And I am glad to remember that she had a warm embrace of his strong

arms, as he instantly recognized her in the doorway, while the servant

stared. Then he said rather nervously as the servant discreetly

withdrew, "How did yon happen to come? Why didn't you send word? Has

anything happened?" And then as she sat by the fire sipping a cup of

tea, she told the story, in her own simple slow way, and ended up with,

"And now I'm coming to live with you, Laddie." And the old eyes behind

the spectacles beamed, and the dear old wrinkled face glowed.

And he poked the fire, and tried to think You know, our English friends

depend almost wholly on the open grate fire, as we do so largely in the

South. And it's a great thing, is the open grate fire. It's a fire. It

warms your body, at least in front in extreme weather. But it's more

than a fire. It's a stimulus to thought. It refreshes your spirit, and

rests your tired nerves, and it is a wonderful thing to help you unravel

knotty problems. So he poked the fire and thought, while she, quite

unconscious of his embarrassment, went on sipping her tea and talking.

It would never do to have her come there, he thought. And his thoughts

went to the circle of friends at the dinner table in the evening, and to

the critical city servants that ran his bachelor establishment. And just

then his ear caught anew the broad provincial twist on her tongue. He

had never noticed it so broad, so decided, before. And she was talking

the small countryside talk, chickens and an epidemic among them. And

that grated strangely. It certainly wouldn't do to have her come there.

Then the tide began to rise gently on the beach of his heart. He

thought, "She's my _mother_. And if mother wants to come here, here she

comes." And he straightened up in his chair, as he gave a gentler touch

to a blazing lump of coal. Then the tide ebbed. It began running out

again. "No, it would hardly do." And he poked and thought. Finally he

broke into her run of talk.

"Mother, you know it is not very healthful here. We have bad fogs in

London. And you're used to the wholesome country air. It wouldn't agree

with you here, I'm afraid. I'll get a little cottage on the edge of

town, and I'll come and see you very often."

And the dear old woman _sensed_ at once just what he was thinking. She

was not stupid, if she was just a plain homely body. He got his brains

from his simple country mother, as many a man of note has done. But she

spoke not of what she felt. She simply said, with that quietness which

grows out of strong self-control:

"It's a bit late the night, Laddie, I'm thinking, to be talking about

new plans."

And he said softly, "Forgive me, mother: it is late, I forgot." And he

showed her to her sleeping apartment.

"And where do you sleep, Laddie?"

"Right here, mother, this first door on the left. Be sure to call me if

you need anything."

And he bade her a tender "good-night," and went back to his study to do

some more thinking and planning. And very late he came up to his

sleeping-chamber. And he was just cuddling his head into the soft pillow

for the night, when the door opened, so softly, and in there came a

little body in simple white night garb, with a quaint old-fashioned

nightcap on, candle in hand. She came in very softly. And he started up.

"Mother, are you ill? What's the matter?"

And she came over very quietly, and put down the candle on the table

before she answered. And then softly:

"No, no, Laddie, I'm not ill. I just came to tuck you in for the night

as I used to do at home. ... Lie still, my Laddie."

And she tucked the clothes about his neck, and smoothed his hair, and

patted his cheek, and kissed his face. And she crooned over him as

mother with little child. The years were quite forgot. She had her

little son again. And she talked mother's love-talk to a child.

"Good-night, Laddie ... good-night ... good-night ... mother's own boy."

And a little more tucking and smoothing and patting and kissing, and

then she turned so quietly, picked up the candle, and went out, closing

the door so softly, her great strength revealed in her gentleness.

And he was just on the point of starting up and saying, "Mother, you

must stay with me, right here"--no, the morning will do, he thought. But

when the morning came she wasn't down for breakfast. And when he went to

her room she wasn't there. It turned out afterwards that she had said to

herself, "It doesn't suit my Laddie's plans to have me here. I don't

understand why. It isn't his fault at all. It just doesn't suit. And

I'll never be a trouble to my Laddie."

