IV

She had told him before they started that they should be early; she

wished to see Miss Birdseye alone, before the arrival of any one else.

This was just for the pleasure of seeing her--it was an opportunity; she

was always so taken up with others. She received Miss Chancellor in the

hall of the mansion, which had a salient front, an enormous and very

high number--756--painted in gilt on the glass light above the door, a

tin sign bearing the name of a doctress (Mary J. Prance) suspended from

one of the windows of the basement, and a peculiar look of being both

new and faded--a kind of modern fatigue--like certain articles of

commerce which are sold at a reduction as shop-worn. The hall was very

narrow; a considerable part of it was occupied by a large hat-tree, from

which several coats and shawls already depended; the rest offered space

for certain lateral demonstrations on Miss Birdseye's part. She sidled

about her visitors, and at last went round to open for them a door of

further admission, which happened to be locked inside. She was a little

old lady, with an enormous head; that was the first thing Ransom

noticed--the vast, fair, protuberant, candid, ungarnished brow,

surmounting a pair of weak, kind, tired-looking eyes, and ineffectually

balanced in the rear by a cap which had the air of falling backward, and

which Miss Birdseye suddenly felt for while she talked, with

unsuccessful irrelevant movements. She had a sad, soft, pale face, which

(and it was the effect of her whole head) looked as if it had been

soaked, blurred, and made vague by exposure to some slow dissolvent. The

long practice of philanthropy had not given accent to her features; it

had rubbed out their transitions, their meanings. The waves of sympathy,

of enthusiasm, had wrought upon them in the same way in which the waves

of time finally modify the surface of old marble busts, gradually

washing away their sharpness, their details. In her large countenance

her dim little smile scarcely showed. It was a mere sketch of a smile, a

kind of instalment, or payment on account; it seemed to say that she

would smile more if she had time, but that you could see, without this,

that she was gentle and easy to beguile.

She always dressed in the same way: she wore a loose black jacket, with

deep pockets, which were stuffed with papers, memoranda of a voluminous

correspondence; and from beneath her jacket depended a short stuff

dress. The brevity of this simple garment was the one device by which

Miss Birdseye managed to suggest that she was a woman of business, that

she wished to be free for action. She belonged to the Short-Skirts

League, as a matter of course; for she belonged to any and every league

that had been founded for almost any purpose whatever. This did not

prevent her being a confused, entangled, inconsequent, discursive old

woman, whose charity began at home and ended nowhere, whose credulity

kept pace with it, and who knew less about her fellow-creatures, if

possible, after fifty years of humanitary zeal, than on the day she had

gone into the field to testify against the iniquity of most

arrangements. Basil Ransom knew very little about such a life as hers,

but she seemed to him a revelation of a class, and a multitude of

socialistic figures, of names and episodes that he had heard of, grouped

themselves behind her. She looked as if she had spent her life on

platforms, in audiences, in conventions, in phalansteries, in _séances_;

in her faded face there was a kind of reflexion of ugly lecture-lamps;

with its habit of an upward angle, it seemed turned toward a public

speaker, with an effort of respiration in the thick air in which social

reforms are usually discussed. She talked continually, in a voice of

which the spring seemed broken, like that of an over-worked bell-wire;

and when Miss Chancellor explained that she had brought Mr. Ransom

because he was so anxious to meet Mrs. Farrinder, she gave the young man

a delicate, dirty, democratic little hand, looking at him kindly, as she

could not help doing, but without the smallest discrimination as against

others who might not have the good fortune (which involved, possibly, an

injustice) to be present on such an interesting occasion. She struck him

as very poor, but it was only afterward that he learned she had never

had a penny in her life. No one had an idea how she lived; whenever

money was given her she gave it away to a negro or a refugee. No woman

could be less invidious, but on the whole she preferred these two

classes of the human race. Since the Civil War much of her occupation

was gone; for before that her best hours had been spent in fancying that

she was helping some Southern slave to escape. It would have been a nice

question whether, in her heart of hearts, for the sake of this

excitement, she did not sometimes wish the blacks back in bondage. She

had suffered in the same way by the relaxation of many European

despotisms, for in former years much of the romance of her life had been

in smoothing the pillow of exile for banished conspirators. Her refugees

had been very precious to her; she was always trying to raise money for

some cadaverous Pole, to obtain lessons for some shirtless Italian.

