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When he had told her that if she would take him as he was he should be

very happy to dine with her, she excused herself a moment and went to

give an order in the dining-room. The young man, left alone, looked

about the parlour--the two parlours which, in their prolonged, adjacent

narrowness, formed evidently one apartment--and wandered to the windows

at the back, where there was a view of the water; Miss Chancellor having

the good fortune to dwell on that side of Charles Street toward which,

in the rear, the afternoon sun slants redly, from an horizon indented at

empty intervals with wooden spires, the masts of lonely boats, the

chimneys of dirty "works," over a brackish expanse of anomalous

character, which is too big for a river and too small for a bay. The

view seemed to him very picturesque, though in the gathered dusk little

was left of it save a cold yellow streak in the west, a gleam of brown

water, and the reflexion of the lights that had begun to show themselves

in a row of houses, impressive to Ransom in their extreme modernness,

which overlooked the same lagoon from a long embankment on the left,

constructed of stones roughly piled. He thought this prospect, from a

city-house, almost romantic; and he turned from it back to the interior

illuminated now by a lamp which the parlour-maid had placed on a table

while he stood at the window as to something still more genial and

interesting. The artistic sense in Basil Ransom had not been highly

cultivated; neither (though he had passed his early years as the son of

a rich man) was his conception of material comfort very definite; it

consisted mainly of the vision of plenty of cigars and brandy and water

and newspapers, and a cane-bottomed arm-chair of the right inclination,

from which he could stretch his legs. Nevertheless it seemed to him he

had never seen an interior that was so much an interior as this queer

corridor-shaped drawing-room of his new-found kinswoman; he had never

felt himself in the presence of so much organised privacy or of so many

objects that spoke of habits and tastes. Most of the people he had

hitherto known had no tastes; they had a few habits, but these were not

of a sort that required much upholstery. He had not as yet been in many

houses in New York, and he had never before seen so many accessories.

The general character of the place struck him as Bostonian; this was, in

fact, very much what he had supposed Boston to be. He had always heard

Boston was a city of culture, and now there was culture in Miss

Chancellor's tables and sofas, in the books that were everywhere, on

little shelves like brackets (as if a book were a statuette), in the

photographs and watercolours that covered the walls, in the curtains

that were festooned rather stiffly in the doorways. He looked at some of

the books and saw that his cousin read German; and his impression of the

importance of this (as a symptom of superiority) was not diminished by

the fact that he himself had mastered the tongue (knowing it contained a

large literature of jurisprudence) during a long, empty, deadly summer

on the plantation. It is a curious proof of a certain crude modesty

inherent in Basil Ransom that the main effect of his observing his

cousin's German books was to give him an idea of the natural energy of

Northerners. He had noticed it often before; he had already told himself

that he must count with it. It was only after much experience he made

the discovery that few Northerners were, in their secret soul, so

energetic as he. Many other persons had made it before that. He knew

very little about Miss Chancellor; he had come to see her only because

she wrote to him; he would never have thought of looking her up, and

since then there had been no one in New York he might ask about her.

Therefore he could only guess that she was a rich young woman; such a

house, inhabited in such a way by a quiet spinster, implied a

considerable income. How much? he asked himself; five thousand, ten

thousand, fifteen thousand a year? There was richness to our panting

young man in the smallest of these figures. He was not of a mercenary

spirit, but he had an immense desire for success, and he had more than

once reflected that a moderate capital was an aid to achievement. He had

seen in his younger years one of the biggest failures that history

commemorates, an immense national _fiasco_, and it had implanted in his

mind a deep aversion to the ineffectual. It came over him, while he

waited for his hostess to reappear, that she was unmarried as well as

rich, that she was sociable (her letter answered for that) as well as

single; and he had for a moment a whimsical vision of becoming a partner

in so flourishing a firm. He ground his teeth a little as he thought of

the contrasts of the human lot; this cushioned feminine nest made him

feel unhoused and underfed. Such a mood, however, could only be

momentary, for he was conscious at bottom of a bigger stomach than all

the culture of Charles Street could fill.

Afterwards, when his cousin had come back and they had gone down to

dinner together, where he sat facing her at a little table decorated in

the middle with flowers, a position from which he had another view,

through a window where the curtain remained undrawn by her direction

(she called his attention to this--it was for his benefit), of the

dusky, empty river, spotted with points of light--at this period, I say,

it was very easy for him to remark to himself that nothing would induce

him to make love to such a type as that. Several months later, in New

York, in conversation with Mrs. Luna, of whom he was destined to see a

good deal, he alluded by chance to this repast, to the way her sister

had placed him at table, and to the remark with which she had pointed

out the advantage of his seat.