And so with that rare characteristic English trait of independence, she

had quietly gone off early that morning before the house was astir. And

he broken-hearted--I'm always glad to remember that--he searched through

the wilderness of London for more than a year, searched diligently, but

could find no trace of her. And then he was graciously permitted to

minister to her last hours in a hospital where a street accident had

sent her unconscious, and where he was chief of the medical staff.

_She came to her own and her own received her not._ He loved her, but it

didn't suit his plans. _He, Jesus_, came to _His_ own, and His own

received Him not; it didn't suit their plans. Ah! listen yet further: He

_comes_ to His own, you and me, and His own--_you_ finish it. Have we

some plans, too, set plans, that we don't propose to change, even

for--(softly) even for _Him_? Each of us is finishing that sentence, not

in words so much if at all, in the words of our action. And the crowd

reads our translation.

The Oldest Family.

"But," John goes on. That was a steadying "but." It was hard on John to

recall how they treated his Friend and Master. But there is a "but."

There's another aide, an offset to what he's been saying, a bright bit

to offset the black bit. But as many as did receive Him. Some received.

Jesus was rejected, yes, abominably, contemptibly rejected. But He was

also accepted, gladly, joyously, wholeheartedly accepted, even though

it came to mean pain and shame.

_As many as received Him_, John says, _He received into His family_. The

conception of a family and of a home where the family lives, runs all

through underneath here. They would not receive this Jesus because He

didn't belong to the inner circle of the old families which they

represented. They regarded themselves as the custodians of the

exclusive aristocratic circles of Jerusalem. And Jerusalem was the upper

circle of Israel.

And every one knew that Israel was the chiefest, the one uppermost

nation, of the earth, with none near enough to be classed second. They

were the favourites of God, all the rest were "dogs of Gentiles,"

outsiders, not to be mentioned in the same breath. To these national

leaders of Jesus' day, this was the very breath of their life.

"And _this Jesus_!" They spat on the ground to relieve the intensity of

their contempt. "Who was He? A peasant! a Galilean! Nazareth!" Nazareth

was put in as a sort of superlative degree of contempt. Of course, they

could easily have found out about the lineage of Jesus. In the best

meaning of the word, Jesus was an aristocrat. Apart from its

philological derivation that word means one who traces his lineage back

through a worthy line for a long way, and so one who has the noble

traits of such lineage. In the best meaning of the word Jesus was an

_aristocrat_. His line traced back without slip or break to the great

house of David, and that meant clear back to Adam. The records were all

there, carefully preserved, indisputable. They could easily have found

this out.

I recall talking one day in London with a gentle lady of an old, titled

Scottish family, an earnest Christian, trained in the Latin Church. In

the course of the conversation she remarked, "Of course, Jesus was a

_peasant_." And I replied as gently as I could so as not to seem to be

arguing, "Of course, He was _not_ a peasant. He chose to _live_ as a

peasant, for a great strong purpose. But He was an aristocrat in blood.

His family line traced directly back through the noblest families clear

to the beginning. No one living had a longer unbroken lineage. And that

is the very essence of aristocracy."

In some circles, they count much, or most, on old families. In certain

cities of our own country, east and south, this is reckoned as the

hall-mark of highest distinction. When one goes across the water to

England and the Continent, he finds the old families of America are

rather young affairs. And as he pushes on into the East, some of the old

families of Europe sometimes seem fairly recent. I remember in the

Orient running across a family where the father had been a Shinto

priest, father and son successively, through forty-five generations; and

another where the father of the family has been successively a

court-musician for thirty-eight generations. I thought maybe I had run

into some really old families at last.

I come of a rather old family myself. It runs clear back without break

or slip to Adam in Eden. I've not bothered much with tracing it, for

there are some pretty plain evidences of ugly stains on the family

escutcheon, running all through, and repeatedly. And then even more than

that I've become intensely interested in another family, an older

family, the oldest family of all. Arrangements have been made whereby I

have been taken into this oldest family of all with full rights and

privileges. My claims to aristocracy are now of the very highest, with

all the noble obligations that go with it. That's what John is talking

of here. _As many as received Him, He received into His family, the

oldest family of all._

These people refused Jesus because He didn't belong to their set. In

their utterly selfish prejudice and wilful ignorance, these leaders shut

Him out from the circles they controlled. But with great graciousness He

received into His circle any, of any circle, high or low, who would

receive Him into their hearts. To as many as received Him into their

hearts He opened the door into His own family. He gave them the

technical right of becoming children of His Father.

