This is _the_ thing in all our living and serving and doing and giving,

_that men may know Jesus_ to the trusting, risking, loving point, the

glad point. Everything that we can bring of gold and learning and labour

and skill is precious, it is as purest gold, _if_ it lead men into

heart-touch with Jesus. And it clean misses the mark if it does less.

Who would be content to give a Belgian or Polish starveling a bare bit

of bread, and a lonely stick of wood, and a rag of cloth. Bite and stick

and cloth are good, but it's a _meal_ and a _fire_, and some _clothing_,

the man wants. And you have both ready at hand. _Things_ are good,

provided by money and skill and research and painstaking efforts. They

_do_ good. But it's Jesus men need. It's the warm touch that lets _Him_

fully in with all of His human sympathy and all of His God-power, that's

what they need.

Given the sun and quickly come warmth and food and shelter, health and

vigour and increase of life. Given Jesus, and the warm touch with Him,

in His simple fullness, just as He is, and surely and not slowly, there

come flooding in all the rest of an abundant life, physical and mental

and of the spirit.

John "_was not the light_." He was only the candlestick. And he was

content to be that. He was a good candlestick. The light was held up. It

could shine out. How grateful the crowd was. The road had been so dark.

It is a bad thing when light and candlestick change places. The crowd

seems to get the two confused sometimes. We get to thinking that the

candlestick is the light, and the light is--lost sight of. We gather

about the candlestick. It'll surely lead the way out through the dark

night into day. It's such a good candlestick, so highly polished. And

sometimes the human candlestick itself gets things a bit mixed. It

thinks, then it feels, then it knows, with a peculiar quality of

self-assertive certainty, that after all _it_ is the light that

lighteth every one that is so blessed as to come within the radius of

its shining. And brass does take a high polish, and makes an attractive

appearance. It does send out a sparkle and radiance _if_ only it is

somewhere within range of some real light, patient enough to keep on

shining in the dark, regardless of non-appreciation or misrepresentation

or misunderstanding.

Is it any wonder the road is so full of people wandering in the night

gathered about candlesticks? Is it surprising that the ditches are so

full of men and candlesticks mixed up and mired up together? Yet it is

always heart-breaking. There may be talent and training of the highest

and best, and scholarship and culture, eloquence and skill, institutions

and philanthropies. And there is so much of these. And these are good in

themselves, and of priceless practical worth when seen and held in their

right relation to _the_ thing.

But it needs to be said often and earnestly: _these are not the light_.

They are given to point men better to the Light. They're road-signs,

index-fingers. And they are seen at their best when they point to the

Light so clearly that the crowd quite forgets them in hastening to the

Light they point out. They serve their true purpose in being so

forgotten. They are still serving and serving best even while forgotten.

The Real Thing of Light.

And John goes on to intensify yet more what he is thinking and saying:

_there was the true light_, _the real thing of light_. They were

bothered, in John's old age when he is writing, with false lights,

make-pretend lights, that led people astray. Every generation seems to

have been so bothered and confused. And even our own doesn't seem to

have entirely escaped the subtle contagion. The ground is a bit swampy

in places, boggy.

Low-lying land runs to bog and swamp. And the air gets thick with heavy

vapours. And strange will-of-the-wisp lights form out of the foul damp

gasses, and they flit about in the gloom this way and that. And people

are led astray by them deeper into swamp and bog. It's surprising to

find how many, that grow up in well-lit neighbourhoods, wander off after

the swamp lights, and even follow them so contentedly. That's partly

due, without doubt, to the false lights borrowing so much of the mere

outer incidentals from the true. And they succeed in producing a make-up

that easily deceives the unwary and untaught.

There's a teaching to-day, for instance, that magnifies bodily healing.

The name of Christ is freely used. And the old Book of God freely

quoted. And men are really healed. There can be no question of that.

There are sufficient facts at hand to make that incontestably clear.

But bodily healing does not necessarily argue divine power. There are

results secured through the operation of unfamiliar mental powers that

seem miraculous. And clearly there are devilish miracles as well as

divine. Miracles simply reveal a supernatural power, that is, a power

above the ordinary workings of nature. Then one must apply a touchstone,

a test, to learn what that power is.

