CHAPTER VIII - LEE AS A MISSIONARY

Shortly after my return to Illinois I built a house for my

family. During the winter I entered into a trading and trafficking

business with G. W. Hickerson. We would go over the country and

buy up chickens, butter, feathers, beeswax, and coon skins, and

haul them to St. Louis, and carry back calicoes and other goods

in payment for the articles first purchased. We made some money

that way.

While carrying on this trade I drew the remainder of my money

from my friend, Vanleven, and began my preparations for joining

the Saints. About the middle of April, 1840, I succeeded in

securing a good outfit, and with my old friend Stewart again

joined the Saints at Nauvoo. I felt it to be God's will that I

must obey the orders of the Prophet, hence my return to the

society of the brethren.

Joseph and his two counselors, his brother Hyrum and Sidney

Rigdon had been released from jail in Richmond, Missouri, and

were again at the head of the Church and directing the energies

of the brethren. It was the policy of Joseph to hold the city

lots in Nauvoo at a high price, so as to draw money from the

rich, but not so high as to prevent the poor from obtaining

homes. The poor who lost all their property in following the

Church were presented with a lot free in the center of the city.

The Prophet told them not to sell their lots for less than eight

hundred to one thousand dollars, but to sell for that when

offered; then they could take a cheaper lot in the outskirts of

the city and have money left to fix up comfortably.

All classes, Jews and Gentiles, were allowed to settle there, one

man's money being as good as another's. No restrictions were

placed on the people; they had the right to trade with anyone

that suited them. All classes attended meetings, dances,

theaters, and other gatherings, and were permitted to eat and

drink together. The outsiders were invited to join in all of our

amusements. Ball was a favorite sport with the men, and the

Prophet frequently took a hand in the game. He appeared to treat

all men alike, and never condemned a man until he had given him a

fair trial to show what was in him.

Among the first things was the laying of the foundation of the

Temple. When this was done each man was required to do one day's

work in every ten days, in quarrying rock or doing other work for

the structure. A company was sent up the Mississippi River to the

Pineries to get out lumber for the Temple and other public

buildings. The money for city lots went into the Church treasury

to purchase materials for the Temple which could not be supplied

by the Saints' own labor.

At the conference in April, 1840, the Prophet delivered a lengthy

address upon the history and condition of the Saints. He reminded

the brethren that all had suffered alike for the sake of the

gospel. The rich and the poor had been brought to a common level

by persecution; many of the brethren owed debts that they had

been forced to contract in order to get out of Missouri alive. He

considered it unchristianlike for the brethren to demand the

payment of such debts; he did not wish to screen anyone from the

just payment of his debts, but he did think that it would be for

the glory of the Kingdom if the people, of their own will, freely

forgave each other all their existing indebtedness, one to the

other, renew their covenants with Almighty God and with each

other, refrain from evil, and live their religion. By this means

God's Holy Spirit would support and bless the people.

The people were then asked if they were in favor of thus bringing

about the year of jubilee. All that felt so inclined were asked

to make it known by raising their hands; every hand in the

audience was raised. The Prophet declared all debts of the

Saints, to and from each other, forgiven and wiped out. He then

gave the following words of advice to the people:

"I wish you all to know that because you were justified in taking

property from your enemies, while engaged in war in Missouri,

which was needed to support you, there is now a different

condition of things. We are no longer at war, and you must stop

stealing. When the right time comes we will go in force and take

the whole State of Missouri. It belongs to us as our inheritance;

but I want no more petty stealing. A man that will steal petty

articles from his enemies will, when occasion offers, steal from

his brethren too. Now I command you, that you who have stolen

must steal no more. I ask all the brethren to renew their

covenants, and start anew to live their religion. If you will do

this, I will forgive you your past sins."

The vote was taken on this proposition, and resulted in the

unanimous decision of the people to act as requested by the

Prophet. He then continued, saying that he never professed to be

a perfect man.