There was a legend that an Hungarian had once possessed himself of her

affections, and had disappeared after robbing her of everything she

possessed. This, however, was very apocryphal, for she had never

possessed anything, and it was open to grave doubt that she could have

entertained a sentiment so personal. She was in love, even in those

days, only with causes, and she languished only for emancipations. But

they had been the happiest days, for when causes were embodied in

foreigners (what else were the Africans?), they were certainly more

appealing.

She had just come down to see Doctor Prance--to see whether she wouldn't

like to come up. But she wasn't in her room, and Miss Birdseye guessed

she had gone out to her supper; she got her supper at a boarding-table

about two blocks off. Miss Birdseye expressed the hope that Miss

Chancellor had had hers; she would have had plenty of time to take it,

for no one had come in yet; she didn't know what made them all so late.

Ransom perceived that the garments suspended to the hat-rack were not a

sign that Miss Birdseye's friends had assembled; if he had gone a little

further still he would have recognised the house as one of those in

which mysterious articles of clothing are always hooked to something in

the hall. Miss Birdseye's visitors, those of Doctor Prance, and of other

tenants--for Number 756 was the common residence of several persons,

among whom there prevailed much vagueness of boundary--used to leave

things to be called for; many of them went about with satchels and

reticules, for which they were always looking for places of deposit.

What completed the character of this interior was Miss Birdseye's own

apartment, into which her guests presently made their way, and where

they were joined by various other members of the good lady's circle.

Indeed, it completed Miss Birdseye herself, if anything could be said to

render that office to this essentially formless old woman, who had no

more outline than a bundle of hay. But the bareness of her long, loose,

empty parlour (it was shaped exactly like Miss Chancellor's) told that

she had never had any needs but moral needs, and that all her history

had been that of her sympathies. The place was lighted by a small hot

glare of gas, which made it look white and featureless. It struck even

Basil Ransom with its flatness, and he said to himself that his cousin

must have a very big bee in her bonnet to make her like such a house. He

did not know then, and he never knew, that she mortally disliked it, and

that in a career in which she was constantly exposing herself to offence

and laceration, her most poignant suffering came from the injury of her

taste. She had tried to kill that nerve, to persuade herself that taste

was only frivolity in the disguise of knowledge; but her susceptibility

was constantly blooming afresh and making her wonder whether an absence

of nice arrangements were a necessary part of the enthusiasm of

humanity. Miss Birdseye was always trying to obtain employment, lessons

in drawing, orders for portraits, for poor foreign artists, as to the

greatness of whose talent she pledged herself without reserve; but in

point of fact she had not the faintest sense of the scenic or plastic

side of life.

Toward nine o'clock the light of her hissing burners smote the majestic

person of Mrs. Farrinder, who might have contributed to answer that

question of Miss Chancellor's in the negative. She was a copious,

handsome woman, in whom angularity had been corrected by the air of

success; she had a rustling dress (it was evident what _she_ thought

about taste), abundant hair of a glossy blackness, a pair of folded

arms, the expression of which seemed to say that rest, in such a career

as hers, was as sweet as it was brief, and a terrible regularity of

feature. I apply that adjective to her fine placid mask because she

seemed to face you with a question of which the answer was preordained,

to ask you how a countenance could fail to be noble of which the

measurements were so correct. You could contest neither the measurements

nor the nobleness, and had to feel that Mrs. Farrinder imposed herself.

There was a lithographic smoothness about her, and a mixture of the

American matron and the public character. There was something public in

her eye, which was large, cold, and quiet; it had acquired a sort of

exposed reticence from the habit of looking down from a lecture-desk,

over a sea of heads, while its distinguished owner was eulogised by a

leading citizen. Mrs. Farrinder, at almost any time, had the air of

being introduced by a few remarks. She talked with great slowness and

distinctness, and evidently a high sense of responsibility; she

pronounced every syllable of every word and insisted on being explicit.

If, in conversation with her, you attempted to take anything for

granted, or to jump two or three steps at a time, she paused, looking at

you with a cold patience, as if she knew that trick, and then went on at

her own measured pace. She lectured on temperance and the rights of

women; the ends she laboured for were to give the ballot to every woman

in the country and to take the flowing bowl from every man. She was held

to have a very fine manner, and to embody the domestic virtues and the

graces of the drawing-room; to be a shining proof, in short, that the

forum, for ladies, is not necessarily hostile to the fireside. She had a

husband, and his name was Amariah.

