyes of

deep violet hue. Around her neck this extravagant person wore a sixfold

chain of the same autumnal berries, and this ornament suited her

complexion marvelously well. This strange woman was dancing perpetually

with none but herself, whirling almost unintermittently, with great

grace and a very light step, refusing every partner that offered

himself. Every time she passed in her dancing the sad hornblower she

smiled, and the musician turned away his head.

Some other gay women or girls there were, together with their escorts,

all of them poorly or fantastically clad, but with all that they

assuredly enjoyed themselves greatly, and there seemed to be perfect

accord among them all. When it had turned completely dark the host

refused to furnish light for illumination, since the wind would blow

the candles out anyway, and besides the full-moon would be out in a

short spell, and for the present company, he claimed, the moonlight was

ample. This declaration, instead of being opposed, caused general

satisfaction among this mongrel crowd; they all stood up at the open

sides of the dance hall and watched the moon rise in her full splendor,

and when the new golden light flooded the wide hall, dancing was

resumed with great earnestness. And so quiet, good-natured and

well-mannered was it done as if they were turning under the light of a

hundred wax candles. This singular light, too, made them all more

intimately acquainted with each other, as though they had known them

for years, and thus it was that Sali and Vreni could not very well

avoid mingling with the rest and dancing with other partners. But

whenever they had been separated for just a short while they flew and

rejoined the other without delay, and felt delighted thereat. Sali made

a sad face at this, and when dancing with another person would turn

toward Vreni. But she would not notice that, but would glide along like

a fairy, her features transfigured with pleasure, and her whole soul

enraptured with the swaying motions of the dance, no matter who her

partner.

"Are you jealous, Sali?" she asked smilingly, when the musicians took a

longer rest.

"Not the least," he replied.

"Then why are you so angry when I'm dancing with somebody else?" she

wanted to know.

"I am not angry because of that," he said, "but only because I am

forced to dance with another person but you. I cannot feel pleasant

towards another girl. In fact, I feel just as though I had a block of

wood in my arms if it is anybody but you. And you? How do you feel

about that?"

"Oh, I feel as though I were in heaven so long as I merely can dance

and know that you are present," replied Vreni. "But I believe I should

at once fall down dead if you went and left me here by myself."

They had gone down from the dance hall and were now standing in the

grounds before the house. Vreni put both her arms around his neck,

pressed her slender trembling body against him, and put her burning

cheek, wet from hot tears, to his, sobbing out: "We cannot marry, and

yet I cannot leave you, not for a moment, not for a minute."

Sali embraced the girl, pressed her ardently against his heart, and

covered her with kisses. His confused thoughts were struggling for some

way out of the labyrinth that encompassed them both, but he saw none.

Even if the blot of his family misery and his neglected education were

not weighing against him, his extreme youth and his ardent passion

would have prevented a long period of patience and self-denial, and

then there would still have been his misfortune in having injured

Vreni's father for life. The consciousness that happiness for himself

and her was, after all, to be found only in a union honest, blameless

and approved by the whole world, was just as much alive in him as in

Vreni. In her case as in his, two beings ostracized by all, these

reflections were like the last flaring up of their lost family honor,

an honor that had been blazing for centuries in their respectable

houses like a living flame, and which their fathers had involuntarily

extinguished and destroyed by a misdeed which at the time had been

committed more in thoughtlessness than with malice aforethought. For

when they, in the attempt to enlarge their holdings by a piece of

dishonesty that seemed at the time wholly without risk and not likely

to entail serious consequences, had been guilty of a wrong to a person

that had been universally given up as lost, they had done something

which many of their otherwise correct neighbors would, under the same

circumstances, likewise have done.

Such wrongs as that are indeed perpetrated every day in the year, on a

large or a small scale. But once in a while Fate furnishes an example

of how two such transgressors against the honor of their houses and

against the property of another may oppose each other, and then these

will unfailingly fight to the death and devour one the other like two

savage beasts. For those who furtively or forcibly increase their

estate may commit such fateful blunders not only when they are seated

on thrones and then apply a high-sounding name to their lust and their

misdeed, but the same in substance is often done as well in the

humblest hut, and both categories of sinners frequently accomplish the

very reverse of what they aimed at, and their shield of honor then

becomes overnight a tablet of shame. But Sali and Vreni had both of

them, when still children, seen and cherished the honor of their

families, and well remembered how well they themselves were taken care

of and how respected and highly considered their fathers had been in

those days.

Later they had been separated for long years, and when they met again

they saw in each other also the lost honor and luck of their houses,

and that instinctive feeling had helped to make them cling to each

other all the more tenaciously. They longed indeed, both of them, for

happiness and joy, but only if it might be done legitimately and in the

sight of all; yet at the same time their ardent affection for each

other could not be suppressed and their senses, their bounding blood,

called loudly for the consummation of their desires.

