CHAPTER XLI.

The policeman’s epigrammatic assertion that it was difficult for a known

man to struggle with the police, is still more true when it is only a

door which stands before a couple of men excited and exasperated by

failure and a probable discovery. The door was a strong door, it was

partially plated with iron, and its lock was cunningly devised, but

after a while it began to give way.

Meredith, altogether absorbed in this new turn of affairs, and carried

away by the prospect which it opened to him as well as to its

assailants, seemed to the bystanders to have altogether gone over to the

enemy. He stood by them, encouraging them in a low tone, suggesting how

to strike, examining into the weak points with the keenest critical eye;

in fact, in the excitement of the moment, forgetting all his precautions

and pretence of indifference, and throwing himself on the side of the

assailants. He had, it is true, the safe ground to fall back upon that,

as he had always been assured there was nothing there, he could do no

possible harm in helping to prove that fact to the men who would not be

convinced in any other way.

Mrs. Harwood sat with her face to the door, her arms crossed upon her

breast, her whole frame swaying and moving with the strokes that rained

upon it. When a crash came she shivered and shrank into herself as if

the blow had struck her--a low moan came involuntarily to her lips.

Gussy, who had abandoned Meredith after trying in vain to restrain him,

came and stood by her mother’s chair, with a hand upon her shoulder.

“Oh, mamma, for God’s sake,” said Gussy, in her ear, “don’t! Don’t let

them see you mind it so.”

The mother half turned to her a face which was livid in its terror. Her

eyes, so clear usually, had lost their color even, and seemed to float

in a sort of liquefication, the iris disappearing into the watery black

globe--her mouth was open. She uttered a murmur of inarticulate passion,

and made as though she would have struck the soothing hand. But the men

at this exciting work took no notice of Mrs. Harwood. The officer of the

law was more fit to break down a resisting door than to draw subtle

deductions from the looks of the besieged family. The practical matter

was within his sphere. He only looked round with an exclamation of

triumph when the door at last burst from its holdings, and the dark

passage gaped open before them with its curtains drawn back.

“There!” he shouted, turning round for a moment, “there’s your door that

never was used,” and would have dashed in had not his attendant held him

back.

“I say,” said the man who had hitherto followed him like a shadow, “how

do ye know that he hasn’t got a revolver up there?”

The detective fell back for a moment.

“We’ve got to risk it,” he said, with the professional stoicism of a man

bound to meet danger at any time. He was not of much use in scenting out

a mystery, but he could face a possible revolver with the stolid courage

of his class. He made a pause, however, and added, with a rare effort of

reflection, “And this one’s new to it; he’s not up to their dodges----”

_They_ were the criminal class with which a straightforward policeman is

accustomed to deal.

Meredith followed with an excitement which made him forget everything,

even the group of women bewildered in the hall. He knew his way, though

he dared not show that he did. He followed the burly figure, and the

smaller ill-trained one of the attendant informer and witness, as they

wound themselves up in the curtains and came to a pause opposite every

obstacle. The passage was perfectly dark, but the inner doors were not

closed, notwithstanding the sounds of assault which those within must

have heard. It turned out that the only individual within who had his

wits about him had been too closely occupied to be able to look to those

means of defence.

For a moment the group of the ladies below hung together in bewildered

horror. Then Julia launched herself after the men into the dark passage,

drawn by inextinguishable curiosity and the excitement of a child in

sight of the unknown. Mrs. Harwood had covered her face with her hands,

and lay back in her chair, fallen upon herself like a fallen house,

lying, so to speak, in ruins. Gussy, with her arm round her mother’s

shoulders, whispered, with tears and a little gasping, frightened

crying, some words that were intended to be consolatory in her

inattentive ears.

“It is nothing wrong,” Gussy said; “it is nothing wrong. It was to save

him. It is nothing wrong.”

But by-and-bye the strong attraction of that open way along which the

unseen party were stumbling seized upon her also. And her patient, who

had to be taken care of--who was throwing himself back! Gussy cast a

piteous glance upon her mother, lying there with her face upon her

hands, paying no attention, whatever comfort might be poured into her

ear, and presently impatience got the better of her sympathy, and she

too followed in the train. She knew the secret of the wing. She was the

only other in the house, except Mrs. Harwood, to whom that secret was

known. But in how innocent and simple a way! She was troubled, but she

had no sense of guilt; and Gussy said to herself that it was her duty to

go and explain, to make it known to the others how simple it all was,

when the fascination became too much for her to resist, and, with one

glance at her mother, she too stole away. As for Dolff, he had

disappeared from their minds, and the incredible suspicion attached to

him, as if he had never been born. From the moment that the search began

it had been to Mrs. Harwood a search for her secret, and nothing more.

