CHAPTER XLII.

Next moment they had surged as on the top of a wave to the room within.

Nothing could be more strange than the scene presented there. The room

was curtained all round with red, hung above a man’s height with ruddy

thick folds, upon which the firelight threw a still warmer flicker. A

shaded lamp filled it with softened light, and from above, from what

seemed a large skylight, a white stream of moonlight fell in, making a

curious disturbing effect in the warm artificial light. These

accessories, however, though they told afterwards, were as nothing to

the sight that burst upon the eyes of the new-comers. In the centre of

the room stood a tall old man, with a long pallid face, straggling white

hair, and a white beard. His face was distorted with excitement, his

voice bellowing forth a succession of cries, or rather roars, like the

roars of a wild animal. His loose lips gave forth these utterances with

flying foam and a sort of mechanical rapidity:

“I know what you’ve come for? I can pay up! I can pay up! I’ve plenty of

money, and I can pay up! But I won’t be taken, not if it costs me my

life!”

These were the words that finally emancipated themselves from the

stammering utterance and became clear.

Vicars stood behind this wild figure holding both his arms, but it was

only by glimpses that the smaller man was visible holding the other as

in a vise.

“Come, sir, come, sir, no more of this; they’ll take you for a fool,” he

said.

And then this King Lear resumed. The foam flew from his lips; his great

voice came out in its wild bellowing, the very voice which Janet had

heard so often. It had seemed to her to utter but an inarticulate cry,

but this, it would seem, was what it had been saying all the time--words

in which there was some meaning--though what that meaning was, or

whether the speaker himself understood it, who would say?

The policeman and his attendant had edged towards the doorway, and stood

there huddled upon one another. The leader of the search had been

willing to face a revolver, but the madman was a thing for which he was

not prepared. He stood against the doorway ready to retreat still

further in case there should be any further advance. Meredith and Gussy

had passed into the room, and stood together, she very anxious, he very

eager, at the side, where those wild eyes had not caught them. Behind

was Dolff very pale, standing half concealed by the group formed by the

madman and his attendant, raising his head to look over them to the two

in the doorway who had come to look for him, and had received so

unexpected a check.

Mrs. Harwood stumbled into the midst of this strange scene with her

tottering uncertain stride, driving Janet with her. She put up her hand

to hold back the dreadful insane figure. She was at one of the moments

in life when one is afraid of nothing, shrinks from nothing.

“Take him back to his seat, Vicars,” she said, “take him back.

Adolphus!” The tottering, helpless woman stood up straight, and put her

hand upon the madman’s breast. The eyes that had been blind with misery

changed and dissolved as if to dew in their orbits, consolidated again,

opened blue and strong like a relighted flame. She fixed them upon the

staring red eyes of the maniac. “Adolphus, go back, be silent, calm

yourself. There is no need for you to say anything. I am here to take

care of you. Let Vicars put you back in your chair.”

“I will not be taken,” he said, “I will not be taken! I can pay up. I

have got money, plenty of money. I will pay up!”

“Vicars,” cried Mrs. Harwood, imperiously, “put him back in his chair.”

She held her hand on his breast, and fixed her eyes upon his, pushing

him softly back. The roarings grew fainter, fell into a kind of

whimpering cry.

“I’ll pay it all--I have plenty of money. Don’t let them take me

away--I’ll pay everything up!”

“Go back and rest in your chair, Adolphus. Put him in his chair.”

The astonished spectators all stood looking on while the old servant and

this woman, whom force of necessity had moved from her own helplessness,

subdued the maniac. Vicars had partially lost his head, he had lost

control of his patient, but this unlooked-for help restored him to

himself. Between them they drew and guided the patient back to the

chair, which was fitted with some mechanical appliances, and held him

fast. Mrs. Harwood seemed to forget her weakness entirely; she tottered

no longer, but moved with a free step. She turned round upon the

frightened policeman at the door.

“Now go,” she said, “you have done your worst; whatever you want, go;

you can get no further satisfaction here.”

The intruder breathed more freely when he saw the madman sink into

quietude. He said, with a voice that quivered slightly.

“I am very willing to go: but that young gentleman has to go along with

me!”

“Come on,” cried the other man, whose teeth were chattering in his head.

“Come on; we’ve got nothing to do here.”

“I’m going: when that young gentleman makes up his mind to come with

me.”

“What young gentleman? Why, bless you, _that_ ain’t the young

gentleman!” said the man, who had struggled out into the passage, and

was now only kept from running by the other’s strong retaining grasp.

