"'Look at these blood-dripping steaming corpses,' said a man who stood

nearest the door, 'they are women and maidens, they have all preferred

death to dishonour.--Do you think that we men fear death at thy hands

and the hands of thy murderous associates? Murder me, monster, and be

accursed, here and hereafter, in this world and the next, for ever and

ever!'--a moment afterwards the bold speaker lay on the ground

weltering in his blood. At sight of the countless corpses of the women

the beastly rage of the populace, that saw itself cheated of the

fairest portion of its booty, mounted to absolute madness. Hyenas drunk

with blood would have behaved with greater humanity. Not a life was

spared, and even infants were slaughtered over the bodies of their

mothers. Blood flowed in streams. One boy alone was later on dragged

still living from under the heaps of dead. As they approached the

tabernacle, in order to inflict the death-stroke on the Rabbi, who

knelt on the steps before it, they found him lifeless, his head turned

upwards towards the East, a soft smile upon his death-like features.

Death had anticipated them; his pure soul had exhaled in fervent

prayer.

"The mob surveyed the work that had been accomplished, and now that the

thirst for blood was stilled, shrunk in terror before the bloody horror

that had been perpetrated.--The tabernacle remained untouched, the

house of God unplundered. Discharging oaths and curses at the knight,

their ringleader, the wild troop dispersed in apprehensive fright of

the divine and human judge. But King Wenceslaus left the iniquity, in

spite of the most urgent representations of the Bohemian nobility,

unvisited and unpunished. But from that day his good angel left him.

The spirit of those helpless murdered ones seemed continually to hover

about his head. His reign became unfortunate. The nobility felt itself

deeply injured by this outrage upon justice. A series of interminable

disputes sprung up between the nobles and populace, and Wenceslaus who

went on from one cruelty to another was twice imprisoned by the states,

and died at length, probably of the trouble and anxiety cause by a

bloody revolt of the Hussites that had broken out shortly before his

death. To his life's end he never recovered either happiness on

confidence.--The knight too, the author of that foul deed, who

afterwards marched through the country, burning, robbing and murdering

was overtaken by a righteous punishment. The Archbishop of Prague ten

years later, at the time of the second captivity of Wenceslaus, hanged

him up with fifty other robbers in sight of the city of Prague.--His

name was forgotten."

"You are a wonderful narrator," thus Gabriel broke the silence that had

lasted for some time, after Schoendel had ended her story: "I could

listen to you by the hour."

Indeed he had been especially struck by the impassioned elevation of

her language, and the choiceness of her expressions so little in

accordance with her position in life.

"Excuse a question," he began again after a short pause. "I feel myself

for the first time really at home, when I am intimately acquainted with

those about me. A happy chance led me to your house, a house than which

I could not wish or find a better--but you will not be offended with my

frankness. I am surprised to find such remarkably easy circumstances in

the house of a servant, and still more in you, dear goodwife, such an

unusually high degree of cultivation.--Perhaps, you will explain this

to me."

"Oh yes," replied the goodman, "but at table, it is late and we will

sup."

The three took their seats and an old maidservant came in. The goodman

said a blessing over a flagon of wine, they washed their hands, and

after grace had been said over two cakes of white bread that had up to

that moment been covered by a velvet cloth, the maid-servant placed the

smoking dishes on the table. The two men set too with a will.

"You know, Reb Gabriel," began Schlome, "where two are sitting and the

word of God is not between them so may I ask you to impart to me some

of the results of your religious researches."

"Researches," said Gabriel slowly, "I will try"--and passing his hands

slowly over his forehead, and rubbing his eyes as though he would force

back all other thoughts, and conjure up recollections long left in the

background, he began a very ingenious dissertation upon the Talmud. At

first measured and thoughtful as though moving on strange and slippery

ground, he became gradually more confident and at home, and expressed

himself as he warmed with that oriental vivacity, that gives to these

studies a singular attraction. He displayed unusual knowledge. All that

he said, was so acutely considered and well-balanced, that he easily

repelled the objections that Reb Schlome here and there attempted to

interpose. He, in spite of his ripe knowledge of the Talmud and his

practised dexterity soon saw the futility of every disputation and

listened to the student in almost reverential silence to the end. "That

is a glorious dissertation," he said, when Gabriel left off speaking,

"and our assessor of the college of Rabbis, Reb. Lippman Heller will be

delighted to have got such a scholar. But you do not often attend his

lectures?"