"I have my failings and passions to contend with the same as has

the greatest stranger to God. I am tempted the same as you are,

my brethren. I am not infallible. All men are subject to

temptation, but they are not justified in yielding to their

passions and sinful natures. There is a constant warfare between

the two natures of man. This is the warfare of the Saints. It is

written that the Lord would have a tried people - a people that

would be tried as gold is tried by the fire, even seven times

tried and purified from the dross of unrighteousness. The chances

of all men for salvation are equal. True, some have greater

capacity than others, yet the chances for improving our minds and

subduing our passions by denying ourselves to all unrighteousness

and cultivating the principles of purity are the same; they are

within the reach of every man; all have their free agency; all

can lay hold of the promises of eternal life, if they will only

be faithful and comply with God's will and obey the Priesthood in

these last days. Never betray anyone, for God hates a traitor,

and so do I. Stand by each other; never desert a friend,

especially in the hour of trouble. Remember that our reward

consists in doing good acts, and not in long prayers like the

Scribes and Pharisees of old, who prayed to be seen of men. Never

mind what men think of you, if your hearts are right before God.

It is written, 'Do unto others as you would that others should

do unto you.' The first commandment is, 'Thou shalt love the

Lord thy God with all thy heart, mind, and strength.' The second

commandment is, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.' Upon

these two hang all the law and the prophets."

To more deeply impress these truths upon the minds of his people

the Prophet gave them an account of the man who fell among

thieves and was relieved by the stranger; and he also taught us

from the Scriptures, as well as by the revelations that he had

received from God, that it is humane acts and deeds of kindness,

justice and words of truth, that are accounted to man for

righteousness; that prayers, made to be heard by men, and

hypocritical groans are displeasing to God.

The Prophet talked to us plainly, and fully instructed us in our

duty and gave the long-faced hypocrites such a lecture that much

good was done. I had at that time learned to dread a religious

fanatic, and I was pleased to hear the Prophet lay down the law

to them. A fanatic is always dangerous, but a religious fanatic

is to be dreaded by all men - there is no reason in one of them.

I cannot understand how men will blindly follow fanatical

teachers. I always demanded a reason for my belief, and hoped I

never would become a victim of fanaticism.

During the summer of 1840 I built a house and such other

buildings as I required on my lot on Warsaw street, and was again

able to say I had a home. The brethren were formed into military

companies that year in Nauvoo. Col. A. P. Rockwood was drillmaster.

Brother Rockwood was then a captain, but was afterwards promoted

to be colonel of the Host of Israel. I was then fourth corporal

of the company. The people were regularly drilled and taught

military tactics, so that they would be ready to act when the

time came for returning to Jackson County, the land of our

inheritance. Most of my wife's relatives came to Nauvoo that

year, and settled near my house.

In 1841 I was sent on a mission through Illinois, Kentucky, and

Tennessee. I also visited portions of Arkansas. I traveled in

company, on that mission, with Elder Franklin Edwards. I was then

timid about speaking in towns or cities. I felt that I had not a

sufficient experience to justify me in doing so.

My comrade had less experience than I had, and the worst of it

was he would not study to improve his mind, or permit me to study

in quiet. He was negligent, and did not pay sufficient attention

to secret prayer, to obtain that nearness to God that is so

necessary for a minister to have if he expects his works to be

blessed with Divine favor. I told him he must do better, or go

home. He promised to do better; also agreed that he would do the

begging for food and lodging, and I might do the preaching. I

accepted the offer, and in this way we got along well and

pleasantly for some time.

At the crossing of the Forkadeer River we stayed over night with

the ferryman, and were well entertained. When we left the ferry

the old gentleman told us we would be in a settlement of

Methodist people that evening, and they were set in their notions

and hated Mormons as badly as the Church of England hated

Methodists, and if we got food or shelter among them he would be

mistaken. He told us to begin to ask for lodging at least an hour

before sundown, or we would not get it.

In the after-part of the day we remembered the advice of the

morning and stopped at every house. The houses were about half a

mile apart. We were refused at every house. The night came on

dark and stormy, the rain fell in torrents, while heavy peals of

thunder and bright flashes of lightning were constant, or seemed

so to me. The timber was very heavy, making the night darker than

it would otherwise have been. The road was badly cut up from

heavy freight teams passing over it, and the holes were full of

water. We fell into many holes of mud and water, and were well

soaked.

About ten o'clock we called at the house of a Methodist class

leader, and asked for lodging and food. He asked who we were. We

told him that we were Mormon preachers. As soon as he heard the

name Mormon he became enraged, and said no Mormon could stay in

his house. We started on. Soon afterwards we heard him making

efforts to set his dogs on us. The dogs came running and barking,

as a pack of hounds always do.

