CHAPTER IV.

CAPTAIN NORROY APPEARS.

I have already said that the circumstances connected with the

photograph which I had found in Kitty's purse had made me fancy that

there was some secret reason for her regarding Captain Edward Norroy

differently from the rest of mankind; and I have said, also, that I

was hoping some day to see him and her together, on chance that I

might then succeed in discovering a clue to a right comprehension

of what the relations between them were. This opportunity which I

desired came unexpectedly on the day after our arrival in Paris, and

was brought about in the following manner.

Mrs. Rollin was determined that she and Kitty must be photographed by

a Paris photographer named Raoul, who was at that time so much the

rage amongst fashionable people that to be in his town and not profit

by the opportunity of having her likeness done by him, would have

been a sin of omission which would have lain heavy on her conscience

for the rest of her existence--or, at all events, for as long as he

continued to be the fashion. It was, of course, necessary in the

first place to ascertain when it would suit the great man to take the

photograph. For this purpose she had intended to go to his studio

in person on the day after reaching Paris; but as she happened to be

a little out of sorts on that day, she preferred to stay at home

reading _Rocambole_, and send Kitty in her stead, under my escort,

to make the requisite appointment. At the studio we found a polite

assistant, who was quite in despair to think that the ladies should

be obliged to wait; but as his _patron_ was just then engaged, he

feared it was inevitable that they should do so, unless their

business was of a nature which he, the assistant, could transact

for them. If so, he should be proud and honoured to receive their

commands.

Now Mrs. Rollin, having been much exercised in her mind as to whether

it would be more _chic_ to be done in morning or evening attire, had

particularly instructed Kitty to refer the matter to Raoul, and find

out his opinion about it. Consequently she declined the assistant's

offer of his services with thanks, and said that she would wait till

Monsieur Raoul was disengaged. On this we were shown into the

waiting-room, which was as dreary as the rest of its kind, and where

we endeavoured to find amusement by inspecting the various specimens

of the _patron's_ art that were dispersed on the table.

We were thus employed, and I was standing with my back to the

door, when it opened to admit some one; at the same instant I saw

Kitty--who was looking that way--flush violently and suddenly, and,

on turning round, I perceived that the new-comer was Captain Norroy.

I need hardly say that I was immediately all eyes and ears for what

would take place; and that my subsequent inspection of photographs

was a mere pretence, which I kept up in order that the young couple

might not suspect how attentively I was studying them.

They shook hands, exchanged greetings, and then went on to talk of

the weather, the state of the streets, the hotels at which they were

staying, etc., just as any ordinary acquaintances would do. There

was not the faintest trace of consciousness about Captain Norroy's

manner; and he was so evidently free from any kind of special emotion

connected with Kitty, that I doubted, for a moment, whether my

surmises might after all have been wrong. But then, again, I felt

confirmed in them by Kitty, who was certainly not as cool and

unembarrassed as was the captain. The first flush caused by his

entrance had nearly died out; but there still lingered a tinge of

unwonted colour on her cheeks, and a more than commonly brilliant

light in her eyes. In both her look and manner of speaking I could

detect a shade of nervousness, of pleasure, of restraint, of

something different to usual, which I was unable to interpret. It was

a difference so slight as to have been, probably, imperceptible to

any one who did not know her well; but to me it was so plainly

visible that I felt sure I was not mistaken about it.

As it happened, the conversation presently took a turn which supplied

me with such a clue as I wanted in order to read the riddle which had

been perplexing me, and to arrive at some idea of how matters stood

between these two people, in whom my interest had been excited.

The captain, looking at his watch, observed that Raoul was not very

punctual, as it was already twenty minutes past the time when he had

said that he would be ready to photograph the captain.

"What! are you actually going to be photographed?" said Kitty,

laughing. "I can hardly believe it possible when I remember the

vehemence with which I have heard you declare that, having gone

through the operation once, you never would again. You professed to

think it an intolerable bore."

