CHAPTER XVIII.

Mother and daughter watched for some time in silence. At last Lucia

whispered, "May I go and tell Mrs. Bellairs that I shall remain with

you?"

"Is she here, then? Go, rather, and ask her to come to me for a moment."

Lucia went, and came to Mrs. Bellairs with such strange gladness in her

face that she looked as she had not done for months past.

"Will you go up to mamma?" she said. "My father seems to be asleep, and

she wishes to see you."

And the two went upstairs together without further words. Mrs. Bellairs

feared lest another strange face at the bedside might disturb the dying

man; she lingered, therefore, at a little distance, but she, too, looked

with wonder at the silent figure lying there in a kind of peaceful

state, all unlike the vagrant Indian--the supposed criminal--she had

heard of. Mrs. Costello came to her, and Lucia sat down in her mother's

place.

"I brought you a message from William," Mrs. Bellairs said. "The order

for his release is come. He is free. Is it too late?"

"Come a little nearer and see for yourself. You will not disturb him.

Yes, dear friend, it is too late for any release but one to reach him

now."

Mrs. Bellairs' lip trembled. "Ah, how cruel it seems!" she said. "How

can you forgive us?"

"Forgive _you_? Why?"

"It seems as if we were to blame, because it was my poor Bella's loss

that brought this on him."

"It was Clarkson's wickedness, nothing else. But do not let us talk of

that. Some good has come out of the evil, as you see."

The eyes of both the friends rested on the father and daughter so

strangely brought together. The strong likeness between them was

unmistakable, yet Lucia's beauty had never been more vivid and striking

than now when she watched her dying father, with the light of such

varied emotions flickering on her face.

"Poor child!" Mrs. Costello went on. "This is better than I ever hoped

for her." They went nearer, and Mrs. Bellairs bent down and kissed

Lucia's cheek.

"Make your mother go home with me," she whispered. "This will be more

than she is equal to." Then turning again to her friend she went on, "I

see you are right, and I must go back and tell my husband. You will come

with me?"

"No. I have a presentiment that I shall not be needed here long; while I

am, I must stay."

"But you cannot be sure, and you must not tire yourself out at the

beginning."

"I shall not tire myself. I can rest here perfectly, only I cannot leave

him."

"We met the doctor just now. He said he was coming here again. Will you

come if he advises it?"

Mrs. Costello again shook her head.

"You all think too much of me. You must leave me here, dear Mrs.

Bellairs, and Lucia can stay for an hour or two if she wishes; and tell

Mr. Bellairs how much we thank him, and that nothing can be done now."

Lucia looked wistfully at her mother's pale face.

"Cannot you trust me to watch here for a little while? There seems to be

so very little to do," she said; but Mrs. Costello had made up her mind,

and their friend left them both together.

As she went down, the doctor was coming in. She would not leave the jail

until she had heard his report; so she sat down to wait in Mrs. Elton's

sitting-room.

Doctor Hardy had little expectation of finding any change. He had said

to Mr. Strafford that the next four-and-twenty hours might bring the

final one, but even that would come softly and gradually. He knew also

that he should find Mrs. Costello installed as nurse, and guessed that

she had more than an ordinary interest in her task; but for the first

moment he doubted whether she knew the true state of her patient. This

doubt, however, she soon ended, for she asked, as he had been asked

before.

"Do you think it likely he may become conscious again?"

He shook his head.

She sighed.

"It is better so, no doubt, but I wish so much for five minutes even."

Then she remembered that she was speaking out her thoughts to one who

was not in her secret. She hesitated a moment, but as her eye fell upon

Lucia, she decided to trust this one more. Her voice trembled, however,

as she spoke.

"You have seen already," she said, "that we are not strangers; I think I

ought to tell you the truth. I am his wife; we were married long ago in

England, and separated when Lucia was a baby."

Doctor Hardy bowed. He did not know exactly what to say, and saw no

necessity for confessing that he had, some time ago, surmised pretty

nearly the facts he was now told.

Mrs. Costello went on: "I intended to acknowledge my marriage, but since

it can be of no benefit to my husband, my friends have persuaded me not

to do so. But you can imagine how much I wish----" She faltered and

stopped, looking at the dying man, who was never to know what care and

love surrounded him at last.

"There is certainly a possibility that the stupor may pass off for a

time," the doctor said, "but, my dear madam, for your sake I cannot

wish it. You must be content to know that there is no pain or distress

attending this state, and that it is by far the best for you and for

him."

He went up to the bed and gently touched Christian's hand. It was quite

powerless and chilly, but at the touch he opened his eyes, and seemed

dimly to recognize his visitor. One or two questions were asked, and

answered as if in a dream; then the weary eyes closed again, and all

around seemed forgotten.

