CHAPTER XVI.

I have a great many letters from G.H. Lewes, and from George Eliot.

Many of the latter are addressed to my wife. And many, especially of

those from Lewes, relating as they do mainly to matters of literary

business, though always containing characteristic touches, are not of

sufficient general interest to make it worth while to transcribe them

for publication. In no case is there any word in any of them that

would make it expedient to withhold them on any other ground. I might

perhaps have introduced them into my narrative as nearly as possible

at the times to which chronologically they refer. But it has seemed to

me so probable that there may be many readers who may be glad of an

opportunity of seeing these letters without feeling disposed to give

their time to the rest of these volumes, that I have thought it best

to throw them together in this place.

I will begin with one written from Blandford Square, by George Eliot

to me, which is of great interest. It bears no date whatever, save

that of place; but the subject of it dates it with considerable

accuracy.

* * * * *

"DEAR MR. TROLLOPE,--I am very grateful to you for your notes.

Concerning _netto di specchio_, I have found a passage in Varchi which

decides the point according to _your_ impression." [Passages equally

decisive might be found _passim_ in the old Florentine historians.

And I ought to have referred her to them. But as she had altogether

mistaken the meaning of the phrase, I had insinuated my correction as

little presumptuously as I could.]

"My inference had been gathered from the vague use of the term to

express disqualification [_i.e._ NON _netto di specchio_ expressed

disqualification]. But I find from Varchi, b. viii. that the

_specchio_ in question was a public book, in which the names of all

debtors to the _Commune_ were entered. Thus your doubt [no doubt at

all!] has been a very useful caveat to me.

"Concerning the Bardi, my authority for making them originally

_popolani_ is G. Villani. He says, c. xxxix., '_e gia cominciavano

a venire possenti i Frescobaldi e Bardi e Mozzi_ ma di piccolo

cominciamento.' And c. lxxxi. '_e questi furono le principale case

de Guelfi che uscirono di Firenze. Del Sesto d' Oltr' Arno, i Rossi,

Nerli, e parte de' Manelli, Bardi, e Frescobaldi de' Popoloni dal

detto Sesto_, case nobili _Canigiani_,' &c. These passages corrected

my previous impression that they were originally Lombard nobles.

[It needs some familiarity with the Florentine chroniclers to

understand that the words quoted by no means indicate that the

families named were not of patrician origin. "There walked into the

lobby with the Radicals, Lord ---- and Mr. ----," would just as much

prove that the persons named had not belonged to the class of

landowners. But the passage is interesting as showing the great care

she took to make her Italian novel historically accurate. And it is to

be remembered that she came to the subject absolutely new to it. She

would have known otherwise, that the _Case_ situated in the Oltr'

Arno quarter, were almost all noble. That ward of the city was the

Florentine _quartier St. Germain_.]

"Concerning the phrase _in piazza_, and _in mercato_, my choice of

them was partly founded on the colloquial usage as represented by

Sacchetti, whose dialogue is intensely idiomatic. Also _in piazza_ is,

I believe, used by the historians (I think even by Macchiavelli), when

speaking of popular _turn-outs_. The ellipse took my fancy because of

its colloquial stamp. But I gather from your objection that it seems

too barbarous in a modern Italian ear. Will you whisper your final

opinion in Mr. Lewes's ear on Monday?

[I do not remember what the ellipse in question was. As regards the

use of the phrase _in piazza_ she is perfectly right. The term keeps

the same meaning to the present day, and is equivalent in political

language to _the street_.]

"_Boto_ was used on similar grounds, and as it is recognised by the

_Voc. della, Crusca_, I think I may venture to keep it, having a

weakness for those indications of the processes by which language is

modified.

[_Boto_ for _voto_ is a Florentinism which may be heard to the present

day, though the vast majority of strangers would never hear it, or

understand it if they did. George Eliot no doubt met with it in some

of those old chroniclers who wrote exactly as not only the lower

orders, but the generality of their fellow citizens, were speaking

around them. And her use of it testifies to the minuteness of her

care to reproduce the form and pressure of the time of which she was

writing.]

