Every family has a skeleton in some closet. So says the proverb; but is
it true? We are all of us aware of many cases in which it is not true.
To half of the world perhaps it is a foolish fiction. They have
troubles, but they are above-board, straightforward troubles upon which
their neighbors can offer sympathy. Thackeray speaks of the wife or the
husband in their intimate domesticity going back secretly, each unknown
to the other, perhaps upon a youthful past which contained another image
than that of the legitimate partner of their days, but that is a gentle
sort of a skeleton, its bones all covered in soft rounded outlines of
imagination. The real skeleton is very different: it haunts the house in
the form perhaps of a ruined son, a debased and degraded brother, still
more dreadful a woman disgraced. Or it is an incipient madness--a
dreadful disease of which the miserable people never know at what moment
it may blaze forth? It is always in the minds of those to whom it
belongs. In the midst of laughter, in the happiest moment, it gives a
tug at their hearts, as if it held them in a chain, and the smile fades,
and the sweetest tints grow gray.
But how could there be anything like this in the house in St. John’s
Wood? The Harwoods were people not given to excitement of any kind. They
were too orderly in mind, too calm and well-balanced, for any emotion.
Their daily round of life was comfort itself, unbroken by any pangs of
anxiety. No, Mrs. Harwood was a little anxious lest Dolff should stay
out too late, and showed it in a natural, motherly way. Her brow got a
little pucker in it when he did not return at the time he was expected;
and Gussy had a way of going upstairs to the staircase window, from
which she could see, over the garden wall, the road outside, to look out
for him. This was visible enough to those who had eyes to see. But a
mystery in the house, a secret inhabitant, a prisoner---- It was
incredible; it was a thing that could not be.
Janet lay awake for a great part of the night tossing and trembling in
her bed. She had locked her door, and she kept her light burning,
frightened, she knew not for what, for the old man with the pale face,
who might appear at any moment, and congeal the blood in her veins.
Janet, of course, argued with herself in every way, that if there was
any old man in the wing he was evidently shut up there and guarded and
very unlikely to be seen outside; that there was no reason to suppose
that he would know where her room was and come to her; that perhaps it
was no old man at all, or a mere visitor to Vicars, or a hallucination,
or--she knew not what. But all these reflections were not enough to calm
the beating of her heart. She heard Dolff come in from his ball and was
comforted by the sound of voices, which gave a feeling of security: but
these sounds died away again after a few minutes, and the silence and
the darkness settled down. It seemed to Janet that the night had endured
for ages before she got to sleep. Perhaps, however, it was not so very
late, after all, for she was quite unused to watching.
It was, however, late when she sprang up in the morning, finding that
she had overslept herself and too busy in her hurry to think of anything
for the first half-hour. Then all that she had seen suddenly flashed
over her mind again, and she uttered an involuntary cry. She leaned back
in the chair and closed her eyes, and saw again in her mind’s eye the
apparition of the previous night. Janet started up again and gave a wild
look round her, wondering whether she should not pack up at once and go
away. If she had been one of the happy girls who have a mother to go
to!--but all the possibilities rushed through her mind in a moment. The
explanations she would have to give, the mild suspicion at the vicarage,
the milder remonstrances, “But, my dear!--when you were so happy; a
face at the window! There might be a dozen ways of explaining it; and
what had she to do with it, when all was said?
“Janet, what’s the matter? Janet, let me in. Why, you have your door
locked! Janet, Janet, are you ill? You’re late for breakfast and
everybody’s down. Ja--anet!”
This was Julia beating a tattoo upon the door.
“There is nothing the matter,” said Janet, faltering; “I have overslept
myself. I shall be down directly. Go away, Julia, please.”
“I sha’n’t go away. I’ll wait here for you. I suppose Dolff woke you up
coming home in the middle of the night. Make haste, make haste, Janet,
or Gussy will say something nasty about people who are so easily put
out.”
“Julia, please go away. I am coming; I--have got a headache.”
It was not often that Janet had recourse to a headache, which is always
the most ready of excuses. But Julia, though she had been subdued by her
governess, was not yet a model of subordination. Janet could hear her
seat herself noisily on the other side of the door to wait. She could
hear her foot drumming impatiently upon the floor, and then Ju, by way
of amusing herself, began to give forth discordantly one of Dolff’s not
very lovely songs. It was quite true that Julia was never likely to do
much in music. Her voice was something like that of a crow. She chanted
Dolff’s song with a very perverted reminiscence of the air, but a
perfect memory for the words, which were not admirable. Janet was called
back by this performance to the recollection of her duties. It was not
possible now to pack up and hurry off. And then she became conscious of
a great many threads that held her, as well as this sentinel with her
song keeping watch over her door.
They went down together, though Julia did not fail to impress upon the
governess a due sense of the fact that she herself had been ready nearly
an hour ago.
“You should always get up the moment you’re called, or you are done
for,” said Julia; “one says just five minutes more, and when one wakes
one finds it’s an hour. I’ve learned all that about the kings, which is
rubbish. What do I want with all those old kings? I shall just forget
them the moment I’ve said them. I learned it not because I approved of
it, but merely to please you.”
“Thank you, my dear, that was a very kind motive,” said Janet, recalling
herself to her duties, “but if there is one thing that you ought to know
it is the history of your own country. Everybody will tell you that.”
“Well!” said Julia, “if it’s all about one putting out another, till you
don’t know which is which, or who’s king and who’s not, I don’t call
that the history of anybody’s country. So long as it’s just to say off
the Henrys and the Edwards I don’t mind; but to learn whose sons they
all were, and what right they had, and why they fought each other about
it, I do it to please you, Janet, but I don’t care tuppence.”