Doctor Prance had come back from supper and made her appearance in

response to an invitation that Miss Birdseye's relaxed voice had tinkled

down to her from the hall over the banisters, with much repetition, to

secure attention. She was a plain, spare young woman, with short hair

and an eye-glass; she looked about her with a kind of near-sighted

deprecation, and seemed to hope that she should not be expected to

generalise in any way, or supposed to have come up for any purpose more

social than to see what Miss Birdseye wanted this time. By nine o'clock

twenty other persons had arrived, and had placed themselves in the

chairs that were ranged along the sides of the long, bald room, in which

they ended by producing the similitude of an enormous street-car. The

apartment contained little else but these chairs, many of which had a

borrowed aspect, an implication of bare bedrooms in the upper regions; a

table or two with a discoloured marble top, a few books, and a

collection of newspapers piled up in corners. Ransom could see for

himself that the occasion was not crudely festive; there was a want of

convivial movement, and, among most of the visitors, even of mutual

recognition. They sat there as if they were waiting for something; they

looked obliquely and silently at Mrs. Farrinder, and were plainly under

the impression that, fortunately, they were not there to amuse

themselves. The ladies, who were much the more numerous, wore their

bonnets, like Miss Chancellor; the men were in the garb of toil, many of

them in weary-looking overcoats. Two or three had retained their

overshoes, and as you approached them the odour of the india-rubber was

perceptible. It was not, however, that Miss Birdseye ever noticed

anything of that sort; she neither knew what she smelled nor tasted what

she ate. Most of her friends had an anxious, haggard look, though there

were sundry exceptions--half-a-dozen placid, florid faces. Basil Ransom

wondered who they all were; he had a general idea they were mediums,

communists, vegetarians. It was not, either, that Miss Birdseye failed

to wander about among them with repetitions of inquiry and friendly

absences of attention; she sat down near most of them in turn, saying

"Yes, yes," vaguely and kindly, to remarks they made to her, feeling for

the papers in the pockets of her loosened bodice, recovering her cap and

sacrificing her spectacles, wondering most of all what had been her idea

in convoking these people. Then she remembered that it had been

connected in some way with Mrs. Farrinder; that this eloquent woman had

promised to favour the company with a few reminiscences of her last

campaign; to sketch even, perhaps, the lines on which she intended to

operate during the coming winter. This was what Olive Chancellor had

come to hear; this would be the attraction for the dark-eyed young man

(he looked like a genius) she had brought with her. Miss Birdseye made

her way back to the great lecturess, who was bending an indulgent

attention on Miss Chancellor; the latter compressed into a small space,

to be near her, and sitting with clasped hands and a concentration of

inquiry which by contrast made Mrs. Farrinder's manner seem large and

free. In her transit, however, the hostess was checked by the arrival of

fresh pilgrims; she had no idea she had mentioned the occasion to so

many people--she only remembered, as it were, those she had

forgotten--and it was certainly a proof of the interest felt in Mrs.

Farrinder's work. The people who had just come in were Doctor and Mrs.

Tarrant and their daughter Verena; he was a mesmeric healer and she was

of old Abolitionist stock. Miss Birdseye rested her dim, dry smile upon

the daughter, who was new to her, and it floated before her that she

would probably be remarkable as a genius; her parentage was an

implication of that. There was a genius for Miss Birdseye in every bush.

Selah Tarrant had effected wonderful cures; she knew so many people--if

they would only try him. His wife was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet;

she had kept a runaway slave in her house for thirty days. That was

years before, when this girl must have been a child; but hadn't it

thrown a kind of rainbow over her cradle, and wouldn't she naturally

have some gift? The girl was very pretty, though she had red hair.

V

Mrs. Farrinder, meanwhile, was not eager to address the assembly. She

confessed as much to Olive Chancellor, with a smile which asked that a

temporary lapse of promptness might not be too harshly judged. She had

addressed so many assemblies, and she wanted to hear what other people

had to say. Miss Chancellor herself had thought so much on the vital

subject; would not she make a few remarks and give them some of her

experiences? How did the ladies on Beacon Street feel about the ballot?

