CHAPTER IV

The next morning found the Barton Cottage guest as eagerly determined

on gallantry as ever. He appeared at the breakfast table full of

admiration and discourse, and allowed no opportunity to slip of showing

himself to be at once an ardent observer of beauty and an able critic

in every department of life. He worked hard at the display and it was

by no fault of negligence that he was unsuccessful in impressing the

ladies.

Mrs. Dashwood was not without surprise. His admiration of Margaret

was too determined to be altogether genuine and it was matter for

wonder that he should be so anxious to secure her good opinion on any

other grounds than those of real preference. Her fortune was small in

fact, and there was nothing in their way of living to suggest that it

was considerable. Mrs. Dashwood therefore acquitted him of mercenary

designs, but felt at a loss as to what motive should be attributed to

him. Possibly the whole thing was mere vanity and display.

She had arrived at this conclusion by the time breakfast was finished,

and spoke her intention of walking out after she had given her orders

for the day. Mr. Atherton begged to be allowed to accompany her,

and the permission was reluctantly given, but was immediately made

valueless by the timely entry of Sir John. Never had she been so glad

to see his ruddy face and to hear his hearty voice! He was surprised

himself at the warmth of his reception. Though he had not perceived

anything amiss on former occasions, he must be conscious of the extreme

pleasure with which he was greeted now. The pleasure was not however

unalloyed. He came to suggest that he might have the satisfaction of

taking Mr. Atherton round the village and making him known to his

parishioners. So far all was to the good, and the attention to Mr.

Atherton greatly appreciated by all present; but the happy effect was

spoiled by what followed.

“If Miss Margaret will forgive me for taking her beau away from her for

a morning. Never mind, Miss Margaret, you shall have his company this

afternoon, and be able to show him off too, and turn Miss Nancy green

with envy, for I am charged by Lady Middleton to beg that you will do

us the honour of dining with us today; you and Mr. Atherton and Mrs.

Dashwood too, if she will be so good.”

Mrs. Dashwood was not in the habit of accepting casual invitations

to the Park, but on this occasion she thought it best to do so. The

evil of allowing Margaret and Mr. Atherton to appear there without her

seemed greater than that of herself enduring the tediousness of the

engagement. She therefore accepted with her usual grace, and Sir John

and Mr. Atherton went off together, leaving the ladies entirely without

regret at their departure.

“Can this possibly be endured?” was the question in both their minds.

“Is there no way to avoid the continued infliction of the young man’s

presence?”

Mrs. Dashwood was a fortunate woman in that a circumstance which to

some people would be a grief often presented itself to her happy

temperament in some other light. Mrs. Thomas greeted her mistress

with a very long face. Her husband was far from well, was, in fact,

quite unfit for his duties and, with this gentleman in the house, Mrs.

Thomas really did not see how things could be as they should. It was

very much against her husband’s wishes to fail his mistress at such a

time, but it was hoped that she would understand. Mrs. Dashwood cut

short the apologies. Of course Thomas must take the necessary rest.

All could well be arranged. They were dining at the Park that day,

and she had no doubt that Sir John and Lady Middleton would relieve

the Cottage of their guest. It would be quite simple for Mr. Atherton

to be transferred to the Park. Meanwhile they would send word to the

apothecary to ask him to visit the Cottage and recommend treatment.

Mrs. Thomas did not think this necessary, and the interview closed

with mutual esteem--Mrs. Thomas admiring Mrs. Dashwood as a kind and

considerate mistress, and Mrs. Dashwood full of appreciation for the

worthy pair who would be the means of ridding her of her uncongenial

guest.

Margaret was soon acquainted with this desirable prospect, and

expressed all the elation expected by her mother. She really felt

satisfaction and relief, but a considerable portion of her mind was

unaffected by this. She was experiencing some depression of spirits.

The return home had been eagerly anticipated. She did not greatly

enjoy the visits to her sisters’ houses. She was there of little

importance to anyone, and her mother, her chief companion, was,

naturally, absorbed in the delight of playing with her grandchildren

and advising their mothers. Delaford was no very pleasurable abode

for Margaret; and now, when she was come home, what did she find? Sir

John and Mrs. Jennings with their curiosity and jocularity. Lady

Middleton, true, was not yet encountered, but what hope was there that

she would be less cold, less conventional than was her wont? Miss Nancy

Steele? Uneducated! Inquisitive! What improvement could be looked for

there? Mr. Atherton, who might have brought some interest into their

surroundings, was more tedious, more utterly uninteresting than any of

the others. He had not even the charm of familiarity.

