I again took a polite look at the country-side and said with emotion:

"Yes, it is beautiful! Irwin, my friend, leave us for a moment. I have

a few words to say to Signor Magnus----"

Toppi left and Signor Magnus opened wide his big sad eyes. I again

tried my steel on him, and bending forward closer to his dark face, I

asked:

"Have you ever observed _dear_ Magnus, the very striking resemblance

between your daughter, the Signorina Maria, and a certain--celebrated

personage? Don't you think she resembles the Madonna?"

"Madonna?" drawled out Magnus. "No, _dear_ Wondergood, I haven't

noticed that. I never go to church. But I fear you will be late. The

Roman fever----"

I again seized his white hand and shook it vigorously. No, I did not

tear it off. And from my eyes there burst forth again _those_ two

tears:

"Let us speak plainly, Signor Magnus," said I. "I am a straightforward

man and have grown to love you. Do you want to come along with me and

be the lord of my billions?"

Magnus was silent. His hand lay motionless in mine. His eyes were

lowered and something dark seemed to pass over his face, then

immediately to disappear. Finally he said, seriously and simply:

"I understand you, Mr. Wondergood--but I must refuse. No, I will not

go with you. I have failed to tell you one thing, but your frankness

and confidence in me compels me to say that I must, to a certain

extent, steer clear of the police."

"The Roman police," I asked, betraying a slight excitement. "Nonsense,

we shall buy it."

"No, the international," he replied. "I hope you do not think that I

have committed some base crime. The trouble is not with police which

can be bought. You are right, Mr. Wondergood, when you say that one

can buy almost any one. The truth is that I can be of no use to you.

What do you want me for? You love humanity and I detest it. At best I

am indifferent to it. Let it live and not interfere with me. Leave me

my Maria, leave me the right and strength to detest people as I read

the history of their life. Leave me my Campagna and that is all I want

and all of which I am capable. All the oil within me has burned out,

Wondergood. You see before you an extinguished lamp hanging on a wall,

a lamp which once--Goodbye."

"I do not ask your confidence, Magnus," I interjected.

"Pardon me, you will never receive it, Mr. Wondergood. My name is an

invention but it is the only one I can offer to my friends."

To tell the truth: I liked "Thomas Magnus" at that moment. He spoke

bravely and simply. In his face one could read stubbornness and

will. This man knew the value of human life and had the mien of one

condemned to death. But it was the mien of a proud, uncompromising

criminal, who will never accept the ministrations of a priest! For

a moment I thought: My Father had many bastard children, deprived of

legacy and wandering about the world. Perhaps Thomas Magnus is one of

these wanderers? And is it possible that I have met a _brother_ on

this earth? Very interesting. But from a purely human, business point

of view, one cannot help but respect a man whose hands are steeped in

blood!

I saluted, changed my position, and in the humblest possible manner,

asked Magnus's permission to visit him occasionally and seek his

advice. He hesitated but finally looked me straight in the face and

agreed.

"Very well, Mr. Wondergood. You may come. I hope to hear from you

things that may supplement the knowledge I glean from my books.

And, by the way, Mr. Toppi has made an excellent impression upon my

Maria"----

"Toppi?"

"Yes. She has found a striking resemblance between him and one of her

favorite saints. She goes to church frequently."

Toppi a saint! Or has his prayer book overbalanced his huge back and

the fishbone in his throat. Magnus gazed at me almost gently and only

his thin nose seemed to tremble slightly with restrained laughter.--It

is very pleasant to know that behind this austere exterior there is

so much quiet and restrained merriment!

It was twilight when we left. Magnus followed us to the threshold, but

Maria remained in seclusion. The little white house surrounded by the

cypress trees was as quiet and silent as we found it yesterday, but

the silence was of a different character: the silence was the soul of

Maria.

I confess that I felt rather sad at this departure but very soon

came a new series of impressions, which dispelled this feeling. We

were approaching Rome. We entered the brightly illuminated, densely

populated streets through some opening in the city wall and the

first thing we saw in the Eternal City was a creaking trolley car,

trying to make its way through the same hole in the wall. Toppi, who

was acquainted with Rome, revelled in the familiar atmosphere of

the churches we were passing and indicated with his long finger the

_remnants_ of ancient Rome which seemed to be clinging to the huge

wall of the new structures: just as if the latter had been bombarded

with the shells of old and fragments of the missiles had clung to the

bricks.

Here and there we came upon additional heaps of this old rubbish.

Above a low parapet of stone, we observed a dark shallow ditch and a

large triumphal gate, half sunk in the earth. "The Forum!" exclaimed

Toppi, majestically. Our coachman nodded his head in affirmation.

