CHAPTER XLIII.

SALOME RELATES SOMETHING OF HER PREVIOUS HISTORY.

Dr. Winthrop was not hurt by his wife’s apparent doubt. He simply folded

her closer in his arms and smiled fondly down upon her.

“Can it be possible that, during all the time you were at the chateau,

you never saw my brother?” he remarked after a moment.

“No; I never saw him except once or twice in the distance, and then I

had but a glimpse, and at dusk, when I was taking the air for a few

moments. I supposed it was your brother, for he was with Madame Winthrop

and your sister,” Salome replied.

“I remember now that he did not come often to my rooms during my

illness,” said Dr. Winthrop reflectively.

“Doubtless,” he thought to himself, “he was improving the time to make

love to Miss Rochester.”

“You recollect that Mr. Tillinghast would not leave you when you were

extremely ill except for needed rest, and we did not think it best to

have too many around you; and then, when you began to improve, you are

aware that your brother went away with your mother and sister,” Salome

responded, but not comprehending just why Dr. Winthrop had spoken of

this.

He looked into her eyes and smiled.

“It was but natural that you should have been deceived. You think you

saw me in Miss Rochester’s parlor that day, but you did not; for, during

all the time that we were at the chateau, I never once entered those

rooms except to prescribe for Miss Rochester when she was ill. The man

you saw with her must have been my brother, Norman—my twin brother—who

resembles me, whose voice and face and figure are so like mine that our

most intimate friends can scarcely tell us apart.”

“Oh, if I had but known!” exclaimed Salome with a look of astonishment,

but with a sigh of infinite relief, while her white fingers closed over

her husband’s hand in a clinging grasp.

“But, my darling, it seems strange that you should have forgotten how

ill I had been—that it would have been impossible for me to have held

Miss Rochester in my arms, or to have supported her upon my breast at

that time!” said Dr. Winthrop smiling again.

“I never thought of that,” Salome answered, wondering how she could have

been so thoughtless and stupid. “If it had been you, you would have

looked thin and white; but I was so wild with grief that it did not once

occur to me to question your identity,” and the sweet face looking up

into his began to clear, while she rested more contentedly in his

embrace.

She was beginning to realize that no rival could ever usurp her place in

her husband’s heart—that his love for her was as strong and deathless as

hers for him.

“More than that, love,” he said. “Norman came to me only a short time

ago, and confessed his love for Miss Rochester. I will tell you frankly

that I expected to be obliged to marry her, although it almost seemed to

me that it would be a crime to do so, when my heart was so filled with

your image.”

And then he explained to Salome how he had been drawn into making a

proposal to the scheming girl and been accepted, and she listened with a

strange look on her face, although she made no comment on the tale.

“But you have spoken of your illness at the chateau—how long were you

ill there?” Dr. Winthrop inquired, when his story was told.

“Three weeks.”

“It does not seem possible!” he cried astonished. “How could they manage

to keep your presence in the house concealed so long? They told me that

you had a fainting turn, and, fearing you were going to be ill, you had

insisted upon going back to Paris. I supposed you were with the sisters

and being most tenderly cared for, never suspecting the contrary until

Harriet came to the chateau to inquire for you, and told me that no one

knew anything about you; but—tell me just how it all happened, and how

you were lured into that wretched place where I found you to-day.”

Salome began with the day when she fainted in the hall before Mrs.

Rochester’s door, and told him everything that had occurred up to the

time when she had discovered his presence in the ward, where she was a

prisoner in Dr. Arnot’s asylum for lunatics.

Dr. Winthrop listened with a stern, white face, as all the treachery of

those two women was revealed to him, and realized how they had plotted

not only to ruin her life, but to make a dupe of him also.

“About this petition for a divorce—when was it sent, Salome?” he gravely

asked, when she had concluded this portion of her story.

She gave him the exact date.

“And to whom?—what was the lawyer’s name?”

