May 2. 8s., 1l., 10 s. May 3. 8d., 2s. 6d., and a pair of shoes. May 4. A

gentleman and lady, who saw the Institution, left six chemises, seven

pocket handkerchiefs, two flannel petticoats, four pairs of stockings, and

four pairs of gloves; there were also sent 18 thimbles, a gross of

buttons, a gross of hooks and eyes. May 5. 2s. 6d., 1s. May 6. 15 pairs of

worsted stockings. May 7. 5s., 2s. 6d. May 8. 5s., 6d., 2s. 6d. May 9.

4s., 10s., 6d., 4d., 4d., 4d. May 10. 6d., 4d., 6d., 6d., 4d., 1d., 4d.,

2s. May 11. 1l., 2s. 6d., 1s. May 13. A bonnet, also a dish, sent by a

poor person in an almshouse; a well-wisher sent, for little orphan boys,

six frock pinafores, six little shirts, six frocks and trousers. May 14. 9

pounds of soap. May 15. S. S. 2s. 6d. May 16. 4s. May 17. Out of the box

in the Orphan-House, 3s. 0 1/2d., also 1s.

1. It may be well to state, that the above results have followed in

answer to prayer, without any one having been asked by me for one single

thing, from which I have refrained, not on account of want of confidence

in the brethren, or because I doubted their love to the Lord, but that I

might see the hand of God so much the more clearly. For as the work has

been begun without any visible support, in dependence only upon the living

God, it was of the utmost importance to be sure of His approbation at the

very commencement.

2. From this statement, and from that contained in the last printed

account, it will be seen how the Lord, in a great measure, has already

answered the petition of December 5, 1835; for a house has been given,

suitable individuals have offered themselves to take care of the children,

and much more furniture, and many more articles of clothing have been sent

than I ever had expected. The only part of the prayer, which has not been

as yet quite fulfilled, is, that which respects the 1000l., which,

however, the Lord, I doubt not, will likewise send in His own time. In the

meantime, let my brethren help me to praise Him, that He has sent already

more than one half of that sum, and therefore more than for the present

has been needed.

3. So far as I remember, I brought even the most minute circumstances

concerning the Orphan-House before the Lord in my petitions, being

conscious of my own weakness and ignorance. There was, however, one point

I never had prayed about, namely, that the Lord would send children; for I

naturally took it for granted that there would be plenty of applications.

The nearer, however, the day came, which had been appointed for receiving

applications, the more I had a secret consciousness, that the Lord might

disappoint my natural expectations, and show me that I could not prosper

in one single thing without Him. The appointed time came, and not even one

application was made. I had before this been repeatedly tried, whether I

might not, after all, against the Lord's mind, have engaged in the work.

This circumstance now led me to lie low before my God in prayer the whole

of the evening, February 3, and to examine my heart once more as to all

the motives concerning it; and being able, as formerly, to say, that His

glory was my chief aim, i.e., that it might be seen that it is not a vain

thing to trust in the living God,--and that my second aim was the spiritual

welfare of the orphan-children,--and the third their bodily welfare; and

still continuing in prayer, I was at last brought to this state, that I

could say from my heart, that I should rejoice in God being glorified in

this matter, though it were by bringing the whole to nothing. But as

still, after all, it seemed to me more tending to the glory of God, to

establish and prosper the Orphan-House, I could then ask Him heartily, to

send applications. I enjoyed now a peaceful state of heart concerning the

subject, and was also more assured than ever that God would establish it.

The very next day, February 4, the first application was made, and since

then 42 more have been made.

4. The house mentioned in the last printed account, which we had intended

to rent, having been let before any applications had been made, and

nothing more having been done about the premises offered as a gift, on

account of the want of money needed to complete the building, I rented, at

least for one year, the house No. 6, Wilson Street, as being, on account

of its cheapness and largeness, very suitable, and in which, up to March

25th, I had been living myself. Having furnished it for 30 children, we

began an April 11th, 1836, to take them in, and on April 21st the

Institution was opened by a day being set apart for prayer and

thanksgiving. There are now 26 children in the house, and a few more are

expected daily. They are under the care of a matron and governess.

