XXXI

The following morning a letter came to Richard from Hardacre, a

carefully sealed epistle smelling strangely of musk. He stared at it

like a spendthrift eying an unpayable bill, opened the letter as he

sipped his chocolate, spread it on the tray before him, and read it

grudgingly at his leisure. He was no longer moved to kiss the place

where Miss Jilian’s hand had rested. The sentimental infatuation had

withered in a week. It had never possessed roots in the natural soil.

The letter ran:

“MY DEAR RICHARD,—I was a little surprised to receive the note

that informed me that you were proceeding to Tunbridge Wells for

your health. Was it shame or delicacy of feeling that prevented

you from taking leave of me in person? You must remember how

little sympathy you showed me when we first met after my

illness. I am ready to pardon you, however, and shall expect

more sensibility in you in the future.

“Doubtless you will be rejoiced to hear that I am in good

health, and that my poor complexion promises to improve. The

great Dr. Buffin visited me yesterday. He had travelled down by

private coach to Lady Polsons, and Lancelot rode over to desire

him to call on me at Hardacre. His opinion proved to be most

sympathetic and comforting, so that you can rejoice with me in

my fresh flow of spirits.

“Is that terrible old woman—your aunt—at The Wells? Let me

warn you against her, Richard. She has led a wicked life, and

has no respect for God or the truth.”

Here followed certain very proper expressions of affection that made

Jeffray wince and color. The letter ended with a veiled threat, the

significance of which the man was world-wise enough to understand. He

suspected, and suspected rightly, that Miss Hardacre was not singly

responsible for the document before him. He had received letters from

Jilian of old, formless, feeble, and vaporish things, indifferent as to

spelling, commonplace as to style. Richard imagined that some family

friend had collaborated with her in the production of the letter, and

his docility was not increased by the impression.

Needless to say the Lady Letitia was permitted to read the epistle, and

the unflattering reference to her morals brought the light of battle

into the old lady’s eyes. She smiled very grimly at her nephew, tapped

on the floor with her crooked stick, and desired him to state what he

thought of Miss Hardacre’s letter. Richard had been watching the people

parading on the Pantiles, looking morose and melancholy, a man with a

growing grievance.

“You will see, madam,” he said, turning restlessly in his chair, “that

Miss Hardacre’s complexion is likely to improve.”

The dowager sniffed, and made an irritable gesture with the letter.

“So she writes, Richard,” she retorted.

“Dr. Buffin is a physician of experience.”

“An old mollycoddle, sir, fit to treat a cold in the head. He is one of

those gentlemen who takes two guineas for telling people just what they

wish to hear. But supposing the lady’s complexion mends, Richard, will

your love mend with it?”

This was a home-thrust, and Jeffray’s face betrayed his inability to

parry it. He played with his watch-chain and seals, and looked blank

pessimism so far as his affection for Miss Hardacre was concerned.

“I suppose I ought to be ashamed of myself,” he confessed.

“Nonsense, mon cher, nonsense.”

“I cannot help my instincts.”

“Exactly, sir, exactly. Supposing now that you were set down in front of

an ugly china cat, and were told that unless you admired and adored it

eternally you would be the most dishonorable rascal in Christendom. What

should you think, sir?—what should you think?”

The sally drew a smile even from Richard’s melancholy.

“I should feel that the command was unreasonable,” he said.

“Of course, Richard, no one can accomplish the impossible. Love has

wings of fire, sir, it does not crawl like a spider in a web. And

supposing now that you hesitated about adoring the same china cat, and

that a great, red-faced bully stood over you with a whip, and swore he’d

thrash you into admiring the monstrosity, what would you do then,

Richard, eh?—what would you do then?”

“Rebel, I suppose,” confessed the catechumen, with a frown.

Though sitting as a disciple at his aunt’s feet, Jeffray had no great

difficulty in amusing himself reflectively in the village. He walked on

the Pantiles, watched the little comedies of life, listened to the

music, dined at the various inns, and modestly refused the ogling

invitations of sundry damsels in gay gowns and gaudy hats. Twice he

attended at the Assembly Rooms with the Lady Letitia, and was not a

little amused to find that the old lady had already discovered a rich

and pretty rival to outshine Miss Jilian. Jeffray’s pulses remained

unstirred by this new nereid. He danced with her twice, found her

amiable and commonplace, and laughed with modest incredulity when the

dowager rallied him on his chances. A young man in love might vote Dame

Venus herself a very prosaic and ordinary person.

