At last we arrived at Montreal.

For a long time, ever since my earliest childhood, I had dreamed about

Canada. I had always heard my godfather regret, with considerable fury,

the surrender of that territory by France to England.

I had heard him enumerate, without very clearly understanding them, the

pecuniary advantages of Canada, the immense fortune that lay in its

lands, &c., and that country had seemed to my imagination the far-off

promised land.

Awakened some considerable time before by the strident whistle of the

engine, I asked what time it was. Eleven o’clock in the evening, I was

informed. We were within fifteen minutes of the station. The sky was

black and smooth, like a steel shield. Lanterns placed at distant

intervals caught the whiteness of the snow heaped up there for how many

days? The train stopped suddenly, and then started again with such a

slow and timid movement that I fancied that there might be a possibility

of its running off the rails. But a deadened sound, growing louder every

second, fell upon my attentive ears. This sound soon resolved itself

into music—and it was in the midst of a formidable “Hurrah! long live

France!” shouted by ten thousand throats, strengthened by an orchestra

playing the “Marseillaise” with a frenzied fury, that we made our entry

into Montreal.

The place where the train stopped in those days was very narrow. A

somewhat high bank served as a rampart for the slight platform of the

station.

Standing on the small step of my carriage, I looked with emotion upon

the strange spectacle I had before me. The bank was packed with bears

holding lanterns. There were hundreds and hundreds of them. In the

narrow space between the bank and the train, which had come to a stop,

there were more bears, large and small, and I wondered with terror how I

should manage to reach my sleigh.

Jarrett and Abbey caused the crowd to make way, and I got out. But a

deputy, whose name I cannot make out on my notes (what commendation for

my writing!)—a deputy advanced towards me and handed me an address

signed by the notabilities of the city. I returned thanks as best I

could, and took the magnificent bouquet of flowers that was tendered in

the name of the signatories to the address. When I lifted the flowers to

my face in order to smell them I hurt myself slightly with their pretty

petals, which were frozen by the cold.

However, I began myself to feel both arms and legs were getting

benumbed. The cold crept over my whole body. That night, it appears, was

one of the coldest that had been experienced for many years past.

The women who had come to be present at the arrival of the French

company had been compelled to withdraw into the interior of the station,

with the exception of Mrs. Jos. Doutre, who handed me a bouquet of rare

flowers and gave me a kiss. The temperature was twenty-two degrees below

zero. I whispered low to Jarrett, “Let us continue our journey; I am

turning into ice. In ten minutes I shall not be able to move a step.”

Jarrett repeated my words to Abbey, who applied to the Chief of Police.

The latter gave orders in English, and another police officer repeated

them in French. And we were able to proceed for a few yards. But the

main station was still some way off. The crowd grew bigger, and at one

time I felt as though I were about to faint. I took courage, however,

holding or rather hanging on to the arms of Jarrett and Abbey. Every

minute I thought I should fall, for the platform was like a mirror.

We were obliged, however, to stay further progress. A hundred lanterns,

held aloft by a hundred students’ hands, suddenly lit up the place.

A tall young man separated himself from the group and came straight

towards me, holding a wide unrolled piece of paper, and in a loud voice

declaimed:

A SARAH BERNHARDT.

Salut, Sarah! salut, charmante dona Sol!

Lorsque ton pied mignon vient fouler notre sol,

Notre sol tout couvert de givre,

Est-ce frisson d’orgueil ou d’amour? je ne sais;

Mais nous sentons courir dans notre sang français

Quelque chose qui nous enivre!

Femme vaillante au cœur saturé d’idéal,

Puisque tu n’as pas craint notre ciel boréal,

Ni redouté nos froids sévères.

Merci! De l’âpre hiver pour longtemps prisonniers,

Nous rêvons à ta vue aux rayons printaniers

Qui font fleurir les primevères!

Oui, c’est au doux printemps que tu nous fais rêver!

Oiseau des pays bleus, lorsque tu viens braver

L’horreur de nos saisons perfides,

Aux clairs rayonnements d’un chaud soleil de mai,

Nous croyons voir, du fond d’un bosquet parfumé,

Surgir la reine des sylphides.

Mais non: de floréal ni du blond messidor,

Tu n’es pas, O Sarah, la fée aux ailes d’or

Qui vient répandre l’ambroisie;

Nous saluons en toi l’artiste radieux

Qui sut cueillir d’assaut dans le jardin des dieux

Toutes les fleurs de poesie!