5. In the last printed account it was mentioned that we intended to take

in the children from the seventh to the twelfth year. But after six

applications had been made for children between four and six years of age,

it became a subject of solemn and prayerful consideration, whether, as

long as there were vacancies, such children should not be received, though

so young. For it appeared to me, that if it becomes the saints to care in

this way, according to their ability, for those whom God has bereaved of

both parents, when they become seven years of age, that it becomes them

equally so, to take care of them whilst they are under seven years, and

therefore completely unable to help themselves. Further, orphan children

are often left to themselves, and thus, at the age of 11 or 12 years, have

already made much progress in wickedness. Therefore I came at last to the

conclusion to take in the little girls under seven years of age, for whom

application had been made. Further, there are exceedingly few institutions

in the kingdom, in which infant orphans are received, and provided with

scriptural education. Further, it has been repeatedly brought before me,

how desirable it would be to establish also in this city an orphan-house

for male children, and there were even the above-mentioned articles sent

for little orphan boys. Partly, then, on account of these reasons; and

partly, because the Institution already opened will be quite filled in a

few days, and applications continue to be made; and partly, because the

Lord has done hitherto far above what I could have expected: I have at

last, after repeated prayer, come to the conclusion, in the name of the

Lord, and in dependence upon Him alone for support, to propose the

establishment of an Infant-Orphan-House. It is intended to open this

Institution, as soon as suitable premises and individuals, to take care of

the children, &c., have been obtained.

a. It is intended to receive into this Infant-Orphan-House destitute male

and female infants bereaved of both parents, from their earliest days up

to the seventh year, and to provide them with food, clothing, needful

attendance, and Scriptural education.

b. It is intended to let the female children stay up to the seventh year

in the Infant-Orphan-House, and then to remove them to the Institution

already opened, till they are able to go to service.

c. It is also intended, as far as the Lord may help, to provide for the

boys, when they are above seven years, though we cannot at present say in

what manner.

In proposing the establishment of this second Orphan-House, I do it in

the same simple dependence upon God alone, as in the case of the former.

And feeling my own weakness, and knowing that it is not in my power to

give faith to myself, I ask the brethren to help me with their prayers,

that my faith may not fail.

6. To avoid misunderstandings, I would expressly state, that both the

last mentioned Institution, and the one already opened, are for orphan

children living in any part of the United. Kingdom.

GEORGE MÜLLER.

Bristol, May 18, 1836.

June 3. From May 16 up to this day I have been confined to the house, and

a part of the time to my bed, on account of a local inflammation, which

keeps me from walking. Almost every day during this time I have been able

to continue writing a narrative of the Lord's dealings with me, which had

been again laid aside after May 7, on account of a number of pressing

engagements. It is very remarkable, that the greatest objection against

writing it for the press was want of time. Now, through this affliction,

which leaves my mind free, and gives me time, on account of confinement to

the house, I have been able to write about 100 quarto pages. May the Lord

in mercy teach me about this matter!

June 8. I am still getting better. The abscess is now open. This

affliction has been, by the mercy of the Lord, an exceedingly light one.

Not one day have I had severe pain, and not one day have I been kept

altogether from working. June 9. I was able to go again today to the

Orphan-House, and to read the Scriptures with the children. This day came

three more children, who have made up our number, so that there are now

thirty in the house.

June 11. I am, by the mercy of God, still getting better, but, as yet,

unable to walk about. All this week I have been again enabled to go on

writing for the press. June 12. Today the Lord very kindly allowed me to

preach again, and that most undeservedly, and much sooner than I could

have expected. June 14. This morning, brother C-r and I prayed unitedly,

chiefly about the schools and the circulation of the Scriptures. Besides

asking for blessings upon the work, we have also asked the Lord for the

means which are needed; for on July 1, 17l. 10s. will be due for the rent

of school-rooms, and, besides this, we want at least 40l. more to go on

with the circulation of the Scriptures, to pay the salaries of the

masters, &c. Towards all this we have only about 7l. I also prayed for the

remainder of the 1000l. for the Orphan-House.

June 18. We have had, for many weeks past, generally little money for our

personal expenses, which has been a trial to us, not on our own account,

but because we have thus been able to do but very little for the poor

brethren. Today, Saturday, we have 3s. left, just enough to pay for a fly

to take me to and bring me back from Bethesda tomorrow, as I am unable to

walk. This money we should not have had, but for our baker, a brother, who

refused today to take money for the usual quantity of bread, which we

daily take.

June 21. This evening brother C-r and I found, that the Lord has not only

been pleased to send us, through the offerings which have come in during

the last week, in answer to our prayers, the 17l. 10s. which will be due

for the rent of two school-rooms on July 1st, but that we have 5l. more

than is needed. Thus the Lord once more has answered our prayers.

June 25. Saturday. We have been again helped through this week, as it

regards our personal need, and have 3s. left, though we had many shillings

to pay for driving about. Now the Lord has put it into the hearts of some

of His children, to provide me with a fly every Lord's-day, as long as I

may need it.

July 1. Today a suit of new clothes was given to me, which came very

seasonably. May this fresh instance of the Lord's loving-kindness lead me

to love Him more; and may He also be pleased richly to reward those

brethren, who have thus ministered to my need! July 16. Today a brother

sent me a new hat, the seventh which in succession has been given to me.