Brother Edwards was much frightened; but I told him not to be

scared, I would protect him. So when the dogs came near us I

commenced to clap my hands and shouted as though the fox was just

ahead of us; this caused the dogs to rush on and leave us in

safety. In this way we escaped injury from the pack of ten or

more dogs that the Methodist had put on our trail.

At the next house we were again refused shelter and food. I asked

for permission to sit under the porch until the rain stopped.

"No," said the man, "if you were not Mormons I would gladly

entertain you, but as you are Mormons I dare not permit you to

stop around me."

This made twenty-one houses that we had called at and asked for

lodging, and at each place we had been refused, simply because we

were Mormons.

About midnight my partner grew very sick of his contract to do

the begging and resolved to die before he would ask for aid from

such people again. I told him I would have both food and lodging

at the next place we stopped. He said it was useless to make the

attempt, and I confess that the numerous refusals we had met with

were calculated to dishearten many a person; but I had faith in

God. I had never yet gone to Him in a humble and penitent manner

without receiving strength to support me, nor had He ever sent me

empty-handed from Him. My trust was in God, and I advanced to the

next house, confident that I would not ask in vain.

As we approached the house we discovered that the negroes were

having a dance. I asked where their master was; they pointed out

the house to me. We walked to the house and up on the porch. The

door was standing open; a candle was burning, and near the fire a

woman was sitting holding a sick child on her lap. The man was

also sitting near the fire. Our footsteps attracted their

attention; our appearance was not inviting as we stood there wet,

muddy, and tired. I spoke in a loud voice, saying:

"Sir, I beseech you, in the name of Jesus Christ, to entertain us

as servants of the living God. We are ministers of the gospel, we

travel without purse or scrip; we preach without hire, and are

now without money; we are wet, weary, and hungry; we want

refreshment, rest, and shelter."

The man sprang to his feet, but did not say a word. His wife

said:

"Tell them to come in."

"We will do you no harm; we are friends, not enemies," I said.

We were invited in. Servants were called, a good fire was made

and a warm supper placed before us. After eating we were shown to

a good bed. We slept until near ten o'clock in the morning. When

we did awaken our clothes were clean and dry, and breakfast was

ready and waiting for us. In fact, we were as well treated as it

was possible to ask.

This family had lately come from the State of Virginia, intending

to try that climate for a year, and then, if they liked it,

purchase land and stay there permanently. After breakfast the

gentleman said:

"You had a severe time of it among the Christians yesterday and

last night. As you are ministers, sent out to convert sinners,

you cannot do better than to preach to these Christians, and seek

to convert them."

He offered to send word all over the settlement and notify the

people, if we would stay and preach that night. We accepted his

offer, and remained, thus securing the rest that we so much

needed, thanking God for still remembering and caring for us, His

servants.

Agreeably to arrangements, we preached in the Methodist meeting-

house to a very attentive audience upon the first principles of

the gospel. We alluded to the treatment of Christ and His

followers by the Pharisees and Sadducees, the religious sects of

those days, and said that we preached the same gospel, and fared

but little better. This meeting-house had been built conjointly

by Methodists and Universalists. Members from both persuasions

were present. Our neighbor who had fed and cared for us leaned to

the latter faith.

At the close of our remarks the class leader who had set the

hounds on our track was the first to the stand to invite us home

with him. I told him that the claims of those who did not set

their dogs on us, after they had turned us from their doors

hungry, were first with me - that his claims were an after

consideration. He said it was his negro boys that sent the hounds

after us; he would not be bluffed. He said that one of us must go

with him - that if I would not go Brother Frank must go. I told

him that Elder Edwards could use his own pleasure, but I would

hold a meeting that night with our Universalist brethren; and

thus we parted.

Elder Edwards went to spend the night with the class leader,

while I attended a meeting with the friends who had invited me

home with them. I had a good time. Of their own accord they made

up a collection of a few dollars as a token of their regard for

me. I was to meet Elder Edwards at the house of my friend who

took us in at midnight from the storm, an hour before sun; but he

did not put in an appearance for an hour after. When he got

within talking distance I saw by his features that he had been

roughly dealt with. His first words were:

"He is the wickedest old man that I ever met with, and, if he

don't repent, God will curse him."