It was not wonderful that the policeman was indignant. He let his friend

go with an oath, and with a sudden push which precipitated him into the

outer room.

“You d----d fool! to have led me such a dance; and as much as our lives

are worth, and come to nothing at the end.”

The man fell backward, but got up again in a moment and took to his

heels, with the noise as of a runaway horse in the dark passage. The

policeman, reassured to see that the madman was secured, had the courage

to linger a moment. He turned to Meredith with a defiant look.

“It has come to nothing, sir, and I ask your pardon that I’ve been led

into giving you this trouble by an ass. But I make bold to ask is this

house licensed? and what right has anyone got to keep a dangerous madman

in it without inspection, or any eye over ’im? I’ll have to report it to

my superior.”

“Report it to the--devil, and be off with you,” Meredith said.

The party stood round, staring into each other’s faces, when the

strangers thus withdrew. The madman struggled against the fastenings

that secured him.

“Julia,” he said, “don’t let them take me!” He tried to get hold of her

with his hands, feeling for her as if he did not see, and began to cry

feebly, in a childish, broken voice, “Don’t let them take me! I have got

enough to pay everybody. I kept it for you and the children. It was for

you and the children; but I’ll pay up, I’ll pay everybody; only don’t

let them take me, don’t let them take me!” he whimpered, tears--piteous,

childish tears--suffusing the venerable face.

“Oh,” cried Gussy, “don’t let him cry; for God’s sake don’t let him cry!

I cannot bear it--I cannot bear it--it is too much.”

“I’ll never complain any more,” said the patient; “I’m very comfortable,

I don’t want for anything. You shall pay them all up yourself if you

don’t believe me. I’ll give you the money--only don’t let them send me

away! I’ve got it all safe here,” he said. “Stop a moment, I’ll give it

you: and all these ladies and gentlemen can prove it, that I gave it you

to pay up.” He struggled to get his arms free, trying to reach his

breast-pocket with one hand. “Vicars, get it out, and give it to your

mistress. The money--the money, you know, to pay everybody up. Only,” he

cried, putting the piteous hands together which were held fast and could

do so little, “don’t, Julia--don’t let them take me away!”

“Oh, mamma,” cried Gussy, “I can’t bear it--I can’t bear it.”

She fell on her knees and covered her face.

“Who is he?” said Dolff. They had all of them, and even Dolff himself,

forgotten what was the cause of this revelation. The young man came

forward, very pale. “I know nothing about this,” he said, looking round;

“nothing. I hope everybody will believe me. I want to know who he is!”

No one said a word, they all stood round, struck silent, not knowing

what to think. Mrs. Harwood stood with her hand upon the table,

supporting herself, asking no other support. She was perfectly pale, but

her countenance had recovered its features and expression. She did not

even look at her children--one on her knees, one standing up confronting

her, demanding to know the truth. To neither of them did she give a word

or look. Her eyes were fixed upon the man who was thus utterly in her

hands. Vicars extracted an old, large pocket-book from the pocket of the

patient, and handed it to her, not without a sort of

smile--half-mocking--on his face. She took it, glancing at it with a

certain disdain, as if the trick, often employed but no longer

necessary, had disgusted her, and flung it on the table.

“There are in this book,” she said, “old scraps of paper of no value.

This is what I am to pay his debts with. He has given it to me twenty

times before. I get tired in the end of playing the old game over and

over.”

“Mother who is he?” cried Dolff. “You have had him in your house, in

secret, never seeing the light of day, and I, your son, never knew. Who

is he?”

Mrs. Harwood made no reply.

It was a question to which no one there could give any answer, except

perhaps Gussy--on her knees, with her hands covering her face--who did

not look up or give any attention to what was going on. Meredith alone

seemed to have some clear idea in his mind: his face shone with aroused

interest and eagerness, like a man on the very trace of knowledge of the

utmost importance to him. A rapid process of thought was going on in his

mind, his intelligence was leaping from point to point.

“You will perhaps be surprised,” he said, “to hear that I have known

this for some time.”

“You!” Mrs. Harwood half turned to him, a gleam as of fire passing over

her face. “You!”

“Yes, I, who have several interests involved. I had just received

information on the subject when that young fool, thinking heaven knows

what other folly, knocked me down, taking me unawares, and nearly killed

me. Oh, yes, it is perfectly true it was Dolff who did it. You start as

if I were likely to make any fuss on that subject. Is it true that he

had the money to pay everybody?--that is what I want to know.”

“Charley, Charley, do you mean to say that Dolff----”

“Oh, I mean nothing about Dolff,” he said, impatiently: “answer me, Mrs.

