CHAPTER XVI

Giannella was not the only person who was suffering from the effects

of the scirocco. Across the way good Fra Tommaso was weighed down by

unaccustomed spiritual depression hitherto unknown to his cheerful

nature. He did not ascribe it to the weather, but to the small progress

he was making towards the saintliness which the Cardinal, thirty years

before, had pointed out to him as his goal. Padre Anselmo had done

the same every week since then; and Fra Tommaso confessed to himself,

with many misgivings, that he was woefully far away from it still.

Twice lately he had lost his temper with the schoolboy who served

the first Mass; this morning he had been so carried away as to box

the youngster's ears for trying to trip him up as he came out of the

sacristy; also he had had more distractions than usual of late, and

only last Saturday had made up his mind that he would break the bonds

which held him to the world at one blow--and not look at a single face

in the church. This had been hard work indeed, but he had succeeded in

keeping his eyes on the ground as he went about his duties, and had not

even looked up when somebody knocked over a chair. Still he was very

unhappy, and when the midday gun boomed from Sant' Angelo found it hard

to put much spirit into his bell-ringing. That blessed fellow over at

Santa Eulalia would have it all his own way to-day, for Fra Tommaso's

arms ached, and his peals trailed off into silence while all the other

belfries were clanging with sound. As they ceased he heard his rival

still ding-donging it across the river, and it was with a dreadful

sense of deficiency and defeat that he closed the church and climbed

the long flights to his loggia.

As he emerged from the semi-darkness of the stairs into the blaze of

light and heat on the roof he sank down in the strip of shade by the

doorstep of his room and leaned back, weary and breathless, against the

lintel. How hot and sweet the "basilica" was smelling there in its box

on the parapet, and how pleasantly the perfume mingled with that of

the cabbage soup simmering confidentially on the charcoal inside the

room! Ah, it was pleasant up here; the world and its temptations lay

six flights below; no distractions could climb as high as this, thank

Heaven.

His pigeons came fluttering down from the eaves to welcome him, and

hopped about, anxiously waiting for their largesse of corn. He was

about to rise and fetch it when he glanced up and saw that one of

the number had not joined the rest, but perched on a flower-pot with

averted head as if in a fit of bad temper. Fra Tommaso feared it must

be ailing and, getting up stiffly, prepared to capture it. As he moved,

the others gathered eagerly round his feet, their burnished plumage

giving out splendid glints of purple and green in the sun. The old man

bent down to them laughing. "Patience, patience, you gluttonous ones,"

he said, "you shall have it all in good time."

Then he rubbed his eyes and looked at them again. All the seven were

there, yes, seven. He looked up at the parapet, and there, viciously

pulling a grand red carnation to pieces, sat an eighth, an audacious

stranger who evidently intended to make himself at home.

Out came Fra Tommaso's head from the strip of shade, the sun causing

him to blink painfully and showing the deep lines on his dark old face

and the greenish seams of his worn robe. With outstretched hand he

cautiously approached his visitor; but the caution was thrown away, for

the strange bird landed on his shoulder and began playfully pecking

at his grizzled hair, murmuring soft little sounds as if to entreat

his indulgence. It made no resistance when he lifted it off to see it

closer, but as he did so, his fingers came in contact with metal, with

ribbon--what was this? He almost let the creature go in his amazement,

when he discovered that it wore a tiny silver collar and that a ribbon,

slender as a thread, was attached to the collar and passed under one

wing. With shaking hand he pulled at the silk, and then almost reeled

in surprise, for out came a fold of paper with writing showing through

its thin tissue. Holy Saints preserve us! What portent was this?

His first impulse was one of fear. He moved a step to hurl the uncanny

creature over the parapet; then curiosity overpowered him. He must see

what was written on the paper. He knew that he should have no more

peace of mind unless he did. Clumsily he got the missive free and

opened it with knotty fingers that had never handled a love letter

before. All was dim till he pulled out his horn spectacles and fixed

them on his nose; then, careless of the sun that was beating on his

bare head, deaf to the cries of his faithful retainers clamoring for

food, he read this surprising message:

"Angel of my heart, for three days I have not seen thy beautiful

face. I expire of anguish. I consume with torment. When shall I

behold thee again? Ah, let it be soon, or I shall throw myself

into the river. I cannot support existence parted from thee. Thine

for all eternity. R."