"Yes--so I did, and so I do still," he replied; "but I'm going to

sacrifice myself nobly for the sake of other people. You see almost

every one, now-a-days, has a _carte-de-visite_ book, which they are

desirous of filling by hook or by crook. Consequently, one is

constantly being entreated for a photo by even one's most casual

acquaintances. One don't like to be always refusing to do what one's

asked, because it makes one feel such an ill-natured brute; but at

present I can't help saying no when I'm asked for a photo of myself,

for the very excellent reason that I haven't such a thing to give."

"Why not?" inquired Kitty. "Haven't you the photos which were taken

on the solitary occasion when you _were_ done?"

"Ah! that attempt had no _chance_, as the French say," he answered.

"My batch of copies fell into the fire directly they arrived, and

were all burnt except four, which I managed to rescue, and of which I

gave three to my mother and sisters, and the fourth to Lady Cantern,

who was just then perfectly ravenous for photos, because she and

her sister were in the midst of a race as to which could get her

photo-book filled the quickest. Of course this left me destitute of

_cartes_, so I at once ordered a fresh lot from the photographer; but

the fates were evidently against me, for the original plate had been

accidentally cracked, so that no more copies could be struck from it.

Curiously enough, too, the bad luck which attended that photographic

effort pursued even the copy I gave Lady Cantern. You remember that

time you and I, and a lot of other people, were staying with her last

winter for balls, don't you? What a pleasant visit it was! and

especially that last _cotillion_ you and I danced together--wasn't it

delightful?"

As Kitty assented, I noticed that she looked down somewhat nervously,

as if she wished to avoid all risk of having the recollections evoked

by the mention of that visit read in her face.

"Well," he continued, "she says that she missed my photo out of

her book on the very day after her guests departed; and as she is

positive it was in its place just before, she declares some one of

them must have taken a fancy to it and carried it off. At first she

accused _me_ of being the thief--as if it was likely I should care to

have such a caricature of myself as I considered it to be! I can't

imagine how she _could_ suppose that any one would wish for such an

unflattering presentment of himself as long as looking-glasses

continue plentiful! However, I undeceived her on that point; and then

she said that if it wasn't I who had appropriated the thing, it must

have been some one else. My own idea is that she must have put it

away somewhere, and forgotten what she'd done with it. But, anyhow,

she hadn't discovered it when last I saw her, and I don't believe she

will--that batch had no _chance_, as I said before. Ah! here comes

Raoul to lead off his victim. I shall have a few moments of grace

whilst you and he fix the date of your execution; and then----"

Raoul's entrance terminated this conversation, to which I--whilst

making believe to be engrossed in the study of photographs--had

listened with the greatest attention. It seemed to me to throw fresh

light upon the matter that had been perplexing me hitherto.

Evidently Kitty possessed a photograph of Captain Norroy of which

there were only four copies in existence. As neither of them had been

given to her, she must have come by it surreptitiously; and her

possession of it was, no doubt, to be explained by the mysterious

disappearance of Lady Cantern's copy immediately after Kitty had been

staying in her house.

But though I thought there could be no doubt as to Kitty's having

been the person who purloined this precious _carte-de-visite_, I was

sorely puzzled to conjecture what possible motive she could have had

for doing so. After reflecting deeply on the problem, I could find no

solution of it except one, which did not seem to me to be altogether

likely. It was this. Had the handsome young captain perhaps touched

her heart more deeply than was expedient? and could she have fallen

in love with him? If so, that might explain the things that now

puzzled me: her stealing the photograph; the care with which it was

concealed; the emotion she had betrayed when I suddenly produced it;

and also the nervousness and peculiarity of manner I had noticed in

her when she met him at Raoul's.

But however probable this theory might have appeared in the case of

some girls, it hardly seemed admissible when Kitty was the person

concerned. For as it was quite plain that the captain's sentiments

towards her were simply those of an ordinary acquaintance, it

followed that to suppose her to have a fancy for him involved

supposing that she cared for a man who did not return the compliment.