It is striking that in this teaching I speak of now there is never

mention of the atoning blood of Christ. And this is the sure touchstone

by which to detect the real thing of light and the make-believe. The

outstanding thing in the life of Christ is His death, and the tremendous

meaning which His own teaching put into that fact of His death.

There is none of the red tinge to this make-believe light. It has the

unwholesome unnatural tingeing of swamp lights. And those who are healed

through this teaching will find themselves in a bondage the more

terrible because so subtle. And only the power of the blood of Christ

can ever break that bondage.

There was the real thing of light. Here _is_ the real thing of light.

There's a distinct tingeing of red in it. It's the only light. It only

is the light. Every other is a make-pretend light, however subtle its

imitations and reflections: it will lead only into swamp and bog and

ditch and worse.

And then John goes on to add a very simple bit that has not always been

quite understood in its simplicity. There was the real thing of light

_that lighteth every man that cometh into the world_. There is a little

group of varied readings into the English here, found in the margin of

the various revisions. But the central statement remains the same.

Whether John is saying that the light, that lighteth every man, was now

coming down into the world in a closer way. Or, that every man is

lighted as _he_ comes into the world, the chief thing being told is the

same. Every man in the world is lighted by this Light.

Through nature, the nightly twinklers in the wondrous blue overhead, the

unfailing freshness of the green out of the brown under foot; through

the never-ceasing wonders of these bodies of ours, so awesomely and

skilfully made, and kept going; through that clear quiet inner voice

that does speak in every human heart amidst all the noises of earth and

of passion; through these the light _is_ shining, noiselessly, softly,

endlessly, by day and night.

It is the same identical light that John is telling us of here that so

shines in upon every man, and always has. There is no light but His. His

later name is Jesus. From the first, and everywhere still, it is the

light that shines from Him that lights men. He was with the Father in

the beginning. He acted for the Father in that creation week. He gave

and sustained all life of every sort everywhere, and does, though only a

third of us know His later, nearer, newer Name--Jesus.

But the light was obscured, terribly beclouded and bedimmed, hindered by

earth-fogs, and swampy clouds rising up, until we are apt to think there

was no light, and is none; only darkness. Then He came closer, and yet

closer. He came in nearer form so as to get the light closer, and let

it shine _through_ fog and cloud, for the sake of the befogged,

beswamped crowd.

And then--ah! hold your heart still--_then_ He let _the_ Light-holder,

the great human Lantern, be _broken_, utterly broken, that so the light

might flash out through broken lantern in its sweet soft wondrous

clearness into our blinded blinking eyes, and show us the real way back

home. It was in that breaking that it got that wondrous exquisite red

tingeing that becomes the unfailing hall-mark, the unmistakable evidence

of the real thing of light.

And it's only as men know of this latest coming of the light, this

tremendous tragic Jesus-coming of the light, that they can come into the

full light. That's the reason He came in the way He did. That's the

reason when He gets possession of us there's the passion to take the

full Jesus-light out to every one. And this passion burns in us and

through us, and ours, and sweeps all in the sweep of its tender holy

flame. In this way every man may be fully lit, and so in following the

Jesus-light he shall not walk in the darkness where he has been, but in

the sweet clear light of life.

Looking for Recognition.

Then we come to the first of John's heart-breaking sentences. John had a

hard time writing his Gospel. He was not simply writing a book. That

might have been fairly easy for him with his personal knowledge and all

the facts so familiar. But he is telling about his dearest Friend. And

the telling makes his heart throb harder, and his eyes fill up, and the

writing look dim to him, as he tries to put the words down.

Listen: _He was in the world, and the world was made through Him, and

the world recognized, or rather acknowledged, Him not._ It was His

world, His child, His creation. He had made it. But it failed to

acknowledge Him. He came walking down the street of life. He met the

world going the other way. And He gave it a warm good-morning greeting.

And it knew Him full well. It knew who He was. But it turned its face

aside and walked by with no return greeting. This is what John is

saying. It recognized, it acknowledged Him not.