Their part of the thing is put very simply in two ways. They _believed_.

They were told, they listened and thought, they accepted as true, they

risked what they counted most precious, they loved. So they believed.

And so they _received._ The door opened, the inner door, the heart door.

He went in. That settled things for them. When He graciously entered

their hearts, the inner citadel of their lives, that settled their place

in this oldest family of all.

How We Don't Get In, and How We Do.

It is of intensest interest in our day to have John go on to tell, in

his own simple taking way, just how we get into this God-family. First

of all, he tells us how we _don't_ get in. Listen: "_not of blood_,"

that is, not by our natural generation; "_nor of the will of the

flesh_," that is, not by anything we can do of ourselves, though this

has a place, a distinctly secondary place; "_nor of the will of man_,"

that is, not by what somebody else can do for us, though this too has

its place.

These are the three "_nots_"; the three ways we are _not_ saved. And it

becomes of intensest interest to notice that these are the very three

ways that the crowd is emphasizing to-day, some this, others that, as

the way of being saved. The three modern words we commonly use for these

three "nots" of John are, _family, culture_, and _influence_.

Some of us seem to be fully expecting to walk into the presence of God,

and to get all there is to be gotten there, because of the family we

belong to. This is probably stronger in some of us than we are conscious

of. It's a matter of blood with us, our blood, our natural generation.

We take greatest pride in showing what blood it is that runs in our

veins. We trace the line far back to those whose names are well known.

And this sort of thing has overpowering influence in our human affairs

down here.

His gracious majesty King George is King of England, because he is the

child of Edward and Alexandra. His one and only claim to the English

throne is that at the time of accession he was their oldest living son.

But that won't figure a farthing's worth when he comes up to the

hearthfire of God's family. And I think he understands this full well.

I'm expecting to see him there; not as King of England, but as a

brother.

It is not a matter of blood. It's a blessed thing to be well-born. It

makes a tremendous difference to have the blood of an old noble family

in one's veins, if it is good clean blood. But it'll never save us.

Salvation is not by lineal descent, not by family line. It is "not of

blood." John clears that ground.

Some of us put great stress on what we are in ourselves. This looms big

with a great crowd scattered throughout the earth. We know so much. We

have gotten it by dint of hard work. We can do some things so skilfully.

We have worked into positions of great power among men. Our names are

known. Sometimes they are spelled in large letters.

The broad word for this is _culture_, what we have gained and gotten by

our effort, of that which is reckoned good, and which _is_ good. Culture

is one of the chief words in our language to-day. Whether spelled the

English way or the German, it looms big. It is one of our modern

tidbits. It is chewed on much, and pleases our palate greatly. And

culture is good, if it is good culture.

But, have you noticed, that you have to have a thing before you can

culture it? No amount of the choicest culture will get an apple out of a

turnip, nor a Bartlett pear out of a potato, nor make a Chinese into an

Englishman, nor an American into a Japanese. Culture can improve the

stock, but _it can't change it_. It takes some other power than culture

to change the kind. Here we have to be made of the same kind as they are

up in the old family of God. There must be a change at the core. Then

culture of that new stock is only good and blessed.

This is John's second "not." It seems rather radical. It completely

undercuts so much of our present day notions. If John is right, some of

us are wrong, radically, dangerously wrong. Yet John had a wonderful

Teacher whom he lived with for a while. And after He had gone, John had

another Teacher, unseen but very real, who guided, especially in the

writing of the old Jesus-story. The whole presumption is in favour of

John's way of it being wholly right. And if that makes us wrong, we

would better be grateful to find it out _now_, while there's time to

change. Being saved is not a matter of what we can do, of our culture,

though this has its proper place.

