CHAPTER XLIV.

SALOME CONTINUES HER STORY.

“All this has been a test, at any rate,” Salome continued, after a few

moments of thoughtful silence. “We are both sure that no unworthy motive

has influenced us. We know that we preferred each other to wealth. I

fled from my home rather than be driven into a marriage with one whom I

was not sure I could love, while you insisted upon marrying me without

regard to the fortune which you believed you were forfeiting.”

“Yes, it has been a test, as you say. Still I cannot be reconciled to

our long separation. Oh, my darling, I have been very desolate without

you! Just think of all the precious time that we have lost!” Dr.

Winthrop said, with a quiver of pain in his tones.

“It has not been wholly lost, dear,” Salome returned, lifting her tender

face upon which there glowed a holy light, “for I believe we have both

tried to do some good in the world; out of our own sorrow, we have tried

to be helpful to others. True we have suffered,” and she shivered

slightly; “but I am sure we shall both appreciate the joy of the future

far more on account of it. I know,” and her voice grew gravely sweet,

“that I have helped to smooth and cheer the last of life for one, who,

for many years, had led a very bitter and sorrowful existence; besides,

I trust that I have won no mean victory over my own heart during my

experiences here in Paris.”

Dr. Winthrop bent and touched her brow almost reverently with his lips.

“Dear heart, I understand you,” he said with emotion. “You have rewarded

evil with good by saving the lives of those who have injured you; you

have been an angel, my Salome!”

“No, True, I did not mean that,” she replied, smiling faintly and

flushing. “I am far from being angelic, I assure you. But I confess

there was much of bitterness in my heart; I am afraid that I was almost

revengeful. Even when you asked me to go to the chateau, I had quite a

struggle with myself before I could conquer; but now while I feel that I

may have been instrumental in doing some good, I know that I have reaped

a hundredfold in the conquest over self.”

Dr. Winthrop could not speak for a few moments. He folded her in a close

embrace, and marvelled at the beautiful spirit that could be so gentle

and forgiving toward those whose only object had been to crush her. For

himself, he felt that he never could forgive his mother and sister for

their treacherous scheming, their heartlessness and ill-will. He could

see that they had been determined to separate them from the first, and

he wondered how they would feel when they should learn the truth.

“Did madam—your mother write you about my meeting a strange man one

day?” Salome questioned, breaking in upon these reflections.

Madam’s threat had suddenly recurred to her, and she wished to learn

just how much her husband had been told.

“Yes, dear, but I wrote her in reply that I trusted my wife implicitly.

Evelyn, she said, had been an eye-witness of the meeting, and they were

both evidently very curious. But I felt sure that there had been nothing

wrong in it—that if anything had occurred which I ought to know, you

would yourself explain it to me upon my return,” Dr. Winthrop replied.

“Thank you, dear True, for your confidence in me,” Salome said, as she

lifted her lips and touched his in a grateful caress—one which her

husband doubly appreciated, since it was the first one she had

voluntarily given him. “There was nothing suspicious or wrong in the

meeting, on my part, although it may have seemed so to her,” she

continued. “The man was the same one whom I met in London; as I told

you, he had been a servant in our family—he went abroad with us to wait

upon my father, attend to our baggage, and make himself generally

useful. He had always pretended to be very fond of me, and though this

may have been all very well when I was a child, it became very annoying

as I grew older. When I was about nineteen, he one day boldly made love

to me. I went to my father and told him at once of the insult, and he

discharged the man on the spot. He was very angry, and vowed that he

would be avenged upon us. He did not leave the country, but continued to

follow us about from place to place. Although this was not pleasant, we

did not fear him, or imagine that he would dare do us any injury. He

must have known about my father’s death, and of my subsequent flight—he

even traced me to London, though what possible good he could have

expected to gain by so doing I cannot understand. I do not think he

could have known of my sailing for America, for I never saw him again

until we met in New York that day. I was greatly annoyed and frightened,

for it seemed to me then that he was bent upon doing me some injury, and

I cannot tell you how I longed for you, True, to protect me from him and

his further insults. His name was William Brown, and he was a very

smart, capable man in certain ways, but I sincerely hope I shall never

see him again.”

Dr. Winthrop’s lip curled with scorn as he thought how his sister had

played the spy upon his pure-minded, innocent wife. How utterly

contemptible it seemed to him, and how simple the circumstances of the

meeting, although, as his mother had represented it, there had seemed to

be something perplexing and suspicious connected with it.

“I blame myself very much, Salome, for leaving you behind when I was

called abroad to my father,” he said regretfully. “If I had only

listened to your pleadings and taken you with me, I could have saved you

all these wretched experiences. But I feared the voyage for you in the

dead of winter, for you were far from strong. I knew if you took cold

and were ill again it would go hard with you; so, though it nearly

unmanned me to refuse you and leave you, I believed it was the only

right thing for me to do.”