You mothers know the glad hour that comes in a mother's life when her

little babe of the wee weeks knows her _for the first time._ She's busy

bathing or nursing, or, she's just hovering over the precious morsel of

humanity when there's really nothing needing to be done. And the babe's

eyes catch her own and _a smile comes,_ the first smile of recognition.

And the mother-heart gives a glad leap. She murmurs to herself, "Oh,

baby knows me!"

And when the father comes home that night she greets him with, "Baby

knew me to-day." And there's a soft bell-like tender ring in her voice

that vibrates on the strings of his heart. And all the folks within

range are advised of the day's event. And the mother clear forgets all

the sharp-cutting pain back there just a little before, in this joy,

this look of recognition.

I knew of a woman. She was of an old family, of unusual native gift, and

rare accomplishment. And her babe came. And the time came when

ordinarily there would be that first sweet look of recognition, but--_it

didn't come._ There was a defect; something not as it should be. And you

mothers all know how she felt, yes, and you true fathers, too. She was

heart-broken. And she turned aside from all the busy round of activity

in which she had been the natural leader. And for years she devoted all

her splendid talents, her strength and time, to just one thing, a very

simple thing; only this,--_getting a look of glad recognition out of two

babe-eyes._

_He_ looked into the face of His child, His world, for the look of

recognition. But there was none. And He was heart-broken. And He devoted

all His strength and time, Himself, for those human years to--what? One

thing, just one thing, a very simple thing, only this: to getting a look

of recognition out of the eyes of His child.

Aye, there's more yet here. He _looks_ into our faces, eager for that

simple direct answering look into His face and out of our eyes, yours

and mine. And we give Him--things, church-membership, orthodox belief,

intense activity, aggressive missionary propaganda, money in good

measure, tireless, and then tired-out service--_things!_ And all good

things. But _the_ thing, the direct look into His own face answering His

own hungry searching look, that look in the face that reveals the inner

heart that He _waits_ for so often, and waits, a bit sore at heart.

For you know the eye is the face of the face. It's the doorway into the

soul, out through which the soul, the man within, looks. I look at you,

the man inside here looks out at you through my eye. And I look at the

real you down through your eye. The real man is hidden away within, but

looks out through the eye and is looked at only through the eye. We

really give ourselves to Jesus in the look direct into His face which

tells Him all, and through which He transforms us.

A Heart-breaking Verse.

Then comes John's second heart-breaking verse; but it is just a bit more

heart-breaking in what it says. Listen: _He came to His own home, and

they that were His own kinsfolk received Him not into the house but kept

Him standing out in the cold and storm of the wintry night._

One of you men goes home to-night. It's your own home, shaped on your

own personality through the years. It's a bit late. You've had a long

hard day. You're tired. It's stormy. The wind and the rain chill you as

you turn the corner. And you pull your coat a bit snugger as you quicken

your steps and think of home, warmth and comfort, loved ones, and rest

for body and spirit, too.

As you come to the door you reach for your latch-key, and find, in the

busy rush, you seem to have forgotten it, somehow. So you ring the bell

or knock. And suppose--be patient with me a bit, please. Suppose your

loved ones know you're there. You even see a hand drawing aside the edge

of the window shade, and two eyes that you know so well peer out through

the crack at you; then the shade goes to again. Yes, they know you're

there. But the door, your own door, doesn't open. How would you feel?

And some one says to himself, "That's not a good illustration. That

thing couldn't happen. It isn't natural." No: you're right. It _isn't_

natural. It could not happen to _you_. I am sure it could not happen to

_me_. If it could I'd be heart-broken. _But this is what happened to

Him!_ This is what John is saying here. He came to His own front door,

and they whose very image revealed their close kinship to Him, received

Him not into the home, but kept the door fast in His face.

Then there's a later translation. This old King James version bears the

date of 1611, I think. And the English Revision is dated 1881, I

believe. And this American Standard Revision I am using has 1901 on its

title page. But there's a later revision. It bears a yet later date,

1915, April 27. But it is a shifting date. Each translator fixed his own

date.