And some of us put tremendous stress to-day on _influence_, what we can

command from others, in furtherance of our desires. Influence is spelled

in biggest type and printed in blackest ink. Whether in political

matters at Washington or at London; in financial, whether Lombard Street

or Wall Street; or in the all-important social matters, or even in the

educational, the university world, the chief question is, "Whose

influence can you get?" "What name can you quote?" "Whose backing have

you?" Influence and culture are the twin gods to-day. The smoke of

their incense goeth up continuously. Their places of worship are

crowded, with bent knees and prostrate forms and reverential hush.

Have you noticed that _Jesus_ hadn't enough influence with the officials

of His day to keep from the cross? No: but He had enough _power_ to

break the official emblem of earth's greatest authority, the Roman seal

on the Joseph tomb. Rather striking that; intensely significant for us

moderns. _Peter_ hadn't enough _influence_ with the authorities to keep

out of jail. Sounds rather disgraceful that, does it not? Aye, but he

had enough _power_ with God to open jail-doors and walk quietly out

against the wish of those highest in authority.

Influence has its proper place. It's good, _if_ it is. But we are not

saved by it. We are not saved by what some one else can do for us; "not

of the will of man." Your mother's prayers and your wife's, and the

influence of their godly lives will have great weight. It's a great

blessing to have them. They help enormously. But the thing itself that

takes a man into the presence of God, saved and redeemed, is something

immensely more than this, some action of his own that goes to the roots

as none of these other things do.

One time a deputation waited on Lincoln to press a matter of public

concern. But his keenly logical mind discerned flaws in their

impassioned and carefully worked out arguments. He waited patiently till

their case was complete. And then in that quiet way for which he was

famous, he said, "How many legs would a sheep have if you called its

tail a leg?" As he expected, they promptly answered "Five." "No," he

said, "it wouldn't; it would have only four. _Calling_ a tail a leg does

not make it one." So a simple bit of his homely sense and accurate logic

scattered their finely spun argument.

Calling either family or culture or influence the chief thing doesn't

make it so. These are John's three tremendous "nots." They rather cut

straight across the common current of thought and belief and conduct

to-day. We may indeed be grateful if a single homely drop of black ink

from John's pen put into the beautifully cloudy-grey solution of modern

thought clears the liquid and makes a precipitate of sharply defined

truth that any eye can plainly see.

This is how we _won't_ be saved. This is how we _don't_ get into the

family of God. It is "not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of

the will of man"; not through family connection, nor by what we can do

of ourselves simply, nor by what we can get some of our fellows to do

for us, simply.

"_But of God_," John says. It is by Someone else, outside of us, above

us, reaching down from a higher level, and putting the germ of a new

life within us, and lifting us up to His own level. He puts His hand

_through_ the open door of our will, what we do in opening up to Him,

_through_ "the will of the flesh." He walks along the pathway of the

earnest desire of those who would help us up, "the will of man." But it

is what _He_ does that does the one thing that all depends upon. His is

the decisive action, _through_ our choosing and our friends' helping.

I said it isn't a matter of blood, of lineage. Yet it is. That statement

must be modified. Family relationship is of necessity a matter of blood.

That's the very blood of it. This _is_ a matter of blood; but not _our_

blood; _His._ There has to be a new strain of blood. Our blood is

stained. It is at fault. It is impure. There's been a bad break far back

there in the family record, a complete break. We were powerless either

to purify the stock, or to get over that gap, even if we admitted the

need.

There had to be a bridging of that gap. It had to be from the upper

side. The other fell short. The gap was still there. There had to be a

new strain of blood. This was, this _is_, the only way. We get into that

old first family only by the Father of the family reaching over the

break and putting in the new strain of blood, the germ of the family

life, and so lifting us up to the new level. And Jesus was God doing

just that.

Our Tented Neighbour.

