CHAPTER XII

KARL SOHN, THE PORTRAIT-PAINTER

If ever a face on this earth may be said to have been irradiated and

illumined by the light of genuine kindliness--of the pure goodness of

heart that transcends all other human qualities--it was the countenance

of our beloved friend, Karl Sohn, the Düsseldorf artist. His features

were not regular, but were refined and spiritualised by the beauty of

the soul that shone through, the gentleness of his physiognomy being

only enhanced by the commanding character of the lofty, well-chiselled

brow, shaded as this was by soft masses of thick fair hair. He was tall

of stature, well proportioned and of dignified bearing, his step light

and easy, in spite of his great height, and with something almost

willowy in his gait; every movement was impregnated with grace and

harmony. There was a peculiar charm in his conversation, and this may

probably have been in great measure due to the soft deep tones of his

finely modulated voice, as clear and caressing as the sound of a silver

bell, wrapt in velvet. But much of the fascination doubtless lay in the

graceful and appropriate gestures with which he accompanied his words,

and which lent singular force to his graphic descriptions. Thus, in

expatiating on the beauties of some landscape, words and action seemed

to go together to call it up before our eyes, one broad sweep of his

well-shaped hand making the undulating line of the distant

mountain-range visible to everyone.

What a pleasure it was to listen to that mellow voice, and to the low

laugh with which he sometimes interrupted his own stories. Sohn was one

of those exceptional, happily constituted beings, themselves so

perfectly harmonious, that their presence seems to diffuse an atmosphere

of peace and contentment, into which as each one enters he feels on

better terms with himself and others. The world was full of beauty for

him, as it is for few of us, and the joy he felt in every aspect of the

beautiful--in Nature, in children, in the human form divine, and in

pleasant companionship--was, like the whole nature of the man, at once

ingenuous and profound. He had laid out for himself a little garden

round his house in Düsseldorf, with so much skill, that the small space

really looked like a miniature park. The effect was charming; but the

proprietor seemed almost to find it necessary to apologise for such a

display of luxury, saying deprecatingly,--“The beautiful is a necessary

condition of existence to us poor artists! So indispensable is it to us,

that we would willingly make every other sacrifice, just to be able to

surround ourselves with things of beauty!”

It was through his pupil, my great-uncle Charles, that we first became

acquainted with Sohn. My uncle, who had been a musical dilettante for

the first fifty years of his life, attaining I believe a certain

proficiency on the French horn, had recently turned his attention to

painting, in which art he was still a mere tyro at the time of my

parents’ marriage. At first he was always sending for Sohn, to ask his

criticism and advice, and by sheer hard work and perseverance he

succeeded in the end in painting very good portraits. There was one of

my mother, for which she declared she sat to him no less than

seventy-five times. To beguile the tedium of those long sittings, she

learned by heart the parts she was going to play in private theatricals,

repeating the lines aloud without fear of disturbing the artist, who was

quite absorbed in his work, and very hard of hearing into the bargain.

But in the one play occurred a phrase so singularly appropriate, that

she could not resist raising her voice for it to reach the ears of the

deaf old man, who peeped out astonished from behind his easel and shook

his finger at her, as she exclaimed:--“Dear Uncle! must I then really be

bored to death!” And her subsequent assurance that this was only in her

part only half mollified him. In spite of the long sittings, the

portrait was not a success; it however brought Sohn to our house, and

two admirable pictures of my mother by him represent her in all her

youthful bloom at that period. The one is in a red velvet dress, her

face framed in a mass of fair curls; the other in her riding-habit, just

as he had seen her jump down from her horse, flushed with the exercise

of a long ride.

These were the first two pictures Sohn painted in our family, but he was

henceforth every year a welcome visitor, often making a stay of many

weeks among us, and painting more than one portrait of each member of

the family. He was inspired to his finest work, one of his many

portraits of my mother--by seeing her in the ecstatic trance. So deeply

had this impressed him, that it was almost under similar conditions that

he worked, altogether removed from this earthly plane, blind and deaf to

all that went on around him, and entirely absorbed in the contemplation

of the radiant, transfigured countenance of his model, and in the

feverish effort to transfer to his canvas some faint reflection of the

wondrous radiance diffused over her whole person. In his despair of

obtaining this effect from the ordinary resources of his palette, he was

forever seeking some new means, devising some new combination of colour,

he would fain have dipped his brush in pure light, have steeped the

whole picture in unclouded sunshine! Something of this has been felt by

all those who have striven, with like fidelity and with the same gross

materials, to copy the dazzling hues even of some simple flower; has one

but tried, with such poor pigments, with our muddy bismuths and dingy

ochres, to reproduce the lily’s transparent whiteness or the rich gold

of the humble buttercup, we can the better appreciate the vanity of all

attempts at imitating on so feeble and limited a scale, the radiant

tints and subtle, endless gradations of Nature’s colour-box, employed by

the Divine Artist! We must needs perforce, for lack of the clear strong

light, throw up our dim half-lights and faded colours by deeper shadows.

