Though we never discussed her adventures in the days before our

marriage, I felt that Barbara was thinking less of the familiar faces,

which she would not see again, than of those which would inevitably

reappear in London when each man returned to his own place. Among our

distressingly free-spoken friends it was commonly reported that she was

half engaged at the beginning of the war to young Jack Waring; and,

though she never pretended to be in love with him, the

engagement—according to the Crawleighs—kept her from marrying Eric

Lane, with whom she was in love beyond all shadow of doubt. Jack was in

England looking for work. Eric had been lecturing and travelling in

America and Japan; he would be coming to England as soon as he had a new

play to produce. I did not want Barbara to be reminded, I did not want

to be reminded myself, that she only married me when Eric vanished from

her world.

“We want to begin our married life in some place with no associations,”

she went on, half to herself. Then, as though to protest that she was

not thinking of Eric, she looked up with a smile and took my arm.

“George and I have had no honeymoon yet; and my beloved parents didn’t

make things very comfortable for us when I married without a

dispensation. Perhaps they’ll be more reconciled if we give them a

holiday. . . . How soon will peace be signed?”

“That depends how soon the conference opens,” Lucien answered with a

shrug. “You are to have your general election first; and we . . . you

will not find we are in any hurry. There are nearly five lost years to

make up. France too is tired.”

The lost years were being recovered when we reached Paris in the last

days of November. We had seen the war ending in London; here we watched

it being buried. Every one who could get a passport and a ticket seemed,

like us, to be heading for the Riviera and spending a week in Paris on

the way. Every one, too, seemed to share our vagueness and indifference

to what lay ahead of this holiday. For the first time in four years, our

time was our own; for the first time in four years Paris could dine and

dance without fear of being bombed or shelled. Barbara bought frocks;

Lucien arranged parties; and I added the hall of the Ritz to the brief

list—headed by Port Said and Charing Cross—of the places where a man,

without waiting unduly long, can be sure of meeting every one who has

ever crossed his path before.

I doubt if in any other single week I have eaten so many meals or spent

so much money. From time to time Lucien grumbled half-heartedly at all

this waste of time: he had been recalled from the embassy in London to

assist in drafting the agenda for the conference, and I felt he owed a

grumble to his conscience. For myself, I blessed every hour of delay

that enabled us to shed the memories of the last five years and to

forget the acerbities of the last five months. Lucien had long been an

old enough friend to drop his diplomatic reserve in talking to me; and

there were times, before and after the expeditions to Gallipoli and

Salonica, before and after the United States entered the war, before and

after the Italian reverse and the Russian collapse, when the alliance

would have been severed if we had been responsible for it. Now, as I

told him, this brief spell of dissipation had saved us from becoming

stale. With Victor Boscarelli, from the Italian embassy, and Clifford

van Oss, from the American Red Cross, we formed a private international

alliance, each entertaining the others by turn and all swearing

friendships that death itself would be powerless to sunder. A critic

might have been puzzled to say whether Clifford’s Italian was worse than

my French; but our radiant good-will transcended the halting

interpretation of words, and I felt a warmer liking for my neighbours

than I had ever, in my pitiable insularity, been able to achieve before

with men of another race.

“At last,” I pointed out to Lucien, “we can talk amicably without

discussing whether one country did all the work and another made all the

money. There’s a real understanding. France, England, America: all are

at the very top of their prestige. If we can pull together, we can make

what we like of the peace.”

“I still think we ought to have gone on to Berlin,” he persisted.

“However, if you back us up and if we can get what we want without it, I

shan’t complain.”

“Remember you’re all coming to stay with us at Cannes,” I said.

And, on that word, we set out for a house where the rumour of war and

world-settlement seemed never to have penetrated.

Looking back on the three months which we spent with my mother, I am in

one way reminded of the two years which Jack Waring passed as a prisoner

in Germany. So complete was our isolation that, when we emerged from it,

we found a world of peace hardly less different from the one we had left

than Jack’s war-world of tanks and gothas and tear-shells was different

from the one which was blotted out in the early days of 1915. In the

first weeks we saw no visitors; we read no papers; and, when we were

rested enough to think and talk, we turned to the days when the world

had last been at peace and speculated why the war had come and how other

wars were to be prevented.