"Once more thank you, though my gratitude is in danger of looking too

much like a lively sense of anticipated favours, for I mean to ask you

to take other trouble yet.

"Yours very truly,

"MARION E. LEWES."

* * * * *

The following letter, written from Blandford Square on the 5th July,

1861, is, as regards the first three pages, from him, and the last

from her.

* * * * *

"MY DEAR TROLLOPE,--We have now read _La Beata_ [my first novel], and

must tell you how charmed we have been with it. _Nina_ herself is

perfectly exquisite and individual, and her story is full of poetry

and pathos. Also one feels a breath from the Val d'Arno rustling amid

the pages, and a sense of Florentine life, such as one rarely gets out

of books. The critical objection I should make to it, apart from minor

points, is that often you spoil the artistic attitude by adopting

a critical antagonistic attitude, by which I mean that instead of

painting the thing objectively, you present it critically, _with an

eye to the opinions_ likely to be formed by certain readers; thus,

instead of relying on the simple presentation of the fact of Nina's

innocence you _call up_ the objection you desire to anticipate by side

glances at the worldly and 'knowing' reader's opinions. In a word

I feel as if you were not engrossed by your subject, but were

sufficiently aloof from it to contemplate it as a spectator, which is

an error in art. Many of the remarks are delicately felt and finely

written. The whole book comes from a noble nature, and so it impresses

the reader. But I may tell you what Mrs. Carlyle said last night,

which will in some sense corroborate what I have said. In her opinion

you would have done better to make two books of it, one the love

story, and one a description of Florentine life. She admires the book

very much I should add. Now, although I cannot by any means agree

with that criticism of hers, I fancy the origin of it was some such

feeling, as I have endeavoured to indicate in saying you are often

critical when you should be simply objective.

"We had a pleasant journey home over the St. Gothard, and found our

boy very well and happy at Hofwyl, and our bigger boy _ditto_ awaiting

us here. Polly is very well, and as you may imagine talks daily of

Florence and our delightful trip, our closer acquaintance with you and

yours being among the most delightful of our reminiscences.

"Yesterday Anthony dined with us, and as he had never seen Carlyle he

was glad to go down with us to tea at Chelsea. Carlyle had read and

_agreed_ with the West Indian book, and the two got on very well

together; both Carlyle and Mrs. Carlyle liking Anthony, and I suppose

it was reciprocal, though I did not see him afterwards to hear what he

thought. He had to run away to catch his train.

"He told us of the sad news of Mrs. Browning's death. Poor Browning!

That was my first, and remains my constant reflection. When people

love each other and have lived together any time they ought to die

together. For myself I should not care in the least about dying. The

dreadful thing to me would be to live after losing, if I should ever

lose, the one who has made life for me. Of course you who all knew and

valued her will feel the loss, but I cannot think of anybody's grief

but his.

"The next page must be left for Polly's postscript, so I shall only

send my kindest regards and wishes to Mrs. Trollope and the biggest of

kisses to _la cantatrice_" [my poor girl Bice!].

"Ever faithfully yours,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

"DEAR MRS. TROLLOPE,--While I am reading _La Beata_ I constantly feel

as if Mr. Trollope were present telling it all to me _vivâ voce_. It

seems to me more thoroughly and fully like himself than any of his

other books. And in spite of our having had the most of his society

away from you" [on our Camaldoli excursion] "you are always part of

his presence to me in a hovering aerial fashion. So it seems quite

natural that a letter addressed to him should have a postscript

addressed to you. Pray reckon it amongst the good you do in this

world, that you come very often into our thoughts and conversation.

We see comparatively so few people that we are apt to recur to

recollections of those we like best with almost childish frequency,

and a little fresh news about you would be a welcome variety,

especially the news that you had quite shaken off that spine

indisposition which was still clinging to you that last morning when

we said our good-byes. We have enough knowledge about you and your

world to interpret all the details you can give us. But our words

about our own home doings would be very vague and colourless to you.