Now indeed Fra Tommaso's head reeled and he had to put out a hand to

the parapet to keep himself from falling. He nearly knocked over the

cherished lemon-tree, and as he bumped against it was aware of the

unknown bird perched on a branch, gazing at him with a wicked, knowing

gleam in its bright eyes. The sacristan recoiled in horror. What demon

was this, assailing him in his old age with lures which he had bravely

renounced in his distant youth? No other thought occurred to him than

that he had been singled out for supernatural trial by the powers of

darkness; as soon as he could collect his senses he breathed a fervent

prayer to dear Saint Anthony of the many temptations to preserve him

from yielding a hair's-breadth to their wiles.

This was instantly effectual, for the unblessed visitor suddenly

spread its wings, rose up into the air and fluttered away over the

roof. Fra Tommaso breathed more easily for a moment; then he realized

that he still retained the missive of evil in his hand. Ah, it must

be destroyed at once. In his haste to reach the fire he stumbled over

the uneven bricks, startling his own innocent pigeons so that they

scurried away from under his feet. Once inside his room he almost ran

to the square of bricks in the corner where the charcoal was burning

in one opening, lifted off the earthenware pot with its cabbage soup

bubbling so appetizingly, and dropped the communication of the Fiend

among the coals. Then, as if fearing that it would fly out in his face,

he replaced the pot firmly. He had conquered the first assault of the

enemy at one blow, but he felt that he must be on the alert for the

next attack.

Exhausted with so many emotions, he sat down, wiping his face, to

collect his thoughts. What dreadful sin or weakness had he fallen

into of late? What inner traitor had opened his heart's door to

the adversary? Poor Fra Tommaso was conscious of having battled

rather manfully against his besetting sin, his love of watching the

congregation, of weaving his own little stories about the bright

young faces and the tired old ones, his sympathy for the widow who

always cried a little at Mass, and even for the pretty, naughty girl

who had actually passed a note from her prayer-book into the hand of

the young man who paused for a moment beside her chair. He had tried

not to wonder what could be the matter over there with Giannella,

that the blinds of her workroom window, whence she had often waved a

smiling greeting to her old friend the sacristan, should be tightly

closed--and that neither she nor Mariuccia should have come to the

church for some days. He was sure he had been faithful to last

Saturday's resolve to keep his eyes on the ground as he came and went.

Last Saturday, and this was Tuesday. Three days. The period mentioned

in that wicked letter!

The terrible conviction was forced upon him that his tempter was some

member of the congregation who had noticed his refusal to look around

and, aided by the powers of darkness, was taking means to shake his

resolution. "For three days I have not seen thy beautiful face." There

was not a mirror in the whole of the San Severino establishment, and

Fra Tommaso had not seen his own face for some thirty years. He put

up his hand and felt it in a wondering way. It seemed very rough and

stubbly; the pious barber who shaved him for nothing only called on

Saturday evenings. Surely none but the Father of Lies could tell him

that it was beautiful!

Well, that enemy could be subdued. He rose wearily; the first weapon

to employ being self-denial, Fra Tommaso sternly removed his dinner

from the fire and put it out of sight in the cupboard. Then, instead

of taking his siesta, he went down and set about cleaning one or two

corners of the church with such good will that his broom dislodged

clouds of dust and sent them flying about him till the stray sunbeams

caught them in the air and turned them into a hundred floating aureoles

above his good gray head. Perhaps they were reflections of some real

and lovely halo stored up for the single of heart.

* * * * * * * * *

Twelve hours later Rome lay sleeping under the August moon, sleeping in

a flood of silver that spread and broadened as the perfect orb swung

slowly up till it marked its zenith in the faint yet living argent of

the sky. The stars seemed to withdraw from its path, their delicate,

infinite myriads weaving ethereal veils of moving silver arc above

arc, in the measureless spaces beyond, like immortal spirits watching

the progress of some incarnate loveliness through a world apart from

theirs, a world holding it by an unseen yet inseverable tie to its

splendid tangibilities of marble palaces and leaping fountains and deep

old gardens full of oleander fragrances and cypress shades.

Rain had fallen in the hills, and with the full of the moon had come

a cool breeze from the west; before it the miasmas of the scirocco

broke up and fled. In the midnight silence the wind blew softly over

the seven hills, singing little songs of health and freshness near at

hand. On Fra Tommaso's loggia the carnations were reaching out to the

coolness, the little lemon-tree was spreading each leaf like a shining

spearhead in the calm, unscorching light; and between the carnations

and the lemon-tree a young man stood bareheaded, leaning over the

parapet and gazing with sorrowful eyes at a closed window in the palace

wall across the way.