Janet also did not care tuppence either, nor a fraction of tuppence; but
she knew, and feebly tried to do her duty.
“You can’t understand how they succeed, or which is right and which is
wrong, unless you know about their families,” she said. “It is all very
complicated in the Wars of the Roses, but it is plain sailing for a long
time after that.”
“It ought always to be plain sailing,” said Julia. “The Prince of Wales
comes after the Queen, and Prince George of York after him--any one can
understand that. If it went quite straight--father and son, or mother
and son when there’s a queen--I shouldn’t mind; but they just inverted
things to make history difficult, with no other reason. If they had only
let Richard the Second alone, he would have had a son after a
while--Richard the Third, perhaps--and we could have skipped all that
nasty bit. But those old people had no consideration. Of course, it
stands to nature that the son should always come after the father.”
“This is most edifying,” said Gussy, for by this time they had arrived
at the breakfast-table. “You are late, young ladies, but if you come in
discussing historical questions it is clear you must have been making a
good use of your time. Good-morning, Janet; I hear you were
disturbed--by Dolff or something last night.”
“No!” said Janet, faltering a little, “I heard Mr. Harwood come in, but
I was not disturbed. It is pleasant to hear voices and people stirring
when one can’t sleep.”
“You left us in a great hurry last night,” said Gussy. “I am afraid
something put you out. You must not think you are neglected if, when a
visitor happens to come---- I am sure there was no such intention. We
always like, in this family, to see everybody comfortable, but
sometimes, you know, there are circumstances----”
“Indeed, indeed, I was not put out by anything,” said Janet. She had
really forgotten all about Meredith and the small commotions of the
drawing-room. “I had--a headache,” she added, by an afterthought.
“I don’t wonder, after thumping out all those accompaniments for Dolff.
We must not let you be victimized so much. And you ran out to have a
turn in the garden. It is very tempting on a moonlight night, but there
is nothing that gives cold so easily. You must really take care. You
look,” said Gussy, raising her eyes full upon Janet, “rather pale, and
shivering as if you had caught cold.”
What was this in Gussy’s eyes? something more than their usual
placidity--an inquiry, an examination, almost a menace--they seemed to
ask where the other had been, what she had been doing, what she had
seen. Janet felt herself shiver under the look.
“I am sure you have caught cold; you ought to stay in and take care of
yourself to-day. I am sure my mother would wish you to nurse yourself
up. Ju, you must see there is a good fire in the school-room, and if
Janet would keep to one room, without exposing herself to any draughts
to-day, she will probably be quite well to-morrow. That’s what I always
do when I feel a cold coming on.”
“But I don’t think I have any cold----”
“Oh, yes, I can see it in your eyes; they are beginning to run. You must
take care of yourself, my dear. And you really must promise to give up
this habit of running out into the garden on a cold night.”
“Indeed,” said Janet, “I never did it before. The door was open, and the
moon was shining so brightly----”
“Oh, the door was open! I wonder, now, who could be so silly as to leave
the door open in December? I must ask about that.”
“It was me, I suppose,” said Julia. “I was standing there when Charley
Meredith came. And I wasn’t at all glad to see him. So I turned round in
disgust, and forgot all about the door.”
“You are very impertinent to say so!”
“Oh, I’ve just as good a right to my own opinion as you have, Gussy; as
much as you like him, so much I don’t; and I should never open the door
at all to him if I had my will. He’s not nice at all, or true. He has
always mocked at me and made eyes, and I can’t bear him,” said Julia,
through her teeth.
“Ju! I thought you had learned a little sense. I thought Miss
Summerhayes had taught you how to behave, though your own family never
could.”
“Oh, I am quite sick and tired of my own family,” cried Julia. “Mamma
does whatever you please, Gussy. And you’re so silly, I could shake you
sometimes. And Dolff--Dolff----”
“What of Dolff? It must be delightful for a stranger to hear what we
think of each other.”
“What do you mean by calling her Miss Summerhayes and a stranger, when
you know it was settled she was to be like one of ourselves--and by far
the best of us?” cried Julia, with flushed cheeks and blazing eyes.
“Miss Summerhayes,” said Gussy, turning again upon Janet, with a wave of
her hand towards the indignant Julia, “I think your pupil is not doing
you much credit to-day.”
Janet had more command of herself in the family squabble than she had in
the previous question.
“Julia has forgotten herself,” she said. “She will be very sorry for it
by-and-bye. I hope you will forgive her. She cannot quite get over her
quick temper all at once.”
“I hope she won’t wear out our patience altogether before she does so,”
Gussy said, with significant calm.
“Janet! she means she’ll persuade my mother to send me to school. Mamma
would never do it of her own will. But if Gussy goes on nagging and
nagging---- But I’ll not go. I’ll run away. I am too old to be packed
off like a child. I’ll----”
“It would do you a great deal of good, Julia, to go to school,” said
Janet, sedately.
“I have always said so,” said Gussy, “and it’s very good of you, Janet,
to back me up. I have a temper, perhaps, too, and I say what I don’t
mean when I’m angry. But please don’t think that I have ever changed
about you. I liked you from the first, and I shall always like you. That
little vixen makes one say things--but I know that we owe a great deal
to you.”
“Oh, no,” cried Janet, with a compunction in her heart.
She was not sure that she could return the kind words and declare that
she would never change. She felt as if involuntarily she was a traitor
to Gussy--in a complot against her--or at least in the confidence of the
plotter. And she was glad to retire into the shelter of her supposed
cold and withdraw for the day to the school-room, carrying the excited
Julia with her, to whom Miss Summerhayes set forth her offences against
good taste and decorum with an incisiveness and distinctness which soon
reduced that young lady to the depths of self-contempt.