"I have as yet had a good deal to arrange after my journey and cannot

attend the lecture as often as I could wish; but now, dear sir, as we

have already had our discourse on the Talmud, tell me, how it happens

that you are so prosperous and yet a servant, how it comes to pass that

your wife has attained to such a high degree of culture, as one so

seldom finds in a Jew, especially a woman, on account of the oppression

that the Jews, in spite of much even if slow progress, have still to

endure. Explain this to me, unless special reasons impose silence upon

you."

Schlome, who had already enjoyed the thought of proving to his

guest that he too had profitably devoted himself to Talmudic studies,

was obliged to put it off to another opportunity and yield to the

earnestly expressed wish of his guest. "I am now much pleased with you,

Reb Gabriel, and as I feel more and more convinced that you are a

genuine scholar, a certain feeling of distrust--I may now confess it

openly--that sometimes came over me with respect to you, is

disappearing, and I am heartily rejoiced at these your frank

expressions.--So listen: I am the son of Reb Carpel Sachs--may the

memory of the just be blessed.--My father was a very rich and pious man

and made the best use of his fortune. The Community, whose chief

overseer, and the Old-synagogue, whose ruler he was, have much to be

thankful to him for. I was his only child and was the more precious to

my father, as in me the memory of my early lost mother survived to him.

His affectionate care for me knew no bounds. I never dared to go out

alone, I never dared to leave him even for a moment, and all my tutors

were obliged to give me their lessons in his presence. As overseer of

the community frequently brought into relation with the leading men of

other religions, he saw the necessity of a Jew, devoting himself to the

assiduous study of universal sciences as well as to more strictly

religious studies, that the Jewish nation might stand worthily by the

side of the whole race of mankind as opposed to the Judaic alone. In

spite of his many occupations he was often with the worthy Loewe, and

the partner of his varied studies. I myself very early received

instruction in the learned languages and natural science, without on

that account at all neglecting the study of our holy scripture. It was

on a lovely winter morning, I, a little boy, was sitting by my father

in his study reading the Bible. The servant announced a man, who

urgently desired to see my father, and almost immediately he entered

the room carrying a little girl in his arms. I shall never forget the

scene, even this day it rises up before me clear and lifelike.--The man

was large and strongly built, but deep lines of sorrow and trouble were

stamped upon his earnest noble features. The child, that with anxious

tenderness he still held in his arms, was a lovely blooming little

girl; I need not farther describe her, picture to yourself my goodwife,

a girl of three year's old. Both were poorly clothed, the stranger wore

the dress of a needy wandering Pole, the little girl seemed

insufficiently protected from the cold by her tattered garments, and

her father--for that the stranger apparently was--warmed her tiny

frozen hands that were fast entwined round his neck with the breath of

his mouth.

"'I and my child,' said the stranger, 'arrive from a long and difficult

journey. I have come straight to your house, Reb Carpel, I ask that

help from you, that you both can and will afford me. Grant me an hour

of your time, I must speak with you alone.' These few words of the

stranger, and even before they had been spoken, his reverend aspect had

obviously, in spite of the meanness of his dress, made a favourable

impression upon my father. He rose from his seat, held out his hand to

his visitor in sign of welcome, and placed a chair by the stove in

which an hospitable fire was burning. My father bid me take the little

girl with me to my room, and let the servant give her some supper.

Schoendel looked at her father, and when he put her down, and told her

she might, took hold of my hand with a confiding smile and went with

me, I do not know what passed in secret between the two men, but when

two hours later my father opened the door of his apartment, I heard him

say aloud: 'Since you will neither be our counsellor nor assessor, nor

Klaus Rabbi, I consider it a special Providence, that just at this very

moment the post of upper-attendant in the Old-synagogue is vacant, that

that exactly meets your wishes, that I can have a decisive word in

arranging your appointment. I believe that I am sure of the consent of

my associates. I will see besides that that respect, Rabbi, which is

your due, is paid to you by all the servants and the congregation, with

whom in truth you will not be brought into contact. You will be able to

live in the manner you wish, unknown, cut off from all society, devoted

to your studies. I look upon it as a piece of good fortune, Rabbi, that

you have granted my request, and consent to initiate my boy in the

depths of our holy Scripture.' 'I thank thee, Reb Carpel, but call me

not Rabbi, call me Mosche as....' He saw me and stopped.