Rinaldo had passed the most wretched day of his life; every hour of

it had been a drawn-out purgatory. This was the third of his trial,

for he had had no news of Giannella since the Saturday morning when

Sora Amalia had told him that she was ill. What was happening behind

those impenetrable walls? Was his beloved suffering, dying perhaps,

longing for a word from him, and wondering that she received none,

that he did not come to her? How could he? Twice each day he had rung

at the green door in the hope of learning something; and each time

the little shutter behind the grating had been withdrawn, two fierce

spectacled eyes had identified him from between the bars--and then the

shutter was pushed sharply into place and the guardian of the house had

retreated and closed another door within. The Professor had evidently

forbidden Mariuccia to answer the bell, and Rinaldo could think of no

means of communicating with her. As a forlorn hope he had despatched

Themistocles with an impassioned letter, and Themistocles, evil fowl,

had stayed away many hours, got rid of his message--and returned with

no answer. Giannella must be ill indeed if she could not send him one

little word to show that she was alive, was thinking of her faithful

Rinaldo. Perhaps, he told himself, his sudden declaration of love, the

adorable thing unnamed till now, had frightened or offended her. But

in that case surely she would have sent it back. No, he was sure that

she had received it, and almost sure that she was even now holding it

in her fast-chilling hand or pressing it feebly to her dying lips!

Death is forever on duty in the antechamber of youth's picturesque

imagination; the slightest accent of sorrow calls him up, and he seems

to put his head in at the door and say, "Here I am, my dear. Use me as

you like. Is it for yourself? Then it shall be all flowers and elegies

and lovely memories for your mourning friends. Oh, it is for your best

beloved? I see. I can manage that too, and leave you a hero and a

martyr, bravely carrying a broken heart to an early grave at your lost

one's side."

And youth bows its head and weeps in ecstatic pain on the henchman's

indulgent shoulder, and then says, "Another time, good friend," and

then flies back, a thousand times deeper in love with living, to kind,

familiar life, strengthened and sane once more.

Rinaldo's heart had been drawing him all day to the point when he could

at least feel near to Giannella, Fra Tommaso's loggia. In the cool

midnight, when he could count on the owner's heaviest sleep, he stole

thither and stood with outstretched hands, praying to the closed window

that barred in his dream of happiness. The breeze played comfortably

on his brow, the bath of moonlight calmed his fretted nerves; he

hardly knew whether the moisture in his eyes were tears or the dewy

benedictions of the night. "Giannella, Giannella, flower of my soul,"

he murmured, "speak to me, dream of me. I am here, my heart calls

you--come, come."

There was a sound across the way, the click of a receding bolt, the

stealthy scraping of wood on stone. Then a shutter swung open, and

out of the dark rough frame, like a flower breaking in snow from its

rejected sheath, Giannella leaned out, a vision of whiteness mantled in

falling gold, and raised her lovely face to the sky.

A cry broke from her lover's lips and startled her. She shook back

her hair and straightened herself, resting both hands on the sill as

her gaze explored the night, traveling slowly up to the higher level

opposite. Then a cry of terrified joy rang out in the stillness, for

she thought she saw a spirit--Rinaldo's.

The next moment she knew it was her lover, in the flesh, though how he

came to be standing there seemed a secret between him and some kind

archangel--for a word came to her across the dividing depth, a word

so pulsing with passion that only living lips could have given it

utterance, "Amore mio, amore mio!"

Rinaldo's hands were stretched out as if he would lift her over the

abyss to his side. They two were alone in the world of the night; above

them hung the gentle moon in calm, encouraging splendor; all barriers

save that of the narrow empty space were left far below, and what was

space to them? Each could hear the other's voice, see the other's eyes,

and there was none between them. What more could the delicate young

love desire as yet?

"Rinaldo, is it you?" came the tremulous, happy tones. "O my soul, I

die of joy. It seemed as if I should never see you again."

"I have died a thousand deaths, Giannella," he answered. "They told me

you were ill--I could not get to you. O Heaven give me wings. Call,

call, my heart's love, and your sister angels will bring you over to

me."

"To 'clausura?'" she replied. "Figlio mio, you stand on such holy

ground that its guardians would chase the angels away, if they were

sisters of mine. How did you get there? Is it safe for you? Oh, take

care. If anything should happen to you--" She leaned further out and he

could see all the tender anxiety in her eyes.

