CHAPTER XIII.

—An unlessoned Girl, unschool’d, unpractis’d;

Happy in this she is not yet so old

But she may learn; and happier than this,

She is not bred so dull but she can learn;

Happiest of all, is, that her gentle spirit

Commits itself to yours, to be directed.

SHAKSPERE.

“ROBERT WALKER was less surprised at my history (which it took me a long

time to tell) than I had expected him to be. In fact he knew almost

every thing that was going on in his parish, and people often wondered

how he came to know so intimately matters concerning themselves, which

they had supposed were closely locked up in their own breasts alone.

When I told him of the pestilent doctrines which the stranger was

spreading among the miners and others of his flock, he immediately

reminded me that he had darkly hinted at this in the sermon which he

preached to us before our confirmation; the substance of which I have

just related to you. I thought he would have split his sides with

laughing when I told him of the way in which Gawen Braithwaite and I had

dispersed the assembly by our sudden and unintentional intrusion into

their councils; and tapping me playfully on the cheek, while his eyes ran

over with tears of mirth, he said, ‘Take care, my good lad, as long as

you live, that you never play the devil in any other character than you

did last night! He is a _kittle_ customer to deal with, and generally

has the best of it in the end with those who meddle too much with his

concerns. _Resist_ the devil,’ said he solemnly, ‘resist the devil and

he will flee from you—aye,’ he added, smiling once more at the

recollection, quite as fast as silly WILLIE TYSON and his man PETER!’

“‘And so they ran, did they?’ continued he, for he could not get the

amusing notion out of his head, ‘_very_ fast, eh?’

“‘Like rats out of a burning corn-stack,’ said I.

“‘I _do_ wish I had been with you,’ said the old man; ‘I would have set

up a halloo that would have rung in Willie’s ears till—till—till he gets

Coniston Hall!’ and he laughed once more till his sides shook again.

“His mood, however, was soon changed into sober sadness, when I proceeded

to explain to him how the handsome stranger had won the heart of my poor

sister Martha, and how deeply and unchangeably I feared her affections

were engaged. Martha was a great favourite with Mr. Walker, as indeed

she was with every one who knew her; and he saw at once the difficulty of

her situation. ‘Poor thing!’ said he, with a deep expression of

melancholy foreboding on his countenance, ‘what is to become of her! I

know her well: she has not given her heart hastily, nor hastily will she

withdraw it. What a fiend he must be to steal the affections of one so

good, so innocent, and so confiding! Bad men are always selfish; and

with all his professions of zeal for the liberty and instruction of

mankind, he could not forget his own interests, or restrain his passions.

’Tis always thus; they who deal with evil on a large scale, are almost

sure to indulge in a little private vice on their own account! Yet why

condemn him hastily? The man that could win the heart of _our_ Martha

must have in him something that is plausible at least, if not estimable.

She would not give away her diamonds for IRTON pearls. {78} Who knows

but the believing maiden may be even now converting the unbelieving

lover? I will speak to her on the subject, and that before I am a day

older. I think, my young friend, she will not hesitate to confess to me

her inmost thoughts?’

“‘I will answer for that,’ said I; ‘but how is the interview to be

brought about? I shrink from entering upon the subject with her myself,

and should be the unwilling bearer of any message which might lead her to

suspect that I had in any way played a false part towards her.’

“‘Leave that to me,’ said the old man, ‘I see no difficulty in the

matter.’ He turned to his little writing-table, which drew out from

beneath his book shelves, (for we were in his little room on the top of

the house which he had fitted up for his private study,) and wrote as

follows:

“‘My dear Martha,

I wish to see you tomorrow on particular business, and at eleven

o’clock. Bring your brother with you as a companion by the way.

Your affectionate Pastor,

Robert Walker.’

“This note removed every difficulty at once, as far as I was concerned.

I was thus not supposed to have any knowledge whatever of the occasion of

this summons, but was merely to be an attendant on my sister’s steps.