You must always imagine us coming to see you and wanting to know as

much about you as we can, and like a charming hostess gratify that

want. I must thank you for the account of Cavour in _The Athenaeum_,

which stirred me strongly. I am afraid I have what _The Saturday

Review_ would call 'a morbid delight in deathbeds'--not having reached

that lofty superiority which considers it bad taste to allude to them.

"How is Beatrice, the blessed and blessing? That will always be a

history to interest us--how her brown hair darkens, how her voice

deepens and strengthens, and how you get more and more delight in her.

I need send no separate message to Mr. Trollope, before I say that

"I am always yours, with lively remembrance,

"MARION E. LEWES."

* * * * *

It needed George Eliot's fine and minute handwriting to put all this

into one page of note-paper.

The next letter that came from Blandford Square, dated 9th December,

1861, was also a joint one, the larger portion of which however is

from her pen.

* * * * *

"DEAR GOOD PEOPLE,--If your ears burn as often as you are talked about

in this house, there must be an unpleasant amount of aural circulation

to endure! And as the constant _refrain_ is, 'Really we must write to

them, that they may not altogether slip away from us,' I have this

morning screwed my procrastination to the writing-desk.

"First and foremost let us know how you are, and what are the results

of the bathing. Then a word as to the new novel, or any other work,

will be acceptable. I lend about _La Beata_ in all good quarters, and

always hear golden opinions from all sorts of people. Of course you

hear from Anthony.

"Is he prosperous and enjoying his life? The book will have an enormous

sale just now; but I fancy he will find more animosity and less

friendliness than he expected, to judge from the state of exasperation

against the Britisher, which seems to be general.

"We have been pursuing the even baritone--I wish I could say tenor--of

our way. My health became seriously alarming in September, so we went

off to Malvern for a fortnight; and there the mountain air, exercise,

and regular diet set me up, so that I have been in better training for

work than I had been for a long while. Polly has not been strong, yet

not materially amiss. But as she will add a postscript to this I shall

leave her to speak for herself.

"In your (T.A.T.) book huntings, if you could lay your hand on a copy

of Hermolaus Barbarus, _Compendium Scientiae Naturalis_, 1553, or any

of Telesio's works, think of me and pounce on them. I was going to

bother you about the new edition of Galileo, but fortunately I fell in

with the Milan edition cheap, and contented myself with that. Do you

know what there is _new_ in the Florentine edition? I suppose you

possess it, as you do so many enviable books.

"We heard the other day that Miss Blagden had come to stay in London

for the winter, so Polly sent a message to her to say how glad we

should be to see her. If she comes she will bring us some account of

_casa_ Trollope. When you next pass Giotto's tower salute it for me;

it is one of my dearest Florentines, and always beckoning to us to

come back.

"Ever your faithful friend,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

She writes:--

* * * * *

"DEAR FRIENDS,--Writing letters or asking for them is not always the

way to make one's memory agreeable, but you are not among those people

who shudder at letters, since you _did_ say you would like to hear

from us, and let us hear from you occasionally. I have no good news to

tell about myself; but to have my husband back again and enjoying his

work is quite enough happiness to fall to one woman's share in this

world, where the stock of happiness is so moderate and the claimants

so many. He is deep in Aristotle's _Natural Science_ as the first step

in a history of science, which he has for a long while been hoping

that he should be able to write. So you will understand his demand for

brown folios. Indeed, he is beginning to have a slight contempt

for authors sufficiently known to the vulgar to be inserted in

biographical dictionaries. Hermolaus Barbaras is one of those

distinguished by omission in some chief works of that kind; and we

learned to our surprise from a don at Cambridge that _he_ had never

heard the name. Let us hope there is an Olympus for forgotten authors.