Jeffray’s favorite haunt was a rock on the Common, where he could bask

in the sun, and look into the blue distance towards Pevensel. Bess was

in his thoughts always; in truth, she was thought itself, the very blood

within his brain. He rehearsed her every pose, gesture, and expression,

the simple and half-tender words that she had spoken to him, the way her

eyes grew full of light when they met his. He remembered her bathing at

Holy Cross, a white pillar of loveliness glimmering in the sun. He

remembered her at Thorney Chapel, fierce, miserable, and ashamed.

Sweetest of all were the memories of the night when she had bent over

him as he lay in bed, and the day when he had met her in the larch-wood

and she had poured out all her despair into his ears.

What wonder that Miss Hardacre’s influence grew less and less, and that

mere airy and fragile sentiments weighed like gossamer against the gold

of love. Time and the Lady Letitia appeared to be clearing the

metaphysical fog from Jeffray’s brain. The dark melted, the noon sun

shone. True, he could not marry Bess, but his love for her should save

him from perjuring himself by an alliance with Jilian. The truth was as

plain as an Egyptian obelisk against the desert sky. Why should he shut

his eyes and wander on, hating himself, and hating Jilian. What—and did

he not pity her? Yes, in a vague and passive way, remembering ever the

Lady Letitia’s cry of “money,” and Mr. Lancelot’s insolent face.

It was the fourth day of Jeffray’s sojourn at The Wells when the Lady

Letitia succeeded in convincing him, somewhat dramatically, of how he

was being exploited by the gentry at Hardacre. The dowager produced a

letter from her reticule and handed it to Richard with a grim twinkle in

her shrewd old eyes. It was a letter written from a confidential friend

of Lot Hardacre’s to a confidential friend of the Lady Letitia’s.

Jeffray’s betrothal had been broached in a gossip between the dowager

and her confidant, and the letter had been confided to the old lady’s

care, on the understanding she was on no account to disclose its

contents to her nephew. The Lady Letitia’s jesuitical conscience

disposed very easily of the promise, and Jeffray was admitted behind the

scenes.

The passages that concerned him ran as follows:

“Jill Hardacre, that gay spinster, has had the small-pox, and

looks—so folks say—like a pitted orange with a wig. She is

betrothed, as you have probably heard, to a wealthy young

sapling whose grandsire made a fortune in iron. It seems that

the young gentleman is inclined to withdraw from the match,

since the sweet maid is grievously disfigured. But our friend

Lancelot thinks otherwise in the matter. Jilt my sister, sir,

egad, but you may bet your last guinea that he won’t. The lad is

a soft young fool, and will faint, damme, at the sight of a

sword.”

“So you see, sweet coz, that the noble Lot intends to pin the calf to

his promise in swaggering fashion. Well, Jill Hardacre has had her day,

and this promises to be her last and final hunting-party. Now or never

is the cry. The Hardacres want money, and the young squireling has a

veritable pot of gold. Amusing, eh? Life is a merry jest, to be sure.”

When Richard had read the letter through he handed it back very quietly

to the dowager. His face had hardened to that white, expressionless

mobility that bespeaks action. The mouth was no longer soft and plastic,

the eyes full of melancholy and reflective doubt.

“Well, Richard, what is to be done?”

Jeffray stood up and stretched himself.

“Take fencing lessons,” he said, curtly.

“Ah ha, that is the right spirit!”

“I could handle a sword in Italy, but am stiff and out of play. I

suppose there is a fencing-master in the place?”

The old lady’s eyes glittered, and she looked at her nephew approvingly.

“Yes, a Frenchman, a wonderful fellow, I believe. I will tell Parsons to

go at once and find where he lodges.”

“Thanks, madam. I will have a week’s practice with him before I return

to Rodenham.”

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