The last of my reasons for hurrying abroad was that I could take up no

work in England until I had discharged the task which Violet Loring

imposed on me within a few hours of her husband’s death. As the world in

which we had been brought up was swallowed by the war, she asked me to

set down my memories of it for the later instruction of her boy. I had

carried my account to 1915; but, after that, the mass of material was

too great for me to attack in odd hours after my work at the Admiralty.

A steamer-trunk, filled with memoirs and monographs, kept me company to

Cannes; and, in the few weeks that remained before my cousin came to

demand her bond, I philosophized about the deluge and described the

world before it and speculated about the world that would appear when

the waters had subsided.

Small wonder if at this time, with my mother placidly dipping into

Victorian biographies and with Barbara dreaming over her share in the

history I was writing, we knew little and cared less about what was

happening in Paris and London, Washington and Rome! While Lucien de

Grammont drew the lines of a recreated Europe, I was living again

through the years when Sandy Loring’s father and I were fellow-fags and

fellow-monitors at Melton, when we were freshmen at Oxford, when we

ventured together into Edwardian London. The dead so came to life, as I

wrote about them, that sometimes I would lay down my pen and forget the

war for the days before David O’Rane was blinded and Tom Dainton killed,

the days when every one was quoting Barbara’s latest epigram and

discussing Val Arden’s last novel, the days when Sonia Dainton broke a

heart a week and an engagement a season. Musing of days and nights

softened by time, I felt that never had there been such years in the

life of any country, never had there been women and men like those of

our generation.

“In two or three years I expect everything will be very much as it was

before the war,” predicted Barbara.

“The people will be different,” I answered; “and they’ll make everything

else different. Sandy’s world will never be like Jim’s.”

And then I fell to wondering what Sandy’s father would have made of the

new dispensation which was taking shape before our eyes. He and I, who

agreed on little else, agreed that we were saying good-bye, that last

night at Loring Castle, to a phase in history. The old ruling families

had lost their power since the first marquess commanded his fifteen

seats in the unreformed House of Commons and “Trimmer” Crawleigh dodged

in and out of George the Fourth’s ministries, leaving a broken

government in his train; under a new distribution of wealth they might

lose their prestige. The _arrivistes_ of the nineties, who had floated

on waves of beer and diamonds into the arid heights of a depressed

territorial aristocracy, would find their places taken, in the

nineteen-twenties, by social adventurers of ambition equal to Lady

Dainton’s and of wealth greater than Sir Adolph Erckmann’s. A new class

of politician, officer, publicist and financier must inevitably be

brought to birth by the new demands of public life: the sons of the new

men would quickly preponderate in the old schools and universities,

their daughters would soon come to dominate a new society. That which I

had denounced, in my hotter radical days, as “privilege” would count for

less in Sandy Loring’s life.

It was not within my terms of reference to say if the one order was in

any way better or worse than the other: it was different. My haphazard

recollections, covering a period of about fifteen years, were chosen

solely for the light which they threw on the generation that was of

military age when war broke out.

“_As_,” I wrote in conclusion, “_the French Revolution challenged and

overthrew the territorial aristocracies and feudal kingships of the

middle ages, so the Great War challenged the systems which the French

Revolution had evolved in their place._”

There—for the moment—I stopped, for no one could say what systems the

Great War would evolve in place of those which it overturned. Later, in

brooding over these reminiscences of a vanished generation, I began to

read a moral into them; and, on the morning of Violet’s arrival, when

Barbara bent over my chair to ask if I had finished my work, I had to

answer that, so far as I could see, it was only beginning.

“If I’m right,” I explained, “the old governing classes are being

superseded, under our eyes . . .”

“The new lot will pick up the old ideas,” she interrupted.

“That’s just what I’m afraid of,” I said.