"Our trial of the water cure at Malvern made us think with all the

more emphasis of the possible effect on a too delicate and fragile

friend at Florence." [My wife.] "It really helped to mend George. And

as I hope the Florentine hydropathist may not be a quack as Dr.----

at Malvern certainly is, I shall be disappointed if there is no good

effect to be traced to 'judicious packing and sitz baths' that you can

tell us of. Did Beatrice enjoy her month's dissipation at Leghorn? And

is the voice prospering? Don't let her quite forget us. We make rather

a feeble attempt at musical Saturday evenings, having a new grand

piano, which stimulates musical desires. But we want a good violin and

violoncello--difficult to be found among amateurs. Having no sunshine

one needs music all the more. It would be difficult for you to imagine

very truthfully what sort of atmosphere we have been living in here in

London for the last month--warm, heavy, dingy grey. I have seen some

sunshine once--in a dream. Do tell us all you can about yourselves. It

seems only the other day that we were shaking you by the hand; and all

details will be lit up as if by your very voice and looks. Say a kind

word for me sometimes to the bright-eyed lady by whose side I sat in

your balcony the evening of the National Fête. At the moment I cannot

recall her name. We are going now to the British Museum to read--a

fearful way of getting knowledge. If I had Aladdin's lamp I should

certainly use it to get books served up to me at a moment's notice.

It may be better to search for truth than to have it at hand without

seeking, but with books I should take the other alternative.

"Ever yours,

"M.E. LEWES."

* * * * *

The lady in the balcony spoken of in the above letter was Signora

Mignaty, the niece of Sir Frederick Adam, whom I had known long years

previously in Rome, and who had married Signor Mignaty, a Greek

artist, and was (and is) living in Florence. She was, in fact, the

niece of the Greek lady Sir Frederick married. I remember her aunt, a

very beautiful woman. The niece, Signorina Margherita Albani as she

was when I first knew her at eighteen years old in Rome, inherited so

much of the beauty of her race that the Roman artists were constantly

imploring her to sit for them. She has made herself known in the

literary world by several works, especially by a recent book on

Correggio, his life and works, published in French.

The next letter from Lewes, written from Blandford Square on the 2nd

June, without date of year, but probably 1863, is of more interest to

myself than to the public. But I may perhaps be permitted to indulge

my vanity by publishing it as a testimony that his previous praise

of what I had written was genuine, and not merely the laudatory

compliments of a correspondent.

* * * * *

"MY DEAR TROLLOPE,--Enclosed is the proof you were good enough to say

you would correct. When am I to return the compliment?

"I have finished _Marietta_. Its picture of Italian life is extremely

vivid and interesting, but it is a long way behind _La Beata_ in

interest of story. I have just finished one volume of Anthony's

_America_, and am immensely pleased with it--so much so that I hope to

do something towards counteracting the nasty notice in the _Saturday_.

"Ever yours faithfully,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

The next letter is from Lewes, dated "The Priory, North Bank, Regent's

Park, 20th March, 1864."--

* * * * *

"MY DEAR TROLLOPE,--My eldest boy, who spends his honeymoon in

Florence (is not that sugaring jam tart?), brings you this greeting

from your silent but affectionate friends. Tell him all particulars

about yourselves, and he will transmit them in his letters to us.

First and foremost about the health of your wife, and how this bitter

winter has treated her. Next about Bice, and then about yourself.

"We rejoice in the prospect of your _History of Florence_, and I am

casting about, hoping to find somebody to review it worthily for the

_Fortnightly Review_. By the way, would not you or your wife help me

there also! Propose your subjects!

"I hope you will like our daughter. She is a noble creature; and

Charles is a lucky dog (his father's luck) to get such a wife.

"We have been and are in a poor state of health, but manage to

scramble on. Charles will tell you all there is to tell. With our love

to your dear wife and Bice,

"Believe me, ever faithfully yours,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

Shortly after receiving this my wife had a letter from George Eliot,

from Venice, dated 15th May, 1864. She writes from the "Hôtel de

Ville."

