129. CYCLE.

Albano and his uncle went on to meet the announced Schoppe from village

to village. The uncle continually pushed back the hope before them like

a horizon, farther and farther, as they advanced. Once, at evening, the

Count fancied he heard Schoppe's voice close beside him; in vain, the

beloved man came not yet to his heart, and with longing impatience

Albano saw the clouds in heaven sail along over the way which his

precious one was taking beneath them on the earth. The uncle told him a

long story of a secret trouble which often weighed down the Librarian,

and of his liability to attacks of madness, which had some time ago

repelled him from him, because among all men there was none he dreaded

so much as the madman. Of Romeiro's portrait he seemed to know nothing.

Albano was silent with vexation, for the Spaniard was one of those

insufferable men who, with sleek, steady face, and with screwed-up and

helmed soul, can let another's contradiction flutter around them

without any contradiction on their part, without echo, without a

reflection or alteration, and to whom another's discourse is only a

still dew, the fall of which wears away no stone. To this was added

Albano's exasperation against his new falsehood about Schoppe's

nearness, and against his own incapacity of listening for a good, long

hour incredulously to what a liar is saying.

"Schoppe is, upon my word, already arrived at the Prince's garden by

another route," said the Spaniard at last, in quite a lively mood, and

advised turning back, in the comfortable enjoyment of that cool,

impudent faculty he had of jamming up every one who did not do homage

to him, between sharp, tedious ice-fields.

They arrived before the princely garden in the midst of nothing but

carriages, out of which were alighting the spectators of to-day's

dramatic festival. Albano found among them already his father, the

Princess, and Julienne, and, among the actors, Bouverot, his old

exercise-master Falterle, and the yellow-dressed merchant's lady in the

red shawl, who had once been less _in_ than _on_ Roquairol's heart, and

finally Roquairol himself. The Captain stepped up immediately, first

and foremost, to the well-known Albano, and said, with elaborate ease,

the play would begin soon, only Dian with his wife was still expected.

Dian, always easily moved, most of all by an invitation, could least of

all resist one when art was the occasion; through him Chariton also was

soon gained for the play, but not without one condition,--that she was

to play in the piece the part of a beloved to no one but her spouse.

When Roquairol spoke with Albano, he found it hard to laugh easily, or

to raise his eyelids, as if his face were frozen or swollen; and an

avenging, humiliating spirit inwardly weighed his down to the earth

before the pure and happy friend out of whose spring he had torn and

cast away the bright sun, and over whose life he had hung an eternal

plague-cloud.

Amidst the tumult of garden talk, and in the fruitless wish to impart

to his sister Julienne three soft words for the Linda of whose presence

he had been so long deprived, Albano saw the carriage of the Countess

roll along on the heights up to Liana's last garden, there stop, and

her and Dian and Chariton alight from it.

Then he thought of nothing but to fly to the long-missed loved one,--an

act which, before the many eyes, easily assumed the appearance of a

longing for Dian; and at this moment, in the thirst of love, he, in

fact, asked no question about eyes. "Ah, here I am, after all!" said

Linda, and came to meet him, interweaving the delicate vine-tendrils of

soft glances with his, so shyly and so lovingly; and the evening blush

of bashfulness, like a spring-redness in the night, mantled her heaven,

and the white moon of innocence stood in the midst of it. Albano was

dissolved with the melting wind of this forgiveness, reproached himself

with his sweet joy at her conversion, as if it were a selfish pride in

his victory, and could hardly, in the fair confusion of good fortune,

command his sweet astonishment and his melting heart, which would fain

dissipate itself before her like a tempest into evening dew. He threw

his soul into his eye, and gave it to his beloved. Before Chariton he

felt that he must veil himself. To Dian and Linda he said, as they

looked into the setting sun, only the word, "Ischia!"

"There lies dear Anastasius," said Chariton to Dian, "my good friend

Liana buried, and one knows not properly whereabouts in the garden, for

one sees really nothing but flowers and flowers; however, she so

ordered it." "That is very sad and fine," said Dian; "but let it

be,--gone is gone, Chariton!" and led her aside, out of indulgence to

the lovers. Albano, who overlooked nothing, and overheard everything,

showed plainly enough how much he had been agitated by Chariton's

words. Linda, too, perceived it. "Only speak out thy sadness," said

she; "I do truly love _her_ too." "I am thinking upon the living," said

he, collecting himself, and looked timidly, not upon the flower-garden,

but upon the sun-enchanted[127] evening landscape; "can one, then,

sufficiently forgive, and think no evil upon the earth? Linda, O how

thou forgivest me to-day!"

"Friend," said she, "when you sin you shall receive forgiveness; but

until then, I pray you be quiet!" He looked upon her significantly.

"Hast thou not already forgiven, and have not I too? But couldst

thou have known how intimately I lived with thee during these days on

the way to my Schoppe, and brought over the divine past into the

future--ah, can I then tell thee all in this place?" Fortunately

she--like other women, attending less to words than to looks, gestures,

and actions--heard more with the spiritual than the bodily ear, and

stepped not over the brink of the abyss which his words laid open so

near her. Thus did these two now play, like children, near the cold

thunder-charged lightning-rod, out of which at the smallest nearer

approach must dart the flashing scythe of death.