July 28. For some weeks past we have not been able to pay the salary of

the masters and governesses a month in advance, but have been obliged to

pay it weekly. Brother C-r and I have lately prayed repeatedly together

respecting the funds, but we were now brought so low, that we should not

have been able to pay even this weekly salary of the teachers, had not the

Lord most remarkably helped us again today. For besides 1l. which was

given to us, this evening a brother gave 8l., which sum had been made up

by a number of his workmen paying weekly one penny each, of their own

accord, towards our funds. The money had been collecting for many months,

and, in this our necessity, it had been put into the heart of this brother

to bring it. My faith has been greatly strengthened through this

circumstance. For before today, though I have never been in the least

allowed to doubt the Lord's faithfulness, I did not understand His purpose

in His dealings with us of late, in not sending us more than we have

needed just to be kept from stopping; and I have sometimes thought,

whether it might not be His will, on account of my want of faithfulness in

His work, to decrease the field; but now I see, that notwithstanding my

unworthiness, His allowing us to pray so frequently, was only that the

deliverance might be felt so much the more when it came.

July 29. This evening from six to half-past nine we had again a meeting

for inquirers. There came twelve fresh cases before us, and there were six

more than we could see. Thus we saw, that the work of the Lord, even as it

regards conversion, is still going on among us.

October 1. Today, in dependence upon the Lord alone for means, we engaged

a brother as a master for a sixth day school. Last Saturday, for the first

time, we were so low in funds, that we needed 1l. more than we had, to pay

the salaries a week in advance; but one sister, on account of the death of

her father, as we afterwards learned, was kept from calling for her money,

and on the next day we received more than was needed to pay her. On

account, therefore, of the many deliverances which we have had of late, we

have not hesitated to enlarge the field, as another boys' school was

greatly needed, there having been many applications for admission standing

these several months past.

October 5. This evening 25l. was given to me for the Scriptural Knowledge

Institution. Thus the Lord has already given the means of defraying the

expenses of the new boys' school for some months to come.

October 19. Today, after having many times prayed respecting this matter,

I have at last engaged a sister as matron for the Infant-Orphan-House,

never having been able, up to this day, to meet with an individual who

seemed suitable: though there has been money enough in hand for some time

past for commencing this work, and there have been also applications made

for several infant orphans.

October 25. Today we obtained without, any trouble, through the kind hand

of God, very suitable premises for the Infant-Orphan-House. If we had laid

out many hundred pounds in building a house, we could scarcely have built

one more suitable for the purpose. How evident is the hand of God in all

these matters! How important to leave our concerns, great and small, with

Him; for He arranges all things well! If our work be His work, we shall

prosper in it.

November 30. On account, as I suppose, of many pressing engagements, I

had not been led for some time past to pray respecting the funds. But

being in great need, I was led yesterday morning, earnestly to ask the

Lord, and in answer to this petition a brother gave me last evening 10l.

He had had it in his heart for several months past, to give this sum, but

had been hitherto kept from it, not having the means. Just now, in this

our great necessity, the Lord furnished him with the means, and we were

helped in this way. In addition to this 10l., I received last evening a

letter with 5l., from a sister whom I never saw, and who has been several

times used by God as an instrument to supply our wants. She writes thus:

"It has been so much on my mind lately to send you some money, that I feel

as if there must be some need, which the Lord purposes to honour me by

making me the instrument of supplying. I therefore enclose you 5l., all I

have in the house at this moment; but if you have occasion for it, and

will let me know, I will send you as much more." Besides these two

donations, I received today 3l. 3s.

December 15. This day was set apart for prayer and thanksgiving

respecting the Infant-Orphan-House, which was opened on November 28. In

the morning we had a prayer-meeting. In the afternoon, besides prayer and

thanksgiving, I addressed the children of our day-schools and the orphans,

about 350, on Ecclesiastes xii. 1. In the evening I gave a further account

of the Orphan-Houses, commencing from the time when the last printed

account had been issued, dated May 18, 1836. The substance of this account

was printed, and is reprinted here for the sake of those who are as yet

unacquainted with it.

Further account of the Orphan-House for Female Orphans above Seven Years

of Age; and Opening of the Infant-Orphan-House, for destitute Male and

Female Orphans under Seven Years of Age.

It is now a twelve-month since the proposal for the establishment of an

Orphan-House was first made. Since then the Lord has given me almost all I

requested of Him, and in some respects even more. This was in part stated

in the last two papers which were printed on this subject dated January

16, and May 18, 1836. Of the 1,000l. which I had asked of God on December

5, 1835, I had actually received on May 18, 1836, 450l. 13s. 6 3/4d.; and

besides this, 70l. had been promised by two brethren. As it regards

premises, articles of clothing, furniture, &c., I had received even beyond

my petition. I have now the pleasure of detailing, still further, how God

has continued to answer my prayer since May 18, 1836.

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