CHAPTER IX

A FAITH-HEALER

It was in those days that there suddenly came wafted to us across the

ocean the tidings of a wondrous discovery, a strange new pursuit for

pastime,--I scarce know what to call it,--a new method of healing and

new branch of scientific research, some would say, though certainly in

this last particular it has not yet justified its claims to be admitted

to rank as a science, but has like that other dark mysterious agent,

electricity, of which we also know so little, to this day advanced but

little beyond the infantile stage. Animal magnetism, table-turning,

spirit-rapping, thought-reading and psychography, each and all of these

names have been used in turn to designate the various manifestations of

this hitherto unknown, or it may be merely neglected and forgotten

force.

Now with regard to the phenomena I am about to describe, there could

perhaps scarce be a more accurate and trustworthy witness than a child

of nine years, absolutely healthy in mind and body, and bringing the

quick observation and clear untroubled gaze of childhood to bear on

these strange occurrences, without preconceived leanings towards belief

or doubt, and even probably with a little less curiosity than might have

belonged to one a few years older. To so young a child, the whole world

is a subject of perpetual awe and wonder, nearly every incident in its

daily experience being startling and inexplicable, yet all accepted

alike in the same spirit of implicit good faith. Was there then after

all, in these new occurrences that set everyone talking, anything so

much more wonderful than in a hundred others with which we were already

familiar? Were we not acquainted with the miracle of the caterpillar’s

metamorphosis to the butterfly, of the transformation of the blossom

into fruit? And could there be anything at once more natural and more

terrible than those frightful spasms that racked my mother’s whole

frame, paralysing every movement of her limbs? That this never struck us

as anything unusual or uncommon was shown by my answer to another little

girl, who had asked me to suggest a new game.--“Let us play at being

mother and child,” I promptly replied, “and you shall be the mother, and

must sit still in this chair, as you cannot walk about.” And I was

honestly surprised both at my little companion’s astonishment and also

to hear my mother’s voice calling to me from the next room, enquiring if

I thought that a nice sort of game, to be making fun of my mother’s

ill-health? I was dreadfully discomfited, but I had meant no harm at

all, it simply arose from the impossibility of dissociating in my own

mind the idea of one’s mother from that of being lame. I had seen too

how completely medical science had been at fault, just with those of my

own family who had been obliged to have recourse to the doctors’ skill,

one celebrated practitioner after another having tried in vain to bring

about some improvement in my father’s health, or to find out a course

of treatment that should alleviate my mother’s sufferings, and bring

some relief to the constant pain that made my younger brother’s life a

martyrdom. It was perhaps the reiterated failure of any of the old

recognised methods to work a cure, that rendered us all quite free from

prejudice against the pretensions of outsiders, and hearing so much said

of the wonderful cures wrought by magnetism, I felt no surprise when I

learnt that it was to be tried in my mother’s case. Soon the

professional magnetiser appeared upon the scene, in the person of a very

stout Englishwoman with beady black eyes, to whom my brothers and I

immediately took an intense dislike, on account of her appearance and

her very disagreeable manner towards us. Her skill did procure for my

mother a little of the rest she stood so much in need of, as the

operator could by means of the magnetic passes, or even by merely laying

her hand on the patient’s forehead, send her for hours into a deep

sleep, from which she could not awake of her own accord. But the fact

that the magnetiser had, as she boasted, herself brought fifteen

children into the world, had not apparently imbued her with very tender

feelings towards children in general, and the influence she was not slow

in acquiring over her patient she so thoroughly abused in tyrannising

over us, that we three cordially detested her, and were thankful when a

too glaring usurpation of authority led to her summary dismissal. Her

brief stay in our midst had, however, awakened among us all the desire

to ascertain by similar experiments, what latent magnetic power might

possibly reside in some of us, and it was very soon shown that my uncle,

Nicholas of Nassau, was possessed of a quite exceptional degree of the

mesmeric or hypnotic force, which he, a lively, thoughtless youth of

twenty, did not scruple to use for all sorts of practical jokes. A

favourite one was to prevent his sister’s governess from getting up out

of her chair; do what she would, she was as if nailed down to it