This latest translation runs something like this: He _comes_ to His own.

That's you and myself. We belong to Him. He gave His breath to us in

Eden. He gave His breath to you and me at our birth. He gave His blood

for us on Calvary. We belong to Him. The image of His kinship is stamped

upon us. We may not acknowledge it, but that can't change the fact.

_He comes to His own, and His own_--and here, as the scholars would say,

there are variant readings. Let me give you one or two I have found.

Here is one: He comes to His own, and His own--puts a chair outside the

door on the top-step. It's a large armchair with a cushion in, perhaps.

And then His own talks about Him through the crack of the door, or

likelier, the window. It's reckoned safer to keep the door fast.

Listen to what he says: "He's a wonderful man this Jesus; great teacher,

the greatest; the greatest man of the race; His philosophy, His moral

standards are the ideals; wonderful life; great example." They fairly

exhaust the language in talking about this Man. But notice. It seems a

bit queer. The man they're talking _about_ is _outside the door_. His

own claim is left severely outside.

Some make it read like this: He comes to His own, and they who are His

own open the door a _crack_, maybe a fairly respectably wide crack. We

all like the word _Saviour_. Yes, we cling tenaciously to that.

Selfishly, would you say? We want to be saved from a certain place we

think of as _down_, that we've been taught about, and don't want to go

to--_if it's there;_ the way men talk about it to-day.

And we want to be saved into another certain place we think of as _up_,

and where we surely want to go _after_ we get through down on the

earth, and _must_ go away somewhere else; with that "after" and "must"

carefully underscored. And we want to be saved from all the

inconveniences possible along the way, and to secure all the advantages

and help available: yes, yes, open the door a crack.

But be careful about the width of the opened crack. Let it be just the

proper conventionalized width. Let there be no extremeism about the

wideness of that opening. Things must be proper. For what would the

other crack-open-door-owners think?

And then, too, yet more serious, this Jesus has a way, a most

inconsiderate way of coming in as far as you let Him, and of taking

things into His own hands. Certain people use that word

"inconsiderate"--to themselves, in secret. Jesus changes some things

when He is allowed all the way in. He might change your personal habits,

your home arrangements, some of your social customs and your business

plans.

Of course He changes only what needs changing, as He sees it.

But--then--you--well, some things can be carried _too far_--to suit

_you_. This Jesus has the _all_ habit. He contracted it when He was down

on the earth. Our needs grew the habit. He _gave_ all. And He has a way

of coming in all the way, and of reaching in His pierced hand and

_taking_ all.

He might even put His hand in on that most sacred thing, that holiest of

all, that you guard most jealously--that box. It has heavy hinges, and

double padlocks, and the keys are held hard under the thumb of your

will. Of course there may really not be much in it; and again there may

be very much. But much or little, it is securely kept under that thick

broad thumb of yours.

Oh! you _give_; of _course_; yes, yes, we're all good proper Christian

folk here. We give a tenth, and even much more. We support an aggressive

missionary propaganda. That's the thing, you know, in our day, for good

church people. We give to all the good things. Ye-es, no doubt. And we

are very careful, too, that that _inconsiderate_ Hand shall not disturb

the greater bulk that remains between hinge and lock. That's _yours_. Of

course you are _His_, redeemed, saved by His blood.

Well, well, how these pronouns, "His," "ours," do get mixed up! How

lovely some things are to _sing_ about, in church, and special services,

at Keswick and Northfield. But through it all we hold hard to that key,

we don't let go--_even to Him_, though it is He who entrusts all to our

temporary keeping. We do guard the width of that opening crack, do we

not?

One day I looked through that crack and caught a glimpse of _His face_

looking through full in my own, with those eyes of His. And at first I

wanted to take the door clear off of its hinges and stand it outside

against the bricks, and leave the whole door-space wide for Him.

But I've learned better. No man wants to leave the doorway of his life

unguarded. He must keep the strong hand of his controlling purpose on

the knob of the front door of his life. There are others than He, evil

ones, cunningly subtle ones, standing just at the corner watching for

such an opportunity. And they step quickly slyly in under your untaught

unsuspicious eyes, and get things badly tangled in your life. There's a

better, a stronger way.