Que sous ta main la toile anime son réseau;

Que le paros brilliant vive sous ton ciseau,

Ou l’argile sous ton doigt rose;

Que sur la scène, au bruit délirant des bravos,

En types toujours vrais, quoique toujours nouveaux,

Ton talent se métamorphose;

Soit que, peintre admirable ou sculpteur souverain,

Toi-même oses ravir la muse au front serein,

A ta sourire toujours prête;

Soit qu’aux mille vivats de la foule à genoux,

Des grands maîtres anciens ou modernes, pour nous

Ta voix se fasse l’interprète;

Des bords de la Tamise aux bords du Saint-Laurent,

Qu’il soit enfant du peuple ou brille au premier rang,

Laissant glapir la calomnie,

Tour à tour par ton œuvre et ta grâce enchanté

Chacun courbe le front devant la majesté

De ton universel génie!

Salut donc, O Sarah! salut, O dona Sol!

Lorsque ton pied mignon vient fouler notre sol,

Te montrer de l’indifférence

Serait à notre sang nous-mêmes faire affront;

Car l’étoile qui luit la plus belle à ton front,

C’est encore celle de la France!

LOUIS FRÉCHETTE.

He read very well, it is true; but those lines, read at a temperature of

twenty-two degrees of cold to a poor woman dumfounded through listening

to a frenzied “Marseillaise,” stunned by the mad hurrahs from ten

thousand throats delirious with patriotic fervour, were more than my

strength could bear.

I made superhuman efforts at resistance, but was overwhelmed with

fatigue. Everything appeared to be turning round in a mad farandole. I

felt myself raised from the ground, and heard a voice which seemed to

come from far away, “Make room for our French lady!” Then I heard

nothing further, and only recovered my senses in my room at the Hotel

Windsor.

My sister Jeanne had become separated from me by the movement of the

crowd. But the poet Fréchette, a Franco-Canadian, acted as escort, and

brought her several minutes later, safe and sound, but trembling on my

account, and this is what she told me. “Just imagine. When the crowd was

pressing against you, seized with terror on seeing your head fall back

with closed eyes on to Abbey’s shoulder,” I shouted out, ‘Help! My

sister is being killed.’ I had become mad. A man of enormous size, who

had followed us for a long time, worked his elbows and hips to make the

enthusiastic but overexcited mob give way, with a quick movement placed

himself before you just in time to prevent you from falling. The man,

whose face I could not see on account of its being hidden beneath a fur

cap, the ear flaps of which covered almost his entire face, raised you

up as though you had been a flower, and held forth to the crowd in

English. I did not understand anything he said, but the Canadians were

struck with it, for the pushing ceased, and the crowd separated into two

compact files in order to let you pass through. I can assure you that it

made me feel quite impressed to see you, so slender, with your head

back, and the whole of your poor frame borne at arm’s length by that

Hercules. I followed as fast as I could, but having caught my foot in

the flounce of my skirt, I had to stop for a second, and that second was

enough to separate us completely. The crowd, having closed up after your

passage, formed an impenetrable barrier. “I can assure you, dear sister,

that I felt anything but at ease, and it was M. Fréchette who saved me.”

I shook the hand of that worthy gentleman, and thanked him this time as

well as I could for his fine poem; then I spoke to him of other poems of

his, a volume of which I had obtained at New York, for alas! to my shame

I must acknowledge it, I knew nothing about Fréchette up to the time of

my departure from France, and yet he was already known a little in

Paris.

He was very much touched with the several lines I dwelt upon as the

finest of his work. He thanked me. We remained friends.

The day following, nine o’clock had hardly struck when a card was sent

up to me on which were written these words, “He who had the joy of

saving you, Madame, begs that your kindness will grant him a moment’s

interview.” I directed that the man should be shown into the drawing-

room, and after notifying Jarrett, went to waken my sister. “Come with

me,” I said. She slipped on a Chinese dressing-gown, and we went in the

direction of the large, the immense drawing-room of my suite, for a

bicycle would have been necessary to traverse without fatigue the entire

length of my rooms, drawing-room, dining-room and bedroom. On opening

the door I was struck by the beauty of the man who was before me. He was

very tall, with wide shoulders, small head, a hard look, hair thick and

curly, tanned complexion. The man was fine-looking, but seemed uneasy.