whenever he chose to forbid her to rise, and he would even sometimes

mount his horse and ride away for a couple of hours, deaf to the

entreaties and adjurations of his victim. Another time he ordered her to

put out her tongue, in the midst of a ceremonious Court dinner, and

almost crying with indignation, she was forced to obey. His sisters

found it equally impossible to disobey whatever extravagant commands he

might lay on them, such as forcing my mother to stand still holding out

her hand whilst he threatened to aim a heavy blow at it with his

riding-whip. Such displays of his extraordinary and inexplicable powers

afforded great amusement to himself and others, above all to the child

spectators, who laughed heartily to see their elders for once reduced to

such submissiveness. It was therefore a sad disappointment to us when,

in consequence of the fits of hysterics into which one or two ladies had

been thrown by some of my uncle’s pranks, he was obliged to desist from

them. We little ones had enjoyed them the more, that he never tried them

on us, from whom it would indeed have been superfluous to exact

obedience in this fashion, trained as we were to carry out

unquestioningly and with military promptness and exactitude, whatever

orders were given us. For this was in the old days, when it seemed to be

a recognised thing, that children had come into the world just to do

what they were told, and learn whatever was taught them! Nobody thought

of asking them if they found it a tedious restraint to behave properly,

nor were they consulted as to whether their lessons bored them. If in my

youthful days, for instance, I played badly in my piano-lesson, it was

so much the worse for me, as I soon found out, when the music-master had

gone. As for over-pressure, the word had not been invented then, and

nervous fatigue, hysteria and neurasthenia, with all of which the modern

child is familiar, had not yet been heard of. Our elders certainly

themselves set us a good example in all such respects, and I can

remember the severe animadversion passed on the poor degenerate

creatures who first indulged in the above unbecoming weaknesses. All

through her married life my grandmother had to stand every evening with

her ladies, in full dress upright beside the billiard-table, to watch

her lord and master’s play, and neither she nor anyone else dared to be

tired or feel bored, until the match was finished. Or perhaps it would

be more correct to say that people in those days knew how to be bored to

death with the utmost decorum! There were no comfortable easy-chairs to

lean back in; if one sat down at all, it was bolt upright on a chair of

most uncompromising severity. For our lessons we had very hard high

wooden chairs, from which our poor little legs dangled till they ached,

very different from the nice comfortable schoolroom chairs with their

foot-rest, which children have now. And worst of all, there was the

dreadful invention for deportment, a horrible heart-shaped contrivance,

of iron covered with leather, into which we were strapped to make us

hold ourselves upright. To my indescribable humiliation, I was sometimes

obliged to go for a walk with the odious machine fastened to my back.

Even this seemed quite mild though, compared to the means employed in a

former generation, one of my great-aunts being able to tell of the

spiked collar, which in addition to the iron back-board, she was forced

to wear, to prevent her from ever allowing her head to droop. Was it the

effect of this instrument of torture, that in her ninetieth year, she

had never been known to lean back in her chair?

Out of this hard training, of this undue repression, and as a natural

consequence too of the incessant cupping and bleeding, practised on the

former generation as a remedy for all existent and non-existent

maladies, there came forth another, debilitated, unnerved, an easy prey

to the whole host of nervous disorders lying in wait for it. I have

lived through and looked on at every phase of the transformation.

Healthy as I was, I should hardly have escaped the drastic measures to

which the so-called plethoric were subjected, had it not been

sufficiently proved that their application had been injurious rather

than beneficial to my mother. The immense strides made by medical

science of recent years, make it difficult to judge rightly the mental

attitude of those, who in their impatience of the inanity and futility

of orthodox treatment, seem formerly to have welcomed and blindly

followed the advice of every quack, calling himself a mesmeriser. We

should be slower to condemn them, had we also suffered from the

ignorance and incompetence of the regular practitioner, and perhaps be

equally willing to sign a pact with the Evil One and his agents, in

order to regain the blessing of health! It was this tendency that led to

the first great disappointment of my life, which I experienced when I

was only five years old, in the following manner:

