III

But on this day when the news of the Battle of Jutland was announced,

Mr. Moore seemed, for the first time in his life, to realize that

men and women do feel and suffer and bear loss; and the discovery

instantly aged him. The War which had so teasingly disturbed the

amenities of Ebury Street became in a moment something more than an

irritating scuffle in the dark--it became an immense disaster which

might make amenities forever impossible. The solidities of life were

in process of dissolution. Literary style amazingly mattered less than

the power of the commonest guttersnipe to kill. Mr. Bernard Shaw, in

the preface to "Heartbreak House," exclaims, "Imagine exulting in

the death of Beethoven because Bill Sykes dealt him his death blow!"

in a rebuke administered to the people who rejoiced in the news of

appalling death-rolls among Germans during the War. But on the field

itself, Beethoven and Bill Sykes cease to be Beethoven and Bill Sykes

and become, each, a very frightened man with a rifle and bayonet and

a strong desire to live. In that dreadful encounter, Bill Sykes would

not be thinking to himself, "Here comes Beethoven, a great master of

music, by whom it will be an honor to be killed!" but "'Ere comes a

bloody 'Un who will kill me unless I kill 'im!" The perception of

what was happening in Europe, of the horrible reduction of Beethovens

to the level of Sykeses, of Shakespeares to the level of Prussian

drill-sergeants (for they had to come down to those levels if they were

to have any hope of survival) made an old man of Mr. Moore. He threw up

his hands and made submission to his years. I listened to him while he

talked volubly and bitterly to "A. E." and "John Eglinton" and "Bill"

Bailey, as people called him, and marvelled to find him displaying so

much emotion over the naval disaster and its probable consequences. He

had written a preface for his brother, Colonel Moore's life of their

father, in which he had romantically stated that George Henry Moore,

his father, had committed suicide because his heart was broken by the

dishonourable behaviour of politicians. Colonel Moore printed the

preface, but denied the statement about his father, to which, however,

George still romantically clings. An English newspaper, _The Observer_,

in its issue for Sunday, April 10, 1921, printed the preface which Mr.

Moore had written for a new book to be published very soon thereafter.

In this preface, he very interestingly described the way in which he

was educated, and in the course of it occurred this paragraph:

He was unhappy in the strife, for he loved his father; his father

was always, and still is, the intimate and abiding reality of his

life, and the evening that his father started for Ireland for the

last time is quick among his memories. George's father returned

from the front door to bid his son good-bye, and in obedience to

a sudden impulse he took a sovereign out of his pocket and put it

into the boy's hand, and went away to his death resolute, for he

had come to see that his death was the only way to escape from his

embarrassments, without injury to his family, and I can imagine

him walking about the lake shores bidding them good-bye for ever.

I suppose that if George Henry Moore were to rise from the grave and

deny that he had died by his own hand, his son and heir, George, would

murmur aggrievedly, "You know, father, you are spoiling a very charming

story!..." He is still sufficiently insensitive not to understand that

life is something more than material for the storyteller's art--he

may, perhaps have relapsed from the state of understanding to which the

Battle of Jutland brought him,--but for that time, at all events until

the news of the Battle was amended, George Moore knew what private

feelings were, even although he could not keep them to himself. "A.

E.," looking woolly and worried, seemed to be completely deprived of

his powers of speech by Mr. Moore's angry rhetoric. "John Eglinton," a

scholarly essayist and the sanest man in Dublin, having much respect

for, but no delusion about, the ancient Gaelic literature of which we

hear so much and see so little, remained customarily mum. Mr. Bailey,

nervously garrulous as a rule, uttered jerky, but inarticulate, sounds

to which Mr. Moore paid absolutely no heed. I discreetly sat in a

corner and did not make a sound. The words flowed steadily from Mr.

Moore's lips--hot denunciation of the Rising, contemptuous references

to Kuno Meyer, rebukes for "A. E." (discovered to have flaws) and a

tremendous indictment of German culture, with a proviso in favour of

German music, together with admiring references to France, to French

literature and to the French Impressionists, particularly Manet. A

waiter intruded into the room for some purpose and was ordered out

again....

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