“I don’t think he’s ever indicated that he was seeking to overthrow

Rome. I think that idea has come down from the old Jewish prophets, who

foresaw a great political and military savior of their land. Several

times I’ve been in the crowds listening to him talking, and so far as I

could tell, he was only trying to explain to the people the nature of

this god whom he refers to as his father. He was attempting to interpret

this Yahweh to them sometimes even to the extent of utilizing some of

this father god’s power. That’s apparently what he did when he restored

Chuza’s son.”

“You mean he was clever enough to figure out when nature would do the

restoring. But we won’t go into that again.” Longinus twisted around in

the boat and stood up. “No, my friend, I insist that your reasoning is

not sound, that you have been overcome by this eastern mysticism which

seems to fill the very air out here.” He clapped his hand on Cornelius’

shoulder; his friend had risen with him. “Centurion, come with me to

Rome; I suspect that you need to be indoctrinated again in the ways of

modern thought.”

“I wish I could go with you.” Cornelius stepped from the boat and kicked

the sand from his sandals. “But sometimes I wonder just what sort of

thinking could properly be termed modern.”

They walked back to the inn to await the loading of the ship on which

Longinus would sail for the capital. No further mention was made of the

Roman gods, the Greek gods, Yahweh, or the Galilean carpenter. And early

in the forenoon the next day the vessel spread its sails for Rome. Two

hours later Cornelius and his men started on their return to Tiberias.

26

One of the household servants was waiting for Cornelius when he returned

to the garrison’s quarters at Tiberias.

“Centurion, Lucian is desperately ill,” he reported. “In the last few

days he has developed a palsy. Your wife bade me tell you that she fears

him near death. You must come back with me, sir; she’s greatly

frightened and in much distress about the boy.”

“But the physicians? Haven’t they been able to help him?”

The man shook his head. “She has had them all with him, sir, all she

could find in this region, and they have done what they could; but the

paralysis has spread, and his fever does not abate. All their efforts

have been useless. She prays that you hurry, sir.”

As fast as their horses could take them the two raced toward Capernaum.

When Cornelius entered the house, his wife rushed to him and fell into

his arms. “Oh, I thought you would never get here,” she cried. “Lucian

is near death, I know; I don’t see how he can live much longer. And the

physicians have despaired of saving him.”

“But there must be something we can do,” he said, as he turned toward

the sick boy’s chamber. “Are there no other physicians we could call?”

“None,” she said. “And the paralysis seems to be growing worse. He is

deathly ill, Cornelius. Oh, by all the gods, if there were

something....”

“‘By all the gods.’ The carpenter! Didn’t he restore Chuza’s son? And

though Lucian is a slave, isn’t he just as much a son to us? Wouldn’t

the carpenter just as willingly restore a slave boy, even of a Roman

soldier?” He had said the words aloud, but they had been addressed more

to himself than to his wife.

He turned smiling, to face her. “Do you remember how that young

carpenter of Nazareth healed the son of Herod’s chamberlain? Don’t you

think...?”

“But he’s a Jew, Cornelius, and we are Romans.”

“No matter.” He turned to the servant who had gone to Tiberias in search

of him. “Get me a fresh horse, and quickly!” he ordered. “I’m going out

to find that carpenter!”

A few minutes later he stopped to inquire of a shopkeeper if the man had

seen the young Nazarene rabbi. “Has he been around today?” Cornelius

asked. “Can you tell me how to find him?”

“He passed here this morning,” the shopkeeper answered, “with Simon and

the Zebedees and some of those others who are usually with him. They

went out the gate in the western wall, and judging by the poor trade

I’ve had all day, the whole city’s gone out after them. I hear the

carpenter’s been speaking to them from the side of that little mountain

over there.” With his head he motioned toward the west. “In all

likelihood you’ll find him there, soldier.” Suddenly his face fell; his

hands shook as he grasped his scraggly beard. “Now wait a minute,” he

sputtered, “this fellow, this Nazarene, he hasn’t run afoul of you

Romans, has he?”

“No. No, indeed. It’s on a personal mission that I seek him.” Cornelius

smiled reassuringly. “I’m his friend.”

The shopkeeper looked relieved. “Then if you station yourself at the

western gate, you’ll surely see him as he returns to the city. Or you

might ride out toward the mountain, soldier.”

Cornelius rode on through the gate. He was halfway to the little

eminence in the plain west of the city when he began to meet the throng

returning. Soon he spotted the rabbi walking in the company of the

Capernaum fishermen. Boldly he rode up to them and dismounted.