I had a little birth-mark on my left cheek, which was a great source of

vexation to my parents, nobody understanding in those days how to remove

anything of the sort. They were therefore all the more readily disposed

to put faith in the assertion of a wandering charlatan, of his ability

to make it disappear. I was fetched from my lessons by my father, placed

in a chair, and the stranger proceeded to apply a dark fluid from a

little phial to the spot, assuring my parents that when this had dried

up, they would find on its removal no trace of the mole left. Somehow or

other I had understood that by means of this magical process, I should

never be naughty again. As might be expected, when the stain of the

fluid was washed away, the mole was there just as before, with a slight

scar into the bargain, and I was as naughty as ever! That was my first

real big disappointment. The next came when I was six, with my first

glimpse of the sea. When we reached the shore to go on board the boat,

it was low tide, and instead of the wide far-reaching plain of water I

was prepared to see, there was nothing but sand, with a few pools. To my

mother’s apostrophe,--“Look, Elizabeth! there is the sea!” I could not

find a word to say in reply, I was too bitterly disappointed. I had

expected to behold a great towering wall of water, like that I was

familiar with in the pictures of the crossing of the Red Sea by the

Children of Israel. And here was nothing but sand, with a few wretched

pools! Afterwards I saw the great expanse of water, always in movement,

and stretching out far away, but it was too late then, the first

impression was over and all was spoilt. The third disappointment came

much later, at first sight of Rome, and does not belong here.

To return to my story. In one of my uncle’s letters from America, he

told us of his visit to a house, where the guests were all amusing

themselves by setting a table in motion by simply letting their hands

rest lightly on it, as they stood round. It had interested him, but he

had not been able to induce my father to take any part in the

proceedings, the latter declining even to countenance such nonsense,

declaring himself the enemy of every sort of humbug. At home, on the

contrary, curiosity was immediately aroused, our former experience with

the magnetiser and the discovery of my uncle’s marvellous powers, having

to a certain extent initiated us into the mysteries of the occult. Young

and old, children and grown-up people, we were all pressed into the

service, and were soon all standing in a ring round a very big table,

our hands resting on it, so that one’s little finger touched that of

one’s neighbour on either side. Thus we stood and waited, with some

impatience, and a good deal of inward merriment, to see what would

occur. Just as we were getting thoroughly disheartened and tired out, a

tiny tremor was felt in the table, which then, in spite of its great

weight, actually began to move from the spot. Naturally, each one

accused the other of pushing, but that explanation would have been

neither satisfactory nor admissible, standing as we were with our hands

in full view of one another, so that no attempt at cheating could have

passed unperceived. And our astonishment was increased when we observed

how when my mother was wheeled into the room, she had but to lay her

finger ever so lightly on the table, for it at once to begin to move

quicker, even setting off to rush about in all directions, so that she

had to be pushed after it in her chair. We all followed, with peals of

laughter at the strange sight, the ungainly movements of this new sort

of dancing-bear, and so much amusement did this afford, that we set to

work at once to experiment on all sorts of other inanimate objects. We

soon found that all were not in the same degree susceptible of

locomotion, nor were all human beings equally endowed with the latent

force by which automatic movement could be imparted to things usually

inert. Count Oriola proved to be the possessor of a quite exceptional

degree of this psychic or magnetic force; he had only to stretch out

his hand within a few paces of a small table, and it immediately came

marching towards him, apparently with great glee, to our inexpressible

delight, but to the unspeakable horror of my governess, from whose

sitting-room the table had been borrowed, and who energetically refused

to receive such an impish piece of furniture back again!

Not only tables, but chairs, sofas, all sorts of things seemed now

suddenly to have become capable of walking about; it was even told of a

young girl staying in our house, that holding her hand over a big glass

shade that covered a clock, to her surprise the shade lifted itself up

in the air to reach her hand, and remained for a time firmly fixed to

it. Naturally enough, the thing being once admitted in principle, its

possibility established beyond a doubt, there were no bounds, no limits

to our curiosity, and every other form of amusement was cast into the

background by this. It was much more interesting than simple

mesmerising, and instead of being like that confined to an experiment on

one person at a time, in this all could take part. We moreover obtained

the proof that the force by which these results were obtained, was not

entirely confined to certain more highly-favoured individuals, but lay

in some degree latent in everyone, and could be immensely developed by

practice. Nor was this ever attended with the least inconvenience to the

experimenter, an effort of the will, a certain tension and concentration

of mind, being the chief conditions of success. It was, however, also of

great moment that such experiments should be undertaken in a proper

spirit, _i.e._, seriously, with a real desire to investigate their

nature and to turn them to the advantage of one’s fellow-beings, for we

soon noticed that those who treated the matter as a mere joke,

approaching it in a frivolous mood, generally failed in all they

attempted. As might be expected, the persons whose fund of magnetism was

most considerable, proved also to be those who could most easily induce

in others the magnetic trance. All seemed to resolve itself into that

one process of mental concentration, and someone remarked that this word

“concentration” was the one most often heard, and that formulated the

rule of life and scheme of education in our family. Perhaps I owe it to

the habit acquired then, that I am never absent-minded, but always able

to concentrate my thoughts on the matter in hand, and taking into

consideration my lively imagination, I think this may be looked upon as

an educational triumph!

