They had a synchronized momentum of their own. If I dropped a stone in

the middle of them, they would separate at that point and then close in

to fill the gap. There could be no nullifying or breaking their united

persistence. Their onwardness, their desperate dashing against the

rocks, had its own logic--a logic which had nothing to do with hope,

reason, or choosing another alternative. No way out, in other words.

Slavery to the reproductive urge. These alewives are more dumb than

sheep. If you were to press your own sympathy hard enough, you might

feel a terrible lack of variety in them, or, paradoxically enough, of

daring. The lidless-eyed and plunging multitude seems brutally driven,

without a chance. This is “togetherness” with a terrible vengeance.

Perhaps there is something here that we know too, as fellow animals,

and lose sight of. At the risk of making one of those vaguely

anthropomorphic assumptions against which the objective scientists are

constantly warning us, I would guess that the self-motivation in this

onward mass of fish might be compared to those human crowds that take

action under stress, independently of the individuals that make them

up. Suddenly a crowd, hitherto a random combination of people, takes

on a frightening rhythm and purpose of its own. It is governed by

laws which go back infinitely farther in the history of life than the

immediate goal of its anger or exultation.

I have explained nothing. I can only say that when I first saw these

fish I was moved in spite of myself. Instinct is no more blind than

wonder. To have the human attributes of mind and spirit and the race’s

ability to control its own environment does not give me the wit to beat

the infinitely various will of life at its own game. All I could wish

for would be to join it.

I walked on down the banks of Stony Brook, past the Herring Run area

with its neat paths, bridges, and fish ladders, my shoes squashing in

the mud. The stream turns a slight angle at this point, gets broader

and shallower and begins to run through the little valley that ends

in tidal marshes and the Bay. The alewives, for a hundred yards at

least, were running up against the downward currents, massed almost

stationary, not in ranks, but ordered mutuality, with a long waving

like water grasses or kelp, and curving, twisting, swirling like their

medium the water as they moved very gradually ahead. There was no

indiscriminate rushing ahead. It was done to measure; but it seemed

to me that through their unalterable persistence I saw the heaving

of crowds of all kinds, of buffalo, cattle, sheep, or men. I had seen

as much motion in crowds pouring out of a subway entrance or massing

through a square. History was in their coming on, without its shouts

and cheers. They could not speak for themselves; but who knew how deep

the silence went?

Ahead of them there was a net; behind, down the broader reaches of

the brook, the greedy herring gulls dropped down into the water after

them, or stood along the bank in apparently glutted satisfaction, while

others screamed and sailed overhead. In spite of their slow gliders’

grace and local lethargy compared with swift sea birds like the terns,

gulls travel the rims of the world. They had always made me think of

far-distance, voyages unending. Many of them had congregated on a bald

hill that overlooks the run and were standing like white sentries under

the shafts of the northern sky beyond. From far off they sometimes

suggest rows of military crosses, and I have heard them compared to a

field of flowers. Soldiers, flowers, graves ... all these they might

suggest on the heights of fate, by their pure bold greed and unmatched

design. They stood on a wide stage.

V

The Nature of an Alewife

The fish kept moving up. I watched them swinging back and forth with

the current, great-eyed, sinewy, probing, weaving, their dorsal fins

cutting the surface, their ventral fins fanning, their tails flipping

and sculling. In the thick, interbalanced crowd there would suddenly

be a scattered dashing, coming as quickly as cat’s-paws flicking the

summer seas. They may have moved by “reflex” rather than conscious

thought, but what marvelous professionals they were in that!

The cold raw winds of April had heeled back, and May swung on. There

were an increasing number of days with the wind from the southwest,

smelling of sunny springtime. The local paper had it that the

temperature averaged a high of 66.6 degrees Fahrenheit and a low of

44.2 in the week between the second and the ninth of May. The following

week the average rose a little, going to between 67.5 and 47 degrees.

The first reported striped bass, a three-and-a-half-pounder, was caught

on the Cape the eighth of the month.

