XXVII

The bachelor apartment-house which Allen Sanford called his home in New

York, though constantly referred to by him as his "two by twice hall

bedroom," was considerably more pretentious and expensive than a young

man receiving his modest income would ordinarily have selected; yet when

he decided upon it, the chief point in question was whether or not it

suited his tastes. The fact that the rent alone exceeded the salary

assured him by his position in the Consolidated Companies did not strike

him as of any particular significance. He had sold his motor before

leaving Washington, and with this nest-egg and what remained of his last

allowance to draw upon, the necessity of economy had not occurred to

him. "I've eaten up the tires, and now I'm beginning on the chassis," he

had once remarked in conversation; but with characteristic confidence in

the future, he made no provision for the time when he should have

thoroughly fletcherized the entire machine.

Now that he had joined the army of the unemployed, and had decided to

return to Pittsburgh, it was incumbent upon him to pack up his

belongings. This was a project which failed to appeal to him. He had

formally terminated his connection with the Consolidated Companies on

the day before, and this Sunday morning had been set apart by him for

his tremendous undertaking. His trunks were in the middle of the floor,

and his clothes deposited in various stages of disorder upon every chair

in the room, preparatory to making the start toward packing which

appalled him. The empty drawers of the dresser and the chiffonnier, and

the bare hooks of the closet bore silent tribute to the thoroughness of

his work thus far.

He was sitting upon the edge of a trunk, regarding in dismay the

confusion around him and wondering where to make a start, when the bell

rang vigorously. He opened the door in surprise, and was relieved to

find no more formidable a visitor than the elevator boy.

"A young lady down-stairs to see you, sir."

"A--what?" demanded Allen.

"She wouldn't give her name, sir."

"I'll be right down," he cried, slamming the door unceremoniously in the

boy's face, and rushing into his coat and waistcoat. Could it be that

Alice had really meant what she said that night, and had come to

convince him of it! There was a girl for you! He would never accept the

sacrifice, he told himself resolutely, still he fairly danced as he

straightened his necktie, tripped over his evening clothes, which he had

knocked onto the floor, and almost stumbled over a little figure in the

hallway, as he threw open the door and started to rush to the elevator.

"They wouldn't let me come up in the elevator, so I walked," announced

Patricia, looking up at him with a beaming smile.

"What are you doing here? Is Alice down-stairs?" Allen demanded,

completely bewildered by the unexpected apparition.

"I've come to go away with you, and Alice is at home," the child

answered, simply. "Papa said you were going back to Pittsburgh. Aren't

you glad to see me? I've got all my things packed up in this bag, except

my _Knights of the Round Table_, which wouldn't go in, so I carried it

under my arm."

He looked at her, speechless with astonishment as she proudly held up

the diminutive satchel and displayed her precious volume.

"Of course I'm glad to see you, Lady Pat," he said at length; "but you

ought not to come here alone, you know."

"I'm not alone," she insisted. "Riley is down-stairs in my pony cart.

Phillips didn't know where you lived, but he's only a groom, so I

brought Riley. Now, how shall we get rid of him, and have you made a

hundred thousand dollars with my money?"

"I'm ashamed to say I haven't--I was too late. The storks had all gone

South for the winter, but I must give you back your bank."

Allen turned into his room, closely followed by Patricia.

"Then you haven't money enough to get married?" she asked in a pathetic

little voice. Suddenly her face brightened. "But I don't mind; I'll keep

house for you without any money; and storks always come to newly married

people, I've heard them say so."

"We couldn't do that, Lady Pat; we'd starve to death unless we ate the

storks. Come, let's go and find Riley."

But Riley's anxiety had resulted in his anticipating them, and the

familiar face at that moment showed above the stairway, as the old man

approached them, out of breath.

"Ah, there ye are, praise be ter th' Virgin Mary," he panted. "Ah, sich

a mess as ye're gettin' poor old Riley in. I cudn't hilp it, Misther

Allen, I cudn't nohow," heading off any criticism from that

quarter--"she wud have it, and that's th' ind iv it. I'm thinkin' that's

why they named her Miss Pat--'tis th' Irish persistency iv her name that

crops out, an' th' cajolery. I cudn't hilp it, nohow."

"Of course he couldn't help it." Patricia assented. "I had to see you,

and some one had to show me where you lived. But you may go now if you

want to, Riley."

"We had better come inside and talk it over--if we can get in," Allen

suggested, opening the door again, and pushing the things one side.

"Ah, Misther Allen--all ye'er clothes will be spiled, kickin' 'round

like this. Shall I fold 'em up an' put 'em in th' thrunks fer ye, sor?"

Riley was in his element again, and Allen grasped at the old man's offer

with an eagerness not assumed.

"That's just the thing," he said. "You pack the trunk, Riley, while Lady

Pat and I sit on the window-seat and have a little visit."