Whilst “concentration” was thus the order of the day among us, it

happened that my mother heard of the marvellous cures, recalling those

told of in the Bible, being worked in Paris by a “Faith-healer,” as we

should certainly now call him, since they were effected by no other

means than the simple laying-on of hands. One of the patients then under

treatment, and making rapid progress, was Schleiermacher’s daughter,

Countess Schwerin, whose case so nearly resembled my mother’s own, that

the latter could not refrain from writing to tell my father all she had

heard, with the result that on his way home from America he stopped in

Paris, to make further enquiries. He called on the magnetiser, whose

name was Count Szápary, and begged him to undertake my mother’s case.

This request met at first with a decided refusal, it being impossible

for him, the Count stated, to abandon for a new patient the many now

being treated by him, these being, moreover, already so numerous that he

could not think of adding to them. He did, however, in the end so far

modify his refusal, as to promise that in the course of a journey he was

about to take, and which should lead him Rhinewards, he would certainly

pay my mother a visit, and see what could be done for her.

Three days had not yet passed over our heads in Bonn since my father’s

return, when the little garden gate was suddenly flung open by a

stranger of distinguished presence--in spite of a slight limp (the

result, we afterwards learned, of a carriage accident, some time

previous, in Hungary)--and in whose thick dark moustache the first

silvery threads were beginning to appear, though not yet in the rather

long and wavy thick dark hair, a lock of which, escaping, was

continually falling over his forehead. My father went forward to meet

this gentleman, whom he introduced as Count Szápary, and who brought the

scrutinising glance of his big black eyes to bear on our little group,

with but little, at first sight it seemed, of the kindly smile which on

better intimacy lit up his face so constantly. His own wonderful powers,

which he was now bent on using for the good of mankind, had been

revealed to him by chance, some might call it, in reality by his

despairing efforts to procure by mesmerism the boon of sleep and respite

from pain for an invalid daughter, given up by the regular doctor. To

his glad astonishment, not only did the magnetic passes send the patient

into a refreshing slumber, but a repetition of the experiment was

equally successful, and, being persevered with, in time restored her to

health. In his gratitude for his child’s life being spared, the father

determined to use his gift henceforth for the benefit of others, and in

order to cultivate it systematically, he went to Paris to study medicine

for a time, and establishing himself there, the cures wrought by him

were very soon widely talked of. There was a minute of suspense as the

thoughtful, enquiring glance rested on my mother, and we trembled lest

the objections urged against my father’s pleadings in Paris should still

be maintained. But at that critical moment, poor little Otto happened to

join us, and again the sharp restless eyes travelled from the sorely

tried young mother to the unhappy child, and back again to the pale,

emaciated father, already in a rapid decline, and all hesitation was at

an end. The spectacle of so much suffering was decisive for the man

whose whole life was given up to alleviating human misery. Without

further demur he agreed to devote his time, his skill, to the case

before him. “But,” he hastened to add, after a rapid examination of his

patient, “your life I can perhaps save, more I cannot say, I cannot

promise that you will ever recover the use of your limbs!” And indeed at

that time it looked as if the one leg were completely atrophied, it was

as if withered--literally reduced to skin and bone. When our new friend

took his leave, it was with the promise to return in a very few weeks’

time, to accompany us himself to Paris, as he feared that without him my

mother might not even survive the journey.

So we set out for Paris, my brother Wilhelm and I in one railway

compartment with tutor and governess, Otto in another for himself with

his faithful attendant, our good old nurse, and my mother in hers, in

the hammock slung for her, with my father and Fräulein von Preen close

at hand, and Count Szápary standing beside her, steadying the hammock

with the one hand, whilst with the other he continued uninterruptedly

making the mesmeric passes, to still the frightful paroxysms of pain,

which almost threatened to prove fatal during the journey. Terrible as

it was, it yet differed from former journeys undertaken under like

circumstances, in the absence of the overpowering smell of chloral,

ether, and other medicaments, for all such were from this moment

abolished and never heard of more. It was not astonishing, when we did

arrive safely and were installed in the house taken for us in the Champs

Elysées, that directly he had seen his patient carried upstairs and put

to bed, Count Szápary should have sought his own room, and falling

exhausted on his bed, have slept on without waking for ten hours.