The men with Jesus formed a circle about him.

“I am unarmed, and I intend no one harm,” Cornelius said, holding out

his hands. “I am seeking the rabbi of Nazareth.”

Jesus stepped forward and held up his staff in salute. His brown eyes

were warmly bright. Cornelius, closer to him than he had ever been

before, saw sparkling in the beads of perspiration rolling down his

bronzed smooth forehead the long rays of the setting sun. He saw them,

too, in the beads clinging to the thick mat of reddish-brown hair on the

carpenter’s chest, for in the sultry stillness of the dying day, Jesus

had thrown open his robe half way to his rope-belted waist.

“What would you have of me, my brother?” he asked the centurion.

“Sir, I pray you to restore my little servant boy whom I greatly love; I

fear he is near death of a palsy. If, sir, you would but say the

word....” He paused, suddenly hesitant.

The rabbi reached out and with strong brown fingers grasped the

centurion’s arm. “I will go with you and restore the boy,” he said

gently. “Show me to your house.”

“But, sir, I am a Roman soldier”—a feeling of embarrassment, deep

humility, strange to the centurion, possessed him as he looked into the

face of the young rabbi—“and unworthy that you should enter my house.

But if you would only command that my little servant boy be healed,

while we stand here, sir, then I know that he would be restored to

health.” He smiled, weakly, he thought. “You see, sir, I understand

authority, for I am a centurion and when I give a command, it is

obeyed.”

For an instant the rabbi said nothing, but his warm eyes lighted with a

rapture plain to see. He turned to his friends. “Nowhere in Israel have

I seen such faith. I tell you that many will come from the east and the

west and with our fathers Abraham and Isaac and Jacob sit down in the

Kingdom of Heaven. But many of the chosen likewise will be cast out, and

there will be great wailing and mourning, for their faith shall not be

as the faith of this Roman.”

Then he turned again to confront the centurion, and Cornelius saw that

his face was radiant. “You may go on your way, my brother,” he said. “As

you have believed that it might be done, so has it been accomplished.

Return in peace to the little boy.”

“Oh, sir....” But the centurion’s eyes were blinded with tears, and he

bowed his head, and no words would come. Then he felt a warm hand on his

shoulder and strong fingers once more gently squeezing his arm, then the

fingers released it. When after a moment he looked up, Cornelius saw

that the Nazarene and his friends had resumed walking toward the city

gate. In that same instant Jesus turned and looked over his shoulder,

his face still alight with a glowing happiness, and raised his hand high

in a parting salute. Then he quickly turned eastward again, and the

little group disappeared around the bend.

Cornelius stood unmoving, his left hand still clutching the bridle rein,

and then he mounted and rode toward the western gate. A few paces ahead

he went around the bend and shortly passed the rabbi and his friends,

who had overtaken several men who evidently had been out with them at

the mountainside; Jesus smiled and once more lifted his hand in friendly

greeting.

The centurion, reaching the gate, rode through it and toward the center

of the city, where he turned left and followed a cavernous road to the

gate in the southern wall. He was in no hurry as his horse picked its

way along the cobblestones and out upon the coast road southward. His

fright, his sudden hysteria had gone; it had vanished completely as he

had looked into the eyes of the young rabbi. Cornelius knew that Lucian

would be well; not the shadow of a doubt darkened his thoughts.

When he reached home and turned into his courtyard, a servant came

running to take his horse. “Lucian, sir, is well again!” the man

declared, almost breathless with the excitement of being the first to

give his master the thrilling news.

“Yes, I know it.” Cornelius smiled.

“But, sir, it was only an hour ago that....”

“A man over at Capernaum told me then,” he said and strode toward the

house as the servant, mouth open, stared after him.

As he stepped inside from the courtyard, his wife, who had heard him

ride in from the roadway, rushed to him and flung her aims about his

waist. “Oh, Cornelius, Lucian has been restored! Not only has his fever

gone, but so has the paralysis. He can use his arms and hands, and he

can walk as though nothing had ever been wrong with his legs!”

She stood back from him, her eyes wet with the sudden surging of her

emotion. “Isn’t it wonderful, Cornelius! And it happened so quickly,

too; he was low, Cornelius, desperately sick, much sicker than when you

left, I’m sure, and the fever was consuming him. I had turned aside from

his bed a moment to wet a cloth to spread on his forehead; then, as I

wrung it out and turned back to him, suddenly he sat up. I caught him

under his arms and discovered that he was no longer feverish; in a

moment he was talking and using his hands, and then quickly he stood up

and walked toward the table where I had set the pitcher of cool water.