But Sohn for this once would none of such artifice. Disdaining every

expedient of contrast, he laid on the colours simply and boldly, after

the manner of the Early Masters, painting with the pious enthusiasm, the

sacred fire that was theirs, and borrowing something of their technical

methods to impart the expression of holy rapture to the face, a

diaphanous delicacy to the folded hands, to give to the kneeling figure

the semblance of a martyr at the stake, a saint to whose beatific vision

the gates of Heaven are flung open wide!

Sohn made a picture of my brother Wilhelm and myself, at four and five

years of age, hand in hand; such a speaking likeness, that as we stood

beside it holding a big wreath of flowers, when it was given to my

father on his birthday, he kept looking from the painting to us, and

then back again to the picture--quite puzzled for a moment, he assured

us, as to which were the real children and which their portrait! Such

restless beings as small children can never be very easy to paint; but

Sohn succeeded wonderfully in catching the expression on each little

face,--my brother’s serious and dreamy, with an almost stolid

determination to keep quiet, and mine, all life and movement, with

sparkling eyes and a dancing smile, that betokened anything but the

requisite immobility of _pose_. It was an amusing contrast; Wilhelm

stood firm as a rock, whilst all my efforts to keep still as I was

bidden only made me tremble from head to foot with impatience, and at

one sitting resulted in my fainting away after I had actually

accomplished the feat of keeping in the same position for five

consecutive minutes! I remember how alarmed the artist was, when I

suddenly fell from my chair to the floor, in a dead faint, and how

concerned he was about me, reproaching himself with the unnatural

constraint imposed on my mercurial nature by the sittings. But what

surprised him most of all, was to witness the means employed to bring me

round; as I recovered consciousness, a sip of cold water, a little piece

of black bread were given me by my mother to revive me, and Sohn, who

was not then so well acquainted with the Spartan simplicity of our

bringing up, felt amazed, as he afterwards told us, at the homeliness of

the measures. Little princesses, he thought, were always fed on

dainties, and would not condescend to eat anything less appetising than

cake!

The torture those sittings were to me, I hope he never knew. He was so

good and kind, and did so much to make them bearable, whiling away the

time by talking to us and telling us amusing stories, or getting someone

else to read an entertaining book aloud to us while he painted. But it

was all no good. Outside I could see the sun shining, and hear the birds

singing and the wind whistling through the trees, and I--who longed to

be out there in the sunshine, singing with the birds, and running races

with the wind,--I must be cooped up within four walls, in a room that

instead of the fragrance of the flowers, smelt of nasty oil-colours! It

was not to be borne. As well try to imprison the wild west wind, or stop

the dancing mountain-stream in its course! I was just as wild and free,

and my mother sometimes asked if any power on earth could be found to

tame me. Had she but known! All too soon a spell would be worked,

transforming the wayward child into a quiet gentle maiden, grave-eyed

and serious. It was by the discipline of sorrow that the change should

be wrought--in the sick-room that the lesson must be learnt; there I

could sit for hours, silent and motionless, dreading lest a movement, a

whisper should disturb the dear sufferer beside whose pillow I watched.

But already then, in my wildest, most reckless mood, and however my

spirit might chafe at the enforced immobility of the lengthy sittings, I

felt the soothing influence of the artist’s gentle voice, and the deep

full tones could lull my feverish impatience. Nor did the impression

wear off as time went on; echoes of that sympathetic voice live in my

memory, calling up many a bygone scene--long talks as we rambled through

the forest, dreams and aspirations, hopes and fears, all the joys and

sorrows of those vanished days,--Sohn’s memory is inseparably associated

with all of these. The portraits he painted extend over a long series of

years. One of Otto was done just before the poor boy’s death--my

father’s also, at a time when we knew that he had not long to live among

us--my mother he depicted at all times and seasons, and under all

possible circumstances, from ecstasy to the deepest mourning. He used to

say, that he hoped to live long enough to make one more portrait of her

with snow-white hair. But this wish remained unfulfilled, for my

mother’s hair had not yet turned grey, when he was called away from us.