Next day began the treatment--no easy matter, as my mother’s extreme

weakness made it necessary to proceed with the utmost precaution, and

Count Szápary afterwards owned that he had more than once feared that

she might die while undergoing it. But he persevered, and was rewarded

at the end of six months by perceiving a faint twitching in the toes of

the till then apparently lifeless foot. “Ah! you will be able to walk

again after all!” he exclaimed in his delight, and continued the massage

so vigorously and to such good purpose, that life seemed to return

gradually to the whole of the paralysed limb, and in the course of a few

weeks the patient could actually take a few steps. Only a very few at

first, leaning on her companion’s arm, and with the tears streaming down

her cheeks with the effort and the pain, sometimes severe enough to make

her faint away before it was over. But through it all she could see us

watching her, the first time she was taken into the garden, and she told

us afterwards of our anxious faces, mine flushed with excitement as I

ran towards her, whilst Wilhelm turned deadly pale as he tried to move

away every little pebble in her way in the path. Then, a few days later,

Otto also was allowed to look on, and for him it was something even more

solemn and wonderful, for it was the first time in his life that he had

seen his mother able to walk a step. Without a word he went up to her,

took her by the hand, and walked slowly beside her the whole time, in

perfect silence. For all of us it was the grandest and most impressive

event of our whole childhood, something that seemed to partake of the

nature of a miracle, and that brought the stories of miraculous cures in

times of old quite near to us, making them a more living reality than to

most people, since we had ourselves with our own eyes witnessed

something similar in the person of one so near and dear to us. It will

readily be believed, that our admiration and gratitude for him who had

wrought this marvel knew no bounds. To say that we looked upon him as a

saint, seems but a feeble expression of the feeling of veneration with

which we regarded him.

Of the actual working of the cure, of the mode of treatment, we saw

nothing, and heard but little; I only know that little by little, the

terrible convulsions were transformed into regular exercise of the

muscles, in fact into an involuntary process of therapeutic gymnastics.

In course of time, not only was the cure complete, but her own fund of

natural magnetism had been discovered to be so exceptional, that my

mother was anxious to celebrate her restoration to health by performing

a like good work for others, and began visiting Count Szápary’s other

patients with him, undertaking a portion of the treatment. At her

pressing invitation the lame Fräulein von Bunsen came to stay with us,

and thanks to the combined efforts of my mother and Count Szápary, she

also was set on her feet again and able to walk after being for

five-and-twenty years considered beyond all hope of recovery!

For my mother it was the beginning of a new life in more meanings than

one, for it was now her turn, after her own miraculous cure, to

cultivate and turn to account in the service of humanity, the gift

bestowed upon her unawares. She perhaps never became quite so strong as

had been at first hoped, and, in fact, she often felt far from well,

but the lameness never returned. And it very soon became clearly

established, that the possession of magnetic force by no means

corresponds to our physical strength or indeed to our bodily health.