Janet had been all this time hanging about unseen. She could not rest,

she who knew so much more than any one else in the house--both the

mystery of the wing and the miserable story of Dolff and his guilt,

both of them--as nobody else did: neither Mrs. Harwood, whose thoughts

were concentrated upon one, nor Meredith, who had discovered or divined

the other, but did not know as Janet did, who knew everything, what had

been the cause of Dolff’s terrible folly, and what its results, and even

when and how he had disappeared. She had been hanging about now in one

room, now in another, terrified to show herself, incapable of concealing

herself, her very terror of being mixed up in it yielding to the

fellow-felling of a general misery in which she had but her share, and

that not so great a share as the others.

When she saw that the mother of the house, who was the most to be pitied

of all in this dreadful emergency, was left there forlorn and alone,

lying helpless, unable to go after the others, to confront the

catastrophe, at least, as her children could, Janet’s heart was touched.

She stole down the stairs where she had been watching, looking down upon

them all, and came to Mrs. Harwood’s side. It was not for her to console

or comfort. Janet was aware that she had been more or less the cause of

all the trouble. She had found out the family secret, without in the

least understanding it, and this was no blame of hers; but she had

betrayed it to one who did understand it, and who might, for all she

knew, use his knowledge unmercifully, being, as she knew him to be, a

man with very little truth or inclination to spare another. And she had

been, without any doubt, the cause of Dolff’s misfortune in every way.

She had taken him into her toils innocently enough, with no more

guiltiness than that of any other girl who had let a foolish young man

fall in love with her, and then had driven him mad by her falsehood, and

led him into crime--almost to the crime of murder. All this was in

Janet’s mind as she stole down the stairs to his mother’s side. She had

plenty of excuse for herself had any one accused her, but in her heart

she was impartial, and knew very well how much she was to blame. Her

heart beat loudly in consonance with the sounds of that exploring party

in the dark passage, going to find out--how much more than they sought!

She understood it all better than anyone. Meredith’s keen satisfaction

in unveiling the mystery, and the stupid astonishment of the strangers,

who had no suspicion, and Gussy----but what Gussy would feel was the

one thing that Janet did not divine, for she was unaware how much or how

little Gussy knew.

She stood by the chair in which Mrs. Harwood lay, all sunken upon

herself like a fallen tower, her face hidden, her shoulders drawn

together, sinking to her knees. Janet dared not say anything. She put

her hand upon the arm of the chair, not even upon the unhappy lady’s

arm, which she felt that she dared not touch--and stood by her. It was

all that any one could do. The two were left there like wrecks on the

shore, from, which everything had ebbed away, even the tumult and the

storm which had been raging round. The sounds went on getting fainter,

the voices dropped, the footsteps seemed to mount and then grow still,

stumbling at first a little, gradually dying out. Mrs. Harwood did not

move, nor did Janet, standing by her, scarcely breathing. Were they both

following, in imagination, the darkling way which both knew, or had the

mother, at last, fallen into a blind insensibility, hearing and knowing

no more?

This imagination was, however, suddenly put an end to by a moaning from

the chair.

“I can’t bear this any longer; I can’t bear this!” said Mrs, Harwood.

“Oh, my God! my God! Have they got _there_?” Then she cried, loudly, “I

can’t bear it! I can’t bear it!” and with a sudden wrench, as if she

were tearing herself like a limb from its socket, the disabled woman

rose.

Janet, terrified, gave a cry of dismay as, stumbling and tottering, she

flung herself out of the chair. Whether Mrs. Harwood had been aware of

her presence before this she could not tell; but, at all events, now she

was beyond all sentiment of displeasure or reproof. She put out her

shaking hand and grasped at Janet’s arm as if it had been a post. The

girl’s slight figure swayed and almost gave way at the sudden weight

flung upon it; but the burden steadied her after the first moment’s

uncertainty. Mrs. Harwood’s face had collapsed with the extreme anguish

of the crisis past; her features seemed blurred, like the half-liquid,

vaguely floating eyes, which did not seem to see anything. She made a

heavy, uncertain step forward, carrying her prop with her by mere

momentum of weight and weakness.

“Come,” she said, hoarsely, “come!”

* * * * *

Janet never knew how these dark passages were got through. She was

herself enfolded, carried away in the burden of the helpless woman who

leaned upon her guidance for every step. Their progress was wildly

devious and uneven, every step being a sort of falling forward, which

nevertheless carried them on with spasmodic rapidity, though terrible

effort. The voices and steps in front of them grew audible again, but

before they reached the last door, which stood open with curtains drawn

aside, disclosing a warm blaze of light, there arose a sudden tumult, a

roar as of some wild creature, with answering cries of panic and dismay.

The opened doorway suddenly darkened with a crowd of retreating figures,

and Julia darted out from the midst and came blindly flying upon the

tottering group that was struggling forward.

“Go back, go back!” cried Julia, “whoever you are. There’s a madman

there!” and then she gave a shriek as wild as the sounds that came from

the room, “Oh,” cried the girl, her shrill voice dominating even that

riot, “it’s mamma! My mother’s here!”

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