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The draught of cold air, due to the speed of the chariot, soon made

Tahoser recover from her faint. Pressed and crushed against the breast

of the Pharaoh, by his two stony arms, her heart had scarce room to

beat, and the hard enamelled collars were making their mark on her

heaving bosom. The horses, whose reins the King slackened by bending

towards the front of the car, rushed furiously forward, the wheels went

round like whirlwinds, the brazen plates justled, the heated axles

smoked. Tahoser, terrified, saw vaguely, as in a dream, flash to the

right and left vast masses of buildings, clumps of trees, palaces,

temples, pylons, obelisks, colossi, which the night made more fantastic

and terrible. What were the thoughts that filled her mind during that

mad rush? She thought as little as thinks a dove, fluttering in the

talons of a hawk which is carrying it away to its eyrie. Mute terror

stupefied her, made her blood run cold and dulled her feelings. Her

limbs hung limp; her will was relaxed like her muscles, and, had she not

been held firmly in the arms of the Pharaoh, she would have slipped and

fallen in a heap on the bottom of the chariot like a piece of stuff

which is let drop. Twice she thought she felt upon her cheek a burning

breath and two lips of fire; she did not attempt to turn away her head,

terror had killed modesty in her. When the chariot struck violently

against a stone, a dim instinct of self-preservation made her cling with

her hands to the shoulder of the King and press closer to him; then she

let herself go again and leaned with her whole weight, light though it

was, upon those arms which held her.

The chariot entered the avenue of sphinxes, at the end of which rose a

giant pylon crowned with a cornice on which the symbolic globe displayed

its wings; the lessening darkness allowed the priest's daughter to

recognise the King's palace. Then despair filled her heart; she

struggled, she strove to free herself from the embrace which held her

close; she pressed her frail hands against the stony breast of the

Pharaoh, stiffened out her arms, throwing herself back over the edge of

the chariot. Her efforts were useless, her struggles were vain. Her

ravisher brought her back to his breast with an irresistible, slow

pressure, as if he would have driven her into it. She tried to scream;

her lips were closed with a kiss.

Meanwhile the horses in three or four strides reached the pylon, under

which they passed at full gallop, glad to return to the stable, and the

chariot rolled into the vast court. The servants hastened up and sprang

to the heads of the horses, whose bits were white with foam.

Tahoser cast a terrified glance around her. High brick walls formed a

vast square enclosure in which rose on the east a palace, on the west a

temple, between two great pools, the piscinae of the sacred crocodiles.

The first rays of the sun, the orb of which was already rising behind

the Arabian mountains, flushed with rosy light the top of the buildings,

the lower portions of which were still plunged in bluish shadows.

There was no hope of flight. The buildings, though in no wise gloomy,

had a look of irresistible strength, of absolute will, of eternal

persistence: a world catastrophe alone could have opened an issue

through these thick walls, through these piles of hard sandstone. To

overthrow the pylons built of fragments of mountains, the earth itself

would have had to quake; even a conflagration could only have licked

with its fiery tongues those indestructible blocks.

Poor Tahoser did not have at her command such violent means, and she was

compelled to allow herself to be carried like a child by the Pharaoh,

who had sprung from his chariot.

Four high columns with palm-leaf capitals formed the propylaeum of the

palace into which the king entered, still pressing to his breast the

daughter of Petamounoph. When he had passed through the door, he gently

placed his burden on the ground, and seeing Tahoser stagger, he said to

her: "Be reassured. You rule the Pharaoh, and the Pharaoh rules the

world."

These were the first words he had spoken to her.

If love followed the dictates of reason, Tahoser would certainly have

preferred the Pharaoh to Poeri. The King was endowed with supreme

beauty. His great, clean, regular features seemed to be chiselled, and

not the slightest imperfection could be detected in them. The habit of

command had given to his glance that penetrating gleam which makes

divinities and kings so easily recognisable. His lips, one word from

which would have changed the face of the world and the fate of nations,

were of a purple red, like fresh blood upon the blade of a sword, and

when he smiled, they possessed that grace of terrible things which

nothing can resist. His tall, well proportioned, majestic figure

presented the nobility of form admired in the temple statues; and when

he appeared solemn and radiant, covered with gold, enamels, and gems, in

the midst of the bluish vapour of the censers, he did not seem to belong

to that frail race which from generation to generation falls like

leaves, and is stretched, sticky with bitumen, in the dark depths of the

mummy pits.

What was poor Poeri by the side of this demigod? Nevertheless, Tahoser

loved him.