Harwood.”

“I can’t answer for nothing, Mrs. Harwood,” cried Vicars, “if you keep a

lot of folks round him. He is working himself up into a fury again.”

The madman was twisting in his chair, fighting against the mechanical

bonds that secured him. He was looking towards the pocket-book which lay

on the table.

“She has got my money, and she throws it down for anybody to pick up,”

he cried. “My money! there’s money there to pay everything! Why don’t

you pay those people and let ’em go--pay them, pay them and let them go!

or else give me back my money!” he cried, wildly straining forward, with

his white hair falling back, his reddened eyes blazing, struggling

against his bonds. Mrs. Harwood took up the pocket-book, weighing it,

with a sort of forced laugh, in her hand.

“You think there may be a fortune here--enough to pay? And he thinks

so. Give it to him, Vicars. We’ve tried to keep it all quiet, but it

seems we have failed. You may leave the door open now--you may do as you

please. It can’t matter any longer. I have thought of the credit of the

family, and of many things that nobody else thinks of. And of his

comfort--nobody will say I have not thought of his comfort. Look round

you: there is everything, everything we could think of. But it is all of

no use now.”

The old man had caught the pocket-book from Vicars’ hands with a pitiful

demonstration of joy. He made a pretence of examining its contents,

eagerly turning them over as if to make sure that nothing was lost,

kissing the covers in enthusiasm of delight. He made an attempt with his

confined arms to return it to his pocket, but, failing in that, kept it

embraced in both his hands, from time to time kissing it with

extravagant satisfaction.

“As long as I have got this they can do nothing to me,” he said.

While this pantomime was going on, and while still Mrs. Harwood was

speaking, a little movement and rustle in the group caught everybody’s

attention as if it had been a new fact: but it was only Janet stealing

away behind the others who had a right there which she did not possess.

She had been watching her moment. She herself, who had nothing to do

with it, had received her share of discomfiture too. Her heart was

sinking with humiliation and shame. What had she to do with the

mysteries of the Harwoods, the things they might have to conceal? What

was she to them but a stranger of no account, never thought of, dragged

into the midst of their troubles when it pleased them, thrown off again

when they chose? Nobody would have said that Janet had any share in this

crisis, and yet it was she who had received the sharpest arrow of all;

or so, at least, she thought. She slipped behind Julia, who was bigger

and more prominent than she, and stole through the bewildering stairs

and passages. How well she seemed to know the way, as if it had been

familiar to her for years! And it was she who had given the

information--she who had been the cause of everything, drawn here and

drawn there into affairs alike alien to her, with which she had nothing

to do. They were all moved by her departure; not morally, indeed, but by

the mere stir it caused.

Gussy rose from her knees, showing a countenance as pale as death and

still glistening with tears. She said,

“Mamma, shall we go away? Whatever there may be to be said or

explained, it ought not to be done here.” She went up to the old man in

the chair, who was still embracing his pocket-book, and kissed him on

the forehead. “If any wrong has been done to you, I don’t know of it,”

she said; “I thought it was nothing but good.”

“No wrong has been done to him--none--none,” cried Mrs. Harwood,

suddenly dropping from her self-command and strength. “Children, you may

not believe me, since I’ve kept it secret from you. There has been no

wrong to him--none--none. If there has been wrong, it has not been to

him. Oh, you may believe me, at least, for I have never told you a lie.

Everything has been done for him. Look round you--look round you and you

will see.”

“Who is he?” said Dolff, obstinate and pale, standing behind the chair.

“You have no thought for me,” said the mother. “You see me standing

here, come here to defend you all, in desperation for you, and you never

ask how I am to get back, whether it will kill me---- No, no, Janet has

gone, who supported me, who was a stranger, and asked no questions, but

only helped a poor woman half mad with trouble and distress. Ah!” she

said, “he could go mad and get free--he who was the cause of it all: but

I have had to keep my sanity and my courage and bear it all, and look as

if nothing was the matter, for fifteen years. For whom? Was it for me?

It would have been better for me to have died and been done with it all.

For you, children, to give you a happy life, to do away with all

disgrace, to give you every advantage. Yes, I’ll take your arm, Ju: you

have not been a good child, but you know no better. Get me to my chair

before I drop down; get me to my chair----” She paused a moment, and

looked round with a hard laugh. “For I am very heavy,” she said, “and I

would have to be carried, and who would do it I don’t know. Ju, make

haste, before my strength is all gone. Get me to my chair.”

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