"That's what they call in Boston being very 'thoughtful,'" Mrs. Luna

said, "giving you the Back Bay (don't you hate the name?) to look at,

and then taking credit for it."

This, however, was in the future; what Basil Ransom actually perceived

was that Miss Chancellor was a signal old maid. That was her quality,

her destiny; nothing could be more distinctly written. There are women

who are unmarried by accident, and others who are unmarried by option;

but Olive Chancellor was unmarried by every implication of her being.

She was a spinster as Shelley was a lyric poet, or as the month of

August is sultry. She was so essentially a celibate that Ransom found

himself thinking of her as old, though when he came to look at her (as

he said to himself) it was apparent that her years were fewer than his

own. He did not dislike her, she had been so friendly; but, little by

little, she gave him an uneasy feeling--the sense that you could never

be safe with a person who took things so hard. It came over him that it

was because she took things hard she had sought his acquaintance; it had

been because she was strenuous, not because she was genial; she had had

in her eye--and what an extraordinary eye it was!--not a pleasure, but a

duty. She would expect him to be strenuous in return; but he

couldn't--in private life, he couldn't; privacy for Basil Ransom

consisted entirely in what he called "laying off." She was not so plain

on further acquaintance as she had seemed to him at first; even the

young Mississippian had culture enough to see that she was refined. Her

white skin had a singular look of being drawn tightly across her face;

but her features, though sharp and irregular, were delicate in a fashion

that suggested good breeding. Their line was perverse, but it was not

poor. The curious tint of her eyes was a living colour; when she turned

it upon you, you thought vaguely of the glitter of green ice. She had

absolutely no figure, and presented a certain appearance of feeling

cold. With all this, there was something very modern and highly

developed in her aspect; she had the advantages as well as the drawbacks

of a nervous organisation. She smiled constantly at her guest, but from

the beginning to the end of dinner, though he made several remarks that

he thought might prove amusing, she never once laughed. Later, he saw

that she was a woman without laughter; exhilaration, if it ever visited

her, was dumb. Once only, in the course of his subsequent acquaintance

with her, did it find a voice; and then the sound remained in Ransom's

ear as one of the strangest he had heard.

She asked him a great many questions, and made no comment on his

answers, which only served to suggest to her fresh inquiries. Her

shyness had quite left her, it did not come back; she had confidence

enough to wish him to see that she took a great interest in him. Why

should she? he wondered, He couldn't believe he was one of _her_ kind;

he was conscious of much Bohemianism--he drank beer, in New York, in

cellars, knew no ladies, and was familiar with a "variety" actress.

Certainly, as she knew him better, she would disapprove of him, though,

of course, he would never mention the actress, nor even, if necessary,

the beer. Ransom's conception of vice was purely as a series of special

cases, of explicable accidents. Not that he cared; if it were a part of

the Boston character to be inquiring, he would be to the last a

courteous Mississippian. He would tell her about Mississippi as much as

she liked; he didn't care how much he told her that the old ideas in the

South were played out. She would not understand him any the better for

that; she would not know how little his own views could be gathered from

such a limited admission. What her sister imparted to him about her

mania for "reform" had left in his mouth a kind of unpleasant

aftertaste; he felt, at any rate, that if she had the religion of

humanity--Basil Ransom had read Comte, he had read everything--she would

never understand him. He, too, had a private vision of reform, but the

first principle of it was to reform the reformers. As they drew to the

close of a meal which, in spite of all latent incompatibilities, had

gone off brilliantly, she said to him that she should have to leave him

after dinner, unless perhaps he should be inclined to accompany her. She

was going to a small gathering at the house of a friend who had asked a

few people, "interested in new ideas," to meet Mrs. Farrinder.

"Oh, thank you," said Basil Ransom. "Is it a party? I haven't been to a

party since Mississippi seceded."

"No; Miss Birdseye doesn't give parties. She's an ascetic."

"Oh, well, we have had our dinner," Ransom rejoined, laughing.

His hostess sat silent a moment, with her eyes on the ground; she looked

at such times as if she were hesitating greatly between several things

she might say, all so important that it was difficult to choose.