3

My discovery—the one incontrovertible moral that I could read into the

war—had been made by others before me; and I doubt not that some at

least of them reached it by the same road after toiling conscientiously

through the official explanations and apologies which every foreign

office in Europe issued in proof of its own innocence. The polychromatic

outpouring of white papers, green books and red books was succeeded by a

vaster flood of unofficial polemics, in which defensive chancellors and

prime ministers, field-marshals and admirals demonstrated that some one

else was responsible for the war and that peace would have been

preserved or victory secured if only their advice had been followed. To

the strategical arguments I paid little attention: nothing will make me

understand strategy by land or sea, and it was hardly relevant to my

main enquiry. The diplomatic defence, on the other hand, I studied with

care, deciding—as, I imagine, most people outside Germany have decided

independently—that, while Berlin was guilty of starting the

conflagration, every other power lent a hand in piling up an inflammable

heap of suspicions, jealousies and misunderstandings. It was this

conclusion that pointed me my moral.

“And what do you make of it all?,” my mother asked as I laid aside the

last of these bitter, aggressive manifestoes.

“Well,” I said, “whoever made the war, it’s clear that no single

country, no single form of government was able to keep the peace.”

With that conclusion no one could disagree.

“In contrasting Jim’s world with the present,” I told Violet Loring,

when my essay was ready for her criticism, “the outstanding lesson is

that the government of man by his fellow-man has broken down in every

form that’s been tried. You had constitutional monarchy in England,

absolutism in Russia, a republic in France and America, a feudal

kingship in Austria-Hungary. None of them could perform the elementary

duty of protecting the life and liberty of their citizens. Those who

took no part lived on the sufferance of the belligerents. From China to

Honduras . . .”

“When once war breaks out . . .” Violet began helplessly.

“The governments that allowed war to break out failed in their first

duty,” I maintained. “By negligence or malignity or impotence they’re

responsible for the death or mutilation of some ten million human

beings. It’s not enough to put the blame on Germany or the kaiser or

Bernhardi. If a homicidal maniac runs amok in England, we blame the

police for not stopping him.”

While my cousin turned the pages of my manuscript, I flung a similar

cold douche of first principles over the head of Philip Hornbeck, who

had come to us for a week between dismantling his old department and

erecting the new.

“If you’d had a bigger police-force,” he suggested, “your homicidal

maniac would have had no run for his money. If we’d smashed the German

navy while it was building . . .”

“And turned homicidal maniac on our own account?,” I interrupted.

“If you like to put it that way. It’s not much use arguing with me,

George, because I’m one of the old impenitents who believe that there

will always be wars and what not. _Admitting_ that it’s the duty of all

governments to keep the peace, _admitting_ that every government has

failed in its duty, what are you going to do then?”

“Try a different kind of government,” I answered.

“A soviet?,” he asked. “If the aristocracy and _bourgeoisie_ have

failed, that’s all you have left.”

“I’d sooner have a soviet that thought it could keep peace than an

aristocracy that admits it can’t.”

“You should go and live in Russia,” Hornbeck recommended.

The battle-piece which I was composing for Violet seemed naturally to

take the form of a triptych; and the first two panels shewed that the

governing classes in all countries had failed to keep the peace and had

bungled the business of making war. When the third panel came to be

painted, I wondered whether they would be more successful in making

peace.

“Is this going to be a _lasting_ settlement?,” I asked Lucien de

Grammont, when he came to refresh himself after his work on the agenda.

“We’re doing our best,” he answered. “As I told you at the time, the war

stopped too soon. If we’re to secure that France is never again to be

menaced, we must to some extent carry the war on into the peace.”

“Do you still think there will be another war in fifty years’ time?”

“I won’t pin myself to a date, but you’ll never abolish war.”

“Then,” I said, “it’s time you made way for somebody who will. The old

systems, the old diplomacy, the old men who ran the old system, are a

self-confessed failure.”

Lucien twirled his neat moustache and addressed to his neatly-shod feet

a muttered confidence about doctrinaire idealists. Gerald Deganway, for

the honour of the old diplomacy as practised in the British Foreign

Office, screwed his eye-glass into place and exclaimed:

“I say, you know, George, you’re an absolute bolshevist!”

And Hornbeck administered the most damaging criticism by accepting my

premises and proceeding to a diametrically opposite conclusion.