The willows that hung over the Herring Run were budding and flowering

out, lacing and fringing with many beads, a yellow-green; and leaves of

the red maples began to unfold, a light coppery russet color, hanging

like limp claws--and elsewhere, on higher ridges and other roads, the

oaks in their leafy variety of pink, yellow, gray and pale green, were

starting their fires with tenderness. Clouds of the shad-blow’s lacy

white blossoms came out everywhere between pitch pines and oaks, to

last only a few days and be replaced by beach plums whose flowers burst

out of their sheaths like popping corn.

The procession, down the brook and around its bend, made other rushing

sounds above the noise of the flow itself. The gulls in the valley were

crying out with “ho!” and “ha!” and “yi!” The shadow of a gull flying

high over us fell across the water and the alewives rushed to the side.

The backs of some of them were cruelly gashed. There was a dead one on

the bank, stiff and dry, flatly reflecting the blue in the sky like an

unpolished knife blade.

[Illustration]

They were close-packed going up through the ladders, herding, slipping,

slanting, struggling in relation to each other. I grabbed one out with

my hands. It shuddered, was almost still for a second or two, like a

man with his wind knocked out, then plunged in my hands and slipped

out onto the bank. It thrashed there in the grass, a twelve-inch fish,

with a gray-green back, and silver sides and belly that reflected the

magnificent surfaces of May, with grass, sun, and blue sky intruding

through the overhanging leaves and the brown earth. It shone with

violet, yellow-green, white and brown, pink and blue. It had an

inclusive majesty, a great natural art.

Its silver scales are large, like iridescent reflecting coins: and in

the water the alewife is able to alter the pigmentation of its skin so

as to blend with the background. It is able to do this very quickly, so

that it changes in color as it moves up the stream to correspond with

a darker or lighter bottom ... part of the whole various pattern of

adaptation which the fish show to the water around them.

During the course of evolution brain development among the fishes has

been slow. What brain power they have is closely related to their sense

organs, concentrated on their whole bodily co-ordination; in which,

so far as water action is concerned, they are man’s superiors. An

alewife’s body is marvelously fitted to situation--peace or turbulence,

light or dark, flood and ebb, ripple or rile. This inhabitant of the

sea weaves up through the overhanging springtime, and seems a part of

it, experienced as to its flowering.

For it is a salt-water fish, as I sometimes had to remind myself

later between the ponds and the Bay, although there is a landlocked

variety; and as such it is part of a prodigious tribe. As a member of

the herring family--the Clupeidae, it is related to the sea herring,

sprats, shads, pilchards, and menhadens. The sea herring is one of

the most important food fish in the world. In Europe whole societies

were affected by its shifts in abundance. Loss of control over herring

fisheries was instrumental in the breakup of the Hanseatic League.

In 1881 Thomas Henry Huxley said: “Man, in fact, is but one of a

vast co-operative society of herring catchers.” The yearly catch is

enormous. One school of herring may run not into millions but billions

of individual fish; though Huxley may have exaggerated the capacity of

the herring population to keep its level in the face of human demands.

To mention another important relative of the alewife, the common or

American shad is also a food fish, being something of a delicacy,

prized highly for its flesh and roe. It is a larger fish, weighing

between six and nine pounds; but it is not so abundant as the alewife.

The menhaden fishery is the largest in the country in terms of weight.

Some 800,000,000 pounds of this fish are harvested annually from the

Atlantic and Gulf coasts; its present fate is to be turned into fish

meal, scrap, and oil. In addition many tons of ground-up menhaden, or

“pogies,” are used by salt-water anglers to attract bluefish, tuna, or

mackerel.

All these herring species are similar in appearance, with silvery

scales, easily rubbed off, thin, deep bodies, and tails quite deeply

forked.

The alewife belongs to a group of great age in the earth’s history,

and one which has survived, for one thing, by reason of its numbers,

and not by any skill in speed or individual pugnacity. It depends on

the crowd rhythm for perpetuation. Its salt-water whereabouts are

comparatively unknown, although it is thought it may not go very far

afield; but in a run of alewives you might sense not numbers only,

but something of the sea’s capacious demands that made these fish to

measure. Green, gray, silver, they wear its colors, and seem built to

nose into its space, or be carried with its moods.