"I think it might interest you," she remarked presently. "You will hear

some discussion, if you are fond of that. Perhaps you wouldn't agree,"

she added, resting her strange eyes on him.

"Perhaps I shouldn't--I don't agree with everything," he said, smiling

and stroking his leg.

"Don't you care for human progress?" Miss Chancellor went on.

"I don't know--I never saw any. Are you going to show me some?"

"I can show you an earnest effort towards it. That's the most one can be

sure of. But I am not sure you are worthy."

"Is it something very Bostonian? I should like to see that," said Basil

Ransom.

"There are movements in other cities. Mrs. Farrinder goes everywhere;

she may speak to-night."

"Mrs. Farrinder, the celebrated----?"

"Yes, the celebrated; the great apostle of the emancipation of women.

She is a great friend of Miss Birdseye."

"And who is Miss Birdseye?"

"She is one of our celebrities. She is the woman in the world, I

suppose, who has laboured most for every wise reform. I think I ought to

tell you," Miss Chancellor went on in a moment, "she was one of the

earliest, one of the most passionate, of the old Abolitionists."

She had thought, indeed, she ought to tell him that, and it threw her

into a little tremor of excitement to do so. Yet, if she had been afraid

he would show some irritation at this news, she was disappointed at the

geniality with which he exclaimed:

"Why, poor old lady--she must be quite mature!"

It was therefore with some severity that she rejoined:

"She will never be old. She is the youngest spirit I know. But if you

are not in sympathy, perhaps you had better not come," she went on.

"In sympathy with what, dear madam?" Basil Ransom asked, failing still,

to her perception, to catch the tone of real seriousness. "If, as you

say, there is to be a discussion, there will be different sides, and of

course one can't sympathise with both."

"Yes, but every one will, in his way--or in her way--plead the cause of

the new truths. If you don't care for them, you won't go with us."

"I tell you I haven't the least idea what they are! I have never yet

encountered in the world any but old truths--as old as the sun and moon.

How can I know? But _do_ take me; it's such a chance to see Boston."

"It isn't Boston--it's humanity!" Miss Chancellor, as she made this

remark, rose from her chair, and her movement seemed to say that she

consented. But before she quitted her kinsman to get ready, she observed

to him that she was sure he knew what she meant; he was only pretending

he didn't.

"Well, perhaps, after all, I have a general idea," he confessed; "but

don't you see how this little reunion will give me a chance to fix it?"

She lingered an instant, with her anxious face. "Mrs. Farrinder will fix

it!" she said; and she went to prepare herself.

It was in this poor young lady's nature to be anxious, to have scruple

within scruple and to forecast the consequences of things. She returned

in ten minutes, in her bonnet, which she had apparently assumed in

recognition of Miss Birdseye's asceticism. As she stood there drawing on

her gloves--her visitor had fortified himself against Mrs. Farrinder by

another glass of wine--she declared to him that she quite repented of

having proposed to him to go; something told her that he would be an

unfavourable element.

"Why, is it going to be a spiritual _séance_?" Basil Ransom asked.

"Well, I have heard at Miss Birdseye's some inspirational speaking."

Olive Chancellor was determined to look him straight in the face as she

said this; her sense of the way it might strike him operated as a

cogent, not as a deterrent, reason.

"Why, Miss Olive, it's just got up on purpose for me!" cried the young

Mississippian, radiant, and clasping his hands. She thought him very

handsome as he said this, but reflected that unfortunately men didn't

care for the truth, especially the new kinds, in proportion as they were

good-looking. She had, however, a moral resource that she could always

fall back upon; it had already been a comfort to her, on occasions of

acute feeling, that she hated men, as a class, anyway. "And I want so

much to see an old Abolitionist; I have never laid eyes on one," Basil

Ransom added.

"Of course you couldn't see one in the South; you were too afraid of

them to let them come there!" She was now trying to think of something

she might say that would be sufficiently disagreeable to make him cease

to insist on accompanying her; for, strange to record--if anything, in a

person of that intense sensibility, be stranger than any other--her

second thought with regard to having asked him had deepened with the

elapsing moments into an unreasoned terror of the effect of his

presence. "Perhaps Miss Birdseye won't like you," she went on, as they

waited for the carriage.

"I don't know; I reckon she will," said Basil Ransom good-humouredly. He

evidently had no intention of giving up his opportunity.

