The ball which Lady Clansford always gave about the middle of the
season is generally a very brilliant affair; but this year it was more
brilliant and, alas! more crowded than usual; for Lord Clansford was
connected, as everybody knows, with the great Trans-African Company,
and, as also everybody knows, that company had recovered from the blow
dealt it by the rising of the natives, and was now flourishing beyond
the most sanguine expectations of its owners; the Clansford coffers,
not to mention those of many other persons, were overflowing, and Lord
Clansford could afford a somewhat magnificent hospitality.
Howard, as he made his way up the crowded stairs, smiled cynically to
himself as he caught sight of a little knot of financiers who stood
just outside the great doors of the _salon_. They were all
there--Griffenberg, Wirsch, the Beltons, Efford, and Fitzharford; and
they were all smiling and in the best of humours, presenting by their
appearance a striking contrast to that which they had worn when he had
seen them on the night when the ruin of the company had been conveyed
in that fatal cablegram. Having succeeded at last in forcing an
entrance, and bowing over the hand of his noble hostess, which must
have sadly ached, and returned her mechanical words of welcome with a
smile as galvanic as her own, Howard sidled his way along the wall--a
waltz was in progress--and collided against the "beautiful and
bounteous" Bertie, who was mopping his brow and looking round
despairingly for his partner.
"Halloo, Howard!" he exclaimed. "Pretty old scrimmage, isn't it? Should
have thought your languid grace would have kept out of this sight. I've
given a dance to a girl, but dash my best necktie if I can find her:
might as well look for a needle in a bottle of hay--as if any fellow
would be such a fool as to put a needle in such a place. I'm jolly mad
at losing her, I can tell you, for she's the prettiest girl in the
room, and I had to fight like a coal-heaver to get a dance from her.
And now I can't find her: just my luck!"
"What is the name of the prettiest girl in the room?" asked Howard,
languidly.
"Oh, it's the new beauty, of course," replied Bertie, with a superior
little shrug at Howard's ignorance. "It's Miss. Heron of Herondale, the
great heiress."
Howard pricked up his ears, but maintained his languid and
half-indifferent manner.
"Miss Heron of Herondale," he said in his slow voice. "Don't think I've
met her."
"No? Dessay not. She doesn't go out much, and Lady Clansford thinks
it's rather a feather in her cap getting her here to-night. When you
see her you won't say I've over-praised her. She's more than pretty,
and she'd be the bright and particular star of the season if she didn't
keep in her shell so much."
"Herondale," said Howard, musingly. "That's the place near the Villa,
isn't it? I don't remember anyone of her name as having been amongst
the company there."
"No," said the omniscient Bertie. "She was living in retirement with
her father then; but Stafford must have known her--made her
acquaintance. Don't you remember that she was present when poor Miss
Falconer met with her fatal accident?"
Howard remembered very well, but he said "Ah, yes!" as if the fact had
just been recalled to him.
"Her father died and left her a hatful of money--that's ever so many
months ago--and now she's come up to London; and I tell you, Howard,
that it is with her as it was with the friend of our school-boy days:
'I came, "I was seen," I conquered!' Everybody is mad about her. She is
staying with some country people called the Vaynes, people who would
have passed, like a third _entrée_, unnoticed; but they are deluged
with invitations, and 'All on account of Eliza.'"
"Do not be vulgar, Bertie," said Howard, rebukingly.
"Well it was vulgar" admitted Bertie, "especially applied to such an
exquisite creature as Miss Heron--Oh there she is with young Glarn!
They say that he is more than ready to lay his ducal coronet at her
feet--confound the young beggar!--but she doesn't give him the least
encouragement to do so. Look! she doesn't appear to be listening to
him, though he's talking for all he's worth. And it's the same with all
of us: we're all dying with love for her, and for all she cares, we may
die!"
Howard looked across the room and caught a glimpse of a tall, slim
figure, a pale, ivory-tinted face with soft and silky black hair,
dressed in the simplest fashion, and dark, violet eyes half hidden by
their long lashes. It was a lovely face and something more--an
impressive one: it was a face, once seen, not easily forgotten. Perhaps
it was not its beauty, but a certain preoccupied expression, a sadness
in the eyes and in the curve of the expressive lips, which made it so
haunting a one. She was exquisitely dressed, with a suggestion of
mourning in the absence of diamonds and a touch of pale violet in the
black lace frock.