He blushed slightly on seeing me. I expressed my gratitude, and asked to

be excused for my foolish weakness. I received joyfully the bouquet of

violets he handed me. On taking leave he said in a low voice, “If you

ever hear who I am, swear that you will only think of the slight service

I have rendered you.” At that moment Jarrett entered. His face was pale,

as he walked towards the stranger and spoke to him in English. I could,

however, catch the words, “detective ... door ... assassination ...

impossibility ... New Orleans.” The stranger’s sunburnt complexion

became chalky, his nostrils quivered as he glanced towards the door.

Then, as flight appeared impossible, he looked at Jarrett and in a

peremptory tone, as cold as flint, said, “Well!” as he went towards the

door. My hands, which had opened under the stupor, let fall his bouquet,

which he picked up whilst looking at me with a supplicating and

appealing air. I understood, and said to him in a loud tone of voice, “I

swear to it, Monsieur.” The man disappeared with his flowers. I heard

the uproar of people behind the door and of the crowd in the street. I

did not wish to listen to anything further.

When my sister, of a romantic and foolish turn of mind, wished to tell

me about the horrible thing, I closed my ears.

Four months afterwards, when an attempt was made to read aloud to me an

account of his death by hanging, I refused to hear anything about it.

And now after twenty-six years have passed and I know, I only wish to

remember the service rendered and my pledged word.

This incident left me somewhat sad. The anger of the Bishop of Montreal

was necessary to enable me to regain my good humour. That prelate, after

holding forth in the pulpit against the immorality of French literature,

forbade his flock to go the theatre. He spoke violently and spitefully

against modern France. As to Scribe’s play (_Adrienne Lecouvreur_), he

tore it into shreds, as it were, declaiming against the immoral love of

the _comédienne_ and of the hero and against the adulterous love of the

Princesse de Bouillon. But the truth showed itself in spite of all, and

he cried out, with fury intensified by outrage: “In this infamous

lucubration of French authors there is a court abbé, who, thanks to the

unbounded licentiousness of his expressions, constitutes a direct insult

to the clergy.” Finally he pronounced an anathema against Scribe, who

was already dead, against Legouvé, against me, and against all my

company. The result was that crowds came from everywhere, and the four

performances, _Adrienne Lecouvreur_, _Froufrou_, _La Dame aux Camélias_

(matinée), and _Hernani_ had a colossal success and brought in fabulous

receipts.

I was invited by the poet Fréchette and a banker whose name I do not

remember to pay a visit to the Iroquois. I accepted with joy, and went

there accompanied by my sister, Jarrett, and Angelo, who was always

ready for a dangerous excursion. I felt in safety in the presence of

this artiste, full of bravery and composure, and gifted with herculean

strength. The only thing he lacked to make him perfect was talent. He

had none then, and never did have any.

The St. Lawrence river was frozen over almost entirely; we crossed it in

a carriage along a route indicated by two rows of branches fixed in the

ice. We had four carriages. The distance between Caughnanwaga and

Montreal was five kilometres.

This visit to the Iroquois was deliciously enchanting. I was introduced

to the chief, father, and mayor of the Iroquois tribes. Alas! this

former chief, son of “Big White Eagle,” surnamed during his childhood

“Sun of the Nights,” now clothed in sorry European rags, was selling

liquor, thread, needles, flax, pork fat, chocolate, &c. All that

remained of his mad rovings through the old wild forests—when he roamed

naked over a land free of all allegiance—was the stupor of the bull held

prisoner by the horns. It is true he also sold brandy, and that he

quenched his thirst, as did all of them, at that source of

forgetfulness.

Sun of the Nights introduced me to his daughter, a girl of eighteen to

twenty years of age, insipid, and devoid of beauty and grace.

She sat down at the piano and played a tune that was popular at the

time—I do not remember what. I was in a hurry to leave the store, the

home of these two victims of civilisation.

I visited Caughnanwaga, but found no pleasure in it. The same

compression of the throat, the same retrospective anguish, caused me to

revolt against man’s cowardice which hid under the name of civilisation

the most unjust and most protected of crimes.