Then John begins a new paragraph. He goes back to tell just how the

thing was done. Listen: _the Word, this wondrous One, became a man, one

of ourselves, and pitched His tent in close amongst our tents._There's

only a stretch of canvas between Him and any of us. He wanted to get

close, close enough to help, yet never infringing upon the privacy of

our tents, only coming in as He was invited. But He has remarkable

ears. A whisper reaches Him at once. And He is out of His tent into ours

to help at the faintest call. That was why He pitched His tent in

amongst ours, to be one of ourselves, and to be at hand in our need.

And then a touch of awe creeps into John's spirit as he writes, and the

light flashes out of his eye with the intensity of an old picture

surging to the front of his imagination again. There was more than a

_tent_ here, more than a _man_. Out of the man, out through the tent

doorway, and tent canvas, flashes a wondrous, soft, clear light, that

transfigures canvas and tent and man. John's face glows as he writes,

"and we beheld His _glory_."

I suppose he is thinking chiefly of that still night on white Hermon.

This despised Man had called the inner three away from the crowd, in the

dark of night, and had gently drawn aside the exquisite drapery of His

humanity, and let some of the inner glory shine out before their eyes.

So the way was lightened for them as their feet were turned with His

down towards the dark valley of the cross. I suppose John is thinking

chiefly of this.

But this is not all, I am very sure. There's more, even though this may

have been most. Glory is the character of goodness. It is not something

tacked on the outside. It is some native thing looking out from within.

So much of what we think of as glory and splendour in scenes of

magnificence is a something in the externals, the outer arrangements.

Splendid garbing, brilliant colours, dazzling shining of lights, seats

removed a distance apart and up, magnificent outer appointments,--these

seem connected in our thought with an occasion and a scene being

glorious.

But John is using the word in its simple true first meaning. Glory is

something within shining out. It is the inner native light that goodness

gives out. "We beheld _His glory_." I think John must have been thinking

of Nazareth. Thirty out of thirty-three years were spent in homely

Nazareth. Ten-elevenths of Jesus' life was spent in--_living_, simply

living the true pure strong gentle life amid ordinary circumstances,

homely surroundings. This was the greatest thing Jesus did short of

dying. He _lived_. Next to Calvary where the glory shined out

incomparably, it shined out most in Nazareth. He hallowed the common

round of life by living an uncommon life there. This was a revealing of

His glory. So He revealed the inner spirit of simple full obedience to

His Father's plan for His earth-life.

If we would only rise to His level! The way up is down. We are likest

Him when we live the true Jesus-life _regardless of where it is lived_,

on the street, in the house, amidst the ideals--or lack of ideals--of

those we touch closest. It was a wondrous glory John beheld. And the

crowd--no wonder that crowd couldn't resist Jesus. They can't even yet,

when He is _lived_.

Then John goes on quietly to explain about that glory, how it came. He

says it was "_glory as of an only begotten of a father_." The common

versions with which we are familiar, the old King James, the English and

American revisions, all say "the," "_the_ only begotten of _the_

Father." I suppose the translators wanted to make it quite clear that

Jesus was in an exceptional way the very Son of God. And so they don't

translate quite as John put it. They try to help him out a little in

making his meaning clear.

But you will notice that this old Book of God never needs any helping

out in making the truth quite clear. When you can sift through versions

and languages down to what is really being said, you find it said in the

simplest strongest way possible.

Here John is saying, "glory as of _an_ only begotten from _a_ father."

It is a family picture, so common in the East. Here in the West, the

unit of society is the individual. The farther west you come the more

pronounced this becomes, until here in our own land individualism seems

at times to run to extremes. Custom in the East is the very reverse of

this. There the unit of action is not the individual, but the _family_.

The family controls the individual in everything. We Westerners think we

can see where it runs to such extremes as to constitute one of the great

hindrances to progress there.

In the East, if a young man is to be married, he has actually nothing to

do with it, except to be present in proper garb when the time comes. The

fact that he should now be married, the choice of his bride, the

betrothal, the time, all arrangements and adjustments,--all this is done

by the families. The two that we Westerners think of as the principals

have nothing to do, except to acquiesce in the arrangements of their

elders. It is strictly a family affair.

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