‘I’m so thirsty,’ he said, grinning at me, ‘and hungry, too.’”

“Yes, I knew about it. It happened about an hour ago. Where is Lucian

now?”

“He went out to the stables. He wanted to see his horse; he hadn’t....”

Abruptly she broke off and stared at her husband, incredulous.

“Cornelius, how did you know when it happened? Did one of the servants

tell...?”

“Yes, when I rode in a moment ago. But I knew when it happened.”

“But how, Cornelius?” Her amazement was evident.

“Have you forgotten that I went in search of the carpenter of Nazareth?

Well, an hour ago I came upon him beyond the western gate of Capernaum.

I implored him to heal Lucian, and he did. He told me so. And I knew he

had; I had not the slightest doubt. Nor am I in the least surprised to

find him well.” His serious expression relaxed into a warm smile. “Did

you feed the young imp?”

“Yes. And he was famished. Literally, Cornelius, the boy ate like a

horse.”

“Well, he hadn’t had anything in days; he was bound to be empty.”

“But, Cornelius, this carpenter from Nazareth....” She paused, her

forehead furrowed in perplexity.

“Yes,” he said, not waiting for her to finish her question, “and, by all

the gods, I’d like to see Longinus try to explain this one away!”

Rome

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27

When the vessel eased in to dock just below the Sublicious Bridge,

almost at the spot from which the “Palmyra” had started its voyage,

Longinus went ashore. Quickly he engaged a loitering freed slave to help

with his luggage. He had brought little from Phoenicia, only his

clothing and a few small presents for his mother, principally some

choice pieces of glass, and the package he was delivering to Sejanus.

“I’ll carry this,” he said to the fellow; “it’s glass and fragile.” He

picked up the bundle, heavily wrapped. “And I’ll take this spare toga,

too. You can carry the remainder. I don’t want any sedan chair; I’d

rather walk. I want to get my land legs back.”

The toga had been wrapped about the money packet, which Longinus had

kept securely under his arm as he descended from the ship. But it was an

innocent looking bundle and only its weight would have excited a

bearer’s suspicion. Longinus had determined not to let it get out of his

possession until he had locked it in his father’s safe to await its

delivery to the Prefect.

They walked from the pier along the way that went eastward from the

bridge into the dense, traffic-jammed heart of the city. At the foot of

Palatine Hill they turned left and walked northward past the western

front of the Imperial Palace. Glancing over his shoulder as they reached

the northwest corner of the sprawling great structure, Longinus had a

glimpse of the wing that had been Claudia’s apartment; once again he

picked out the bedroom window through which that morning he had heard

the rising bugle at Castra Praetoria.

“I wonder....”

“Sir, did you say something?” His helper, trudging behind, paused.

“No.” Longinus turned to face him. “I was just thinking, talking to

myself.”

All the way from the dock area Longinus had been retracing the route he

had come with his century from Castra Praetoria the day they sailed for

Palestine. But a hundred paces farther on, instead of continuing past

the Forum of Augustus on their left, he turned abruptly westward. “I

want to walk through the Forum Romanum,” he explained. “It’s been a long

time since I’ve been there. I’ve lost touch with Rome. What’s been

happening lately?”

“Very little, sir, as far as I’ve seen.” The fellow shook his head

resignedly. “No triumphs, as I recall, no big ones anyway, and precious

few games.”

“Why haven’t there been more?”

“Oh, I don’t know, sir. They say the Emperor gets no enjoyment out of

such things, and he’s not here in Rome most of the time anyway, and I

hear it told that the Prefect doesn’t want to spend the money....”

“They do say that?”

“Now, sir, I have heard such talk. Understand, I don’t know anything

about it; I don’t know anything about them, the Emperor and the Prefect.

Not a thing. I don’t even know whether I’d recognize either one of them

if he came right up to us now.” The fellow’s fear that he had spoken too

boldly was obvious. “All I ever get done, sir, is work; I have to

struggle hard to make a living. Seems that it’s just like it’s always

been in Rome, the way I see it, which is that the rich get richer and

the poor get poorer.” He grinned good-naturedly. “I’m meaning no offense

to you, Centurion; likely you’re one of the rich ones.”