One autumn Sohn came to us accompanied by his friend, the great artist,

Lessing. The latter, a very handsome man, like so many of the followers

of Art, was extremely taciturn. He was a good sportsman, shooting his

deer almost daily. Much as I dislike all sport, my admiration of the

artist induced me to bring him the proverbial good luck, by meeting him

as if by chance when he set out in the early morn with his gun. As I

passed with a smiling though silent greeting, I thought to myself that

had he but known my horror of the slaughter of innocent dumb creatures,

the great painter would have been still more flattered by this attention

on the part of the daughter of the house. This was after Otto’s death,

and Lessing made a sketch of the grave for my mother, with the wonderful

precision in rendering every detail that characterised him. Every branch

of the trees overshadowing the tomb was portrayed with lifelike

fidelity; Lessing’s scrupulous exactitude refusing to sanction the

slightest deviation from the original. Every bough, every twig must be

in its place; even in a landscape his veracity would not tolerate any

suppression or addition. His realism, his close copying of Nature, was

coupled with a fear of accepting any other teacher; and he had always

been afraid to visit Italy, lest he should sacrifice something of his

own originality to the involuntary imitation of the Old Masters.

When I grew up, Sohn wished to make a portrait of me, as he often saw

me, sitting in the shadow of a tree, a straw hat on my head, in my

simple morning attire. But it was unfortunately quite another picture

that was wanted--in evening dress, in the drawing-room--just something

that I hated, and that seemed to me so little like myself. Sohn, who had

known me from a child, understood this, and his idea was the true one. I

shall always regret that picture that never was painted, it would have

shown me exactly as I was, at that period of my life. I was the child of

the forest, the forest-song, and have never wished to be aught else. The

untamed and untamable in my nature, from which some good folk shrank in

alarm, was just what pleased our kind artist-friend. Others might find

my high spirits fatiguing, they were never so to him. My spontaneity, my

frankness, refreshed him, and his heart melted towards this poor little

child of Nature, who was to be forced against her will to become

conventional--and even, without her knowing it, was being already

educated to fit her for a throne! Anything rather than that, I should

have said--for choice, a cottage, a little house hidden away in a

wood--for I was not ambitious, at least my ambition took quite another

direction. What could all worldly pomp mean to me, who had revelled in

the forest-splendours, in the glories of Nature! The beeches of our

lofty avenues would dwarf the finest columns ever reared to support a

roof, and how poor and insignificant the hubbub of the crowd must sound,

to ears accustomed to the mighty music of the storm-wind, making the

tall trees bend and quiver in its path! In all this Sohn was of my way

of thinking, and he had quick perceptions of the quieter beauties of

Nature too, and never missed pointing out to me a single blossom

sprouting, or an effect of sunlight through the intertwining branches.

And he led me on to talk and pour out my confidences to him, and often

broke into a hearty laugh at some unexpected sally. I was well willing,

I told him, to devote myself to the service of my fellow-creatures, but

not from a throne; I would live in their midst, to tend and comfort

them. And the thought of marriage was hateful to me, for a husband, it

seemed to me, must be a master, a sort of tyrant, but children I loved,

and wished that I might have a dozen!

How heartily Sohn would laugh at all this, and then grow serious again,

and crown my hair with glow-worms, as we strolled home through the

twilight. I sang like the birds in those days, in the truest sense of

the word, for every verse I made I sang to myself, in the joy of my

heart. My life was full of poetry indeed--of poetry fostered by the

surroundings. I have always thought that the happiest lot on earth is

that of the mediatised princes. They are like little kings, but without

the cares of government, enjoying the same liberty as people in private

life, yet with a patriarchal interest in the weal and woe of all their

people. Such happy mortals are generally beloved from their birth, their

fortune suffices for their needs without awakening envy in others, and

they have opportunities for indulging intellectual and artistic tastes,

such as few others possess. Their country seat is generally some old

castle, to which historic memories attach, probably with a fine library

or picture gallery, and archeological treasures perhaps beneath the

soil. As patrons of Art, as hosts to a company of well-chosen guests,

as friends of scholars and men of letters, as descendants of forefathers

renowned for talents and virtues, they are privileged beyond all others.

And friends like Sohn must be counted among their best treasures!

A portrait-painter, worthy of the name, must generally be a good

psychologist, for he must study his models well, and learn their

character through the physiognomy.

I shall never forget a day Sohn spent with us at Altwied, the lovely old

ruined castle, which was the cradle of our family. It stands shut in by

high hills on a little peninsula formed by the meanderings of the

Wiedbach, the mountain stream. Many a dream have I dreamt within those

crumbling walls, of which much more was standing then, but on the day in

question we came, I know not how, to speak of the opera, “la Dame

Blanche,” and as we all lay stretched on the grass, Sohn related the

story. So poetically, so touchingly did he tell of the young man’s

return to the castle of his ancestors, and of the long-forgotten song

that stirs in his memory as he crosses the threshold--I was carried away

by it, and the actual performance of the opera, which I witnessed some

years later, fell very flat in comparison. The glare of the foot-lights,

the painted scenery, the stiffness of the acting, destroyed the beauty

of the story as first revealed to me through the medium of an artist’s

soul, and on the picturesque site to which it seemed naturally to

belong.

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