She told him.

“Ah! he was abroad last year—I know him. Miss Rochester must have met

him then. Why, Salome, he is one of the most unprincipled scamps in his

profession!—he will do anything for money, and is most successful in

this particular branch of his business. He makes a specialty of

procuring divorces secretly, and is very cunning in bringing about just

what his clients desire. But,” he added, “we will see if we cannot put a

stop to these proceedings at once.”

“Oh, can you—can you?” Salome eagerly cried.

“I am going to try,” he answered gravely. “I shall send a cable message

commanding—if the decree has not already been granted—that all further

attempts to obtain a separation be dropped—that such is the wish of both

you and myself.”

“Oh, do, do! I wish, oh, I wish you would go this moment to send it,”

Salome cried, clinging to him nervously, and raising an appealing look

to him.

“It will do just as well an hour hence, love,” he returned soothingly,

“and there is much about you that I still wish to learn. How did it

happen that I found you in the hospital in this disguise? how did you

happen to be in Paris at all? how did you escape from that terrible

fire? Oh, my darling, go back to the hour of our separation and tell me

everything—spare no one, for I must know the whole truth, no matter whom

it involves.”

Salome leaned back in his arms, and, laying her head upon his shoulder,

where she could look up and watch every varying expression of his dear

face, began her story, and told him, as he requested, all that had

occurred since their parting in New York. She tried to be as lenient as

possible in speaking of his mother and sister, but she was truthful, and

he could not fail to understand how much they had been to blame for the

suffering which they had both been called upon to endure.

“What a tale!” he exclaimed, when she concluded; “it is full of

romance—full of suffering, too. What danger, love, you have been in;

what a narrow escape you had from that burning building. But nothing

shall ever separate us again—not a thousand treacherous women; not a

hundred marriage contracts made by arbitrary match-makers.”

Salome’s lovely face brightened at his words like a flower after a

refreshing shower.

“Then you do not regret the fortune which your uncle left you upon such

strange conditions?” she said inquiringly.

“Regret it, love! A world in the balance with you would be as nothing,”

he cried, and caught her to him with a passion, which told her how

heartfelt were his words.

It was very sweet, very comforting to her to be so loved after all the

loneliness and barrenness of her life, during the long months of their

separation.

But presently she raised her head and searched his face earnestly.

“What is it, dear? why are you so grave, as if you were regretting the

fortune that I have lost?” he asked smilingly.

“I was wondering how I could best tell you something else,” she

remarked, with something of hesitation in her manner.

“What do you mean? is it that old secret of the past?” he asked, growing

grave, “the history of your life which has been the cause of so much

suspicion, persecution, and wrong? Of course I shall be glad to have you

give me your confidence, dear; but whatever you may have to tell me can

never make the slightest difference in my love for you.”

She smiled.

“I know it,” she said, “and had I only known a little more of your own

history, all this trouble and sorrow need never have come upon us. A

word would have set everything right.”

“If you had known a little more of my history? I do not understand you,

Salome,” Dr. Winthrop remarked, looking perplexed.

“Why did you not tell me about this Rochester-Hamilton contract?”

“Because I hated the very thought of it; and after I had broken the

conditions, and forfeited my fortune by marrying the woman I loved,

there was nothing to be said. Besides, what possible difference could it

have made in our relations?”

“It would have made this difference, True,” Salome said, as she regarded

him with tender earnestness, “that we should have escaped all that has

made us so wretched, for I—your wife—am the Sadie Rochester whom you

were destined by that arbitrary will to marry; you have already

fulfilled the contract, which you so hated to contemplate, and the

united estates of Brookside and Englehurst might have been our home long

ago, if you had but confided to me the fact that you were Milton

Hamilton’s heir and namesake.”

Dr. Winthrop sat regarding his wife in speechless astonishment during

this explanation.