“I know you acted as you thought best, True, and I never thought of

blaming you,” Salome answered. “The only thing that I rebelled against

and questioned, was your apparently harsh judgment of me in sending me

from your home, as if you regretted having ever brought me there; but

now, knowing that you never received my letter, and understanding why

you sent me away, I can see that I misjudged you.”

“It is not strange at all,” Dr. Winthrop said, feeling that she had been

very lenient in her estimate of his apparent injustice. Then he added,

with some curiosity:

“How do you account, Salome, for the fact that Miss Rochester has been

masquerading under your name and position.”

“That is very easily explained,” the young wife answered. “They were

excessively alarmed after I ran away from them, for of course they

realized that upon me depended the hope of their ultimately coming into

the possession of the income of the fifty thousand dollars mentioned in

my father’s will. All this, you understand, I learned from them during

my illness at the chateau. They believed me to be dead—they had seen a

notice in a London paper, shortly after my disappearance, of the death

of a girl bearing my name and answering to my description, a friendless

girl, who had met with an accident, and been carried to the Home for the

Friendless—and Mrs. Rochester conceived the plan of representing Sarah

as the Rochester heiress, marrying her to the Hamilton heir, and thus

securing, a fine position and great wealth for her daughter, besides the

handsome income referred to in my father’s will for herself. Sarah was

very readily changed to Sadie, and to inquisitive people, who had known

that there were two Miss Rochesters, it was easy to say that she had

lost her own daughter, and her only companion was now her husband’s

child. We had been abroad for years, consequently had grown out of the

remembrance of our old acquaintances, and no one would be the wiser for

the deception. It was a very cunning plot and very cleverly developed,

as you know, while if they had failed in making you their victim, they

would still have had the fifty thousand dollars, provided I never made

my appearance to claim it. The first intimation they had that I was not

the girl who had died in London, was upon being told whom you had

married by Madame Winthrop, but they thought they were safe again upon

hearing that I had lost my life in that fire, and they believed that if

they could secure you they would never have anything to fear hereafter.

You can perhaps imagine their astonishment and dismay when, upon

removing my cap and spectacles, after I had fainted before their door,

in the chateau, they discovered who I was. Of course they recognized me

instantly, and when they found I was too ill to be removed, they planned

to conceal me in Sarah’s room until I should be well enough to be

secretly sent away. Even then, I did not know that you were the heir of

my father’s friend. Your mother and sister had represented to me that

you had been pledged to some one else at the time of our marriage, but

they did not tell me to whom, and I had no idea that you were in any way

concerned until Sarah Rochester herself told me, on the day that she

discovered my identity. It seemed as if the knowledge must kill me—as if

everything in my life had gone at cross purposes. I was already the wife

of the man whom my father had willed I should marry—the man whom I had

fled from because I feared he would be odious to me, but whom fate had

decreed that I should love with my whole soul. It seemed to me then as

if I had recklessly thrown my life and my happiness away, for if I had

remained quietly with Mrs. Rochester, you would ultimately have come to

us, we should have been mutually attracted, and there would have been

nothing to interfere with our future happiness. Of course, when they

told me this, I understood all their plot at once. I knew why Sarah’s

name had been changed to Sadie—why they were travelling with you, and

the end they hoped to attain. I could understand, too, what a marplot

they must regard me—that they must fear that I would betray their secret

and spoil all their plans. It would be a terrible thing for Mrs.

Rochester, after having carried her deception so far to be obliged to

confess that she had been palming off her own daughter as the child of

her husband, just to get his money and secure her a brilliant position

in life. When they discovered, however, that I had no intention of

revealing my identity to you, they recovered themselves somewhat, but I

did not dream that they were plotting to shut me up in that dreadful

place.”

“They are a couple of hardened criminals, and they shall be made to

suffer for their wrong-doing; I will not spare them,” Dr. Winthrop said

sternly.

“Ah! but they have been foiled in it—that will be a terrible punishment

to them; and—and we are happy, True; I cannot wish anybody any ill,”

Salome responded, as she laid her soft cheek against her husband’s with

a trustful, contented air, that touched him deeply.

“That is true; but such people deserve to be dealt with to the extent of

the law. When I think how they have tried to divorce us, and almost

tricked me into this hated marriage, I feel as if nothing could be too

bad for them,” he replied with a frown.

“I do not mind anything now, that I know you love me,” Salome said, with

gleaming eyes. “The cruellest pang I suffered was when I believed you

loved her—Sarah. O True, I was desperate enough then to do anything; you

must know I was, or I never could have signed that letter to the New

York lawyer.”

