CHAPTER XLII.

"Yes, my father bought the place," said Maude. "I asked him to do so,

and he consented at once. I could not have let it pass to strangers.

You see, I had been so happy here; it was here that you asked me to be

your wife. And father has offered to settle it upon us," she blushed

slightly, and her eyes became downcast. "He is no longer--opposed to

our marriage; he knows that I would marry you if all the world cried

'No!'"

They had been sitting talking for nearly an hour. She had recovered

from the shock of his sudden presence, and was seated beside him--so

close that she could touch him with her hand--calm now, but with a glow

in her usually pale cheek, a light in her eyes which had been absent

for many a weary month past. He had given her, mostly in answer to her

eager questions, a very abbreviated account of his life in Australia;

telling her less even than he had told Ida; and it is needless to

remark, saying nothing of the cause of his hasty return.

"Ah, well," she said, drawing a long breath, "it is all over now,

Stafford. Ah, it is good to have you back safe and sound. You are well,

are you not? You look pale and thin and--and tired. But I suppose it's

the journey. Yes, it is all over; you need not wander any longer; you

have come back to me, have you not, Stafford? If you knew how I have

missed you, how I have longed for you! And now you will settle down and

take your place in the world and be happy! Do you think I shall not

make you happy, Stafford? Ah, do not be afraid;" her eyes sought his

and her hand stole towards his arm.

He rose and leant against the mantel-shelf.

"I only know that I am quite unworthy of you, Maude," he said, gravely.

She looked up at him and laughed.

"Are you? Who cares! Not I! _I_ only know that I love you so dearly

that if you were the blackest villain to be found in fiction, it would

make no difference to me."

He was filled with shame and self-reproach, and turned away his head

that she might not see the shame in his eyes.

"How did you come?" she asked, presently. "If my father were only at

home! You could stay with us, then."

"I am staying at The Woodman," he said.

She regarded him with some surprise.

"Last night! Late, do you mean? Did you meet, see anyone?"

There was a dawning suspicion in her eyes, and she regarded his averted

face keenly; she noticed that he hesitated and seemed embarrassed.

"No one you know," he replied, feeling that it was impossible for him

to speak Ida's name.

"How do you know?" she asked, with a curious smile. "Who was it?"

"I met Miss Heron of Herondale," he said, trying to speak casually, and

wondering what she would say, hoping fervently that she would ask no

more questions.

The blood rushed to her face, her eyes flashed and her lips tightened;

but she did not speak, and moved away to the window, standing there

looking out, but seeing nothing. He had gone to _her_ the moment he had

returned: what did it mean? But she dared not ask; for she knew

instinctively how slight was the chain by which she held him. With an

effort she restrained the rage, the fierce jealousy, which threatened

to burst forth in violent reproaches and accusation; and after a minute

or two she turned to him, outwardly calm and smiling.

"Have you made any plans, Stafford?" she asked. "My father was speaking

of your return; he thought of writing to you. Dearest, there must be no

reserve between us now--now that you have come back. See, I speak quite

frankly. My father thinks--thinks that our marriage should take place

at once. He has withdrawn his objection, and--and you will not thwart

him, Stafford? It is hard for me to have to say this; but--but you will

understand."

"I understand," he said in a low voice. "I am grateful to your father.

Our marriage shall take place as soon as you please. It is for you to

fix the date, Maude."

She nestled against him and touched his coat with her lips.

"I am ashamed of myself," she murmured; "but, ah, well! love casteth

out shame."

A servant knocked at the door.

"The horse is round, miss," he announced.

"I was going for a ride," she said; "but I will send the horse

away--unless you will ride with me. You will, Stafford?"

"Certainly," he said, glad of the interruption to this _tête-à-tête_

which had been to him a positive torture.

"I will not be five minutes," she said, brightly. "You'd like to go

over the house? They shall bring you something to drink in the

smoking-room, or here, if you like: you are lord and master."

She went up to her room, and, when she had rung for her maid, paced up

and down feverishly. He had gone to that girl before he had come to

her! She was racked with hate and jealousy, which was all the harder to

bear because she knew she must hide them within her bosom, that no word

or look of hers must let him see that she knew of her rival. Some time,

after they were marred, she would tell him: but not till she was safe.

She got into her habit quickly and went down to him. He was standing

where she had left him, and as she entered the room she saw before he

had time to turn to her with a smile, how haggard and harassed he

looked.

"You have been quick," he said.

"Yes; I am learning one of my wifely duties: not to keep my husband

waiting." They went out, and Pottinger, standing by the horses, touched

his hat and grew red with joy at sight of his master.

"Well, Pottinger! Glad to see you!" said Stafford; and he was genuinely

glad. "You're looking well, and the horse is too. Halloo! you're put

the side-saddle on Adonis," he added, as he went up and patted the

horse.

Pottinger touched his hat again.

"Yes, sir; Miss Falconer's been riding him, and I did not know that I

ought to change the saddle. I can do so in a minute--"

"No, no," said Stafford; "never mind. I will ride the hunter, as you

have the saddle on him. You like Adonis, Maude?"