From the window of the dining-room, at that moment, they heard the

carriage drive up. Miss Birdseye lived at the South End; the distance

was considerable, and Miss Chancellor had ordered a hackney-coach, it

being one of the advantages of living in Charles Street that stables

were near. The logic of her conduct was none of the clearest; for if she

had been alone she would have proceeded to her destination by the aid of

the street-car; not from economy (for she had the good fortune not to be

obliged to consult it to that degree), and not from any love of

wandering about Boston at night (a kind of exposure she greatly

disliked), but by reason of a theory she devotedly nursed, a theory

which bade her put off invidious differences and mingle in the common

life. She would have gone on foot to Boylston Street, and there she

would have taken the public conveyance (in her heart she loathed it) to

the South End. Boston was full of poor girls who had to walk about at

night and to squeeze into horse-cars in which every sense was

displeased; and why should she hold herself superior to these? Olive

Chancellor regulated her conduct on lofty principles, and this is why,

having to-night the advantage of a gentleman's protection, she sent for

a carriage to obliterate that patronage. If they had gone together in

the common way she would have seemed to owe it to him that she should be

so daring, and he belonged to a sex to which she wished to be under no

obligations. Months before, when she wrote to him, it had been with the

sense, rather, of putting _him_ in debt. As they rolled toward the South

End, side by side, in a good deal of silence, bouncing and bumping over

the railway-tracks very little less, after all, than if their wheels had

been fitted to them, and looking out on either side at rows of red

houses, dusky in the lamp-light, with protuberant fronts, approached by

ladders of stone; as they proceeded, with these contemplative

undulations, Miss Chancellor said to her companion, with a concentrated

desire to defy him, as a punishment for having thrown her (she couldn't

tell why) into such a tremor:

"Don't you believe, then, in the coming of a better day--in its being

possible to do something for the human race?"

Poor Ransom perceived the defiance, and he felt rather bewildered; he

wondered what type, after all, he _had_ got hold of, and what game was

being played with him. Why had she made advances, if she wanted to pinch

him this way? However, he was good for any game--that one as well as

another--and he saw that he was "in" for something of which he had long

desired to have a nearer view. "Well, Miss Olive," he answered, putting

on again his big hat, which he had been holding in his lap, "what

strikes me most is that the human race has got to bear its troubles."

"That's what men say to women, to make them patient in the position they

have made for them."

"Oh, the position of women!" Basil Ransom exclaimed. "The position of

women is to make fools of men. I would change my position for yours any

day," he went on. "That's what I said to myself as I sat there in your

elegant home."

He could not see, in the dimness of the carriage, that she had flushed

quickly, and he did not know that she disliked to be reminded of certain

things which, for her, were mitigations of the hard feminine lot. But

the passionate quaver with which, a moment later, she answered him

sufficiently assured him that he had touched her at a tender point.

"Do you make it a reproach to me that I happen to have a little money?

The dearest wish of my heart is to do something with it for others--for

the miserable."

Basil Ransom might have greeted this last declaration with the sympathy

it deserved, might have commended the noble aspirations of his

kinswoman. But what struck him, rather, was the oddity of so sudden a

sharpness of pitch in an intercourse which, an hour or two before, had

begun in perfect amity, and he burst once more into an irrepressible

laugh. This made his companion feel, with intensity, how little she was

joking. "I don't know why I should care what you think," she said.

"Don't care--don't care. What does it matter? It is not of the slightest

importance."

He might say that, but it was not true; she felt that there were reasons

why she should care. She had brought him into her life, and she should

have to pay for it. But she wished to know the worst at once. "Are you

against our emancipation?" she asked, turning a white face on him in the

momentary radiance of a street-lamp.

"Do you mean your voting and preaching and all that sort of thing?" He

made this inquiry, but seeing how seriously she would take his answer,

he was almost frightened, and hung fire. "I will tell you when I have

heard Mrs. Farrinder."

They had arrived at the address given by Miss Chancellor to the

coachman, and their vehicle stopped with a lurch. Basil Ransom got out;

he stood at the door with an extended hand, to assist the young lady.

But she seemed to hesitate; she sat there with her spectral face. "You

hate it!" she exclaimed, in a low tone.

"Miss Birdseye will convert me," said Ransom, with intention; for he had

grown very curious, and he was afraid that now, at the last, Miss

Chancellor would prevent his entering the house. She alighted without

his help, and behind her he ascended the high steps of Miss Birdseye's

residence. He had grown very curious, and among the things he wanted to

know was why in the world this ticklish spinster had written to him.

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