_Paris, Sept. 28 [1794]._
I have written to you three or four letters; but different causes have
prevented my sending them by the persons who promised to take or forward
them. The inclosed is one I wrote to go by B----; yet, finding that he
will not arrive, before I hope, and believe, you will have set out on your
return, I inclose it to you, and shall give it in charge to ----, as Mr.
---- is detained, to whom I also gave a letter.
I cannot help being anxious to hear from you; but I shall not harrass you
with accounts of inquietudes, or of cares that arise from peculiar
circumstances.--I have had so many little plagues here, that I have almost
lamented that I left Havre. ----, who is at best a most helpless creature,
is now, on account of her pregnancy, more trouble than use to me, so that
I still continue to be almost a slave to the child.--She indeed rewards
me, for she is a sweet little creature; for, setting aside a mother's
fondness (which, by the bye, is growing on me, her little intelligent
smiles sinking into my heart), she has an astonishing degree of
sensibility and observation. The other day by B----'s child, a fine one,
she looked like a little sprite.--She is all life and motion, and her eyes
are not the eyes of a fool--I will swear.
I slept at St. Germain's, in the very room (if you have not forgot) in
which you pressed me very tenderly to your heart.--I did not forget to
fold my darling to mine, with sensations that are almost too sacred to be
alluded to.
Adieu, my love! Take care of yourself, if you wish to be the protector of
your child, and the comfort of her mother.
I have received, for you, letters from ----. I want to hear how that
affair finishes, though I do not know whether I have most contempt for his
folly or knavery.
Your own
MARY.