"Oh, yes," she replied. "Though I'm not quite sure he likes me," she

added, with a laugh.

Stafford put her up, and noticed, with some surprise, that Adonis

seemed restless and ill at ease, and that he shivered and shrank as he

felt Maude on his back.

"What is the matter with him?" he said. "He seems fidgety. Does the

saddle fit?"

"Yes, sir," said Pottinger, with a half-nervous glance at Maude,

followed by the impassive expression of the trained servant who cannot

speak out.

"He is troublesome sometimes," said Maude; "but I can manage him quite

easily."

"Oh, yes," assented Stafford; "he is as quiet as a lamb; but he is

highly bred and as highly strung."

As they were starting, Pottinger murmured:

"Don't curb him too tightly, miss."

Maude ignored the warning; and she and Stafford rode out. The rain had

ceased, the clouds had passed away, and in the joy of his nearness, her

spirits rose, a feeling of triumph swelled in her bosom.

"How little I thought yesterday, even this morning, that we should be

riding side by side, Stafford," she said. "How little I thought I

should have you back again, my own, my very own! Don't all these months

you've been away seem like a dream to you? They do to me." She drew a

long breath. "Let us ride across the dale."

"You will find it wet there, had you not better keep to the road?"

"No, no," she said; "Adonis is dying for a gallop; see how he is

fretting."

Stafford looked at the horse curiously. He was champing his bit and

throwing up his head in a nervous, agitated manner which Stafford had

never seen him display before.

"I can't make the horse out," he said, more to himself than Maude.

"Perhaps he'll be all right after a gallop."

They crossed the road at a trot, which was an uneven one on Adonis's

part, and got on the moor. Maude, still in high spirit, still buoyed up

by her feeling of triumph, talked continuously; telling him some of the

London news, planning out their future. They would have a house in

London, Stafford should take his proper place in the world; they would

step back to the high position which was his by right, as a peer of the

realm. Stafford was scarcely listening. A question was haunting him, a

question which he could not thrust from him: he was going to marry

Maude Falconer, going to take the hard and stony road of duty which

Ida, in her noble way, had pointed out to him. Ought he not to tell

Maude about Ida and his broken engagement to her; would it not be

better for both of them, for all of them, if he were to do so? He would

have to tell her that he could not live at the Villa; she would want to

know the reason; would it not be better to tell her?

He raised his head to begin; when suddenly he saw, going up the hill in

front of them, a horse and horsewoman. She was walking up slowly, and,

long before her figure stood out against the clear sky, he saw that it

was Ida. It is scarcely an exaggeration to say that his heart stood

still. That she should have appeared before him in his sight, at such a

moment, while he was riding beside his future wife--his future

wife!--filled him with bitterness. His face must have paled, or Maude

must have seen him start, for she looked at him and then turned her

head and looked in the direction in which his eyes were fixed. She

recognised Ida instantly; the colour rushed to her face; her hand

tightened on her rein spasmodically; for a moment she felt inclined to

turn aside, to ride away, escape from the girl she hated and loathed.

And then she was moved by another impulse; the demon of jealousy

whispered: "This is the moment of your triumph; why not enjoy it to the

full; why not let her feel the bitterness of defeat? There is your

rival! Let her see with her own eyes your triumph and your happiness."

The temptation was too great for her, and she yielded to it.

"Who is that riding up the hill?" she said, controlling her voice

admirably. "It is Miss Heron, is it not?"

"Yes, it is," he said, as impassively as he could.

Her lips curled scornfully at his assumption of indifference. "I have

seen her and met her," she said, "but I have not been introduced to

her. Let us overtake her, and you can introduce me. I should like to

know her."

He looked straight before him, his face grave and set.

"Is it worth while?" he said in a low voice. "Some other time--"

"Why not now?" she asked. "We can catch her quite easily."

The moment had come for him to tell her.

"Not now," he said, huskily. "I have something to tell you, Maude;

something you ought to know before--before you make Miss Heron's

acquaintance."

She turned to him with a low laugh.

"Do you think I don't know?" she said, between her teeth. "I have know

all along! I read the letter you wrote to her--I got it--stole it, if

you like--from Pottinger. I have known all along--do you not think I

have been very patient, very discreet? Even now I bear no malice. I can

forget the past, forget and forgive. Why should I not, seeing that I am

assured of your love and good faith? You will see how completely I

forget, how little importance I attach to your fancy for the girl; a

fancy which I am sure you have quite outgrown. Oh, I can trust you! We

will join Miss Heron by all means."

His face was dark and heavy.

"Do not, Maude, until you've heard all," he began, but with a scornful

laugh that yet had something doubting and desperate in it, she sent

Adonis on. He sprang forward nervously and shivering under a stroke

from her whip, and swiftly lessened the distance between him and

Rupert, who heard his approach before Ida did, and who neighed a

welcome. Ida turned and saw who was following her, saw Stafford just

behind, and gathering her reins together she rode Rupert quickly to the

top of the hill.

"Miss Heron!" cried Maude, in a voice of covert insolence, but almost

open triumph. "Miss Heron, stop, please!"