Are there no individuals among them? It is perhaps no term to apply

with so manifestly united a company. In any case we are deceived if we

try to translate ourselves, our ability to choose, our eyes for pattern

and variation, into an animal that can see us at best as an occasional,

strange, blurred image appearing above the bank, and to whom everything

but the water world is unknown. In a sense we know too little, and so

do they, to discuss the matter.

Yet anyone, with a slipping, plunging alewife in his hands, knows it in

some degree for its uniqueness. This green-backed, silver-sided water

animal, smooth, supple, and muscular, with a sail-like fin on its back

is definite enough. Its body is convex-sided, coming to a thin edge

at the belly, shaped like shellfish, seeds, or Indian artifacts. From

its undershot jaw to its tail, it is clearly a tough fish, and in our

experience an adaptable one that knows its way.

This is the “sawbelly” all right. You can very easily feel the

serrations, or little teeth, with your fingers--it is one good way of

telling alewives from sea herring in the dark. But the name “big-eyed”

is perhaps most dramatically true of the alewife. Its black, round,

shining eyes are very prominent in proportion to its small head and

small mouth. They are large black disks like certain water-worn rocks,

or they are great bubbles coming up from a dark depth. I fancied,

seeing a tiny image of myself in the alewife’s eye, that I was

reflected in a deep, impenetrable well.

It is known that a fish’s eye is somewhat like ours in that it has

a lens, an iris, a cornea, retina, and optic nerve; but that it is

designed to see under water, which ours is not. In J. H. Norman’s

_History of Fishes_, he writes: “The eye, as is well known,

acts after the manner of a photographic camera, the two essential parts

being the screen or retina at the back, and the lens at the front,

which projects an image of the outside world on the screen. The lens

of a land vertebrate is somewhat flat and convex on both sides, but in

the fish it is a globular body, the extreme convexity being a necessity

under water because the substance of the lens is not very much denser

than the fluid medium in which the fish lives. The space between lens

and retina is filled with a transparent jelly-like substance, the

vitreous humor. The transparent outer wall of the eye, the cornea, is

somewhat flatter in fishes, and the space between this and the lens

is filled by the watery, aqueous humor. In land vertebrates the iris

of the eye is capable of great contraction, and, acting like the

diaphragm of a camera, regulates the amount of light allowed to enter

the eye. In fishes it generally surrounds a rounded pupil, and has

comparatively little power of contraction.”

I should add that an alewife’s eye is somewhat fixed, and not capable

of much movement.

Back of the eyes and mouth are the gill covers that protect the gills

underneath, which are weak and blood-filled, dark-red overlapping

layers, like petals, four on each side. As the fish’s gill covers open

and close, water passes over the gills, taking oxygen into the blood

stream. The alewife’s heart, which pumps blood to the gills, is located

directly below them.

This is a plankton eater, although it will eat shrimp, small fish,

or young eels, on occasion. It has no teeth, or such a semblance of

tiny, weak ones, back in its mouth, that they are of little use. The

particles of food that come through its mouth are strained through a

device known as gill rakers, which act as sieves or filters, in the

form of fine hairlike growths mounted on the gill arches, the bony

structures on which the gills are also arranged.

A female alewife can be recognized fairly readily by its size. On the

average the males run from ten to eleven inches and the females from

eleven to twelve, and the males are of course lighter. The proportion

of males to females on the inland run seems to be about fifty-fifty.

Alewives weigh anywhere between eight and ten ounces. Part of the

weight of both sexes during their spawning migration is accounted for

by the roe; in fact, their ovaries and testes may become so enlarged

as to fill up a large part of their bodies. The egg sacs of the female

vary in color from pink to yellow or yellow-orange, depending on their

stage of development. The milt, sometimes called soft roe, of the male,

is white and pink.

To sketch a fish so generally is scarcely to know it, but even if I

were able to give a good account of its complex skeleton down to the

last bone, or discuss all the actions of its nervous system as known

so far, I would not have done enough. Our bodies may have chemicals in

common with them, but we will never know the fish.