The wise have long since given up attempting to explain the heart of

woman. They are masters of astronomy, astrology, and arithmetic; they

know the origin of the world, and can tell where were the planets at the

very moment of creation; they are sure that the moon was then in the

constellation of Cancer, the sun in that of the Lion, Mercury in that of

the Virgin, Venus in the Balance, Mars in the Scorpion, Jupiter in

Sagittarius, Saturn in Capricorn; they trace on papyrus or granite the

direction of the celestial ocean, which goes from the east to the west;

they have summed up the number of stars strewn over the blue robe of

the Goddess Neith, and make the sun travel in the lower or the superior

hemisphere with the twelve diurnal and the twelve nocturnal baris under

the conduct of the hawk-headed pilot and of Neb Wa, the Lady of the

Bark; they know that in the second half of the month of Tobi, Orion

influences the left ear, and Sirius the heart; but they are absolutely

ignorant why a woman prefers one man to another, a wretched Israelite to

an illustrious Pharaoh.

After having traversed several halls with Tahoser, whom he led by the

hand, the King sat down on a seat in the shape of a throne in a superbly

decorated room.

Golden stars gleamed in the blue ceiling, and against the pillars which

supported the cornice were placed the statues of kings wearing the

pschent, their legs merging into the block of stone and their arms

crossed on their chest, looking into the room with frightful intensity

out of their black-lined eyes. Between every two pillars burned a lamp

placed upon a pedestal, and on the base of the walls was represented a

sort of ethnographic procession: the nations of the four quarters of the

world were represented there with their particular faces and their

particular dress.

At the head of the series, guided by Horus the shepherd of the nations,

walked the man of men, the Egyptian, the Rot'en'no with a gentle face,

slightly aquiline nose, plaited hair, and his dark red skin brought out

by the whiteness of the loin-cloth; next came the negro or Nahasi, with

his black skin, thick lips, protruding cheekbones and woolly hair; then

the Asiatic or Namou, with yellow flesh-colour, strongly aquiline nose,

thick black beard cut to a point, wearing a striped skirt fringed with

tufts; then the European or Tamhou, the least civilised of all,

differing from the others by his white complexion, his red beard and

hair, his blue eyes, an undressed ox-skin cast over his shoulder, and

his arms and legs tattooed. The other panels were filled with various

subjects, scenes of war and triumph and hieroglyphic inscriptions.

In the centre of the room, on a table supported by prisoners bound by

the elbows, so skilfully carved that they seemed to live and suffer,

bloomed a vast bouquet of flowers whose sweet scent perfumed the

atmosphere.

So in this vast hall, surrounded by the effigies of his ancestors, all

things spoke and sang of the glory of the Pharaoh. The nations of the

world walked behind Egypt and acknowledged her supremacy, and he

governed Egypt. Yet the daughter of Petamounoph, far from being dazzled

by this splendour, thought of the rustic villa, of Poeri, and especially

of the mean hut of mud and straw in the Hebrew quarter, where she had

left Ra'hel,--Ra'hel, from henceforward the happy and only spouse of the

young Hebrew.

The Pharaoh held the tips of the fingers of Tahoser, who stood before

him, and he fixed upon her his hawk eyes, the eyelids of which never

moved. The young girl had no other garment than the drapery substituted

by Ra'hel for the dress which had been soaked during the swim across the

Nile, but her beauty was in no wise impaired. She remained thus, half

nude, holding with one hand the coarse stuff which slipped, and the

whole upper portion of her beautiful body appeared in its golden

fairness. When she was adorned with her jewels, one was tempted to

regret that any part of her form should be concealed by her necklaces,

her bracelets, and her belts of gold or of gems; but on seeing her thus

devoid of all ornament, admiration was satisfied, or rather exalted.

Certainly many very beautiful women had entered the Pharaoh's harem, but

not one of them comparable to Tahoser; and the eyes of the King flashed

such burning glances that, unable to bear their brilliancy, she was

obliged to cast down her eyes.

In her heart, Tahoser was proud of having excited love in the Pharaoh;

for who is the woman, however perfect she may be, who has not some

vanity. Yet she would have preferred to follow the young Hebrew into the

desert. The King terrified her, she felt herself dazzled by the

splendour of his face, and her limbs gave way under her.

The Pharaoh noticed her emotion, and made her sit down at his feet on a

red cushion adorned with tufts.