"Here are my things, too, Riley." Patricia handed the old man her

satchel and book. "Perhaps you'd better pack those on top."

"Why should I pack thim in Misther Allen's thrunk?" he demanded.

"Because we're going away to be married," she announced, grandly. "You

are the first one in the family to know it, and you mustn't tell."

Riley started to speak, but a signal from Allen silenced him; so he

continued his work, bringing order out of chaos so quickly that he won

instant admiration.

"Now, look here, Lady Pat," said Allen, kindly, as the child sat on her

heels in front of him on the window-seat, "we must talk this matter over

very carefully."

"Yes, Sir Launcelot," Patricia assented, expectantly.

"In the first place, I have made your father very angry with me."

"Were you a naughty boy?"

"He thinks so, and he must be right; but it wouldn't do to make him any

more angry by taking you away without his permission. You see that,

don't you?"

"But they wouldn't blame you--they'd blame me," the child persisted.

"Alice would frown at me and say 'Pa-tri-ci-a.' Papa would be severe and

say, 'I shall have to ask mamma Eleanor to punish you,' and mamma

Eleanor would look sad and say, 'Oh, my darling,' But she'd forget all

about it as soon as I kissed her."

"No; they would blame me, because I'm older--and, besides, a true knight

could never stand by and see his Lady Fair blamed, could he? The only

thing is for me to go away, and for you to go back home with Riley, and

then, later, for me to storm the castle and carry you off."

"But if you did that, you might carry off Alice instead of me," she

objected.

"That's so," Allen assented, laughing, "unless she hurries up and gets

married. That was our agreement, Lady Pat--as long as Alice is free, we

can't make any plans for ourselves."

"Wouldn't it be grand to have you storm the castle and carry me off!"

Patricia was quite taken by the idea. "Anyhow, next to Alice, you love

me best, don't you, Sir Launcelot?"

"I certainly do," Allen said, truthfully. "Now, you'll go home with

Riley and wait to see what happens, won't you?"

"All right," the child said, entirely satisfied. "Gee, but I wish Mr.

Covington would hurry up!"

Patricia rose obediently and took Riley's hand, as they left the room.

"Wit ye well," she said as she bade Allen good-bye at the elevator. "I

shall wait at the window with a silken ladder every night until you

come."

Allen turned slowly back into his room, closed the door, and sat down

alone on the window-seat which had so recently also sustained his

animated little companion. Not until now had the full force of the

wrench come upon him, and he was conscious of a lump in his throat as he

thought of Alice, first always, then of Mr. Gorham, and last of the city

itself. During the months since he had accidentally met Alice in

Washington, there had never been a wavering of his purpose. She was the

one girl to him among the many he met during the social rounds into

which he had plunged while living in New York. He had been undaunted by

her attitude, undismayed by the seeming hopelessness of it all--but now

her very sympathy proved to him the necessity of at last giving up the

one great hope upon which he had set his heart. The pain at separating

from his chief, while of a different nature, was no less keen. Mr.

Gorham still stood to Allen as the epitome of the best that a man could

express. The shock which had come to him when Gorham admitted a

knowledge of Covington's investment of Alice's money, did not weaken his

respect for the man, but rather was the final event to convince him that

his own conception of business must be entirely wrong. If Mr. Gorham

sanctioned it, then it was right, it could be nothing else; but all his

efforts, conscientious as he knew them to have been, to master the

intricacies of the code his preceptor had tried to teach him, had

accomplished nothing.

And the great city, which contained so many of his classmates and

friends, who had made him welcome in their homes, must in the future

receive him only as a stranger. He loved the individuality of the great

towering buildings, the wonderful harbor with its kaleidoscopic

shipping, the surging masses of the striving people in the streets, the

blinding glare of Broadway at night, and the tense, eager business

competition keeping each man, irrespective of position, constantly on

his taps to hold his own or to forge ahead against the incoming tide of

growing prosperity. Everything he craved seemed centred here, yet he had

been a part of it all, and had failed to keep his grip. His opportunity

had been given him, and he had not taken advantage of it. The city

contained no room for failures--only those who could force success from

its grinding turmoil belonged within its ever-grasping arms. He must

turn his back upon it all, and go to some place less critical, less

overpowering, taking with him as memories, in place of triumphs, the

thoughts of what might have been.

Amid the gloom which surrounded him, a childish face forced its sweet

features upon him, and it relieved the tension of the moment. Dear

little Patricia, at least, had faith in him. Alice's attitude was that

of sympathy and pity, but little Pat saw in him, the failure, those

attributes which belong to the Knight Courageous, undaunted by the

hostile flings of Fortune. As she grew older, she too would discover

that the gold was paint and the silver, tinsel; but until then, he knew

her faith was in him. He pressed his hands against his aching

temples--"God bless her for that," he said, softly, "God bless her for

that."

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