* * * * *

"MY DEAR MRS. TROLLOPE,--I wonder whether you are likely to be at Lake

Como next month, or at any other place that we could take on our way

to the Alps. It would make the prospect of our journey homeward much

pleasanter if we could count on seeing you for a few hours; and I will

not believe that you will think me troublesome if I send the question

to you. I am rather discontented with destiny that she has not let us

see anything of you for nearly three years. And I hope you too will

not be sorry to take me by the hand again.

"My ground for supposing it not unlikely that you will be at one of

the lakes, is the report I heard from Mr. Pigott, that such a plan was

hovering in your mind. My chief fear is that our return, which is not

likely at the latest to be later than the middle of June, may be too

early for us to find you. We reached Venice three days ago, after a

short stay at Milan, and have the delight of finding everything more

beautiful than it was to us four years ago. That is a satisfactory

experience to us, who are getting old, and are afraid of the

traditional loss of glory on the grass and all else, with which

melancholy poets threaten us.

"Mr. Lewes says I am to say the sweetest things that can be said with

propriety to you, and love to Bice, to whose memory he appeals, in

spite of all the friends she has made since he had the last kiss from

her.

"I too have love to send to Bice, whom I expect to see changed like

a lily-bud to something more definitely promising. Mr. Trollope,

I suppose, is in England by this time, else I should say all

affectionate regards from us both to him. I am writing under

difficulties.

"Ever, dear Mrs. Trollope,

"Very sincerely yours,

"M.E. LEWES."

* * * * *

Here is another from Lewes, which the post-mark only shows to have

been written in 1865:--

* * * * *

"DEAR TROLLOPE,--Thank Signor ---- for the offer of his paper, and

express to him my regret that in the present crowded state of the

_Review_ I cannot find a place for it. Don't you however run away with

the idea that I don t want _your_ contributions on the same ground!

The fact is ----'s paper is too wordy and heavy and not of sufficient

interest for our publication; and as I have a great many well on hand,

I am forced to be particular. Originally my fear was lest we should

not get contributors enough. That fear has long vanished. But _good_

contributions are always scarce; so don't you fail me!

"We have been at Tunbridge Wells for a fortnight's holiday. I was

forced to 'cave in,' as the Yankees say--regularly beat. I am not very

flourishing now, but I can go into harness again. Polly has been,

and alas! still is, anything but in a satisfactory state. But she is

gestating, and gestation with her is always perturbing. I wish the

book were done with all my heart.

"I don't think I ever told you how very much your _History of

Florence_ interested me. I am shockingly ignorant of the subject, and

not at all competent to speak, except as one of the public; but you

made the political life of the people clear to me. I only regretted

here and there a newspaper style which was not historic. Oscar

Browning has sent me his review, but I have not read it yet. It is at

the printers. Polly sends her love.

"Ever faithfully yours,

"G.H.L."

* * * * *

He writes again, dating his letter 1st January, 1866, but post-marked

1865. It is singular, that the date as given by the writer, 1866, must

have been right, and that given by the post-mark, 1865, wrong. And

the fact may possibly some day be useful to some counsel having to

struggle against the evidence of a post-mark. The letter commences:--

* * * * *

"MY DEAR TROLLOPE,--A happy new year to you and Bice!

[It is quite impossible that Lewes could have so written, while my

wife, Theodosia, so great a favourite with both him and his wife, and

so constantly inquired for tenderly by them, was yet alive. I lost

her on the 13th of April, 1865. It is certain therefore, that Lewes's

letter was written in 1866, and not as the post-mark declares in 1865.

After speaking of some literary business matters, the letter goes

on:--]

"And when am I to receive those articles from you, which you

projected? I suppose other work keeps you ever on the stretch. But so

active a man must needs 'fulfil himself in many ways.'

"We have been ailing constantly without being ill, but our work gets

on somehow or other. Polly is miserable over a new novel, and I am

happy over the very hard work of a new edition of my _History of

Philosophy_, which will almost be a new book, so great are the changes

and additions. Polly sends her love to you and Bice.