"Now it is night," said Vreni in a low tone of voice, "and we will have

to part."

"What, I am to go home now and leave you alone?" retorted Sali. "No,

that can never be."

"But what then?" said Vreni, plaintively. "Tomorrow morning by daylight

things will look no better."

"Let me give you a piece of advice," a shrill voice suddenly was heard

behind them. It was the black fiddler, who now came up to them. "You

foolish young things! There you are now, and you know not what to do

with yourselves, although you are fond of each other. Yet nothing

easier than that. I advise you to delay no more. Let one take the

other, just as you are. Come along with me and my good friends here,

right into the mountains, for there you need no priest, no money, no

documents, no honor, no dowry, no bed and no wedding--nothing but your

mutual good will. Don't get frightened. Things are not at all so bad

with us. Pure air and enough to eat, provided one is not afraid to

work. The green woods are our home, and there we love and keep house

just as we wish. During the winter we lie snug in some warm, cosy den

of our own contriving, or else we creep into the warm hay of the

peasants. Therefore, lose no time. Keep your wedding right now and

here, and then come along with us, and you are rid of all your cares,

and may belong to each other forever and aye, or at least as long as

you want to. For have no fear--you'll grow old with us; our style of

life procures good strong health, you may well believe me. And don't

think, you silly young folk, that I am bearing you a grudge because of

what your fathers have done to me. No indeed. Of course, it gives me

pleasure to see you arrived there where you now are. But with that I

rest content, and I promise you to help and aid you in all sorts of

ways if you will only be guided by me."

He said all this in a sincere and well-meaning tone. "Well, think it

over, if you wish, for a spell," he encouraged them still further, "but

follow my counsel if you are wise. Let the world go, and belong to each

other and ask nobody's consent. Think of the gay bridal bed in the deep

forest glade, and of the comfortable hay barn in winter." And saying

which he disappeared again in the house.

But Vreni was trembling like aspen in Sali's arms, and he asked her:

"What do you think of all that? To me it seems indeed it would be best

to let the whole world go hang, and to love each other without

hindrance and fear."

But Sali said this more jokingly than in earnest. Vreni, on the other

hand, took it all seriously, kissed him and replied: "No, I should not

like that. These people do not act according to my notions. That young

man with the French horn, for instance, and the girl in the silk skirt

also belong together in that way, and are said to have been very much

in love. But last week, it seems, she has been, for the first time,

unfaithful to her lover, and he grieves greatly on that account, and he

is angry at her and at the others, but they merely ridicule him. And

she is imposing a kind of self-inflicted and ludicrous penance on

herself by dancing all alone, without any partner, and without speaking

to anyone, but that, too, is only making a fool of him. However, one

may see that the poor musician is going to make up with her this very

night. But I must say, I should not like to be with a company where

such doings are common, for I never could be unfaithful to you,

although I would not mind undergoing all else for the sake of

possessing you."

For all that, poor Vreni, being held in Sali's arms, became more and

more feverish, for ever since noon when that hostess at the inn had

mistaken her for a bride, and she herself had not contradicted, this

alluring prospect had been burning in her veins, and the less hopeful

things seemed to turn for a realization of this idea, the more

relentlessly her pulses were hammering with expectation and desire. And

Sali was experiencing similar hallucinations, since the fiddler's

enticing remarks, while he meant not to listen to them, had also been

fuel to his passion. So he said in embarrassment to Vreni: "Let us go

inside for a spell. At least we must eat and drink something."

They were greeted in entering the guest room where nobody had remained

but the fiddler's friends, the vagrants, which latter were seated about

a poor meal at table, by a merry chorus: "There comes our bridal pair!"

"Yes," added the fiddler, "now be friendly and comfortable, and we will

see you married."

Urged to join the company the two young lovers did so rather

shamefacedly. But after a moment they began to brighten, and were glad

to be at least rid for the moment of the darker problem that was yet to

be solved. Sali ordered wine and some choicer dishes, and soon general

merriment spread among them all. The heretofore implacable lover had

become reconciled to his unfaithful one, and the couple now fondled and

caressed each other in reestablished ecstasy, while the giddy other

pair ceaselessly yodled, sang and guzzled, but they also did not forget

to give plain evidences of their amatory disposition. The fiddler and

the hunchback accompanied all this with a great deal of cheerful noise.