"She is very beautiful," said Howard; "and I can condole with you
sincerely on the loss of your dance."
"Yes, it's nearly over now," said Bertie, with a sigh. "Talking of
Stafford," he said, after a minute, "when did you hear from him last?"
"To-day," replied Howard. "I have his letter in my pocket."
"Still out in the backwoods?" asked Bertie. "Poor old chap! awful piece
of luck for him! If his father had only gone on living and waited until
that blessed company had come right side uppermost, he'd have been a
millionaire. Look at Griffenberg and the rest of 'em!" he nodded
towards the group of financiers; "they're simply rolling in money,
rolling in it."
"Yes, he's still in the backwoods, as you call it," responded Howard;
"and from what he says I should think he's having a pretty hard time of
it; though, of course, he doesn't complain: there are some men still
left who don't complain." There was a pause, during which he had been
thinking deeply, then he said: "So Stafford knew Miss Heron, did he?"
Bertie looked mysterious and lowered his voice.
"Yes. Look here, old chap, I shouldn't say this to anyone but you; but
you are Stafford's great and only chum, and I know I can speak safely;
to tell you the truth--"
"Now you are going to tell me anything but the truth," murmured Howard,
with a sigh of resignation.
"Oh, no, I'm not," retorted Bertie. "What there is of it is the truth
and nothing but the truth. It isn't much. But I've a kind of idea that
Stafford knew our new beauty better than we think. Do you remember how
he used to leave our party and go off by himself? Not like Stafford,
that, was it? And one of our fellows remarked to me that one day coming
home from a ride he saw Stafford riding with a lady. He couldn't swear
to him, but--well, Stafford's hard to mistake. Then, again, how was it
he and Miss Heron were in at Maude Falconer's death; and why did he
bolt off to Australia again directly after the funeral? And why is it
that she keeps us all at arm's length, even that confounded Glarn?"
Howard's eyes grew sharp; but he smiled languidly, as he said:
"You ought to edit a riddle book, Bertie, my son. I think we should get
across the room now. I should be greatly obliged if you would introduce
me to Miss Heron."
"All right," said Bertie, "come along! But I warn you, you'll only meet
with a cold reception; just a smile and a word and then she'll look
away as if she'd forgotten your existence, and had not the least desire
to remember it."
"Oh, I'm used to that," said Howard. "Lead on."
As they crossed the room, Howard's acute brain was hard at work. There
was something in Stafford's conduct, a tone in his letters which Howard
could never understand; but now, in the light of Bertie's mysterious
communication, he thought he discerned a solution of the problem over
which he had pondered for many an hour. Stafford had been unhappy
during the whole of his engagement to poor Maude; he had exiled himself
again immediately after her death, though, as Howard knew, he was well
enough off now to return to England and to live, at any rate, in a
quiet way. If there was anything in Bertie's suggestion--Howard pursed
his lips with an air of determination. If there was anything, then he
would find it out and act accordingly. Stafford's happiness was very
precious to Howard, and in the quiet, resolute, cynical way
characteristic to him, he resolved that if that happiness lay in the
hands of this beautiful girl with the sad eyes and lips, he, Howard,
would do his best to persuade her to yield it up.
His reception was certainly not encouraging. Ida glanced at him, and
returned his bow with a slight inclination of her head, and then looked
away as if she had done all that could be demanded of her; and it was
with a faint surprise, perceptible in her face, that she heard Howard
say, in his slow, and rather drawling voice:
"There is a conservatory behind that glass door, Miss Heron; it is not
very far from the madding crowd, but it must be cooler than here. Will
you let me take you to it?"
She hesitated for a moment, but something in the steady regard of
Howard's calm and sleepy eyes impressed her.
"Very well," she said; "but I think I'm engaged for this next dance,
and I must not go far away. I have already broken two or three
engagements."
"In that case you can come without hesitation," he said. "It is the
first crime that costs a pang, having passed that the downward course
is easy and painless."
He led her to a seat, and with the cool determination which Stafford
always admired in him, began at once; for he did not wish to give her
time to slip on her woman's armour; he intended to strike quickly,
unexpectedly, so that she should not be able to conceal the effect of
the blow.