"Yours very faithfully,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

Then after a long break, and after a new phase of my life had

commenced, Lewes writes on the 14th of January, 1869, from "21, North

Bank":--

* * * * *

"DEAR T.T.,--We did not meet in Germany because our plans were

altogether changed. We passed all the time in the Black Forest, and

came home through the Oberland. I did write to Salzburg however, and

perhaps the letter is still there; but there was nothing in it.

"You know how fond we are of you, and the pleasure it always gives

us to get a glimpse of you. (Not that we have not also very pleasant

associations with your wife,[1] but she is as yet stranger to us of

course.) But we went away in search of complete repose. And in the

Black Forest there was not a soul to speak to, and we liked it so much

as to stay on there.

[Footnote 1: I had married my second wife on the 29th of October,

1866.]

"We contemplate moving southwards in the spring, and if we go to Italy

and come _near_ Florence, we shall assuredly make a _détour_ and come

and see you. Polly wants to see Arezzo and Perugia. And I suppose we

can still get a _vetturino_ to take us that way to Rome? Don't want

railways, if to be avoided. I don't think we can get away before

March, for my researches are so absorbing, that, if health holds out,

I must go on, if not, we shall pack up earlier. The worst of Lent is

that one gets no theatres, and precisely because we never go to the

theatre in London, we hugely enjoy it abroad. Yesterday we took the

child of a friend of ours to a morning performance of the pantomime,

and are utterly knocked up in consequence. Somehow or other abroad the

theatre agrees with us. Polly sends the kindest remembrances to you

and your wife. Whenever you want anything done in London, consider me

an idle man.

"Ever yours faithfully,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

And on the 28th February, in the same year, accordingly he writes:--

* * * * *

"Touching our visit to Florence, you may be sure we could not lightly

forego such a pleasure. We start to-morrow, and unless we are recalled

by my mother's health, we calculate being with you about the end of

March. But we shall give due warning of our arrival. We both look

forward to this holiday, and 'languish for the purple seas;' though

the high winds now howl a threat of anything but a pleasant crossing

to Calais. _Che! Che!_ One must pay for one's pleasure! With both of

our warmest salutations to you and yours,

"Believe me, yours faithfully,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

The travellers must, however, have reached us some days before the end

of March, for I have a letter to my wife from George Eliot, dated

from Naples on the 1st of April, 1869, after they had left us. She

writes:--

* * * * *

"MY DEAR MRS. TROLLOPE,--The kindness which induces you to shelter

travellers will make you willing to hear something of their subsequent

fate. And I am the more inclined to send you some news of ourselves

because I have nothing dismal to tell. We bore our long journey better

than we dared to expect, for the night was made short by sleep in

our large coupé, and during the day we had no more than one headache

between us. Mr. Lewes really looks better, and has lost his twinges.

And though pleasure-seekers are notoriously the most aggrieved and

howling inhabitants of the universe, we can allege nothing against

our lot here but the persistent coldness of the wind, which is in

dangerously sudden contrast with the warmth of the sunshine whenever

one gets on the wrong side of a wall. This prevents us from

undertaking any carriage expeditions, which is rather unfortunate,

because such expeditions are among the chief charms of Naples. We have

not been able to renew our old memories of that sort at all, except by

a railway journey to Pompeii; and our days are spent in the museum

and in the sunniest out-of-door spots. We have been twice to the San

Carlo, which we were the more pleased to do, because when we were here

before, that fine theatre was closed. The singing is so-so, and the

tenor especially is gifted with limbs rather than with voice or

ear. But there is a baritone worth hearing and a soprano, whom the

Neapolitans delight to honour with hideous sounds of applause.