Concerning this, very thorough investigations were made by my father,

who would not have tolerated the idea of anything being done by his wife

which could possibly have been harmful to her own health. On that point

there could be no shadow of doubt; our experiments in mesmerising and

table-turning furnishing constant examples of the presence of these

powers in a transcendent degree in persons of specially fragile build

and constitutional delicacy. It was just by these that feats were

accomplished, which would not merely have taxed their ordinary strength,

but would have been impossible to the strongest man. All this will no

longer seem so very surprising at the present day, but the period I deal

with is of fifty years ago, when these marvels were not yet subjects of

common parlance. No Charcot had yet made his experiments with suggestion

and hypnotism; indeed, the very names were scarcely known. My father,

who was so little inclined to credulity that friends and relations had

dubbed him the unbelieving Thomas, gave himself up to the serious study

of the question. His naturally philosophic bent found here ample matter

for reflection. “I have not the dogmatic arrogance,” he was accustomed

to say, “which would enable me to deny the existence of phenomena,

simply because I fail to comprehend them!” Investigating them in this

spirit, from the purely scientific point of view, he acquired the

conviction that they were manifestations of an inner life, the proof of

a persistence of thought independent of cerebral cognition, and he

therefore gave to the book he wrote on the subject, the title,

“Subconscious Mental Life.” I am aware that the theory he upheld is now

much contested, that there are those who, while they do not dispute the

genuineness of the manifestations, would ascribe them to quite another

cause, looking upon them as of purely objective nature, and entirely

independent of the medium. Time alone can decide which of these two

schools of psychical research is the better justified. Then, at all

events, it had not yet occurred to any of us to seek the explanation of

these phenomena from without, everything appearing sufficiently to

demonstrate their origin in our own mentality; a belief which did not,

however, in the least preclude our full recognition of the superiority

of the results achieved, to all similar performances by the same

individual in the normal state. Our experiments were now no longer

confined to mere spirit-rapping or observations made on subjects during

the mesmeric trance; they were henceforth specially directed to

psychography, and with the most gratifying results. It was perhaps the

manifestations in this higher sphere which overcame the last barriers of

my father’s incredulity; the simple manner in which they were obtained,

by means of a pencil, passed through a large woollen ball, on which two

persons placed their hands, absolutely preventing any possibility of

fraud. Very often he made the experiment himself, together with one

other person, generally a young girl whose store of magnetism was known

to be above the average, and he was able thus to convince himself that

the movements of the pencil, tracing characters with lightning rapidity

in its course across the paper, were entirely independent of human

agency.

Questions of deepest import were asked, answers on subjects either of

private or of general interest obtained, and many a philosophic doubt

laid to rest, by this spirit-writing. And these messages, I cannot

sufficiently repeat, seemed to have as a rule little in common with the

mental powers or culture of the person through whom they were

transmitted, being on an altogether different plane, a higher

intellectual level than that of society in general. Certainly no means

was neglected of raising the tone of conversation among the

ever-widening circle of friends who assembled for these _séances_; all

frivolous chatter was banished, gossip was a thing utterly unknown, and

it is hardly too much to say, that it was in a well-nigh religious

spirit that most of us gathered round the table on which the

manifestations took place. Among the guests in our house, was the aged

musician, Neukomm, and very often, as a preliminary to the evening’s

proceedings, he would seat himself at the organ, and by a soft and

solemn prelude would induce in all present a frame of mind suitable to

the solemnity of the occasion. As I was now in my twelfth year, and my

mind unusually developed for my age, I was allowed to participate in all

that went on. Above all, I loved to hear my father talk of those

philosophic questions that occupied his own thoughts, and it was from

this time that dated the delightful long walks we took together, in

which he instructed me in the history of philosophy, explaining to me

the various philosophic systems, and reading to me passages from his own

writings, thereby giving me my first insight into the metaphysical

problems in which his soul took refuge from the noise and bustle of the

world. His dream it doubtless was, to make of me a philosopher like

himself, and his enthusiasm and earnestness could not fail to arouse my

interest in the themes on which he waxed so eloquent; but my own bent

was a different one--the field of metaphysical speculation, as thrown

open to me by my beloved and revered father, might well entice my spirit

awhile,--my sojourn there could be but brief, it was in another

dreamland I was eventually to find my home, and already, unknown to

everyone, I had made my first excursions, my first timid flights within

those realms. Everything I heard, everything I saw, each fresh addition

to my store of knowledge, each wonderful revelation of the world above

and beyond the perception of the senses, into which it was our privilege

to obtain a glimpse by the marvellous experiences chronicled above--all

this did but furnish material for my active imagination, and was

absorbed, and pondered over, and woven into the intangible,

unsubstantial fabric of many a future song. Meantime, the influences of

the hour were naturally all-powerful in magnifying the veneration in

which I held my parents. It was in truth no ordinary every-day

existence which they led; and that which was most remarkable was the

perfect harmony in aim and action of these two so dissimilar natures,

and their admirable co-operation in furthering the well-being of their

fellow-creatures, the special gifts of each being employed to the same

end, my father’s theoretically, my mother’s in the direction of

practical utility. Of the cures which the latter was enabled to work, I

shall tell elsewhere; suffice it to say in this place, that they were

effected with a swiftness, and attended with circumstances so remarkable

as to surpass if anything those of Szápary himself. In later years, when

the extraordinary cures wrought by Metzger and other masseurs were

spoken of in my mother’s presence, it did not astonish anyone who knew

her that she should calmly remark, with a pitying smile--“That is all

very well, but it is nothing to what I could do! I had but to stretch

out my hand and say--Rise up, thou art healed!”