I returned to Montreal somewhat sad and tired. The success of our four

performances was extraordinary, but what gave them a special charm in my

eyes was the infernal and joyous noise made by the students. The doors

of the theatre were opened every day one hour in advance for them. They

then arranged matters to suit themselves. Most of them were gifted with

magnificent voices. They separated into groups according to the

requirements of the songs they wished to sing. They then prepared, by

means of a strong string worked by a pulley, the aerial route that was

to be followed by the flower-bedecked baskets which descended from their

paradise to where I was. They tied ribbons round the necks of doves

bearing sonnets and good wishes.

These flowers and birds were sent off during the “calls,” and by a happy

disposition of the strings the flowers fell at my feet, the doves flew

where their astonishment led them; and every evening these messages of

grace and beauty were repeated. I experienced considerable emotion the

first evening. The Marquis of Lorne, son-in-law of Queen Victoria,

Governor of Canada, was of royal punctuality. The students knew it. The

house was noisy and quivering. Through an opening in the curtain I gazed

on the composition of this assembly. All of a sudden a silence came over

it without any outward reason for it, and the “Marseillaise” was sung by

three hundred warm young male voices. With a courtesy full of grandeur

the Governor stood up at the first notes of our national hymn. The whole

house was on its feet in a second, and the magnificent anthem echoed in

our hearts like a call from the mother-country. I do not believe I ever

heard the “Marseillaise” sung with keener emotion and unanimity. As soon

as it was over, the plaudits of the crowd broke out three times over;

then, upon a sharp gesture from the Governor, the band played “God save

the Queen.”

I never saw a prouder or more dignified gesture than that of the Marquis

of Lorne when he motioned to the conductor of the orchestra. He was

quite willing to allow these sons of submissive Frenchmen to feel a

regret, perhaps even a flickering hope. The first on his feet, he

listened to that fine plaint with respect, but he smothered its last

echo beneath the English National Anthem.

Being an Englishman, he was incontestably right in doing so.

I gave for the last performance, on December 25, Christmas Day,

_Hernani_.

The Bishop of Montreal again thundered against me, against Scribe and

Legouvé, and the poor artistes who had come with me, who could not help

it. I do not know whether he did not even threaten to excommunicate all

of us, living and dead. Lovers of France and French art, in order to

reply to his abusive attack, unyoked my horses, and my sleigh was almost

carried by an immense crowd, among which were the deputies and

notabilities of the city.

One has only to consult the daily papers of that period to realise the

crushing effect caused by such a triumphant return to my hotel.

The day following, Sunday, I went at seven o’clock in the morning, in

company with Jarrett and my sister, for a promenade on the banks of the

St. Lawrence river. At a given moment I ordered the carriage to stop,

with the object of walking a little way.

My sister laughingly said, “What if we climb on to that large piece of

ice that seems ready to crack?”

No sooner thought of than done.

And behold both of us walking on the ice, trying to break it loose! All

of a sudden a loud shout from Jarrett made us understand that we had

succeeded. As a matter of fact, our ice barque was already floating free

in the narrow channel of the river that remained always open on account

of the force of the current. My sister and I sat down, for the piece of

ice rocked about in every direction, making both of us laugh

inordinately. Jarrett’s cries caused people to gather. Men armed with

boat-hooks endeavoured to stop our progress, but it was not easy, for

the edges of the channel were too friable to bear the weight of a man.

Ropes were thrown out to us. We caught hold of one of them with our four

hands, but the sudden pull of the men in drawing us towards them cast

our raft so suddenly against the ice edges that it broke in two, and we

remained, full of fear this time, on one small part of our skiff. I

laughed no longer, for we were beginning to travel somewhat fast, and

the channel was opening out in width. But in one of the turns it made we

were fortunately squeezed in between two immense blocks, and to this

fact we owed being able to escape with our lives.

The men who had followed our very rapid ride with real courage climbed

on to the blocks. A harpoon was thrown with marvellous skill on to our

icy wreck so as to retain us in our position, for the current, rather

strong underneath, might have caused us to move. A ladder was brought

and planted against one of the large blocks; its steps afforded us means

of delivery. My sister was the first to climb up, and I followed,

somewhat ashamed at our ridiculous escapade.