"How I came?" he repeated. "Cuore mio, I have been here so often

watching for you as you came and went past that window--my feet would

find the way in the dark, I think."

"But it is Fra Tommaso's loggia," she persisted. "I am afraid for

you! The Fathers will be so angry if they find you there. They might

send you to prison, and I should die of grief. Oh, go back now. I am

frightened. Where is Fra Tommaso?"

"Sound asleep, in there," Rinaldo replied, laughing and pointing over

his shoulder to the tightly closed door of the one room. "Have no

fears, he is snoring sublimely. Do you think such a night as this was

made for snuffy old sacristans? No, indeed. All the lovers in paradise

are on our side, keeping him quiet so that we may speak at last. Tell

me, my beautiful angel, do you love me?"

The beautiful angel did not answer in words, but held out her arms with

a gesture of such true tenderness that Rinaldo's heart seemed to leap

across the gulf and nestle in them.

"I knew it," came his enraptured cry. "You are for me, core of my

heart. Oh, but we shall be happy, happy."

"Ah, Rinaldo," she replied, her face changing, "there are too many

obstacles--you do not know--they are trying to make me marry the

Professor."

"They? Who?" he asked fiercely. "Tell me their names--then leave them

to me."

"It is he, Bianchi, and the Princess. She said it was my duty. But it

is not." She straightened up with sudden energy. "I know now, thank

God, I know. But there is much trouble, Mariuccia wants to tell you

about it, to ask you to help us. You will see--you are so clever--you

will understand what should be done."

"Why do anything, my dear, except walk over to San Severino with

Mariuccia and ask one of the Fathers to marry us? The home is ready, I

hunger for you. Leave everything behind and come."

"No," she replied gravely, "that is not the way. We must leave no bad

feeling behind to make other people miserable. He is the padrone, he

has let me live here for years--he has never been unkind--till lately,

and Mariuccia thinks some evil person has cast a spell over him. We

must make him see reason, and the Princess must understand too. She was

very good to me once. It would seem a piece of treason to just run away

like that--it would not bring us happiness, Rinaldo mio."

"You shall have it your own way, bene mio," he said, "but promise

me one thing. When we have done all we can to make them understand,

when it is explained to them that we love each other, that I am a

galantuómo, that I give you what they have never given you, a happy

home, such as the best, sweetest girl in the world should have--the

appartamentino is of a prettiness--and so cheap--then, if they still

oppose us, you will say, 'Arrivederci, signori miei. It is now

finished. I take the liberty of sending you some confetti, for I

espouse Rinaldo Goffi without another moment's delay.' Will you promise

me that, Giannella?"

"Oh yes," she laughed back, "if Signor Goffi still wants me. Does he

know that I have no dowry, no family, no pretty clothes to wear when he

takes me out for a walk--that I am nearly twenty-one, and as stupid as

a cabbage? Has he considered all these tribulations?"

"If you say another word I shall jump across the street into your

room," he declared; "love will carry me over quite safely. And how

Mariuccia will scold when she finds me there."

"Audacious one, you grow indiscreet," said Giannella. "To-morrow

morning Mariuccia will look for you after the first Mass. Oh, I am so

much better. I shall not be ill any more. You have cured me, dear,

enlightened doctor. So to-morrow be sure to come to the church in time.

I shall not be there, she will not let me go out so soon, but she will

tell you everything. Now go, go, beloved, we have talked too long.

Even the moon is getting tired of listening to us, see, she veils her

face. Good-night, good-night!"

A little cloud had drifted up from the west, shadowing the silvery air

to gray, but Rinaldo saw Giannella lean forward and blow him a kiss.

Then she resolutely drew the blind into place; he heard the bolt click,

and turned to depart. Only just in time, for he became aware that Fra

Tommaso was moving in his room. The next instant Rinaldo was over the

dividing wall and racing for his own terrace through the ups and downs

of the little city on the roof. Then the sacristan's door opened with

a rusty creak and the old man, still dazed with sleep, came out and

looked about him. The paleness of dawn was in the east, his pigeons

stirred and scratched in their cote, and he went and drove them in

again with sharp taps.

"Unmannerly fowls that you are," he grumbled, "what have you been

making such a disturbance about? I could have sworn someone was talking

here. Silly ones, it is only three o'clock. We can all go back to bed

for an hour."

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