Both went on with their illusions near the lightning. The sun went down

with his flames by the little mountain and the smooth flowery grave

over into the distant plains. Out of the depths of the princely garden

came tones fluttering up through the long evening rays and deified the

golden landscape. The rays were solitary wings, that sought their

heart, and joined it, and then flew onward--and the loving hearts

became full of wings. The rays sank, the tones soared. Around Linda and

Albano lay a golden circle of gardens and mountains and green valleys,

and every flower rocked with its riches under the last lingering gold,

and became the cradle of the eye, the cradle of the heart. The lovers

looked at each other, and upon the earth, with inspired looks; the

shining world appeared to them only in the magic mirror of their

hearts, and they were, themselves, both, only floating images therein.

"Linda, I will be more gentle," said he. "I swear it by the saint in

whose garden we stand!" "Be so, dear one; in Lilar thou wast not so!"

said she. He understood it of his storminess toward Liana. "Bury this

recollection in thy love!" said he, reddening. She looked upon him like

a virgin,--her inner being had remained virginal and innocent,--as the

peach turns its red and glowing side toward the sun, but keeps under

the leaves the tender white. Her eye drank from his, his drank from

hers; the heavens mingled with her heaven, the purple sun glimmered

back out of the warm dew of loving eyes. "O that I might now kiss

thee!" said Albano. "Ah, that thou mightest!" said Linda. "So goldenly

did the sun once go down into the sea!" said he. "And afterward we gave

each other the first kiss!" said she. "We will see each other now much

oftener," said he. "Yes, indeed, and longer by day; by night I, poor

one, have, indeed, no eye. Even now is my eye already going down

yonder," said she, as the sun sank from sight.

It was a good, gentle spirit, or Liana's own,--that spirit which

conducts man by the gradual transition of twilight over into night,

which pours soothing tears into sorrow and into ecstasy, and which

suffers not the short path of love's evening star to be overcast with

clouds,--this spirit it was which saved their tongues and ears from the

terrible sound which would at once have torn up the golden magic circle

of evening into an all-surrounding blaze of hell.

"Who is that coming so hastily yonder?" said Linda. "My foe," said

Albano. Roquairol had missed him, and had heard of Linda's arrival; in

the hell-torment of anxiety, lest what had happened the night before

might reveal itself before them this evening, he hurried, under the

pretext of going to get Dian as a performer and Albano as a hearer, up

the mountain. Like a centaur, half man, half wild beast, he broke in

upon the melodious souls and joys with the hollow, confused war of his

whole being. But hardly had he perceived in their looks the

consecration of rapture, and seen that the black curtain still lay fast

upon his murder, when the grim spirit of jealousy reared itself within

him. "She is now my betrothed," he said to himself; and the solar

eclipse of confused repentance was eclipsed by the tempest of chagrin.

Linda, kindling into anger from an inward shudder at his similarity of

voice, stood before him like a diamond, clear, sparkling, hard and

cutting; but Albano, amidst the echoes of the harmony, stood gently on

the churchyard of the sister of this brother, and not without some

confusion. Roquairol was haunted again by yesterday's unclean

suspicion, that perhaps Albano and Linda were no longer innocent.

Angrily, he now invited Linda to make one of the spectators at his

tragedy. "You told me," said she to Albano, "it concluded so

tragically; I am no friend of that." "He is not at all acquainted with

it," said Roquairol. "No," said Albano. As the serpent looked down upon

the paradise of the first pair, so looked he with the pleasing

consciousness that he could hand them the apple from the tree of

knowledge which should immediately drive them out from theirs.

"Besides," she subjoined, "I see badly in the evening, or not at all."

Roquairol affected to be surprised at that, joked upon the gain which

it would be to him as first lover in the play, if she only _heard_ him,

and begged Dian to unite in entreating her. Not inborn, but acquired

coldness, has at command the highest falsehood; the former is capable

only of dissimulation, the latter of simulation also, because it at

once knows and uses all ways and means of kindling a fire, and keeps

its firm standing on slippery ice by the ashes of former heat. When

Albano himself at length advised her to take part in the tragic

enjoyment, and grant her friends of both sexes below there the fair,

pure enjoyment of her presence, then she consented, not without

wondering at his retraction.

She took Chariton into her carriage. The men walked on ahead. On the

way Roquairol said to Dian, who had to play the character of Albano in

the piece, "So soon as I have said, in the fourth act, 'Even spiritual

love goes to meet sensual, and, after all, like a seafarer on his way

eastward, arrives at last in the lands of sundown,' then you fall in."

Dian laughed, and said, "I'll fall in. In Italy, however, the passage

begins at once as a southerly and westerly one." Albano was silent for

vexation, and repented having helped persuade Linda to this doubtful

festival. The Princess cast sundry rapid glances of contempt at the

cheated Linda, and she answered them with the like; distinguished women

betray their sex most in hostile contact with distinguished ones.

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