XXVI

Shortly before ten o'clock Frederick was in his friend's consultation

room. The walk to Meriden on the brisk winter day had done him good.

"How did you sleep?" asked Schmidt. "You know, you superstitious people

maintain that what you dream the first night in a strange place will come

true."

"I hope not," said Frederick. "My first night was rather insignificant,

and things passed helter-skelter through my brain."

He said nothing of a dream he had had, in which he heard the ringing of

the electric bells on the _Roland_. Though he fought against the

impression, it obstinately transported him back to those horrid moments

of the shipwreck. Little by little this illusion of his hearing had

become Frederick's cross. Sometimes he feared it might be a species of

aura, which he, as a physician, knew not infrequently announces an attack

of severe illness.

The consultation rooms of the two physicians were separated by the

waiting-room, which they used in common. Mrs. Schmidt, whom Frederick had

met the day before, came over and, greeting him parenthetically, asked

her husband to help her with the examination of one of her patients, a

woman of about twenty-seven, who shortly before had married a workman

holding a good position in one of the Meriden factories. The woman

complained of an upset stomach. Mrs. Schmidt suspected cancer of the

stomach.

Both Schmidt and his wife asked Frederick to join them in the

examination. They found the patient smiling as she lay stretched on the

table. Her smile changed to an expression of astonishment when she saw

the two gentlemen. Mrs. Schmidt introduced Frederick as a famous German

physician.

"I just spoiled my stomach a little," the woman, who was pretty and well

dressed, said in excuse for the trouble she was giving. "My husband will

laugh at me and scold me if he hears I ran to a doctor."

Frederick and Peter confirmed Mrs. Schmidt's diagnosis, and Mrs. Schmidt

told the candidate for the grave, who was so gay and unsuspecting, that

she might have to undergo a slight operation. She inquired kindly for her

husband and her child, who had come into the world three months before

with her help, and the woman gave ready answers in the best of spirits.

Peter took it upon himself to acquaint her husband the very same day with

her condition.

During the next week, Peter drew his friend more and more into his

practice. Frederick found a certain grim attraction in it. It was a

strange treadmill, set in a world of everlasting suffering and dying,

in a subterranean stratum of life, having nothing in common with that

deceptive existence of a comparatively happy superficiality which he had

been able to lead in New York. The Schmidts were doing hard service

requiring the utmost self-renunciation. They received no greater

compensation than enabled them to obtain sufficient food, clothing and

shelter to be able to continue in that service. Though Peter Schmidt was

not a Socialist, his practice was almost exclusively confined to the

working class. Most of the two doctors' clients were poor immigrants

with large families, who toiled laboriously in the Britannia-metal

factories to keep the wolf from the door. Their fees were extremely low,

and in half the cases Peter, true to his views of life, did not collect

them.

The section of the city in which their office was located was dismal

beyond parallel. A factory with its offices took up a whole block. Though

Frederick was well acquainted with the corrosive sublimate and carbolic

acid smell of consultation rooms, he nevertheless had difficulty in

concealing the depressing effect the Schmidts' home had upon him. It was

dark and gloomy, and the street noises came in directly from the windows.

In Germany, a city of thirty thousand inhabitants is dead. This American

city of twenty-five thousand inhabitants raced and rushed, rang bells,

rattled and clattered and raved like mad. Nobody had a moment's time.

Everybody hurried past everybody else. No question of joy in life here.

If a man lived in Meriden, he lived there to work. If a man worked in

Meriden, he worked for the sake of the dollars that had the power finally

to free him from that environment and introduce him to a period of

enjoyment. Most of the people, especially the German and Polish workmen

and tradesmen, saw in the life they were compelled to lead a temporary,

provisional existence, a condition the bitterness of which was

intensified when return to the home country was cut off by sins committed

in the past or by expulsion and banishment. From psychologic interest,

Frederick had entered into conversation with patients in the waiting-room

and had already learned of sad cases of men having been ejected from

their country and left without a home.

Mrs. Schmidt was a Swiss. She had a broad German head, straight, finely

chiselled nose, and a figure like the figures of the women of Basel that

Holbein painted.

"She is much too good for you," Frederick teased Peter. "She ought to be

the wife of a Dürer, or still better, the wife of the wealthy Ratsherr

Willibald Pirkheimer of Nuremberg. She was born to preside over a

comfortable patrician household, with closets and chests full of linen

and heavy silk and brocade garments. She should go to sleep every night

on a bed three yards high covered with silk spreads. She should have

twice as many hats and fur garments as the town council allows the

wealthy. Instead of that, poor soul, she studied medicine, and you let

her run around to every Tom, Dick, and Harry with her little bag of ill

omen."