Sali and Vreni kept very close to each other, tightly holding hands,

and all at once the fiddler bade all the company be quiet, and a

jocular ceremony was performed signifying the union of the two young

people. They had to clasp hands, and the whole audience rose and, one

by one, stepped up to congratulate them and to bid them welcome within

their fraternity. They placidly submitted to it all, but said never a

word, and regarded the whole as a jest, while all the while a shudder

of voluptuous feeling ran through them.

The merry company now became louder and more excited, the fiery wine

spurring them on, until at last the black fiddler urged departure.

"We have a long way before us," he cried, "and it is past midnight. Up,

all of you! Let us solemnly escort the young bridal couple, and I

myself will open the procession. You will hear me fiddling as never

before."

Since Sali and Vreni felt perfectly dazed, and scarcely knew what they

were doing in this hurly-burly around them, they did not protest when

they were made to head the file, the other two couples following, and

the hunchback, with his huge bass viol on his shoulder, being at its

tail end. The black fiddler, though, strode in advance, playing like a

man possessed, skipping down the steep hill path like a chamois, and

the others laughed, singing in chorus, and jumping from rock to rock.

Thus this nocturnal procession hastened on and on, through the quiet

fields and at last through the home village of Sali and Vreni, now sunk

in deep slumber.

When they two came through the still lanes and past their abandoned

homes, a painfully savage mood seized them, and they danced and whirled

along with the others behind the fiddler, kissed, laughed and wept.

They also danced up the hill with the three fields that had tempted

their fathers to their ruin, the fiddler all the time leading, and on

its crest the dusky fiddler fell into a frenzy of fantastic melody, and

his train of followers jumped about like veritable demons. Even the

poor hunchback acted like demented. This quiet hill resounded with the

infernal noise of the whole crew, and it was a perfect witches' Sabbath

for a short while. The hunchback breathed hard and in a muffled voice

squeaked with delight, swinging his heavy instrument like a baton. In

their paroxysm none saw or heard the next.

But Sali seized Vreni and thus forced her to halt. He imprinted a kiss

on her mouth, thus stopping her shouts of joy. At last she gathered his

meaning, and ceased struggling. They stood there, right on the spot

where they first had encountered the black fiddler, listening to the

wild music and to the singing and shrieking of the demoniac cortege, as

the sounds gradually swept onwards down the hill towards the river

below. Nobody evidently had missed them in the midst of the whole

spook. The shrill tones of the fiddle, the laughter of the girls, and

the yodels of the men resounded for another spell through the night,

fainter and fainter, until at last the noise died away down by the

shores of the river.

"We have escaped those," now said Sali, "but how are we going to escape

from ourselves? How shall we separate, and how keep apart?"

Vreni was not able to answer him. Breathing hard she lay on his breast.

"Had I not better take you back to the village, and wake some family in

order to make them take you in for the night? To-morrow you can leave

and look for some work. You'll be able to get along anywhere."

"But without you? Get along without you?" said the girl.

"You must forget me."

"Never," she murmured sadly. "Never in my life." And she added,

glancing sternly at him: "Could you do that?"

"That is not the point, dear heart," answered Sali, slow and distinct.

He caressed her feverish cheeks, while she kept pressing herself

against his bosom. "Let us only consider your own case. You, Vreni, are

still so very young, and quite likely you will fare well enough after a

short while."

"And you also--you ancient man," she said, smiling wistfully.

"Come!" now said Sali, and dragged her along. But they only went on a

few steps, and then they halted once more, the better to embrace and

kiss. The deep quiet of the world ran like music through their souls,

and the only sound to be heard around them was the gentle rush and

swish of the waves as they slowly went on further down the valley

below.

"How beautiful it is around here! Listen! It seems to me there is

somebody far away singing in a low voice."

"No, sweetheart; it is only the water softly flowing."

"And yet it seems there is some music--way out there, everywhere."

"I think it is our own blood coursing that is deceiving our ears."

But though they hearkened again and again, the solemn stillness

remained unbroken. The magic effect of the light of a resplendent full

moon was visible in the whole landscape, as the autumnal veil of fog

that rose in semi-transparent layers from the river shore mingled with

the silvery sheen, waving in grayish or bluish bands.

Suddenly Vreni recalled something, and said: "Here, I have bought you

something to remember me by."

And she gave him the plain little ring, and placed it on his finger.

Sali, too, found the little ring he had meant for her, and while he put

it on her hand, he said: "Thus we have had the same thought, you and

I."

Vreni held up her hand into the silvery light of the moon and examined

the little token curiously.

"Oh, what a fine ring," she then said, laughing. "Now we are both

betrothed and wedded. You are my husband, and I'm your wife. Let us

imagine so, just long enough until that small cloud has passed the

moon, or else until we have counted twelve. You must kiss me twelve

times."

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