“Good heavens!” he exclaimed, as she concluded, “I am half tempted to

believe that your brain has been turned after all. You surely cannot

know what you are saying!”

“Oh, yes, I do. What I have told you is a fact,” she quietly returned.

“My true name—the poor name that has occasioned so much suspicion and

trouble—is Salome Howland Rochester.”

“And you are the Miss Rochester—the daughter of my uncle’s friend—whom

these two wills destined me to marry?” the young physician cried, his

face still blank with amazement and incredulity.

“Yes.”

“Then who is this other girl who has been masquerading under your name,

and trying to trick me into a marriage with her?” he demanded in

perplexity.

“Her real name is Sarah Rockwell. My father married Mrs. Rockwell, who

was the widow of a cousin of my mother, when her daughter was a girl of

twelve, and I was ten years of age. That would make her a distant

cousin, in fact we called ourselves cousins, until she came to live in

the same house with me.

“Her mother stipulated, when she became my father’s wife, that her

daughter should be regularly adopted so that she could bear the same

name, and thus she became Sarah Rochester. How she came to be called

Sadie you will understand as I go on. When I was a little child I had a

nurse who was very fond of me and she would not call me Salome. She said

the name was too old-fashioned—too old-maidish. She tried to nickname me

by calling me ‘Lomie;’ but this my mother objected to, and the nurse

laughingly said there was nothing else but Sally. ‘Yes, we can call her

Sadie,’ said my mother, and Sadie I was from that time on. After my

father’s second marriage it was a little troublesome to have two

children in the family with names so nearly alike, and my step-mother

wanted to use my whole name, Salome; but my father had become accustomed

to the other, and would not countenance the change. As I said before,

she was twelve and I ten when she came to live with us, and she shared

equally with me in every advantage, for Mrs. Rochester was particular to

demand as much for her child, in every respect, as my father gave to

his. But from the very first she was strangely jealous of me, and though

she dared not be otherwise than civil to me in my father’s presence, it

was soon patent to me that she was secretly my bitter enemy. My father

was an invalid for many years, but though he was often irritable and had

many whims and fancies, as invalids often have—even though he was

strangely cold and indifferent to me—I loved him very dearly, and was

never so happy as when I was in his room waiting upon him and

ministering to his many wants. He had his own private attendant, but he

often used to tell me that I was the better nurse of the two, and I know

that I did become quite proficient in the care of him. We came abroad

shortly after his marriage with Mrs. Rockwell, and travelled about from

place to place, according to his pleasure or fancy; but nothing was ever

said to me about his plans for my future, until a few months before he

died. Then one day he told me that he had pledged me to the son and heir

of his dearest friend and college chum, Milton Hamilton; who, although

he resided in New York most of the time, owned the estate adjoining

Brookside—a fine place belonging to my father, but which he had left

after my mother’s death and had only visited at intervals since. I

supposed from what my father told me, that the name of the man whom he

wanted me to marry was also Hamilton; he did not tell me that he was

simply the adopted son of his friend. He said that he was expecting him

to join us abroad that fall, and he wished me to be prepared to give him

a gracious reception. Of course I secretly rebelled at this arbitrary

disposition of my hand; but at the time he told me about it, he was not

as well as usual, and I said nothing in reply, fearing to excite him if

I opposed the arrangement in any way. It came out afterward that he had

told his wife more than he told me regarding these plans, but even she

was appalled upon learning the truth regarding the disposal of his

property. My father died very suddenly one day, while we were all out

shopping, and we came home to find the servants wild with excitement,

and the house in the greatest confusion. Mrs. Rochester is, however, a

woman of rare executive ability, as you have doubtless learned, and she

managed everything during this unlooked-for emergency very wisely, and

with the utmost propriety.