The somnambulistic experiments I witnessed were perhaps more marvellous

than all the rest. It would almost seem as if in the case of the

somnambulist the law of gravitation were abolished, so entirely free

from the trammels of material existence does the human body appear to be

while in this state. Certainly my mother often appeared to us no longer

to tread the earth, she seemed to float rather than walk, and any

further and more complete abolition of what we are accustomed to term

the laws of nature, would assuredly have occasioned among us no surprise

at all. No amount of familiarity, on the other hand, could ever do away

with the feeling of awe, with which my mother’s ecstatic trance

invariably inspired us. Unconscious of all around, she sang and

prayed--the words and melody alike of her own composition; it was a

deeply moving spectacle.

Brought up in an atmosphere so highly charged with the marvellous, it

has ever been impossible to me to assume a sceptical attitude towards

mysteries which elude my comprehension. The word supernatural seems to

me to be an absolute contradiction in terms. Who are we that we should

dare to set limits to the forces of nature, and to decide that this or

that occurrence is beyond her control? Did we but understand such events

aright, we must needs acknowledge them to be perfectly natural. Egyptian

priests of old, and Indian fakirs of the present day may alike laugh us

to scorn, that in our ignorance and impotence we presume to question the

existence of forces whose workings they have fathomed and turned to such

good account. Recourse to the supernatural is but a return to nature.

For this reason it may well be that outside the domain of surgery,

wherein such incontestable triumphs have been achieved, of the whole of

our modern medical practice the so-called nature-cures will in the end

alone survive. They rest indeed on a purely rational basis, the

treatment being none other than the art of transforming pathological

phenomena into therapeutical processes.

I refer of course to the treatment I have myself seen practised and to

the examples quoted here. The system made considerable demands on the

goodwill and concurrence of the patient, these being, in the opinion of

Count Szápary, indispensable conditions of its success. An entirely

different principle is acted upon, I am aware, by those who practise

massage at the present day. With them the patient remains entirely

passive, and the massage itself is alone supposed to work the cure. I

will not enter into the question of the respective merits of the two

systems, I would merely point out the benefit that accrued to the

patient from the independence to which he was encouraged by the earlier

one. All who had sufficient energy to follow the prescribed path, were

able in course of time to continue the treatment alone, whilst such as

were found incapable of making the necessary effort for recovery, and

disposed to fall into a morbid state of dependence on the doctor, were

dismissed as a hindrance to the others. Every phase of illness was

treated as a stepping-stone to progress, every symptom turned to

account; the somnambulistic trance, for instance, was made use of as a

stage in the transition from sickness to health, a state of repose

deeper and more refreshing than ordinary sleep, during which by no other

means than the rest prescribed by nature, the weakened frame and

overstrung nerves might recover their equilibrium. Every step in the

treatment was accompanied by prayer; it bore indeed from first to last a

markedly religious character. All the members of our little circle felt

themselves lifted above the common wants and desires of humanity by the

nobler prospects which the wider horizon opened out before them; we

were as neophytes whom some rite of initiation sets apart for holier

purposes. It was difficult to live invariably on that exalted level, the

circumstances might not always be propitious, and on myself they seemed

sometimes to bear too heavily. It was the sight of so much suffering,

the perpetual intercourse with invalids, that preyed on my spirits and

against which my own youthful health and strength could at times scarce

react. But at such moments my mother’s iron discipline stood me in good

stead. I had been so well drilled, and had my feelings under such

perfect control, that neither to her nor anyone else, and scarce even to

myself would I ever have acknowledged that life had sometimes become a

burden to me. I knew that for the sake of others I must keep a smiling

face, and do my best to cheer them, whatever my own sadness.

Count Szápary was always cheerful, or at any rate always wore an

appearance of cheerfulness, laughing and singing with the joviality of a

true Hungarian, and rejoicing in magnificent health and strength. This

doubtless aided him to give confidence to his patients, who must have

been trying at times with their whims and caprices. It has been given to

few to benefit their fellow-creatures to a like extent, or to reap the

harvest of benedictions that will forever blossom round his name.

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