With every new pile of old stone and brick the fellow swelled with

pride, while I longed for my New York and its skyscrapers, and tried

to calculate the number of trucks that would be necessary to clear

these heaps of rubbish called ancient Rome away before morning. When I

mentioned this to Toppi he was insulted and replied:

"You don't understand anything: better close your eyes and just

reflect that you are in Rome."

I did so and was again convinced that sight is as much of an

impediment to the mind as sound: not without reason are all wise folk

on the earth blind and all good musicians deaf.

Like Toppi I began to sniff the air and through my sense of smell I

gathered more of Rome and its horribly long and highly entertaining

history than hitherto: thus a decaying leaf in the woods smells

stronger than the young and green foliage. Will you believe me when

I say that I sensed the odor of blood and Nero? But when I opened my

eyes expectantly I observed a plain, everyday kiosk and a lemonade

stand.

"Well, how do you like it?" growled Toppi, still dissatisfied.

"It smells----"

"Well, certainly it smells! It will smell stronger with every hour:

these are old, strong aromas, Mr. Wondergood."

And so it really was: the odor grew in strength. I cannot find

comparisons to make it clear to you. All the sections of my brain

began to move and buzz like bees aroused by smoke. It is strange, but

it seems that Rome is included in the archive of the silly Wondergood.

Perhaps this is his native town? When we approached a certain populous

square I sensed the clear odor of some blood relatives, which was

soon followed by the conviction that I, too, have walked these

streets before. Have I, like Toppi, previously donned the human form?

Ever louder buzzed the bees. My entire beehive buzzed and suddenly

thousands of faces, dim and white, beautiful and horrible, began to

dance before me; thousands upon thousands of voices, noises, cries,

laughters and sighs nearly set me deaf. No, this was no longer a

beehive: it was a huge, fiery smithy, where firearms were being forged

with the red sparks flying all about. Iron!

Of course, if I had lived in Rome before, I must have been one of

its emperors: I _remember_ the expression of my face. I remember the

movement of my bare neck as I turn my head. I remember the touch of

golden laurels upon my bald head--Iron! Ah, I hear the steps of the

iron legions of Rome. I hear the iron voices: "Vivat Cæsar!"

I am hot. I am burning. Or was I not an emperor but simply one of the

"victims" when Rome burned down in accordance with the magnificent

plan of Nero? No, this is not a fire. This is a funeral pyre on which

I am forcibly esconsced. I hear the snake-like hissing of the tongues

of flame beneath my feet. I strain my neck, all lined with blue veins,

and in my throat there rises the final curse--or blessing? Think of

it: I even remember that Roman face in the front row of spectators,

which even then gave me no rest because of its idiotic expression and

sleepy eyes: I am being burned and it sleeps!

"Hotel 'Internationale'"--cried Toppi, and I opened my eyes.

We were going up a hill along a quiet street, at the end of which

there glowed a large structure, worthy even of New York: it was

the hotel where we had previously wired for reservations. They

probably thought we had perished in the wreck. My funeral pyre was

extinguished. I grew as merry as a darkey who has just escaped from

hard labor and I whispered to Toppi:

"Well, Toppi, and how about the Madonna?"

"Y-yes, interesting. I was frightened at first and nearly choked to

death----"

"With a bone? You are silly, Toppi: she is polite and did not

recognize you. She simply took you for one of her saints. It is

a pity, old boy, that we have chosen for ourselves these solemn,

American faces: had we looked around more carefully we might have

found some more beautiful."

"I am quite satisfied with mine," said Toppi sadly, and turned away. A

glow of secret self-satisfaction appeared upon his long, shiny nose.

Ah, Toppi, Ah, the saint!

But we were already being accorded a triumphal reception.

February 14.

Rome, Hotel "Internationale."

I do not want to go to Magnus. I am thinking too much of his Madonna

of flesh and bone. I have come here to lie and to play merrily and

I am not at all taken by the prospect of being a mediocre actor,

who weeps behind the scenes and appears on the stage with his eyes

perfectly dry. Moreover, I have no time to gad about the fields

catching butterflies with a net like a boy.

The whole of Rome is buzzing about me. I am an extraordinary man,

who loves his fellow beings and I am celebrated. The mobs who flock

to worship Me are no less numerous than those who worship the Vicar

of Christ himself, two Popes all at once.--Yes, happy Rome cannot

consider itself an orphan!

I am now living at the hotel, where all is aquiver with ecstacy when

I put my shoes outside my door for the night, but they are renovating

a palace for me: the historic Villa Orsini. Painters, sculptors and

poets are kept busy. One brush-pusher is already painting my portrait,

assuring me that I remind him of one of the Medicis. The other

brush-pushers are sharpening their knives for him.

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