And her pride seemed to make such an idea impossible. Kitty Mervyn to

have an unrequited attachment, indeed! It was absurd even to think of

such a thing.

Yet again, on the other hand, who could tell what caprice might not

rule an article so notoriously wayward as a woman's heart? And if

love overcomes bolts and bars, why should it not conquer the stiffest

pride also? Clearly it was foolish of me to think I could be _sure_

of how any person would act, when there was a possibility of a

strange and unknown quantity like love manifesting itself, upsetting

the best-founded calculations, and altering the whole aspect of

affairs.

Still, I could scarcely bring myself to believe that Kitty would have

bestowed her affections on any one who did not seek them. Ah! but

then there was the question--had she perhaps imagined that they

_were_ sought? This good-looking Captain Norroy was as pleasant in

manner as he was in personal appearance; his voice was soft and

caressing; he gave me the idea of being a lazy, good-humoured,

susceptible man, who would enjoy popularity with women and take pains

to be agreeable in their eyes; and who would unintentionally put an

appearance of earnestness into a mere passing flirtation, which would

make it dangerous to the other party. And possibly he had admired

Kitty, and flirted with her mildly, without meaning anything serious;

and possibly she had been deceived by his attentions into supposing

he was in love with her, and not discovered her error until her heart

was already touched.

If that were so, I could not help pitying her; for I knew that the

knowledge of her own weakness and folly must be terribly galling to

her, and that she must be in a continual state of anxiety lest any

one should discover, or even suspect it. Yet I could imagine, too,

that the bitterness would be mingled with sweetness, in that she

would be always hoping he might some day return her love. It was a

hope that it would be most natural for her to entertain; for she

could not fail to know how generally attractive she was to his sex;

and as he was but a man like other men, was it not reasonable to

suppose that he too might be affected by charms which his fellows

seemed to find irresistible? And then the recollection of the

numerous admirers she had had, and for whom she cared nothing, took

my thoughts for a moment into a fresh channel, as I wondered whether

those victims would not have thought it a no more than just

retribution for her to give her affections without return. For I was

aware that some ill-natured people had been known to term her a

regular flirt; and I had heard of rejected suitors of hers who had

complained bitterly of the impartial amiability with which she

behaved to every one, and had declared that she did it with malicious

intent to lead men on to propose, in order that she might have the

pleasure of refusing them.

Assuming her to be in love with Captain Norroy, I thought I could

form a pretty good guess as to what her feeling about Lord Clement

would be. Her pride would be all in his favour; for pride would be

up in arms at the idea of her waiting to see if the captain would

condescend to throw his handkerchief to her, and would urge her to

terminate so humiliating a situation by marrying some one else. And

thus pride would be a powerful auxiliary to the soaring ambition and

desire to be amongst the great ones of the earth, which were marked

features of her character. All this would evidently prompt her to

accept Lord Clement and the high rank and position he had to offer;

and I could only account for her not having done so already, by

supposing that the voice of natural inclination had made itself heard

on the other side. Perhaps it had pleaded with her not to be in a

hurry, and not rashly to render impossible a happiness that might

still be hers if she would have the patience to wait awhile longer.

Perhaps the struggle between pride and love was going on within her

now, and she had not yet determined which voice to listen to. If so,

I could by no means hazard an opinion as to what the issue was likely

to be; and it seemed to me an even chance which would gain the

mastery.

How far were all these speculations and conjectures of mine right?

That remained to be proved; and I felt as if fate had kindly assigned

to me a good situation in the front row whence to watch the progress

of a play which it amused me to look on at. Yet, as it must interfere

with one's enjoyment of a play to get excited about its termination,

I should certainly have preferred for some other than Kitty to be the

chief performer. For I was half afraid that I might find I cared for

her too much to remain an altogether indifferent spectator where her

happiness was seriously concerned.

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