“Every mark of respect was paid to the dead, and even the most critical

could have found no fault with her deportment and arrangements at this

time. But when the will was produced and read she was simply furious. It

was then, too, that I learned the whole truth regarding his plans for my

future. The will stated that I was to marry Mr. Hamilton’s heir, or

forfeit the Rochester homestead and a hundred thousand dollars besides;

fifty thousand dollars alone being held in reserve for me in case I

refused to comply with my father’s wishes. A will to the same tenor and

effect was made after his marriage with Mrs. Rockwell, which stated that

the income of the previously mentioned fifty thousand dollars should go

to her if I married Mr. Hamilton’s heir; if I did not, she was simply to

share a certain amount of the income until I married to please myself,

when she would receive ten thousand outright. The income of the fifty

thousand dollars was to revert to me at her death. I will not attempt to

describe her anger over this state of affairs. She claimed that my

father had promised her fifty thousand dollars, and that he had

shamefully wronged her by making such a will. She appeared to imagine

that I was responsible for it, and she treated me accordingly. Of course

she immediately became very anxious that I should fulfil the

Rochester-Hamilton contract; you were expected to arrive at any time,

and she insisted that the marriage must be solemnized immediately upon

your arrival, or as soon after as it could be arranged.

“I was shocked at what seemed to me such indecent haste, especially when

there had been a death so recently in the family, and I rebelled;

besides, the idea of promising to marry a man whom I had never seen, and

who, for aught I knew, might not be attracted to me, was horrible. She

demanded a promise of obedience; I was high-spirited and refused to give

it, and even threatened to leave her and return to America to escape

you. Thereupon she locked me in my room, telling me that I should remain

there a prisoner until I relented and came to her terms. This only made

matters worse, arousing a feeling of antagonism and obstinacy within me;

and one day, when Mrs. Rochester and Sarah were out driving, I bribed

the maid, who was left to guard me, to let me run away. She sympathized

with me, and agreed to the proposal. She even packed my trunk, and had

it secretly taken out to a carriage which she ordered. I went directly

to Calais, then to Dover, and from there to London. I remained there for

a few weeks, trying to find some congenial employment, when, one day, I

met a man who had once been a servant in our family.

“This meeting frightened me so I went to Liverpool, boarded a steamer,

and sailed directly to Boston, where I arrived one dreary day in

November. I had very little money left when I reached that city and felt

like a stranger in a strange land, although America was my native

country. I had never had to depend upon myself for a livelihood, but I

knew that I must now do something. A happy inspiration led me to the

City Hospital, for I believed that my experience in the sick-room of my

father had fitted me for a nurse. The superintendent appeared to be

pleased with me, even agreeing to give me a trial without the required

recommendations and—the rest you know already, True.”

“My darling, what a sad experience you have had!” said Dr. Winthrop

sadly. “It is no wonder that you rebelled against that wretched

contract; but you need not have feared me. I was no less averse to it,

for I felt that two men had no right to thus control the destinies of

others. Still I had promised that I would meet you, and only the

breaking out of an epidemic in New York prevented my arriving in Berlin

before your father’s death. I wrote, explaining the delay, but it seems

that my letter was never received. I intended, if we were pleased with

each other, to ask you to be my wife, but I should never have urged the

union—I could never have made any woman my wife against her will, even

though a dozen fortunes were to be won by such a measure.”

“And I imagined that you were eager for the marriage,” replied Salome.

“I thought you were coming to us to make it merely a matter of business,

and I should be sacrificed at any cost. If I could have but known how

well I should love you, how happy we might have been!” she concluded

with a sigh.

“Ah, if I had but listened to you when you first wished to tell me your

story, my darling, it would have saved us much of the sorrow that we

have since known,” her husband remarked regretfully.

“Perhaps and yet——” Salome began thoughtfully.

“Yet what, my Peace?”

“I believe we should not have been so content in each other’s love; we

might have had a feeling—a suspicion that each was thinking more of the

union of the fortunes than the union of hearts, if we had met as was

planned in the first place. I believe that I love you better for all the

trial and sorrow.”

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