The doctor gave some slight directions and then left; but to Mrs.

Bellairs he said,

"It is nearly over. Mrs. Costello will stay to-night, but probably

before morning you will be able to get her away."

They went out together; but an hour later Mrs. Bellairs came back to

wait, lest in the night the two who watched upstairs might want a friend

at hand. The jailer's wife sent her husband to bed, and making a bright

fire, sat up with her guest as they had previously agreed.

Night wore on, however, and all remained still and undisturbed. About

midnight Christian's doze deepened into a sound sleep, and Lucia too,

sitting in the warmth of the store, slept in spite of herself. For

nearly an hour the room was so still that Mrs. Costello could count

every tick of her watch, and every change in the flickering sound of the

wood fire. _She_ had no inclination to sleep.

For this one hour she felt herself a wife like other wives--a wife and

mother,--watching her husband and her child. It was still a mystery to

her how this could be, but the feeling had its own exquisite sweetness,

how dearly soever that sweetness was bought; and she drank it in

greedily. Now and then she rose softly to assure herself that all was

well, and each time the even breath and calm face spoke of rest that

might have been life-giving, if there had yet been in the worn-out frame

the faintest power of revival.

But between one and two o'clock Christian awoke. He did not move, but

his wife, looking at him, saw his eyes open, and an indescribable

difference in his aspect which made her heart leap, for she knew that

his mind had awakened also, for that one last recognition that she had

so longed for. She said nothing, however, but brought a few spoonfuls of

wine and gave to him. He took them, watching her silently all the while,

but not seeming fully to recognize her until she came and knelt down at

his side, taking his cold hand in hers. Then he smiled, and turning a

little towards her, said "Mary!"

She could not answer, but she bent her head down for a moment upon the

hand she held.

"You have been here before?" he went on. "I remember seeing you. You

have forgiven me, then?"

"Quite. Think of other things now."

"I can't think of anything except that I must be dying, and that I am

glad you are here."

"I have been near you all the while you have been here; I shall not

leave you again."

"No, not again--it will be such a little while, and I cannot hurt you

now. Have you been happy?"

"Sometimes. I had our child."

"Where is she?"

"Here. She was tired and has fallen asleep."

"Don't wake her yet. I know I forget a great deal--everything seems far

off--but just at last I wanted you, and you are here."

Both were silent for a minute. Then he spoke again--

"Mary, why did you marry an Indian?"

"Because I loved him," she said, her voice half choked by sobs.

"It was a pity. You knew nothing. They cheated you into it; but I think,

though he was a brute, he loved you always. In his way, you know, as

much as he could."

His mind seemed to be beginning to wander again, and his voice grew

weaker. She rose, crying quietly, and gave him a little more wine. Then

she touched Lucia and said, "Come, my child."

Lucia was instantly awake. She followed her mother to the bedside.

"Here is our daughter. Can you see her?"

"Not very well. Is she like you?"

"No. She is an Indian girl--strangers say she is beautiful, but to me

she is only my brave, good child."

"I am glad. She will make amends. It is all right now; you will be free

and safe. Good-bye."

He was silent for awhile, lying with closed eyes; and when he spoke

again it was in Ojibway. He seemed to be talking to his own people, and

to fancy himself out in the woods with a hunting party. After a time

this ceased also, and then he began to talk confusedly in the three

languages which were familiar to him, and in broken, incoherent

sentences. His voice, however, grew fainter and fainter. The wine which

they gave him at short intervals seemed to revive him each time for a

moment; but neither of them could doubt that the end was very near.

But as it came nearer still, the delusion that had been strongest lately

came back to the dying man. He again fancied himself a child--the

favourite pupil of the Jesuit fathers. He began to repeat softly,

lessons they had taught him--prayers and scraps of hymns, sometimes

Latin, sometimes French. Once, after a pause, he began to recite, quite

clearly, a Latin Psalm--

"O Domine, libera animam meam: misericors Dominus et justus; et Deus

miseretur.... Convertere, anima mea, in requiem tuam, quia Dominus

benefecit tibi"--

Again there was a silence, for he was deaf to all earthly voices, and

the wife and daughter knelt side by side and listened to those strange

broken sentences, which seemed to come from a mind dead to all outward

influences, yet not wholly unconscious of its own state.

Once he said "Mary;" but though she held his hand still clasped in

hers, his wife could not make her voice heard in answer. Then he talked

again murmuringly of old times; and last of all when the low musical

tones had grown very feeble, but were musical still, Mary heard, "Mon

Dieu, j'espère avec une ferme confiance"--There the words seemed to

fail, until they grew audible again for one last moment--"la vie

éternelle."

So he grew silent for ever in this life.

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