"I was astounded at the almost reverential behaviour of my father. The

first person in the community, he well knew how to keep up his dignity

on all occasions, and it could only be a very distinguished individual

indeed, who could be gladdened by such treatment.

"'Schlome, kiss the Rabbi's hand, from to-day he will undertake the

care of your education,' said my father. I lifted his hand respectfully

to my lips and from that time Reb Mosche seemed to me a being of a

superior nature. My father let him immediately into occupation of a

house close to the synagogue, the residence of the upper-attendant for

the time being, the very rooms in which we are now living, and the next

Saturday, after a long parley with the other overseers of the

synagogue, it was announced to the frequenters of the Old-synagogue,

that a stranger, for whom Reb Carpel Sachs answered in every respect,

had been appointed upper-attendant. Here then my step-father lived,

here it was that I as little boy came to make my first essay in the

study of the Talmud, here we closed his wearied eyes. Rabbi Mosche was

a wonderful man, all that, he said and did evinced the profoundest

religious feeling. He lived retired from all society and the only

visits that he received were from the high Rabbi Loewe and my father.

His expositions were clear and easy to be understood, and my rapt

attention, and firm determination to win his approbation came

excellently to the aid of my lessons. The man usually so reserved, soon

shared his love between his only child, whom he almost idolised, and

me. My father too loved with an infinite love the stranger's motherless

child. We children clung to one another with extraordinary tenderness,

a feeling, that, God be praised and thanked, has never been

extinguished in our hearts. When I received nay lessons from her

revered father, Schoendel would sit by me by the hour and listen, and

even when I was occupied by other studies, the dear little maid was my

constant companion. To this circumstance and to the remarkable industry

and talents of my wife you must ascribe the fact, that in a menial

position she surpasses in knowledge and culture many ladies of

rank.--In a word, this confined room was even in my free hours the

place where I loved best to be, I knew no higher enjoyment than to

converse with Rabbi Mosche. I was often allowed to help him in certain

business about the synagogue, and I was the more glad to do so, as it

enabled him to decline the assistance of all the inferior servants that

were under his orders. What a childish pleasure I took on every

Thursday evening at the thought of the coming morning! Friday, I was

always up betimes, no need to wake me--dressed myself and ran down to

Reb Mosche. He was already expecting me, I took his hand and we went

together to the adjoining house of God. To this day a perfectly empty

temple makes a singular, not easily to be described impression upon me,

and when the grating doors opened and our steps echoed loud in the cool

and empty space, it seemed to me as though the blissful breath of God's

peace was upon me. My teacher first opened his desk in the tribune,

then placed candles in the chandeliers, and trimmed the lamp, that ever

burneth, with fresh oil, and I was allowed to follow him carrying the

flask of oil, candles and everything that he usually wanted. All this

was done in the profoundest silence, as if we feared by a word to

dispel the stillness that reigned through the building dedicated to

God's service. When all was duly arranged I sat me down on the steps

that led up to the tabernacle and began to read out of the Bible to my

teacher the portions of Scripture appointed for the week. The earliest

frequenters of the synagogue found us ever busy with our studies in the

Bible. I passed a peaceful and contented youth. The mysterious

obscurity that enveloped my second father,--for so had Reb Mosche

become to me--was only calculated to heighten, if possible, the feeling

of reverence with which he had inspired me and I dared not even wish to

raise this veil that enshrouded him. Neither Schoendel nor I would for

worlds have asked him about his past life, which had of a surety been

fruitful of sorrow to him, and even my father, to whom his secret was

probably known, preserved the most unbroken silence with respect to it.