“You’re proving too much, old son,” he argued. “I agree that governments

should prevent wars, I agree that every government in the world failed

to prevent this last one. That only shews you’re asking governments to

do an impossibility. Take every nation in turn, from Belgium to the

States, and tell me how the government of any one could have kept out of

the war. When once the racket begins . . .”

“We must go back a stage, then,” I said, “to the time before it begins.

We must have a ‘will to peace’.”

“Didn’t we have that in England?,” asked Violet. “Honour apart, we

couldn’t afford to stay out in 1914.”

“You must go beyond England,” I told her. “We want an international

‘will to peace’; a solemn league and covenant, not between foreign

secretaries, but between the units of the world’s cannon-fodder. War

will end of its own accord when you can’t fill your armies.”

“And how will you set your solemn league and covenant to work?,”

Hornbeck enquired sceptically.

I could make no reply until I had found more time to think; time, too,

perhaps, to talk with my uncle Bertrand of the old Disarmament League

and of the propaganda that issued from _Peace_ office before the war.

When I told Barbara that, so far as I could see, my work was only

beginning, I felt that in all likelihood the task before our generation

would be to create a ‘will to peace’ out of the present disgust with

war. If history was human nature repeating itself, there had been the

same disgust at the end of every great war; but the memory of that

disgust faded quickly. It was no match for the urgent plea that honour

or security was at stake; no match for the cynical resignation of those

who said that there always had been wars and always would be.

“Of course you’re right to try,” was the utmost encouragement that I

could win even from Violet, “but these Hague Conventions and things

haven’t done much good, have they?”

“No one has yet appealed to the rank-and-file,” I answered. “No one has

appealed while the full horror of war was vividly remembered. No one has

shewn the dumb millions of the world how much alike they all are, how

they swim together and sink together. In all I’ve been reading these

last few weeks I’ve been amazed by the sameness of conditions in all

countries. If we can work on that till the sameness becomes a oneness

. . .”

In aiming at perspective for my second panel, I tried to set my own

impressions and experiences of the war beside those of the cosmopolitan

population that floated through Cannes in these first weeks of the

armistice. When we had passed the stage of fancying that our individual

histories were unique, I was more struck by the similarities of what I

heard than by the differences. Necessarily, the islander and the

continental must always disagree on foreign politics; and in Cannes I

met for the first time the chronic terror that is begotten of land

frontiers. “It’s all very well for you,” I was told by Italians, Greeks,

Poles and Dutch: “You’re an island.” With allowance for this, I felt

that the war had left on every country an almost identical mark. The

Austrians and Germans whom I met in Monte Carlo, old journalistic

allies—for the most part—, were as bitterly convinced that the war had

been forced upon them as we in England were convinced that they had

forced it on us; but, when we had agreed to differ, their description of

the last four years in their own countries might have been applied,

almost without a word changed, to England. There were, I discovered,

idlers, _embusqués_ and adventurers of both sexes in all classes

everywhere; and it was amusing, for one who thought of a German

alternately as a sheep and a genius, to hear the tribute of Austria and

Germany to our more than Teutonic docility and enterprise. France had

her rapacious profiteers, Prussia her bloated munition-makers. The

drinking that was said to obtain in English high-places could be matched

by the drugging that was reported to be corrupting Austrian society. I

was assured, without calling for proof, that there was little to choose

for courage and endurance between the best troops of any two countries;

and, when the public morale broke, any one class in its own way cut as

sorry a figure as any other. If I despaired of the populace that

believed the grotesque stories in the Pemberton-Billing case, I

despaired more profoundly of Lady Dainton when she told me that Prince

Louis of Battenberg had been executed in the Tower for treason.

“The moral is,” I told Violet Loring, “that, under an abnormal strain,

the sublime and the dastardly go hand-in-hand. Five years ago, we didn’t

know the meaning of danger or suffering. To face it without breaking, we

called up the primitive beast that lies inside all of us: he was a very

brave beast, but he was also very treacherous, savage, credulous.” . . .