Now, sir, it is very remarkable, and I have never since been able to

account for it, that though I have generally well remembered (as you have

heard) the state of the sky and weather, and the little incidents of the

journey, on every other occasion that I have thought of sufficient

importance to relate to you, (for such things always make a deep

impression on the mind of a mountaineer,) yet, on this occasion—one of

the last that I shall ever forget—the whole landscape is to me a perfect

blank, and I have not the slightest recollection of any single event that

occurred from the moment when poor Martha and I left our father’s door,

to that when we stood before the parsonage of Seathwaite, and were

welcomed by Robert Walker into his dark and spacious dining-room! _That_

welcome, and the soft yet somewhat melancholy smile on his countenance, I

shall _never_ forget. As we stood together, looking out from the long

low window on the rich landscape before us, we saw the handsome stranger

cross the little foot-bridge that led from the other side of the Duddon

to the Parsonage, and make his way directly for the door of the house.

Martha, who was the first to observe him, turned very pale, as if on the

point of fainting, and said in an anxious low voice to Mr. Walker, ‘I

cannot meet him here!’ and made for the door as if to escape. The old

man laid his hand gently on her arm and said, ‘You are too late to avoid

him, but go behind the _squab_ if you wish not to be seen; you will be

safe enough there.’

“This squab was a long oaken seat, or settle, with a high wooden back,

running from the fire-place half way down the middle of the room. I dare

say such seats (and very uncomfortable they are) are still to be found in

most of the old farm-houses in the North.

“The stranger entered as Martha disappeared; and I was very much struck

with the ease and grace of his manner. He wore the look and air of one

who was on the best possible terms with himself and all the world. Much

as I felt disposed to dislike him, I could not help admiring both his

person and address. There was an awkwardness and nervous action about

Mr. Walker, which I now observed for the first time, that showed to great

disadvantage when compared with the stranger’s ease and self-possession.

“After courteously placing a seat for his visitor, Mr. Walker took his

accustomed place in his arm-chair in the corner, and then his wonted

calmness and dignity at once returned. The stranger was the first to

break the silence.

“‘Well, reverend sir,’ said he, with a bland smile on his face, ‘I am

here at your own request. How you found out my place of abode I am at

some loss to discover, and what your particular business may be with me,

I can still less conjecture. I shall doubtless learn both at your

convenience.’

“There was nothing in the words of this address to give the slightest

offence; yet there was something in the tone in which it was uttered, to

excite uncomfortable feelings in my mind, and I saw Mr. Walker slightly

colour, as if he felt somewhat nettled at the manner at least of the

address. Yet the feeling, if such existed, soon passed off; and he

resumed his usual calm yet somewhat firm expression of countenance as he

said:

“‘The second part of your difficulty, sir, you have a right to have

solved, as it shall soon be; with regard to the first it seems less to

the purpose. I ought in the first place to say, that it is simply in my

public character as the authorized preacher of the Gospel in this parish,

that I have taken what would otherwise seem a great liberty with a

perfect stranger, to request an interview with him, without first

assigning grounds for the request. That you have so readily complied

with it, I beg to offer you my thanks.’

“I was much struck with the somewhat stately form of language which Mr.

Walker in this case assumed—so different from his ordinary discourse with

his plain country parishioners. He took up the tone of the scholar and

the gentleman with more ease than I had thought it possible for one whose

course of life had been so long removed from the society of his equals.

“‘Sir,’ said the stranger, ‘before you proceed further, allow me to

protest against your assumption, that in your public character you have a

right to exercise over me any superintendence or control. I belong not

to your flock, I subscribe not to your creed. Even the tyrannical Church

of Rome professes to fetter the minds and torture the limbs of those only

who have at some period professed allegiance to her doctrines; and these

are not days when the Church of England can safely arrogate to herself a

power (however anxiously she may long to do so) which would rouse the

dormant spirit even of an Italian slave.’

“‘Pardon me,’ said Mr. Walker, with the utmost calmness; ‘over you I

neither claim nor wish to exercise any authority whatever. But there are

those over whose religious condition the laws both of GOD and man have

given me power and authority, and upon _them_ I am bound to exercise it,

both for their sakes and my own. The Church has devised a certain system

which she declares to be founded on Scripture, and propounds it to all

her people as their rule of faith and life. I, having given my full

assent and consent to that system, have accepted the office, under her

authority, of spreading and propagating that system among those committed

by her (under the Bishop) to my care. I am not, then, here to reason

out, either with you or my people, a new system, but simply to enforce

one long established by the Church at large. I am bound by my oath “to

banish and drive away all erroneous and strange doctrines,” and this by

every means by which the laws of GOD and man may aid me. While then you

are at full liberty, as far as I am concerned, to entertain any notions

you may please as to religion or politics; you are not, at the same time,

equally at liberty to spread them abroad among my flock, if I can by fair

means prevent it—and prevent it, by GOD’s blessing, I will!’