Perhaps she could speak for _them_ more than for some others. That was a

branch of the question on which, it might be, the leaders had not

information enough; but they wanted to take in everything, and why

shouldn't Miss Chancellor just make that field her own? Mrs. Farrinder

spoke in the tone of one who took views so wide that they might easily,

at first, before you could see how she worked round, look almost

meretricious; she was conscious of a scope that exceeded the first

flight of your imagination. She urged upon her companion the idea of

labouring in the world of fashion, appeared to attribute to her familiar

relations with that mysterious realm, and wanted to know why she

shouldn't stir up some of her friends down there on the Mill-dam?

Olive Chancellor received this appeal with peculiar feelings. With her

immense sympathy for reform, she found herself so often wishing that

reformers were a little different. There was something grand about Mrs.

Farrinder; it lifted one up to be with her: but there was a false note

when she spoke to her young friend about the ladies in Beacon Street.

Olive hated to hear that fine avenue talked about as if it were such a

remarkable place, and to live there were a proof of worldly glory. All

sorts of inferior people lived there, and so brilliant a woman as Mrs.

Farrinder, who lived at Roxbury, ought not to mix things up. It was, of

course, very wretched to be irritated by such mistakes; but this was not

the first time Miss Chancellor had observed that the possession of

nerves was not by itself a reason for embracing the new truths. She knew

her place in the Boston hierarchy, and it was not what Mrs. Farrinder

supposed; so that there was a want of perspective in talking to her as

if she had been a representative of the aristocracy. Nothing could be

weaker, she knew very well, than (in the United States) to apply that

term too literally; nevertheless, it would represent a reality if one

were to say that, by distinction, the Chancellors belonged to the

_bourgeoisie_--the oldest and best. They might care for such a position

or not (as it happened, they were very proud of it), but there they

were, and it made Mrs. Farrinder seem provincial (there was something

provincial, after all, in the way she did her hair too) not to

understand. When Miss Birdseye spoke as if one were a "leader of

society," Olive could forgive her even that odious expression, because,

of course, one never pretended that she, poor dear, had the smallest

sense of the real. She was heroic, she was sublime, the whole moral

history of Boston was reflected in her displaced spectacles; but it was

a part of her originality, as it were, that she was deliciously

provincial. Olive Chancellor seemed to herself to have privileges enough

without being affiliated to the exclusive set and having invitations to

the smaller parties, which were the real test; it was a mercy for her

that she had not that added immorality on her conscience. The ladies

Mrs. Farrinder meant (it was to be supposed she meant some particular

ones) might speak for themselves. She wished to work in another field;

she had long been preoccupied with the romance of the people. She had an

immense desire to know intimately some _very_ poor girl. This might seem

one of the most accessible of pleasures; but, in point of fact, she had

not found it so. There were two or three pale shop-maidens whose

acquaintance she had sought; but they had seemed afraid of her, and the

attempt had come to nothing. She took them more tragically then they

took themselves; they couldn't make out what she wanted them to do, and

they always ended by being odiously mixed up with Charlie. Charlie was a

young man in a white overcoat and a paper collar; it was for him, in the

last analysis, that they cared much the most. They cared far more about

Charlie than about the ballot. Olive Chancellor wondered how Mrs.

Farrinder would treat that branch of the question. In her researches

among her young townswomen she had always found this obtrusive swain

planted in her path, and she grew at last to dislike him extremely. It

filled her with exasperation to think that he should be necessary to the

happiness of his victims (she had learned that whatever they might talk

about with her, it was of him and him only that they discoursed among

themselves), and one of the main recommendations of the evening club for

her fatigued, underpaid sisters, which it had long been her dream to

establish, was that it would in some degree undermine his

position--distinct as her prevision might be that he would be in waiting

at the door. She hardly knew what to say to Mrs. Farrinder when this

momentarily misdirected woman, still preoccupied with the Mill-dam,

returned to the charge.

"We want labourers in that field, though I know two or three lovely

women--sweet _home-women_--moving in circles that are for the most part

closed to every new voice, who are doing their best to help on the

fight. I have several names that might surprise you, names well known on

State Street. But we can't have too many recruits, especially among

those whose refinement is generally acknowledged. If it be necessary, we

are prepared to take certain steps to conciliate the shrinking. Our

movement is for all--it appeals to the most delicate ladies. Raise the

standard among them, and bring me a thousand names. I know several that

I should like to have. I look after the details as well as the big

currents," Mrs. Farrinder added, in a tone as explanatory as could be

expected of such a woman, and with a smile of which the sweetness was

thrilling to her listener.