That was enough, and I began to laugh. I conceived what he had to

encounter the long night before. He said:

"If the Lord will forgive me for going this time, I will never go

again unless you are along." I said to him:

"Brother Frank, experience teaches a dear school, yet fools will

not learn at any other. I knew what treatment you would receive,

and refused to go. If you had been a wise man you would have

taken the hint and kept away from him."

We made our way through to Overton County, Tennessee. Here I

advised my friend Edwards to return to Nauvoo, and gave him money

to pay his fare on a steamer, for he was not cut out for a

preacher.

At Carlisle, the county seat of Overton County, I met with a

young man, an elder, by the name of Dwight Webster. Though but

little experienced, yet he was a man of steady habits and an

agreeable companion. We held a number of meetings in this part of

the country. Brother Webster and I baptized several persons, and

made a true friend of a wealthy merchant, named Armstrong, who

welcomed us to his house and placed us under his protection. He

also owned a large establishment in Louisville, Kentucky. He was

an infidel, though an honorable gentleman. His wife Nancy, and

her sister Sarah, were both baptized.

While here I received a letter from Brother James Pace, one of my

near neighbors in Nauvoo, requesting me to visit his brother,

William Pace, and his relatives in Rutherford County, Tennessee.

Elder A. O. Smoot and Dr. David Lewis succeeded us in this

county, and in Jackson County, Tennessee, and added many to those

whom we had already baptized.

Brother Webster and I made our way through to Stone River,

preaching by the way, as opportunity occurred. Here I handed my

letter of introduction to William Pace, brother of my neighbor,

James Pace, who received us kindly and procured us the liberty of

holding forth in the Campbellite chapel.

Here we were informed that the Campbellite preachers were heavy

on debate; that none of the other sects could stand before them,

and that no one dare meet them in public or private discussion. I

replied that my trust was in God, that the message I had to bear

was from Heaven; that if it would not bear the scrutiny of man I

did not want to stand by it; but if it was of God He would not

suffer His servants to be confounded.

"Truth is mighty and will prevail; Error cannot stand before

Truth. If these men can overthrow the gospel which I preach, the

sooner they do it the better for me. I do not wish to deceive

anyone, or to deceive myself. If anyone can point out an error in

the gospel which I preach, I am willing to drop that error, and

exchange it for truth."

The hour came, and Brother Webster and I both spoke. We spoke on

the first principles of the Gospel of Christ, as taught by the

Saviour and His apostles.

Before sitting down I extended the courtesy of the pulpit to any

gentleman that wished to reply or offer any remarks either for or

against what we had set forth. Parson Hall, the presiding

Campbellite minister, was on his feet in a moment and denounced

us as impostors. He said we were holding forth a theory that was

fulfilled in Christ; that the canon of Scripture being full,

these spiritual gifts that were spoken of in the New Testament

were done away with, being no longer necessary. As for the story

of the "Golden Bible" (Book of Mormon), that was absurd in the

extreme, as there were to be no other books or revelations

granted. He quoted the Revelations of St. John in his support,

where they read:

"He that addeth to, or diminisheth from the words of the

prophecies and this Book, shall have the plagues herein written

added to his torment," or words to that effect. I followed him in

the discussion, and quoted John where it reads:

"He that speaketh not according to the law and the testimony hath

no light in him." I said that my authority and testimony were

from the Bible, the book of the law of the Lord, which all

Christian believers hold as a sacred rule of their faith and

practice.

To that authority I hoped my worthy friend would not object. I

illustrated my position by further quotations from the criptures,

and when our meeting was over the people flocked around Brother

Webster and myself in a mass, to shake hands with us and invite

us to their houses - the Methodists, Baptists, and Presbyterians

especially.

The planters in this county were mostly wealthy, and prided

themselves on being hospitable and kind to strangers, especially

to ministers of the gospel. We went from house to house and

preached two and three times a week. We saw that the seed had

already been sown in honest hearts, and we were near to them.

Knowing the danger of being lifted up by self-approbation, I

determined to be on my guard, attend to secret prayer, and to

reading and keeping diaries. When at our friend Pace's house

Brother Webster and I would frequently resort to a lonely grove

to attend to prayer and read to ourselves.

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