“The stranger smiled scornfully at the old man’s energy of expression,

and said; ‘My venerable old friend, attempt not what you cannot

accomplish. The day is gone by, when recluses like you, ignorant of the

world and of the strides which it has of late been making towards full

liberty of thought and action, could keep men’s minds in darkness by the

vain terrors of an expiring superstition. Be content to lament in your

chimney corner over the obstinacy of this perverse generation, and leave

the course of events to march on towards that high destination which

assuredly you cannot hinder.’

“‘You much mistake the matter,’ replied Mr. Walker, ‘if you suppose that

we, in these remote regions of the globe, are necessarily ignorant of the

on-goings of the world beyond our barren mountains. Our books are our

telescopes, which bring distant things distinctly before our observation;

and history tells me the staleness and the vanishing nature of those

theories which to you seem all novelty and permanence. Nor think that I

threaten without power to execute my threats. I shall not wait to cure

the evil which you may occasion; my duty is to _prevent_; and that I can

do by a power of the extent of which you are probably little aware. I

thank GOD it is a moral power, but not, on that account, the more easy to

be resisted. Recollect how long I have presided over these few sheep in

the wilderness, and then consider whether, by this time, they must not

well know the voice of their master! Why, sir, you could not hide your

head in a cottage between Eskdale Moor and Muncaster Fell, but I, did I

wish it, could know where it rested, and almost what it meditated, by

next morning! Take, then, my advice, and leave this country for ever. I

threaten you with no loss of life or limb; but if you are found within

these bounds after this solemn warning, your movements will be watched

and dogged by those who have it in their power most effectually to put a

stop to your designs. The mountain top will be no safeguard—the gloomy

mine no security. Nay, the very fiends themselves will rise in rebellion

at my bidding, and fling dismay into the hearts of those who rashly deny

their existence!’

“The stranger cast on the old man a look of the utmost surprise, as he

gave utterance to these last words. The scene in the mine, no doubt,

rushed upon his recollection; and he looked hard at Mr. Walker, as if he

wished to trace in his countenance some signs of his being privy to the

ghostly visitation of the night before. But nothing could be seen there

but the proofs of a mind determined to carry through its high resolves;

and it was with somewhat of a subdued tone that the stranger at last

resumed the conversation.

“‘I doubt not,’ said he, ‘that you have it in your power fully to execute

your threats. I have heard and seen enough already to believe it. But

why, sir—pardon me, I cannot account for it—why should _you_ show so much

zeal in a cause which seems so little deserving of your support,—a

Church, which has left merit like yours to pine in neglect amid these

barren mountains; and a State, which binds you to keep the peace among

these half-civilized barbarians, and does not reward your pains with even

the barren smile of its countenance?’

“The old man turned upon the stranger a look in which a lurking smile was

mixed up with much sternness of expression, and said: ‘Well may I be

anxious to remove such a tempter as you from my unsuspecting flock, when

you thus artfully assail what you doubtless deem the weak side of even

the shepherd himself! My lot indeed may seem to you to be somewhat hard;

but I answer in one word—a stronger than which the king himself cannot

use—I AM HAPPY. I am where my Master placed me, and that of itself is

enough for a good soldier of JESUS CHRIST. But, sir, even in a worldly

point of view I am happy, nay, to be envied by those who look with narrow

views (pardon me) like yourself, at what makes happiness here below. I

suppose you think wealth, power, and fame to be the three things most to

be desired to constitute a happy man; and in which of these am I so

deficient, as to give me ground for repining at the lot which has been

assigned me? With regard to wealth–though I certainly can boast of none

of the superfluities of life, yet by our own industry and occupation

(without which even abundance cannot give enjoyment) I and my wife have

acquired more of the good things of this life, than either of us, from

the condition of our birth, had a reasonable right to look for; and who

can justly complain, whose lot in life is better than his father’s? As

to power—I think you have already had abundant proof that I possess it,

in my own sphere of action, in no ordinary degree. What absolute

monarch, or what turbulent populace (and they are much the same) reigns

so uncontrolled as I over the hearts and wills (but, I am proud to add,

_through the affections_) of the people of Seathwaite? Power is mine,

such as Rome only dreamt of; the greater because it is never exercised.