"Almost as hot as in Australia," he said, languidly, but watching her
out of the tail of his eye. "I suppose you were never there, Miss
Heron? Nor have I been; but I've got a letter in my pocket from a very
great friend of mine who is roughing it on a cattle-run, and he has so
often described the country to me, that I almost feel as if I knew it.
By the way, I think you know him. He is my dearest and closest friend--
Stafford Orme, as I always call him and think of him; of course I am
speaking of Lord Highcliffe."
The problem was solved: he saw her face suddenly flush, and then as
suddenly grow pale. So sharp had been the blow, its effect so
overwhelming, that her fan fell from her hand. Howard, as he restored
it to her, seized the opportunity of looking her full in the face, and
assurance was made doubly sure.
This girl _did_ hold his friend Stafford's happiness in her hand.
Ida was silent for a moment, because she knew she could not control her
voice, could not keep it steady; then, with a quickened breath, she
said:
"Yes, I knew Mr. Orme--Lord Highcliffe."
"Then I hope you liked him," he said, mercilessly; for there was no
time for mercy; some idiot of a dancing-man would come and take her
from him the next minute. "I express the hope, because I myself like
and admire him very much indeed. He is a splendid fellow, and one of
those instances of a good man struggling with adversity. Are you fond
of poetry, Miss Heron?"
Ida's bosom was heaving, she was fighting for calm. She knew now who it
was with whom she was speaking; it was the friend, the cynical Mr.
Howard, of whom Stafford had told her; she had not caught his name at
the introduction. She regarded him with intense interest, and inclined
her head by way of assent.
"I never think of my friend, Lord Highcliffe, without recalling those
significant lines of William Watson's." He looked at her; and be it
said that his eyes were fine and impressive ones when he showed them
plainly. "These are the lines:
"'I do not ask to have my fill
Of wine, of love, or fame.
I do not for a little ill
Against the gods exclaim.
"'One boon of fortune I implore,
With one petition kneel:
_At least caress me not before
Thou break me on thy wheel_!'"
Her lip quivered and her long lashes concealed her eyes.
"They are fine lines," she said.
"They fit my friend Lord Highcliffe's case to a T. He was for a time
the spoiled darling of fortune; she caressed him as she caresses few
men--and now she is breaking him on her wheel; and the caresses, of
course, make the breaking all the harder to bear. He writes most
interesting letters--I don't know whether you care about farming and
cattle-raising and that kind of thing; for my own part I am sublimely
ignorant of such matters. I can lay my hand upon my heart and say I
know a cow from a horse, but nothing shall induce me to go further. If
you are interested, I would venture to offer to show you one of his
letters; there is nothing in them of a private character."
Her heart beat still more quickly; he saw the eager light flash in her
eyes; and his hand went to his breast coat-pocket; then he said,
blandly:
"I will bring one next time we meet. Are you going--where are you going
to-morrow, Miss Heron? I, too, shall be going there probably?"
She put her hand to her lips with a little nervous gesture: she was
disappointed, she thought he was going to show her a letter, then and
there.
"I am going to Lady Fitzharford's to-morrow afternoon to try over some
music with her," she said, hesitatingly.
"Ah, yes; Lady Fitzharford is a good friend of mine," he said. "Shall
you be there at, say, four?"
"Yes," said Ida in a low voice. "Did you say that Mr. Orme--Lord
Highcliffe is well?"
"Oh, yes; he is all right now," replied Howard; "he has been ill--a
fever of some kind or other, I believe--but he has recovered; he is a
monster of strength, as you may have heard. But I am afraid he is very
unhappy: something on what he calls his mind--he is not very
intellectual, you know--"
Ida shot an indignant glance at him which made Howard chuckle inwardly.
--"But the best, the noblest of good fellows, I assure you, Miss Heron.
I'd give anything to see him happy. Ah, here comes a gentleman with
hurried gait and distracted countenance; he is looking for his partner;
alas! it is you! We meet, then, at Lady Fitzharford's to-morrow. I will
bring my friend's letter; but I do sincerely hope it won't bore you!"
He bowed his adieux and left her, and left the house; for the ball had
no further interest for him. All the way home he pondered over the
case. That she loved Stafford, he had not the very least doubt; her
eyes, her sudden blushes and colour, her voice had betrayed her.
"He has loved her all the time; and I am a purblind ass not to have
seen it!" he said to himself, with cynical self-contempt, as he climbed
up to his rooms.