The mutual relation of the two men was also a singular one. Sometimes

they addressed one another, as though years and years ago they had

known one another as children, and yet my father had never left his

native town, while Reb Mosche on the contrary--Schoendel could just

remember it as in a dream--had come from a very great way off. I myself

with respect to Reb Mosche adopted that demeanour which the Talmud

enjoins in the intercourse of scholar and tutor. I fulfilled his

smallest wishes, and learned to interpret them from his look; and if I

chanced without intending it to vex him by my talk, I was inconsolable

and could have wept by the hour. This, however, seldom happened, and I

can only recollect one instance of it. As we were reading the Psalms we

had come to that passage, 'Behold how good and how pleasant it is for

brethren to dwell together in unity!' and I expressed the childish

wish, that as well as Schoendel whom I regarded as my dear little

sister, I had a brother too. 'My son,' replied Reb Mosche earnestly,

'what God doeth, that is well done! Wherefore dost thou desire a

brother? Brothers do not always love one another, there where love and

friendship should prevail, enmity and strife have often mastery. Cain

slew his brother Abel, Jacob and Esau were brothers, but Esau hated

Jacob. Joseph was sold by his brethren, and the brethren of the

greatest prophet, even the brethren of Moses spoke evil of him.' I

gazed in astonishment at the face of my respected teacher, a bitter

smile played upon his lips, a tear shone in his mild eye.--

"I will not further weary you with the descriptions of my youth,--which

while they fill me with sad remembrances, are probably to you a matter

of indifference. My youth slipped away as happily and as untroubled as

my childhood. I ripened to manhood, Schoendel developed into a most

beautiful young woman. Our infelt mutual attachment was known to both

fathers, and Schoendel's two and twentieth birthday was fixed for our

betrothal.--Eight days before, one Saturday afternoon I was sent for to

the room of my father, where I found my father-in-law also. 'My son,'

he began, with deep emotion, 'I have joyfully consented to your

marriage, I have known you from a child, you are infinitely beloved and

dear to me, and I can now depart in peace from my own loved child

whenever the Lord calls me. But I have a request to make to you, and

your own worthy father adds his prayers to mine. See, Schlome, see, I

have early grown grey with trouble and sorrow, I have been unhappy, and

to-day I must confess it to you with deepest affliction, have learned

to know the iniquity of mankind. We both, thy father and I, are

ignorant when God will send his messenger to us.--Schlome, do not

refuse our request! _Remain always attendant in the synagogue_." I was

for a moment petrified with astonishment, I had expected anything but

this wish; but it was not for me to pry into the reasons of the strange

petition. My father fully agreed with him, I had nothing to do but

consent.--Eight days afterwards was the wedding. The poor of the

community had liberal alms, every synagogue, every charitable

institution was bountifully remembered, but the marriage-feast was

celebrated quietly and without display. When the two fathers came home

from the wedding, they fell into one another's arms with expressions of

the highest excitement, 'Reb. Carpel! could you have hoped for this

when we separated forty years ago,' asked my father-in-law, 'could we

have expected ever to meet again? and yet the gracious Lord of all

grants us the felicity of uniting our only loved children in the holy

bonds of wedlock.' 'Now, we may die in peace,' replied my father, with

the deepest emotion.

"My father seemed to have spoken prophetically. In the first year of

our marriage died my never-to-be-forgotten father, shortly afterwards

my father-in-law. Their souls seemed linked to one another by the bonds

of friendship even for the next world, and they rest in adjoining

graves.

"'My children,' said Rabbi Mosche, on his deathbed, 'your father, Reb.

Carpel Sachs, has left you a store of this world's goods, I am poor, I

leave you naught but my blessing, my infinite love. In this sealed

packet is the record of my life's history written in the long winter

nights for your benefit. Only after twenty years may you break the

seal, when he that wished to do me evil, is dead, and God will have

already forgiven him. That which was dark to you will then become

clear. My life was dedicated first to God, next to you, and my

boundless love will not expire with my last breath. Have God ever

before your eyes, what he doeth that he doeth well. This world is but

the vestibule of a more beauteous world beyond. Murmur not. Trust in

God! Farewell! God bless you. May the Eternal One let the light of his

countenance shine upon you. May the Everlasting turn his face upon you

and give you peace for evermore! Hear, o Israel, the Everlasting our

God is one God!' that was his last breath, his beautiful soul expired."