As Violet turned my pages, I looked through a palisade of palm-trees to

the sparkling blue of the Mediterranean and filled my lungs with warm,

scented air. Cannes, after London, was like the open street after an

opium-den; and, in thinking of the strange shapes seen in the long, mad

half-light of the war, I almost fancied that I had been dreaming. The

political intrigue and chicanery that began with the high-explosive

controversy in 1915 and continued until the 1918 election was incredible

unless one likened it to a panic on board a burning ship. If Violet had

told me four years earlier that one common acquaintance would be

imprisoned for trafficking in cocaine and that another would commit

suicide to avoid prosecution for forgery, I should not have believed

her. I could now hardly believe my own certain knowledge until I

remembered that every war has claimed its civil casualties.

“How long does it take to chain up your primitive beast?,” Violet asked.

“I mean, . . . these are the people that the war has left us to live

with and work with.” . . .

To that I had no answer ready. It was easier to say that Sonia O’Rane

would not have run away from her husband before the war than to be

certain she would not run away again. And it seemed idle to talk of

international conferences and a reconstructed world, of a new spirit and

a ‘will to peace’ while the passions of the war were still unfettered.

4

My triptych, displaying—in its centre—the war and—on either side—the

peace that preceded and should follow the war, spared no space for

dividing or linking frame-work: though I was working in the

transition-period between full war and full peace, I made little attempt

to describe the condition in which we all found ourselves at the moment

when a truce was called.

To some extent—in these blissful, lazy days, when we had nothing to do

but sleep and eat and smoke and gossip—we filled the blank by

discussing the present and future states of our friends. My battle-piece

was subjected to a more general scrutiny than I had intended; and for

many rather embarrassing days I was challenged to defend myself against

critics who opened wide fields of speculation with the words:

“_If_, as you think, the old political game is really played out . . .”;

or

“_If_ you’re right about the redistribution of wealth . . .”

In the morning, as we idled in long chairs on a glowing marble verandah;

at night, as we sat in a half-circle while Barbara played to us; in

leisurely afternoon walks and occasional peripatetic sessions from one

bedroom to another, we discussed war-literature and war-religion, the

new position of women, the fate of the demobilized soldier and the

day-to-day life which we expected to lead when peace was proclaimed.

Most of our predictions were unbelievably wild, in their assumption

either that everything or that nothing would be the same as before the

war; and our discussions were so formless that they could never be

summarized or recorded. When we abandoned conjecture for the concrete

plans that each was making for himself, I felt that—in the words used

at a dinner to Eric Lane in New York—‘the convulsion’s as great, when

you turn a soldier into a civilian, as when you turn a civilian into a

soldier.’ Sam Dainton, after ten years’ service, was leaving the army,

“to prey on society”, as he put it. Deganway was saying good-bye to the

Foreign Office; Barbara’s cousin, John Carstairs, to the Diplomatic.

Professionally, the climax in both their lives had been reached and

passed; the first wanted to make money, the second to look after his

estates.

At this time I began to detect the rise of that adventurer-class at

which history points a punctual finger after every great war but which I

somehow did not expect to see in my own time. When I was called back to

London, I found new men in Fleet Street and the City, new names at

Covent Garden and in the candidates’ books of the clubs; at Cannes I

discerned, in the good-looking person of Violet’s brother Laurence, an

adventurer in the making. As I became acquainted with his friends in the

course of the next three years, I saw the natural, perhaps the

necessary, evolution of a type which has not yet found its place in the

social void. My cousin had been snatched from Melton on his eighteenth

birthday and thrust into the Irish Guards, where his precocious

development as a man-of-the-world had been won at the expense of his

small aptitude for learning. The Hunter-Oakleighs could not afford to

maintain him in idleness; and Laurence, recognizing this, quartered

himself on Loring House and allowed Violet or any other of his relations

to maintain him. In theory, he was reading for the bar; and a text-book

on Roman law was always at hand to rebut the charge of idleness. In

practice, he blandly awaited pecuniary compensation from a society which

had taught him expensive tastes at a time when he might have been

teaching himself the means of gratifying them. The army had paralysed

his initiative; he believed—or affected to believe—that, at

one-and-twenty, his life-work was done; and already he had learned that

personal charm and rich friends were a fair substitute for industry.

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