They were modest but comfortable rooms in Picadilly--and he struck a
match before he opened the door; but it was not necessary for him to
have got a light, for there was one in the room already, and by it he
saw a long-limbed figure which had been sitting in his easy-chair, but
which rose and exclaimed:
"Howard!"
Howard held his breath for a moment, then said, with exaggerated calm.
"I'm glad you found the cigars and the whiskey, Stafford. Have you been
waiting long: sorry to keep you."
Howard laughed as he wrung his friend's hand.
"I thought I should surprise you, old man; but I flattered myself,"
said Stafford.
"Nothing surprises me; but I'll admit to being rather pleased at seeing
you," drawled Howard, pushing him gently buck in the chair. "Have
you--er--walked from Australia, or flown?"
Stafford stared.
"Oh, I see! You mean I came so quickly on my letter? I started directly
after I posted it, but lost the mail at Southampton. I--I got a
restless fit, and was obliged to come."
"Got it now?" drawled Howard. "Or perhaps the journey has cooled you
down. Have you eaten? I can get something--"
"Yes, yes," said Stafford, rather impatiently. "Got dinner at the
hotel. I came on here at once: heard you'd gone to a dance, and thought
I'd wait. I want you to do something for me, Howard--I'll tell you all
my news some other time--not that there's much to tell: I'm well and
nourishing, as you see. I want you to go down to Bryndermere. I dare
not go myself--not yet. I want you to get all the information you can
about--about a lady: Miss Heron of Herondale--"
"How very strange!" said Howard innocently. "Do you know, I have just
had the pleasure of meeting a Miss Heron of Herondale--"
Stafford sprang to his feet.
"Where?" he demanded hotly.
"At Lady Clansford's ball, which I have just left. May I ask why you
are so interested in Miss Heron as to send me on such a mission?"
"I love her," said Stafford briefly. "I can not live without her--I've
tried, and I've failed. I've loved her since--oh, I can't tell you! I
want to know what she is doing. I want to know if she has forgotten me;
if there is any hope for me!"
Howard looked at him compassionately, and whistled softly.
"My dear old man," he said, with an air of reluctance, "you fly rather
high! The lady you speak of is the belle of the present season; she is
the admired of all admirers; belted earls, to say nothing of noble
dukes, are at her feet. She was the star of the ball which I have just
left. If I may say so, I think you were very unwise to leave such a
peerless pearl to be snapped up--"
Stafford turned away from him and stifled a groan.
"I might have know it," he said. "The belle of the season! Well, why
not? There is no one more beautiful, no one more sweet. Who am I that
she should remember me? What am I--"
"Rather a foolish young man, if you ask me," said Howard. "If I'd been
in love with such a peerless creature, I shouldn't have left her to go
tramping after cattle in Australia."
"What else could I do?" exclaimed Stafford, sternly. "Have you
forgotten that I was not set free, that when--when death"--his voice
dropped--"set me free, that it was no time to speak of love to another
woman? I was obliged to go; but I've came back--too late, I suppose!
Don't say any more; let us talk of something else: you are looking
well. Howard."
"Yes, it's no use crying over spilt milk," said Howard, with a sigh.
"Oh, I'm all right. Look here, I'll put you up to-night; we're got a
spare room. Now, mix yourself another drink and light up another
cigar--not bad, are they--and tell me all you've been doing."
* * * * *
At a quarter to four the following day Howard put in his appearance at
Lady Fitzharford's house in Eaton Square.
"Oh, I'm so glad you've come," she said: everybody was pleased to see
Howard; "you are just the man I want. That sweet creature, Miss Heron,
is coming here directly to try over some songs with me--I'm going to
sing at that Bazaar, you know--and as you know something of music--is
there anything you don't know, Mr. Howard?--you can give us your
opinion."
"With the greatest pleasure, my dear lady," responded Howard; "but on
two conditions: one, that you don't take my opinion; the other, that
you leave me alone with Miss Heron, directly she comes, for a quarter
of an hour."
Lady Fitzharford stared at him.
"Are you going to propose to her?" she asked, with a smile.
"No," he replied; "I am tired of proposing."
"Well, I don't think she would accept you," said Lady Fitzharford, "she
has had the most wonderful offers; she has refused Lord Edwin, the
Bannerdales' son and heir, and, I believe, the Duke of Glarn--"
"I know, I know!" said Howard, more quickly than usual. "I can hear her
on the stairs. Oh, vanish, my dear lady, an' you love me!"