During the length of time required to regain the bank the carriage, with

Jarrett in it, was able to rejoin us. He was pallid, not from fear of

the danger I had undergone, but at the idea that if I died the tour

would come to an end. He said to me quite seriously, “If you had lost

your life, Madame, you would have been dishonest, for you would have

broken your contract of your own free will.”

We had just enough time to get to the station, where the train was ready

to take me to Springfield.

An immense crowd was waiting, and it was with the same cry of love,

underlined with _au revoirs_, that the Canadian public wished us good-

bye.

XXXVI

SPRINGFIELD—BALTIMORE—PHILADELPHIA—CHICAGO—ADVENTURES BETWEEN ST. LOUIS

AND CINCINNATI—CAPITAL PUNISHMENT

After our immense and noisy success at Montreal, we were somewhat

surprised with the icy welcome of the public at Springfield.

We played _La Dame aux Camélias_—in America _Camille_, why, no one was

ever able to tell me. This play, which the public rushed to see in

crowds, shocked the over-strained Puritanism of the small American

towns. The critics of the large cities discussed this modern Magdalene.

But those of the small towns began by throwing stones at her. This

stilted reserve on the part of the public, prejudiced against the

impurity of Marguerite Gautier, we met with from time to time in the

small cities. Springfield at that time had barely thirty thousand

inhabitants.

During the day I passed at Springfield I called at a gunsmith’s to

purchase a rifle. The salesman showed me into a long and very narrow

courtyard, where I tried several shots. On turning round I was surprised

and confused to see two gentlemen taking an interest in my shooting. I

wished to withdraw at once, but one of them came up to me:

“Would you like, Madame, to come and fire off a cannon?” I almost fell

to the ground with surprise, and did not reply for a second. Then I

said, “Yes, I would.”

An appointment was made with my strange questioner, who was the director

of the Colt gun factory. An hour afterwards I went to the rendezvous.

More than thirty people who had been hastily invited were there already.

It got on my nerves a trifle. I fired off the newly invented quick-

firing cannon. It amused me very much without procuring me any emotion,

and that evening, after the icy performance, we left for Baltimore with

a vertiginous rush, the play having finished later than the hour fixed

for the departure of the train. It was necessary to catch it up at any

cost. The three enormous carriages that made up my special train went

off under full steam. With two engines, we bounded over the metals and

dropped again, thanks to some miracle.

We finally succeeded in catching up the express, which knew we were on

its track, having been warned by telegram. It made a short stop, just

long enough to couple us to it anyhow, and in that way we reached

Baltimore, where I stayed four days and gave five performances.

Two things struck me in that city: the deadly cold in the hotels and the

theatre, and the loveliness of the women.

I felt a profound sadness at Baltimore, for I spent the 1st of January

far from everything that was dear to me. I wept all night, and underwent

that moment of discouragement that makes one wish for death.

Our success, however, had been colossal in that charming city, which I

left with regret to go to Philadelphia, where we were to remain a week.

That handsome city I do not care for. I received an enthusiastic welcome

there, in spite of a change of programme the first evening. Two artistes

having missed the train, we could not play _Adrienne Lecouvreur_, and I

had to replace it by _Phèdre_, the only piece in which the absentees

could be replaced. The receipts averaged twenty thousand francs for the

seven performances given in six days. My sojourn was saddened by a

letter announcing the death of my friend Gustave Flaubert, the writer

who had the beauty of our language at heart.

From Philadelphia we proceeded to Chicago.

At the station I was received by a deputation of Chicago ladies, and a

bouquet of rare flowers was handed to me by a delightful young lady,

Madame Lily B.

Jarrett then led me into one of the rooms of the station, where the

French delegates were waiting.

A very short but highly emotional speech from our Consul spread

confidence and friendly feelings among every one, and after having

returned heartfelt thanks, I was preparing to leave the station, when I

stopped stupefied—and it seems that my features assumed such an intense

expression of suffering that everybody ran towards me to offer

assistance.

But a sudden anger electrified all my being, and I walked straight

towards the horrible vision that had just appeared before me—the whale

man! He was alive, that terrible Smith!—enveloped in furs, with diamonds

on all of his fingers. He was there with a bouquet in his hand, the

wretched brute! I refused the flowers and repulsed him with all my

strength, increased tenfold by anger, and a flood of confused words

escaped from my pallid lips. But this scene charmed him, for it was

repeated and spread about, magnified, and the whale had more visitors

than ever.

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