"I can't talk to those people, I can't!" said Olive Chancellor, with a

face which seemed to plead for a remission of responsibility. "I want to

give myself up to others; I want to know everything that lies beneath

and out of sight, don't you know? I want to enter into the lives of

women who are lonely, who are piteous. I want to be near to them--to

help them. I want to do something--oh, I should like so to speak!"

"We should be glad to have you make a few remarks at present," Mrs.

Farrinder declared, with a punctuality which revealed the faculty of

presiding.

"Oh dear, no, I can't speak; I have none of that sort of talent. I have

no self-possession, no eloquence; I can't put three words together. But

I do want to contribute."

"What _have_ you got?" Mrs. Farrinder inquired, looking at her

interlocutress, up and down, with the eye of business, in which there

was a certain chill. "Have you got money?"

Olive was so agitated for the moment with the hope that this great woman

would approve of her on the financial side that she took no time to

reflect that some other quality might, in courtesy, have been suggested.

But she confessed to possessing a certain capital, and the tone seemed

rich and deep in which Mrs. Farrinder said to her, "Then contribute

that!" She was so good as to develop this idea, and her picture of the

part Miss Chancellor might play by making liberal donations to a fund

for the diffusion among the women of America of a more adequate

conception of their public and private rights--a fund her adviser had

herself lately inaugurated--this bold, rapid sketch had the vividness

which characterised the speaker's most successful public efforts. It

placed Olive under the spell; it made her feel almost inspired. If her

life struck others in that way--especially a woman like Mrs. Farrinder,

whose horizon was so full--then there must be something for her to do.

It was one thing to choose for herself, but now the great representative

of the enfranchisement of their sex (from every form of bondage) had

chosen for her.

The barren, gas-lighted room grew richer and richer to her earnest eyes;

it seemed to expand, to open itself to the great life of humanity. The

serious, tired people, in their bonnets and overcoats, began to glow

like a company of heroes. Yes, she would do something, Olive Chancellor

said to herself; she would do something to brighten the darkness of that

dreadful image that was always before her, and against which it seemed

to her at times that she had been born to lead a crusade--the image of

the unhappiness of women. The unhappiness of women! The voice of their

silent suffering was always in her ears, the ocean of tears that they

had shed from the beginning of time seemed to pour through her own eyes.

Ages of oppression had rolled over them; uncounted millions had lived

only to be tortured, to be crucified. They were her sisters, they were

her own, and the day of their delivery had dawned. This was the only

sacred cause; this was the great, the just revolution. It must triumph,

it must sweep everything before it; it must exact from the other, the

brutal, blood-stained, ravening race, the last particle of expiation! It

would be the greatest change the world had seen; it would be a new era

for the human family, and the names of those who had helped to show the

way and lead the squadrons would be the brightest in the tables of fame.

They would be names of women weak, insulted, persecuted, but devoted in

every pulse of their being to the cause, and asking no better fate than

to die for it. It was not clear to this interesting girl in what manner

such a sacrifice (as this last) would be required of her, but she saw

the matter through a kind of sunrise-mist of emotion which made danger

as rosy as success. When Miss Birdseye approached, it transfigured her

familiar, her comical shape, and made the poor little humanitary hack

seem already a martyr. Olive Chancellor looked at her with love,

remembered that she had never, in her long, unrewarded, weary life, had

a thought or an impulse for herself. She had been consumed by the

passion of sympathy; it had crumpled her into as many creases as an old

glazed, distended glove. She had been laughed at, but she never knew it;

she was treated as a bore, but she never cared. She had nothing in the

world but the clothes on her back, and when she should go down into the

grave she would leave nothing behind her but her grotesque,

undistinguished, pathetic little name. And yet people said that women

were vain, that they were personal, that they were interested! While

Miss Birdseye stood there, asking Mrs. Farrinder if she wouldn't say

something, Olive Chancellor tenderly fastened a small battered brooch

which confined her collar and which had half detached itself.

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