Lady Fitzharford had scarcely left the room, laughing, and not a little
puzzled, before the servant admitted Ida. She was pale, and the look of
sadness in her eyes was even more palpable than on the preceding night.
She blushed for an instant as she gave her hand to Howard.
"Lady Fitzharford has gone to get her music, Miss Heron," he said; "she
bade me make her excuses; she will be here presently. It is so good of
you to remember our appointment! When I came to think it over, I was
quite ashamed, do you know, at the obtrusive way in which I pressed the
subject of my friend, Lord Highcliffe's condition, upon you. But mind,
though, I do think you would feel interested in his letter. He has a
knack, unintellectual as he is"--Ida rose readily to the fly again and
flashed a momentary glance of indignation at him from her violet
eyes--"a child-like way of describing scenes and incidents in a kind of
graphic style which--What an idiot I am!" he broke off to exclaim, he
had been feeling in his pocket; "I have actually left the letter at
home! Please forgive me. But perhaps you will regard my lapse of memory
as affording you a happy escape."
Ida's lips trembled and her eyes became downcast. Disappointment was
eloquently depicted on her face.
"No, I am sorry," she said. "I--I should have liked to have seen the
letter."
"Would you really?" he purred, penitently, as she turned away to the
window. "Then I will go and get it; my rooms are only a short
distance."
"Oh, pray, don't trouble," she said, so faintly that Howard found it
difficult not to smile.
"Not at all," he said, politely, and left the room.
As he went down the stairs he glanced at his watch, and muttered:
"Now, if the young idiot isn't up to time--"
At that moment there was a knock at the hall-door, the servant opened
it, and Stafford entered with a gloomy countenance and a reluctant
gait.
"I've come," he said, rather morosely; "though I don't know why you
should have insisted upon my doing so--or what good it will do me to
hear about her," he added, in a low voice, as they followed the servant
up the stairs.
As the man touched the handle of the door, Howard said:
"Go in, my dear fellow; I've left my pocket-handkerchief in my overcoat
in the hall: back in a moment."
With a frown of annoyance, Stafford hesitated and looked after him;
then, with a shrug of his shoulders, he obeyed and entered the room.
They uttered no cry of surprise, of joy. They stood for a moment
looking at each other with their hearts in their eyes. It was the
moment that bridged over all the weary months of waiting, of longing,
of doubts and fears, of hope that seemed too faint for hope and but a
mockery of despair.
He had no need to ask her if she loved him, her face was eloquent of
the truth; and her eyes reflected the love that glowed in his. He had
got hold of her hand before she knew it, had drawn her to him, and,
utterly regardless of the fact that he was in a strange house, that
they might be interrupted any moment, he kissed her passionately with
all the passion that had been stored up for so long.
"Ida," he said, as he bent over her and pressed her to him, "I have
come back, I cannot live without you--ah, but you know that, you know
that. Is it too late? It is not too late?"
"No; it is not too late," she whispered. "I--I did not know whether you
would come. But I have been waiting; I should have waited all my life.
But the time has been very long, Stafford!"
* * * * *
At the end of the quarter of an hour for which Howard had bargained,
Lady Fitzharford opened the door of the inner room softly, so softly,
that seeing Miss Heron in the arms of a stalwart young man, and
apparently quite content to be there, her ladyship discreetly closed
the door again, and going round by the inner room found Mr. Howard
seated on the stairs. She looked at him with amazement, well-nigh
bewilderment.
"Are you mad?" she exclaimed, in a whisper.
Howard smiled at her blandly.
"No," he said, with a backward jerk of his head, "but they are. I'm
told it's a delicious kind of madness worth all your sanity. Do not let
us disturb them. Come and sit down beside me until the time is up," he
glanced at his watch; "they have still three minutes."
With a suppressed laugh she sat down beside him.
"You ought to be ashamed of yourself," she said, "to play me such a
trick. But, oh, how happy they look!"
"I am ashamed of myself, my dear, lady," he said; "but I should have
been more ashamed of myself if I hadn't. Do they look happy? We will go
in and see presently. It will be my great reward. But I should like to
give them another five minutes, dear lady, for I assure you, on my word
of honour, that I was once young myself."
THE END.