Her mother was her only comfort and, even there, so much brightness and

eagerness were sometimes hard to appreciate. She _would_ like so many

people, was so determined to think well of every one, so universally

affectionate and credulous. Her dislike of Mr. Atherton was a relief,

but even that would only last a few days. Once he was out of the house,

and need only be listened to on occasions, he would take his place as

one of “our kind neighbours who must be treated with attention.”

Margaret felt that her spirits required some change, and she decided to

take a walk which had been a favourite one with Marianne and herself

ever since their first coming to Barton Cottage. She would climb the

High-church down, and there, meeting the fresh wind, she would escape

from the discontent and weariness of spirit of which she was ashamed.

Her mother made no objection, and she started on her solitary ramble.

There was now no Elinor at hand to suggest that every one should take

exercise together in the same direction at the same time. Mrs. Dashwood

and Margaret were able to do as they wished without comment. This was

something to cause rejoicing and, as Margaret mounted the hill in the

spring sunshine, her spirits rose also.

The slope she ascended led directly from their garden gate, and she

recalled, as she hastened up it, that day some four years ago, when she

and Marianne were caught in a sudden storm on the summit, and raced

each other down the hill. Marianne caught her foot, and sprained her

ankle. Willoughby had appeared--“Marianne’s preserver.” She remembered

with a smile that it was she who had given him the name. Willoughby had

appeared, and had carried her sister to the house, and the next few

weeks had been all romance and excitement, until the dreadful time had

come when Marianne had wept all day, and her mother and Elinor went

about with grave sad faces, and no one ever thought of telling her

what it was all about. Then her sisters had gone to London and she and

her mother had spent happy months together, all too soon ended with

Marianne home ill and Elinor more severe than ever. After all there was

nothing to excuse so much unhappiness, for Elinor had married Edward

Ferrars, and they seemed to like each other very well, and not to mind

being rather quiet and dull; and Marianne had married Colonel Brandon,

although she always said he was too old to think of marrying, and

Marianne was not only happy, but rapturously so; and she did not seem

to think the Colonel dull at all, and would certainly have minded very

much if he had been so.

All of which passed through Margaret’s mind as she climbed, and

convinced her that she missed Marianne very greatly, and that it was

her absence which was the chief cause of her own discontent.

A sharp gust of wind met her on the summit, and, to her consternation,

the light scarf which she held round her shoulders was lifted from her

grasp and blew away across the down. She hurried after it, hoping that

it might catch on some tuft of grass, or stone, or hawthorn tree, and

over the next rise she encountered it again.

It was in the hands of a young man of pleasing appearance, who had

evidently caught it on the wind, and was looking at it with great

interest. She paused on seeing him, and he, at the same moment

perceiving her, hurried towards her with a smiling face to return her

property. His manner was so open and unaffected, his pleasure in being

of use so evident, his eye so bright, his person so agreeable, in

fact, his whole bearing so truly amiable that she felt some regret that

it seemed right to do no more than accept the scarf, proffer her thanks

and turn away to descend the hill.

This was not at all what he approved, however, and he asked at once if

she had not intended to walk on the down in the direction from whence

he came. Margaret admitted that this was so, and was proceeding on

her walk when she found to her surprise that he intended to walk with

her. Perhaps she was wrong to allow it, but it was not easy to object

without incivility, and he walked by her side with such easy grace and

without the appearance of thinking that he was behaving in any way

out of the ordinary. It was pleasant and it was very unexpected, and

Margaret was in a mood to appreciate either.

They walked for some three-quarters of an hour, conversing on general

topics when the high wind made it possible. She parted from him where

they had met without having learnt his name or told him her own.

As she returned to the Cottage she decided to say nothing of this

encounter. “It is of no moment,” she thought. “We shall never meet

again. My mother might think me indiscreet. She might even speak of

it. They might come to the knowledge of it at the Park.”

With that dreadful thought her mind was finally made up. She would not

speak of the agreeable stranger to anyone at all.

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