“The more I think of it, the more amazed I grow at the daring of those

scheming women. I am almost tempted to believe that Sarah Rochester

would have married me, even if she had failed to secure the decree, to

gain her point,” Dr. Winthrop said, with a shrug of repulsion. “I begin

to believe that people will do anything to attain wealth; truly, ‘the

love of money is the root of all evil.’ But their consigning you to Dr.

Arnot’s mad-house was the worst of all, and I swear that Mrs. Rochester

shall be made to answer for that horrible crime. Oh, my darling, what if

I had never gone there!”

Salome shuddered and clung to him. She could hardly persuade herself,

even now, that the blessed present was not, after all, a mere dream or

vision, and that she should not awake by and by, to find herself back in

that wretched place, and surrounded by the hapless beings who had been

her companions for so long.

“Do not let us talk of it any more, True; I do not want to think of

anything now, but that I am safe, and belong wholly to you once more,”

she sighed, a thrill of deep joy running through all her tones.

Dr. Winthrop’s heart bounded within him at her words, for they had told

him how entirely she belonged to him.

“My wife! my wife!” he murmured fondly.

Salome lifted her arms, and twined them about his neck, drawing his face

down to hers until their lips met.

It was the first time she had ever given such free expression to her

affection for him, and it told him that her last doubt of his love—her

last fear that he had married her from a sense of gratitude or duty had

vanished forever, and that henceforth only the most perfect trust would

exist between them.

Just at that moment there came a tap upon the door.

Harriet was very discreet, and had taken this way to warn the supposed

lovers of her approach.

Salome released herself from her husband’s embrace and bade her come in;

but the lovely flush upon her cheeks, the light of the perfect happiness

that beamed from her eyes told their own story even before she said:

“Harriet, my good friend, it is but right that I should confide in you

now. Dr. Winthrop is my husband. We were married nearly two years ago.”

The woman looked amazed for a moment, then recovering herself,

responded, with a wise smile:

“I knew he was something to you, Miss Salome, the moment I saw you

together; but I’m bound to confess I’d no idea that you got along quite

so far. I’m sure I wish you both a great deal of joy. But—dinner’s

ready,” she concluded practically, “and you’d both better come and have

something to eat.”

Dr. Winthrop laughed heartily at this sudden descent from sentiment to

the realities of life; but drawing Salome’s arm through his, they

followed the woman to another room, where they found a tempting repast

awaiting them.

Harriet refused to join them at the table, resolutely insisting that she

should feel more at home if she served them.

After the meal was over Dr. Winthrop led Salome again into the cozy

parlor, and then said:

“Now, love, I am going at once to send my cable message, and I shall not

return again until I receive a reply. It may take a good many hours, but

I shall make as quick and as thorough a business as possible of it, you

may be very sure. But meantime,” he added, looking a trifle envious,

“shall you feel quite safe to be left here over night?—shall you not

feel lonely?”

“Oh, no; Harriet and I have been here many a night by ourselves, and

besides there is a passage by which we can gain an entrance to the

convent—we have only to pull a bell, and some one will come to us at

once,” Salome replied confidently.

“Then I shall feel easy about you,” her husband said, his face clearing.

“But,” he added with a smile, as he touched her coarse, gray serge

dress, “when I come back to join you to-morrow I shall want to find my

wife in some more fitting garb than this.”

“I have no longer any need of a disguise, and I shall be very glad to

don some more becoming apparel,” Salome said, smiling, as she lifted her

lips for his parting caress.

Even then she let him go with reluctance. She followed him to the door,

and let him out with her own hands, while she told him with a shy smile

and blush, that the time would seem long until he returned.

Then she went back to Harriet, who could no longer restrain the delight

which the beautiful, happy face afforded her, and who caught her in her

strong arms and gave her a vigorous hug.

“Bless your dear heart, Miss Salome!” she cried; “it does my old soul

good to see that light on your face, and to know that you are happier

than any queen on her throne. Now I am just dying to know the whole

story. Sit down, and tell me all about it, while I eat my dinner.”

Salome obeyed, and sitting opposite the faithful creature, gave her a

brief history of all that we already know.

“I knew those women were a couple of dev—fallen angels,” Harriet dryly

remarked, when Salome told her how Mrs. Rochester had plotted to get her

into the asylum. “It didn’t take me long to find that out when I went to

nurse them through the cholera, for all they were so sweet when Dr.

Winthrop was around. And to think that you were his wife and he never

suspected it all the time you were taking care of him! No wonder you

grew white and thin, with all the care, and with all you’ve suffered

since. Bless my heart! but I don’t envy his mother and sister when they

find out who was so good to them, when they were near dying with the

plague. I hope they’ll never get over the shame of it—never!”

“And I hope, Harriet, that it will prove to be the one thing that will

break down their pride and make them love me,” Salome responded, with

grave sweetness.

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