Here's the personal translation that I try now, by His help, to work out

into living words, the language of life. He comes to His own, and His

own opens the door wide, and _holds_ it wide open, that He may come in

all the way, and cleanse, and change, readjust, and then shape over on

the shape of His own presence.

But every one must work out his own translation of that; and every one

does. And the crowd reads--not this printed version. It reads this other

translation, the one nearest, in such big print, the one our lives work

out daily. That's the translation they prefer. And that's the

translation they're being influenced by, and influenced by tremendously.

He Came to His Own.

In certain circles in England, they tell of a certain physician years

ago. He came of a very humble family. His father was a gardener on a

gentleman's estate. And the father died. And the mother wasn't able to

pay her son's schooling. But a storekeeper in the village liked this

little bright boy and sent him to school. And he went on through the

higher schooling, became a physician, and began his practice in London.

He became skilled, and then famous, and then wealthy.

He remembered his dear old mother, of course. He sent her money, and

fabrics for dresses, and wrote her. But for a long time, in the busy

absorption of his life, he had not been to see her. And the dear old

mother in the little cottage in the country lived in the sweet

consciousness that her son was a great physician up in the great London.

He was her chief topic of conversation. When the neighbours were in she

would always talk of her son, her Laddie, she called him.

"He's so good to me, my Laddie is. He sends me money. I put it in the

bank. He sends me cloth for dresses; it's quite too good for a plain

body like me. And he writes me letters, such good letters, wonderful

letters. But he's so busy up there, that he hasn't been to see me for a

long time now. You know he's a great doctor now, and he has great skill,

and there are so many needing him. And he's no time at all, even for

himself, I expect. But"--she would always finish her talk as they sat

over the tea by saying, half to herself, really more to herself than to

the little group, with a half-repressed longing sigh, "but, I wish, I

just _wish_ I could _see_ my _Laddie_."

Then some changes took place on the estate. And the cottage where she

had lived so long must be given up. And the dear old woman had to make

new plans. And she cudgeled her old head, and thought, and at last she

said to herself, "I know what I'll do. I'll go-up to London, and I'll

live with Laddie. He'll be so glad to have me." And bright-coloured

visions flitted through her mind, as she sat over her tea by the open

grate. But she wouldn't send him word; no, no, she would surprise him,

and add to his pleasure.

And the dear old soul, in her fine simplicity, did not think into what

this would mean, nor of the difference that had grown up with the years,

in manner of life, between her son and herself. He was a cultured

gentleman, with his well-appointed city home, and the circle of friends

that had grown up about him. And she was a simple uncultured country

woman with a broad provincial twist on her tongue. But she was

blissfully unconscious of this. She would go and live with her Laddie.

It would be so delightful for them both.

And so she went. It was her first train journey, and quite a time of it

she had finding the house. But at last she stands looking up at the

house. "Ugh! does my Laddie live here! in this great mansion?" But there

was the name on the door-plate. There was no mistaking that. And so she

rang the bell. "Is the doctor in?" She could hardly get the word

"doctor" out. She had never called him that before, just Laddie. But now

she must say it. "Is the doctor in?" And the word almost stuck in her

throat as she thought to herself, "This poor man opening the door

doesn't know that the 'doctor' really belongs to _me_."

But in a hard voice the servant said that it was past the hours. She

couldn't see the doctor.

"Ah! bat," she said, quite taken by surprise at being held there, "I

_must_ see him."

"But, I tell you, it's quite too late to see him to-day."

But she resolutely put her stout country-boot in the crack of the door,

and her English jaw set in true English fashion, and she said with that

quietness that has the subtle touch of danger in it, "I'll see the

doctor."

And the servant looked puzzled and went to report about this strangely

insistent woman. And the doctor was annoyed by the interruption in the

midst of something that was absorbing him. He said sharply, "It's past

the hours; I can see no one."

"I told her so, sir," replied the man deferentially, "but she insists in

a strange way, sir."

"What's she like?"

"Oh, just a plain country body, sir."

"Well, show her up."

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