Ida did stop for a moment, then, feeling that it was impossible for her

to meet them, that day, at any rate, she let Rupert go again. By this

time, Stafford had almost gained Maude's side. His face was dark with

anger, his teeth clenched tightly. He knew that Maude intended to

flaunt her possession of him before Ida. In a low but perfectly

distinct voice, he said:

"Stop, Maude! Do not follow her." She looked over her shoulder at him,

her face flushed, her eyes flashing.

"Why not?" she demanded, scornfully. "Is she afraid, or is it you who

are afraid? Both, perhaps? We shall see!"

Before he could catch her rein she had struck Adonis twice with the

sharp, cutting whip, and with a shake of his head and a snort of rage

and resentment, he stood on his haunches for a moment, then leapt

forward and began to race down the hill. Stafford saw that the horse

had bolted, either from fear or anger; he knew that it would only

increase Maude's peril if he galloped in pursuit behind her; he,

therefore, checked his horse and made, in a slanting line, for a point

towards which he judged Adonis would go. Maude was swaying in her

saddle, in which she could only keep herself by clutching at the

pommel; it seemed every moment as if she must fall, as if the horse

itself must fall and throw her like a stone down the steep hill.

Ida, the moment she had got over the top of the hill, had ridden

quickly, and, of course, quite fearlessly and safely, and had got

Rupert so well in hand, as usual, that when she heard the clatter

behind her, and, turning, saw the peril in which Maude had put herself,

she was able to pull Rupert up. It was almost a repetition of what had

occurred the other day; but this time Maude Falconer's peril was

infinitely greater; for her horse was half mad and tearing down the

steep hill-side, rendered doubly dangerous by the loose stones, and was

all too evidently indifferent whether he stood or fell. And yet another

risk lay just below; for William had been digging in that spot for

stones to mend the bank, and even if the maddened horse saw the hole,

it was more than probable that he would not be able to pull up in time.

Such moments as these form the criterion of true courage. There was

only one way in which Ida could save, or attempt to save, the

white-faced woman who was drawing towards her at breakneck speed. What

she would have to attempt to do would be to ride straight for the

oncoming horse, swerve almost as she reached it, and keep side by side

with it until she could succeed either in turning it away from that

horrible hole, or stop it by throwing it. She did not hesitate for a

moment.

It may be said in all truth that at that moment she forgot that the

woman whose life she was going to save was Maude Falconer; she did not

realise the fact--or, if she did, she was indifferent to it--that she

was risking her own life to save the woman who had robbed her of

Stafford. There was the life to be saved, and that was enough for Ida.

She slipped her foot almost out of the stirrup, felt Rupert's mouth

firmly but gently, leant forward and whispered a word to him, which it

is very likely he understood--perhaps he saw all the game even before

she did--and, with an encouraging touch of her hand, she let him go.

He sprang forward like an arrow from the bow. As they drew near the

flying horse, Ida shifted her whip to her left hand, so that her right

should be free, and, leaning as far in the saddle as she could with

safety, she made a snatch at Adonis's rein at the moment she came

alongside him. She would have caught the rein, she might have stopped

the horse or turned it aside--God alone knows!--but as her fingers

almost grasped it, Maude, steadied in her seat by the nearness of her

would-be rescuer, raised her whip and struck Ida across the bosom and

across the outstretched hand. The blow, in its finish, fell on Adonis's

reeking neck. With a snort he tore away from the other horse and swept

onwards, with Maude once again swaying in her saddle. Ida gazed at her

in speechless terror for an instant, then, as if she could look no

longer, she flung up her arm across her eyes.

A moment afterwards a cry, a shrill scream, that rang in her ears for

many a day afterwards, rose above the clatter of Adonis's hoofs, and

before the cry had died away horse and rider had fallen with awful

force into and across the hole. Then came a dead silence, broken only

by the sound of the horse's iron shoes as he kicked wildly and pawed in

a vain attempt to rise. Ida rode up, and flinging herself to the

ground, tried to approach the struggling animal. But, indeed, it was

horror and not fear that struck her motionless for a moment; for horse

and rider were mixed in awful confusion, and already Maude Falconer's

graceful form was stained with blood, and battered by the madly kicking

animal, now in its death-throes.

An instant after, before she could recover from her paralysis of

terror--the whole affair was one of a moment and had passed as quickly

as a flitting cloud--Stafford was by her side, and at work extricating

woman from horse. It was not an easy task, for though Adonis was now

dead, a part of Maude's body lay under his shoulder; but with utmost

herculean strength Stafford succeeded in getting her clear, and lifted

her out of the hole on to the grass. Kneeling beside him, Ida, calm

now, but trembling, raised Maude's head on her knee and wiped the blood

from the beautiful face. Its loveliness was not marred, there was no

bruise or cut upon it, the blood having flown from a wound just behind

the temple.

Stafford ran to the brook for some water and tried to force a few drops

through the clenched teeth, while Ida bathed the white brow. Suddenly a

tremor ran through him, and he put his hand over Maude's heart. It was

quite still; he bent his cheek to her lips; no breath met them. For a

moment or two he could not speak, then he stayed Ida's ministering

hand, and looking up at her, said:

"It is of no use. She is dead!"

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