“I understand, and I suspect it’s a sound observation, that the rich do

get richer and the poor get poorer, I mean. But it’s not true of Rome

alone; it’s that way everywhere, isn’t it, throughout the world?”

“I couldn’t say as to that, sir. Rome’s pretty much my world.”

Rome was his world, too, Longinus told himself a moment later as the two

were propelled suddenly from the shaded cavern of the cobblestoned

narrow street into the widened stir and commotion of a veritable forest

of marbled columns and statuary.

The centurion’s heart lifted as he strode once more into the Forum

Romanum, that busy, marble-crowded flat between the Tiber’s westward

bend and the mansion-crowned hills. He took a deep breath, and his chest

swelled.

_... This is the veritable beating, pulsing heart of Rome, and Rome is

the world. Here is reality. Here are solidity, strength, planning made

real, dreams hewn in enduring stone. Here are wealth, accomplishment,

power, might. Not twenty paces across there is the Millenarium Aureum,

the resplendent bronze column set up to mark the center of the Roman

world, the point from which miles are counted along the highways and

their joining sea lanes stretching to the ends of the known earth to

bind Rome into one colossal, unconquerable, enduring Empire!..._

They paused to catch their breath. Longinus set down the glass, but he

continued to clutch the toga-wrapped packet under his arm. In another

moment they would push once more into the jostling, shoving multitude

milling through the Forum’s crossways. Suddenly the centurion remembered

Cornelius and their discussion that afternoon as the two men had sat in

the wrecked rowboat near the glassworks. He smiled grimly.

_... But this is Rome. This is reality. This is accomplishment,

creation. I can reach out and run my hand over the stone and feel these

marbled creations of men; a thousand years from now, were I to live so

long, I could rub my hands across their imperishable cold faces. These

are tangible things, and Rome is tangible, her power, her strength, her

wealth, her dominance over the world. Cornelius may prate of his old

tutor’s preachments about the imperishability of the intangibles and the

reality of things unseen. But these statues, these temples, this

Millenarium Aureum, are tangible. Rome is carved statuary and fluted

marble magnificence; Rome is spacious mansions and marching great armies

flaunting their ensigns. Rome is poverty, too, and injustice and

ugliness at times and in places, but Rome is no pale intangibles, no

vaporous conjurations of an eastern philosopher. Rome is not even her

gods. This is Rome, this marbled splendor of the Forum; Rome is here and

now and touchable and real, and Rome, by all the gods or no gods, will

endure._

_... Rome is something else. Rome is strength and power and substance,

but Rome is also grace and beauty. Examine these graceful columns, these

elegant pediments. Rome is feminine, a beautiful woman. Rome, by the

great Jove, is Claudia. Indeed! What is more Rome than Claudia; what is

more Claudia than Rome? Rome is beauty and pleasure, tangible, real, to

be experienced, enjoyed._

_... And Rome will endure. That carpenter of Galilee, wandering up and

down the seacoast with his little band of poor working people, talking

of intangibles to illiterate fisherfolk and the dwellers in Jerusalem’s

festering Ophel, that fellow to overcome Rome! Even under the silvery

softness of a full moon beside the sea in Galilee, it was a preposterous

notion. But here in the middle of the Forum, with confirmation of Rome’s

might everywhere around...._

“By all the gods, Cornelius. Can’t you see?”

The man carrying Longinus’ belongings whirled suddenly around. “I beg

your pardon, sir,” he asked, “did you command anything of me?”

Longinus laughed. “No,” he answered. “I was just thinking aloud again. I

must be growing old.” He reached down and picked up the glassware

package. “But let’s be moving on. I’m anxious to get to my father’s

house.” He pointed the directions. “Out that way and on through the

Forum of Augustus to Via Longa. The house is on Quirinal Hill.”

28

Longinus placed the package on the desk in front of the Prefect. “Sir,

I’m delivering this to you just as I received it at the glassworks,” he

said. “I have not seen the contents; I don’t know what’s inside. The

package when it was handed to me was sealed as you see it now; the seals

have not been broken.”

“Thank you, Centurion, for bringing it; it has been quite a

responsibility, I know.” The Prefect’s darting eyes, Longinus saw, had

examined the package already. The centurion, appraising Sejanus in the

short moment he had been in the ornate chamber, had observed no change

in the Prefect’s appearance. Judging by the man’s looks and demeanor, it

might well have been only yesterday that they had last met. The small,

cold eyes were just as carefully calculating as they had been the day

the Prefect had given Longinus his orders and sent him and Cornelius

eastward aboard the “Palmyra.” Now the eyes were disarmingly friendly.