As a matter of fact, the ugliness of her surroundings and the

strenuousness of her occupation, which opened up no vista of hope and

usually robbed her of four nights' sleep in a week, had made of Mrs.

Schmidt an embittered person suffering from homesickness. What aggravated

matters was that she was dominated by an obstinate sense of duty and that

dogged insistence on saving characteristic of the Swiss. Since her

parents' letters strengthened her in her notions, she was not to be

shaken in her resolve not to return home until after a certain sum had

been laid aside, and of this there was no immediate prospect. Whenever

Peter, saddened to see his wife withering away from overwork and

nostalgia, proposed that they return to Europe, she would become very

hard, cutting and bitter. But when she had a free hour in which to talk

to Frederick and her husband of the Swiss mountains and mountain climbs,

she revived visibly. There, in the musty office, or in the physicians'

private rooms, arose the glorious vision of Sentis, in the face of which

Mrs. Schmidt had been rocked in her cradle. The conversation, of course,

turned on Scheffel's "Ekkehard," the chamois reserve, Lake Constance, and

St. Gall. They recalled memories of a Rigi tour, a tour up from Lake

Lucerne at Fluelen to Göschenen, from Göschenen to Andermatt, from

Andermatt up over the Rhone glacier and down to the wonderful Grimsel

Hospice, with its clear icy-cold lake, which lies in a rocky funnel, like

the entrance to the kingdom of shades. One looks about to see if Charon's

raft is not waiting. Mrs. Schmidt said she would rather be the dirtiest

shepherdess on Sentis than a physician in Meriden.

"Very well," cried Peter, "we will cross the ocean again and settle in

Berne or Zürich." As always when Peter Schmidt made this proposition,

Mrs. Schmidt's face took on an expression of hard, hostile determination.

It did not escape Frederick's notice.

Everything Mrs. Schmidt said testified to her humanity and her clear,

serious, sympathetic insight. What a pity she had forgotten how to laugh!

What a pity she was not Ratsherr Willibald Pirkheimer's stately,

respected wife, surrounded by his healthy children! Her broad shoulders

and hips, her long, thick hair required the soft curves of a body

blooming in happiness, sunlight and wealth. As it was, her face, though

she was only twenty-seven years old, was fearfully worn and anxious, and

her shabby clothes hung carelessly on her angular figure. Nevertheless,

Frederick perceived the beauty even in her neglected appearance.

Naturally Peter Schmidt, the blond Friesian, also suffered under these

conditions, but not to such an extent as to be shaken in his peculiar,

deep-seated idealism. It was his idealism, never for an instant forsaking

him, that raised him above all momentary hardships. This very fact, it

seemed to Frederick, only added to his wife's vexation. From certain

remarks of hers, he could tell that it would have been more pleasing to

her had Peter cared more for his own advancement and less for the

advancement of humanity at large. No man possessed firmer belief than he

in the triumph of good, and no man rejected religious beliefs with

greater horror. He was one of those who disavow the Garden of Eden and

declare the next world to be a myth, yet are firmly convinced that the

earth may be developed and will develop into a paradise and that man

may be developed and will develop into the divinity of that paradise.

Frederick, too, had an inclination for Utopias, and his friend's

notions had a revivifying effect upon him. When accompanying him on

his professional visits, or skating on the little Lake of Hanover, or

conversing with him in his Diogenes tub, hope came back to him; but when

his friend left, hope forsook him.

But Peter Schmidt was no vain Utopist. He had a solid basis for his

ideals, and endeavoured to realise them in practice. Frederick knew no

one so well versed in the natural sciences, political economy, and

medicine; and since he also had very accurate knowledge of the geography

and history of the important countries, his survey of political

conditions was enviably broad. When twenty years old, he had upheld the

pan-Germanic ideal. Now, at thirty, he wrote anonymous editorials, which

received much attention, advocating the coalition of America, Germany and

England, while strongly objecting to the Russian policy in Germany that

originated with Bismarck. The theme that the friends chiefly discussed in

those days may be summed up in the names of Marx and Darwin, or either

of them. In Peter Schmidt a sort of adjustment, or rather fusing, of the

fundamental tendencies of those two great personalities was in process,

though the Christ-Marxian principle of the protection of the weaker gave

way to the natural principle of the protection of the stronger; and this

mirrors the result of the profoundest revolution that has ever taken

place in the history of mankind.

"If, with that tough Friesian skull of yours," Frederick once said to

him, "you succeed for twenty years in propagating the idea of artificial

selection as applied to man, and if the idea of race hygiene, of a

teleologic improvement of human types is sufficiently spread, it will

undoubtedly be fruitful of practical results some day. That is, a fresh,

healthy, vigorous stream of blood will flow through our veins and tend

more and more to counteract the increasing marasmus that is enfeebling

the race."

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