The alewife I took from the water eluded me. Cold-blooded fish,

warm-blooded man, the water’s triumph caught by the alien air. It

slipped my hand and knowledge. “An aquatic vertebrate?” A mystery,

though I recognized a life that shone with vibrant persistence, one of

nature’s particularized energies, a wild texture as old as the animal

world, a food that was the beneficent matter of all struggle and greed.

Were there more connections between us that needed exploration? How

much fright, how much nerve-threaded darkness, how much throbbing

electric quickness might not be receiving me in the distance of that

fixed eye? Perhaps we strangers all meet somewhere in each other’s

sight.

VI

Puzzles and Speculations

The Herring Run area, small center of commerce and history, had been my

starting point, but I had hardly begun to follow the alewives on their

whole migratory route between salt water and the ponds above. First

of all I had some background of local hearsay to bring into question.

Did the herrin’ really go all the way down to South America in the

wintertime? Was it true that each fish returned to the stream it was

born in? Did they come inland on their spawning journey and then die,

like the west coast salmon? I overheard a man say, “Poor fish! All that

work just to die!” But that was one interpretation I could dispose of

early, having seen them go back to salt water the year before. Did they

only come in from the Bay at night or on foggy evenings? To find out

would take more watching and waiting than I had done so far.

You might deduce this much to start with: the alewives, only a few at

first, started to come inland in the spring when the brackish waters

from the Stony Brook outlet were warmer than the Bay into which they

flowed, if only by a few degrees. They responded with sensitivity to

the temperature. If the earliest fish were the oldest, it was possible

that the later runs also corresponded to age groups, guessing by their

size, and that the youngest came last of all. Evidently schools of

alewives stay together during their ocean life according to the years

when they were spawned. Yet why, between March and June, any given

schools would come in when they did would be hard to tell.

There are places where you can watch the alewives approach, at the

junction between tidal and inland waters. At Damariscotta, Maine, they

swim up a wide tidal river until a fresh-water stream flows into it

from a height above. I was told that the fish are seen massing and

circling, sometimes for days, at this point, until by some communicated

decision, or joint response--perhaps to pressure of numbers, combined

with the right temperature conditions--they start going up. A cold snap

may make them drop back to tidewater. In the same way, cold weather may

discourage their coming in from Cape Cod Bay.

You can also see them schooling in the Cape Cod Canal at the entrance

to the Bournedale run, but not at Stony Brook where the outlet flows

into the Bay through low sand dunes, or sand flats at low tide.

Whatever the local topography may be, the alewives are evidently

attracted to the warmer currents and the lack of salinity in a stream

where it flows into salt water.

In general the cause of their moving in together from the offshore

depths is their sexual development. I have heard the speculation

that this is affected by the increase in light at this stage of the

season, but unfortunately know no more about it. In any case at the

age of four, or sometimes three, they are ready to spawn, to follow

out the new force that is in them, on an old track. Their timing, when

to migrate, is a question of generation, a decision that has to be

made once again in the earth’s timeless schedule. Perhaps there is a

comparison to be made once more with the weather, in which the element

of surprise is constant during the usual course of the season, the

intangible variant still plaguing prediction. The turns to storm or

sunshine have their own order in the years beyond the immediate one.

Who knows when anything will happen? Suddenly the cicadas start to sing

in the August trees. Why that day or hour? Because “conditions are

just right”? Perhaps, if we could ever track down all the conditions.

Natural acts may be repetitive, but no flight, or song, or new growth

has ever existed before at exactly the same time, pitch, or ratio. They

are part of the indefinite context of generation.