"Oh, Tahoser," he said, kissing her hair, "I love you. When I saw you

from the top of my triumphal palanquin, borne higher than the heads of

men by the generals, an unknown feeling entered into my soul. I, whose

every desire is forestalled, desired something; I understood that I was

not everything. Until then I had lived solitary in my almightiness, in

the depths of my vast palaces, surrounded by mere shadows which called

themselves women, and who had no more effect upon me than the painted

figures in the frescoes. I heard in the distance, muttering and

complaining low, the nations upon whose heads I wipe my sandals or

which I lift by their hair, as I am represented doing on the symbolical

_bassi-relievi_ of the palaces, and in my cold breast, as strong as that

of a basalt god, I never heard the beat of my own heart. It seemed to me

that there was nowhere on earth a being like myself, a being who could

move me. In vain I brought back from my expeditions into foreign lands

choice virgins and women famous for their beauty in their own country; I

cast them aside like flowers, after having breathed their scent for a

moment. None inspired me with a desire to see her again. When they were

present, I scarce glanced at them; when they were absent, I immediately

forgot them. Twea, Taia, Amense, Hont-Reche, whom I have kept to avoid

the disgust of having to find others who the next day would have been as

indifferent as themselves, have never been, when in my arms, aught but

vain phantoms, perfumed and graceful forms, beings of another race with

whom my nature could not mingle any more than the leopard can mate with

the gazelle, the dweller in the air with the dweller in the waters. I

had come to think that, placed by the gods apart from and above all

mortals, I was never to share either their pains or their joys. Fearful

weariness, like that which no doubt tires the mummies, who, wrapped up

in their bands, wait in their caves in the depths of the hypogea until

the soul shall have finished the cycle of migrations,--a fearful

weariness had fallen upon me on my throne; for I often remained with my

hands on my knees like a granite colossus, thinking of the impossible,

the infinite, the eternal. How many a time have I thought of raising the

veil of Isis, at the risk of falling blasted at the feet of the goddess.

Perhaps, I said to myself, that mysterious face is the one I have been

dreaming of, the one which is to inspire me with love. If earth refuses

me happiness, I shall climb to heaven. But I saw you; I felt a strange,

unaccustomed sensation; I understood that there existed outside myself a

being necessary, imperious, and fatal to me, whom I could not live

without, and who possessed the power of making me unhappy. I was a king,

almost a god, and you, O Tahoser, have made of me a man."

Never, perhaps, had the Pharaoh uttered so long a speech; usually a

word, a gesture, a motion of the eye sufficed to manifest his will,

which was immediately divined by a thousand attentive, restless eyes;

performance followed his thought, as the lightning follows the

thunder-clap. But with desire he seemed to have given up his granitic

majesty; he spoke and explained himself like a mortal.

Tahoser was a prey to singular emotion. However much she felt the honour

of having inspired love in the man preferred of Phre, in the favoured of

Ammon Ra, the destroyer of nations, in the terrifying, solemn and superb

being upon whom she scarce dared to gaze, she felt no sympathy for him,

and the idea of belonging to him filled her with terror and repulsion.

To the Pharaoh who had carried off her body she could not give her soul,

which had remained with Poeri and Ra'hel; and as the King appeared to

await a reply, she said,--

"How is it, O King, that amid all the maids of Egypt your glance should

have fallen on me,--on me whom so many others surpass in beauty, in

talent, in gifts of all sorts? How is it that in the midst of clumps of

white, blue, and rose lotus, with open corollas, with delicate scent,

you have chosen the modest blade of grass which nothing marks?"

"I know not, but I know that you alone exist in this world for me, and

that I shall make kings' daughters your servants."

"But suppose I do not love you?" said Tahoser, timidly.

"What care I, if I love you," replied the Pharaoh. "Have not the most

beautiful women in the world thrown themselves down upon my threshold

weeping and moaning, tearing their cheeks, beating their breasts,

plucking out their hair, and have they not died imploring a glance of

love which never fell upon them? Never has passion in any one made my

heart of brass beat within my stony breast. Resist me, hate if you

will,--you will only be more charming; for the first time an obstacle

will have come in the way of my will, and I shall know how to overcome

it."

"But suppose I love another?" continued Tahoser, more boldly.

At this suggestion the eyebrows of the Pharaoh were bent; he violently

bit his lower lip, in which his teeth left white marks, and he pressed

to the point of hurting her the fingers of the maid which he still held.

Then he cooled down again, and said in a low, deep voice,--

"When you shall have lived in this palace, in the midst of these

splendours, surrounded by the atmosphere of my love, you will forget

everything as does he who eats nepenthe. Your past life will appear to

you like a dream, your former feelings will vanish as incense upon the

coals of the censer. The woman who is loved by the King no longer

remembers men. Go, come; accustom yourself to Pharaonic magnificence;

help yourself as you please to my treasures; make gold flow, heap up

gems; order, make, unmake, raise, destroy; be my mistress, my wife, my

queen. I give you Egypt with its priests, its armies, its toilers, its

numberless population, its palaces, its temples and cities. Crumple it

up as you would crumple up gauze,--I will win other kingdoms for you,

larger, fairer, and richer. If the world is not sufficient, I will

conquer planets for you, I will dethrone the gods. You are she whom I

love; Tahoser, the daughter of Petamounoph is no more."

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