“My purpose in having it so well sealed was not because I didn’t trust

you, Longinus, but because I wished the manager at the glassworks to

know that no one but himself could be blamed in the event that the

contents were subsequently found short. I knew that he would therefore

make sure that the packet left Phoenicia intact.” The blinking, small

eyes narrowed. “So actually, you see, it was a protection for you.” With

a flourish of the hand he motioned to the chair in front of the massive

desk. “Sit down, Centurion.”

“Thank you, sir.” Longinus took the seat and faced the Prefect.

Sejanus leaned forward and crossed his hands on the desk. “In all

likelihood, Centurion, you’ve been wondering why I summoned you to

Rome.”

“I have wondered, sir.”

“Yes, I’m sure you have. And I’m sure you’ve also guessed that I

dispatched my message to you before receiving your report.”

“I had presumed so, sir.”

“And right you were. Had I received the report but a few days earlier I

would not have summoned you here. But once I’d received your

communication, I had no way of countermanding my order to you so that

you would get it before sailing for Rome.” He sat back in his chair and

folded his arms across his chest; his entire attitude radiated good

humor. “But I’m glad it happened as it did, Longinus. I’d rather like to

hear in person from you concerning the situation in Palestine. It was a

good report, Centurion, and comprehensive, so far as such written

reports go. But I had the feeling in reading it that you might have had

further information to give had you been able to talk with me directly.

Perhaps discretion had cramped your writing hand.” Now his smile was

disarming. “But here, with no ears to hear us but our own, we can talk

with complete freedom. I, too, can say things that I would not dare

write.”

The Prefect unfolded his arms and, leaning forward, drummed his fingers

on the desk. He studied the centurion briefly through narrowed eyes,

then sat back again.

“How did you leave the Procurator, Longinus?”

“He was quite well, sir, when I left him at Caesarea. But your message

overtook me at Tiberias, and I had then been away from Caesarea for some

time. I went on to the glassworks and sailed from Tyre, as you

suggested.”

“Then you have seen Herod Antipas quite recently?”

“Yes, sir. I saw the Tetrarch and Herodias and told them good-by just

before leaving Tiberias. I had escorted them to Galilee from their

landing at Caesarea.”

“And how did the daughter of King Aretas accept Herod’s new wife?”

“She didn’t, sir. She has left him and returned to her father. She....”

“By winged Mercury!” Sejanus lunged forward and slammed his fist against

the desk. “Gone, you say? Fled to Aretas? By great Jupiter! But this you

did not report, Longinus!”

“Sir, Herod didn’t know she was gone until we arrived at his capital. I

was preparing to dispatch a report to you when I received your summons,

and then I decided I would bring the report in person, instead.” He

ventured a wan smile, and the Prefect himself relaxed.

“I understand; you did right, Centurion.” Then his countenance darkened,

and his narrow forehead wrinkled. “This is a matter of considerable

moment; I shall come back to it presently.” He shook his head. “Yes, it

could have dire repercussions. But for the moment, let us speak of more

pleasant things.” His small weasel-like face lighted with a thin but

suggestive smile. “Longinus, when did you last see Claudia? How is the

Procurator’s wife?”

“I saw her in Tiberias the day before I left there for Phoenicia, sir.

Herodias and Herod Antipas had invited her to accompany them to Tiberias

for a visit.”

“And Pilate didn’t object to her going up into Galilee with them ... and

you?” He licked his lips and drew them in thin lines across his teeth.

“If he did, sir, he did not indicate anything of the sort to me.”

“I’m sure the Procurator would do nothing that he thought might

displease the Emperor’s stepdaughter. But what he thinks, however, is a

different matter, isn’t it?”

“I’m sure it is, sir.” Longinus expected momentarily that the Prefect

would begin plying him with intimately personal questions concerning his

relations with the Procurator’s wife, and he wondered desperately how he

should answer. But, happily, Sejanus turned away from the Procurator’s

affairs to return to a discussion of the Tetrarch’s.

“You were saying a moment ago, Longinus”—the familiar scowl had returned

to the Prefect’s face—“that Herod’s wife has gone back to old Aretas.

Have you had any reports concerning his feelings toward Herod for the

way his daughter has been treated?”

“He was greatly angered, according to reports coming back to Galilee,

sir.”

Sejanus shook his head slowly. “No doubt.” He reflected a moment. “Has

there been any talk of possible reprisal?”

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