And as for fame—the desire of which is perhaps the least blameable of our

earthly passions, because it springs out of our innate hope of

immortality—who has it more, in possession and in prospect, than the old

feeble individual before you? These mountains are visited by tourists

attracted by the beauty and splendour of our rural scenes; but the humble

residence of Robert Walker is not passed by as the least interesting

among them. The Lord of MUNCASTER CASTLE doffs that hat to his country

pastor, which he would not take off before his monarch on the throne.

{85} My children—and a fine healthy, though somewhat numerous race they

are—will hand down my name to the next generation, I trust, as

untarnished as they received it; and my children’s children, unless they

are strangely forgetful of the pious lessons which their fathers have

taught them, may hold it their highest honour to be descended from Robert

Walker; and find that name of itself a passport and a recommendation even

in what is called a cold and heartless world. We have lived here, sir,

my life-companion and I, so long, as almost to form part of the

landscape. Good Bishop Jeremy Taylor tells a story of an old couple in

Ireland, who had resided so long in the same village that if they had

given themselves out to be Adam and Eve, there was no one alive to

contradict then. We are almost in the same condition. While, then,

these rocks shall frown and that stream shall flow, my name, humble as it

may be, is assured of its earthly immortality. The future Poet, whom the

spirit of the Church and these divine scenes shall inspire with strains

that shall blend the music of earth with the higher notes of heaven, will

not omit my name from his pictures, when he paints my beloved DUDDON in

colours which shall last for ever; and who knows but some more lowly

historian, smit with the love of my most humble but sincere service to my

MASTER, shall hold up my name as a watchword to the fire-side of the

quiet cottager; and teach the farmer at his plough, and the weaver at his

loom, to call to mind my history; recommending to their sons patience,

and perseverance, and piety, by the example (oh, how weak, feeble, and

failing!) of Robert Walker!’

“The old man had risen from his chair, and paced the room with rapid

strides as he gave utterance to the last sentences of this prophetic

vision of his future history; and it was some time before his eye, which

was sparkling with pious gratitude to GOD for all His blessings, caught

that of the stranger, as it was fixed on him with the expression of a

cold and quiet sneer. His countenance immediately changed, and he

coloured slightly at having thus exposed himself, in his

open-heartedness, to the charge of a vanity, which was surely, in this

case, of a most pardonable nature. ‘Sir,’ said he, ‘I have become a fool

in glorying—you have compelled me. I have shown you that, on your own

selfish principles, I have indeed much to be thankful for. But we must

bring this matter to a close. I look for a promise from you, which you

must see it would be useless to withhold, that you will vex this quiet

district no longer with your presence.’

“‘I go,’ said he, ‘father; but I go not alone! You, and this simple

youth shall know that there is at least _one_ heart here which

sympathizes with my feelings, and will not shrink from sharing my

fortunes. Love, father, is stronger than’—

“‘I RENOUNCE HIM!’ exclaimed poor Martha, rushing forward from behind the

screen under which she had been sheltered during this remarkable

conversation, and standing erect in the middle of the room with her eye

boldly fixed on the face of the wondering stranger—‘I renounce him, now

and for ever! Oh Frederick!’

“I shall never forget her expression at that moment. ‘Father,’ she

continued, ‘I love him’—

“‘_Loved_ him, you would say, my child.’

“‘Nay, father, _love_ him still dearly, and will for ever love him!’

“‘Then fly with me,’ said the stranger, ‘to a land less inhospitable than

this’—

“‘No, Frederick! that cannot, _shall_ not be. At my baptism I was

married to Another, and with one who has stained his baptismal robes will

I _never_ be united!’

“This is some plot.’

“‘No, Frederick, believe it not. All is honourable, except—oh,

Frederick, why did you not tell me the truth? Begone; if you can, be

happy; but never see me more!’

“And they parted, and they never did see each other more!”

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