What about the alewives during their years in the sea? Very little

seems to be known. According to _Fishes of the Gulf of

Maine_ by Bigelow and Schroeder: “The alewife is as gregarious

as the herring, fish of a size congregating in schools of hundreds of

individuals (we find record of 40,000 fish caught in one seine haul

in Boston Harbor) and apparently a given school holds together during

most of its sojourn in salt water. But they are sometimes caught mixed

with menhaden, or with herring. Alewives, immature and adult, are often

picked up in abundance in weirs here and there along the coast, and

it is likely that the majority remains in the general vicinity of the

fresh-water influences of the stream-mouths and estuaries from which

they have emerged, to judge from the success of attempts to strengthen

or restore the runs of various streams.... But it is certain that some

of them wander far afield, for catches up to 3,000 to 4,000 pounds per

haul were made by otter trawlers some 80 miles offshore, off Emerald

Bank, Nova Scotia at 60 to 80 fathoms, in March 1936.”

They also say, with circumspection: “It seems likely from the various

evidence that the alewives tend to keep near the surface for the first

year or so in salt water, and while they are inshore when older. But

practically nothing is known of the depths to which they may descend if

(or when) they move offshore, there being no assurance that those taken

by trawlers were not picked up, while the trawls were being lowered or

hauled up again.”

The view that most of the alewives stay in coastal waters near the

fresh waters where they were hatched seems to be generally accepted,

though the proof is sometimes hard to find. They occur at various

depths in the sea as well as considerable distances offshore. They are

as likely to be found in deep as in shallow waters. I am told there

are recorded views that landlocked alewives winter in the deep waters

of Lake Ontario, and that shad, a close relative, have been found with

near-bottom animals in their stomachs. I also have the information that

during the summer of 1956 draggers in Passamaquoddy Bay were catching

a large quantity of alewives and that “it looked as if they were near

bottom.” Despite some having been picked up in weirs close to the shore

at various times during the year, they have not commonly, if at all,

been taken by draggers on the continental shelf except when approaching

the shore during the spawning season. In other words their oceanic

whereabouts have not been pinned down. All we can say, still presuming

stocks are local along the coast, is that mature alewives move in from

deeper waters offshore in the springtime, progressively later from

south to north.

What might seem to be a curious exception to the rule is a run in

St. John Harbor, New Brunswick, that occurs in the dead of winter.

Alewives are taken there in late January and early February; but I find

that this may not be so peculiar a phenomenon as it sounds. To begin

with, St. John Harbor is joined with the Bay of Fundy, and when the

fish move into it they are still at sea. The reasons for their move

at that time is not clear, but as there appears to be winter seining

of alewives farther down the coast along the shores of neighboring

Charlotte County, it is at least not unbelievable. The alewives then

start through the harbor and move up the St. John River to their

spawning grounds in the usual migratory months of April and May. I am

told by the St. Andrews Biological Station that: “The inflow of the St.

John River, particularly in April and May, dilutes the harbor water,

especially at the surface. Whether it attracts alewives to the harbor

or carries them there by deep circulation is a question.” This last

point brings up the problem, quite beyond my powers to understand, of

how the alewives orient themselves, how they find or are attracted to

the waters in which they spawn. We may know very little about their

life at sea, but their ability to find a particular stream or river may

be an even greater mystery, which is not lessened by the probability

that they have been there before. Whether as first-year spawners or

repeaters the alewives seem to come back to the streams from which they

migrated during the first summer and fall of their lives--when they

were not more than a few inches in length. Not consistently--a certain

amount of shifting between schools and change of locale may go on. Many

go astray like migrating birds, or men out of crowds perhaps, but in

general they do tend to return to their home streams. As a proof of

this, ponds that were empty of alewives have been stocked with them,

and the spawn returned as adults in three or four years’ time. This is

the “parent stream” theory. With salmon it has apparently been shown

to be a fact; although it is not so much the stream they were born

in to which they return as the stream in which they grew up. Salmon

eggs have been taken out of one river, moved to another, and then the

hatched fry were tagged. They migrated to the sea and returned to spawn

in the second river where they had their growth.

So what is to account for the alewives being able to find a “parent

stream” that might be only a few yards wide, out of all the great

stretches of the Atlantic coastline? They left it when they were no

more than one and two-fifths to four inches long, but somehow, growing

up in the sea, they must always have been oriented to that home base.

They may have stayed reasonably near by, but even so this ability is

hard to fathom.

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