Reb Schlome was obliged to stop, the recollection had seized him with

overpowering might, his wife too sobbed aloud.

"We had suffered two violent blows following quickly one upon the

other," he continued after a long pause with more composure. "The

unutterable grief that filled us can only be measured by one whose

bosom has felt a like affliction, who has stood at the death-bed of a

man, as highly prized and dear to him. We felt as if the whole world

had escaped our grasp, we both were now so solitary and forsaken."

"Solitary and forsaken," echoed Gabriel in a heart-rending voice that

quivered with agony, "solitary and forsaken, and yet ye were two, who

hung upon one another with infinite affection."

"You too have stood sorrowing, solitary and forsaken, by the bed of a

dying father, a dying mother?" asked Schoendel with infelt sympathy.

"Yes, yes," replied Gabriel vehemently, almost screaming. "Yes, yes, I

did once stand by a mother's death-bed, wringing my hands and

despairing! Oh, a very tender mother, virtuous and tender, she loved

me, her only child, with a love that conquered death.--Oh, a good, good

mother, and I was, indeed, _solitary and forsaken when she died_!"

The student spoke these words with wild and passionate bitterness, his

large and brilliant eyes rolled restlessly, a pallor as of death, and a

purple flush covered in rapid succession his face marred, but once so

beautiful.

"Do not let the recollection obtain such mastery over you," implored

Schoendel soothingly, "consider: Perchance you have still a tender

father."--

"A tender father? No--yes.--Is it not true, fathers are all tender,

more tender than mothers?--

"Neither husband or wife had ever known a mother and kept silence."

"A father!" repeated Gabriel, with an expression of the most poignant

despair, and as though he would force back the overflowing tide of his

feelings, he pressed his hands violently against his breast; and then

after a short pause recovered himself, wiped the sweat, that had

collected in heavy drops, from his forehead and said with a visible

effort, "Excuse me, my friends, but you know, profound sorrow cannot be

restrained."

"Your sorrow must still be fresh," remarked Schlome.

"Oh, a deep heart-wound is never healed. But enough of this, proceed,"

exclaimed Gabriel; "the twenty years have not yet elapsed, and you are

still unacquainted with the affecting fortunes of your father-in-law?"

"No, it is but nine years since he passed into a more beautiful

existence, his life-history still rests unopened in the chest that

stands in your room.--We do not even know the name of his family."

"Strange!" said Gabriel; "you too never knew your mother? dear

housewife."--

"My father never alluded to his past history," she replied, "my mother

must have died in my earliest childhood."--

"Well for you!" cried Gabriel, and as both gazed at him in

astonishment, he continued hurriedly, "Well for you, that you cleave to

your father with the indissoluble link of love, that he still survives

in your memory; may you some day thus survive in the heart of your--but

you have no children?"

"God has not blessed our union with children," answered Schoendel,

sadly.

"What God doeth, is well done! cling fast to that belief," now

interposed Schlome, in quiet and earnest accents. "See, I was once sore

troubled about it; we, my wife and I, have neither brethren, nor

friends--we always lived so retired from all company--and even if we

had friends, the love of a child for its parents can be supplied by

nothing else, nothing can be weighed in the balance with it.... It made

me sad when I thought that if the Lord should call me or my wife to

himself, one of us must be left behind, desolate and forsaken in

bitterest woe.--It made me sad when I thought, that with us would be

entombed the memory of my father and father-in-law, that with me the

long web would be broken, that humanity was ever destined to weave

since the world's creation.--But consoling encouraging thoughts in time

germinated in my heart. 'Murmur not! this world is but a vestibule of

the next,' had my father said, and says not also the prophet? 'Oh, let

not the childless lament, I am as grass that withereth!--Thus saith the

Lord to them that are childless, they that observe my feast-days, and

choose that which pleaseth me and hold fast to my covenant. Even unto

them will I give in my house and within my walls a place, and a name

better than of sons and of daughters. I will give them an everlasting

name that shall not be cut off.' I bow to the decree of the Allwise,

what he doeth is well done--I live happy in the performance of my

duties, for the future, One that is above will provide--if, hereafter,

my soulless body be lowered by strangers into the vault, my spirit will

mount upwards to God!"--

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