"We are longing for a soft wind, which will allow us to take the long

drive to Baiae during one of our remaining days here. At present we

think of leaving for Rome on Sunday or Monday. But our departure will

probably be determined by an answer from the landlord of the Hôtel

de Minerva, to whom Mr. Lewes has written. We have very comfortable

quarters here, out of the way of that English and American society,

whose charms you can imagine. Our private dinner is well served; and I

am glad to be away from the Chiaja, except--the exception is a great

one--for the sake of the sunsets which I should have seen there.

"Mr. Lewes has found a book by an Italian named Franchi, formerly a

priest, on the present condition of philosophy in Italy. He emerges

from its depths--or shallows--to send his best remembrances; and to

Bice he begs especially to recommend Plantation Bitters.

"I usually think all the more of things and places the farther I get

from them, and, on that ground, you will understand that at Naples

I think of Florence, and the kindness I found there under my small

miseries. Pray offer my kind regards to Miss Blagden when you see

her, and tell her that I hope to shake hands with her in London this

spring.

"We shall obey Mr. Trollope's injunctions to write again from Perugia

or elsewhere, according to our route homeward. But pray warn him, that

when my throat is not sore, and my head not stagnant, I am a much

fiercer antagonist. It is perhaps a delight to one's egoism to have a

friend who is among the best of men with the worst of theories. One

can be at once affectionate and spit-fire. Pray remember me with

indulgence, all of you, and believe, dear Mrs. Trollope,

"Most truly yours,

"M.E. LEWES."

* * * * *

It will be seen from the above that George Eliot had very quickly

fraternised--what is the feminine form?--with my second wife, as I,

without any misgivings, foresaw would be the case. Indeed subsequent

circumstances allowed a greater degree of intimacy to grow up

between them than had been possible in the case of my Bice's mother,

restricted as her intercourse with the latter had been by failing

health, and the comparative fewness of the hours they had passed

together. Neither she nor Lewes had ever passed a night under my roof

until I received them in the villa at Ricorboli, where I lived with my

second wife.

What was the subject of the "antagonism" to which the above letter

alludes, I have entirely forgotten. In all probability we differed on

some subject of politics,[1] by reason of the then rapidly maturing

Conservatism which my outlook ahead forced upon me. Nevertheless it

would seem from some words in a letter written to me by Lewes in the

November of 1869, that my political heresies were not deemed

deeply damning. There was a question of my undertaking the foreign

correspondence of a London paper, which came to nothing till some four

years later, under other circumstances; and with reference to that

project he writes:--

[Footnote 1: My wife, on reading this passage, tells me that according

to her recollection the differences in question had no reference to

politics at all, but to matters of higher interest relating to man's

ultimate destinies.]

* * * * *

"Polly and I were immensely pleased at the prospect for you. She

was rejoiced that you should once more be giving yourself to public

affairs, which you so well understand.... We are but just come back

from the solitudes of a farm-house in Surrey, whither I took Polly

immediately after our loss [of his son], of which I suppose Anthony

told you. It had shaken her seriously. She had lavished almost a

mother's love on the dear boy, and suffered a mother's grief in the

bereavement. He died in her arms; and for a long while it seemed as if

she could never get over the pain. But now she is calm again, though

very sad. But she will get to work, and _that_ will aid her.

"For me, I was as fully prepared (by three or four months' conviction

of its inevitableness) as one can be in such cases. It is always

sudden, however foreseen. Yet the preparation was of great use; and

I now have only a beautiful image living with me, and a deep

thankfulness that his sufferings are at an end, since recovery was

impossible.

"Give my love to your wife and Bice, and believe ever in yours

faithfully,

"G.H. LEWES."

* * * * *

The following highly interesting letter was written to my wife by

Mrs. Lewes, about a year after his death. It is dated "The Priory, 19

December, 1879":--

* * * * *

"DEAR MRS. TROLLOPE,--In sending me Dr. Haller's words you have sent

me a great comfort. A just appreciation of my husband's work from a

competent person is what I am most athirst for; and Dr. Haller has

put his finger on a true characteristic. I only wish he could print

something to the same effect in any pages that would be generally

read.

"There is no biography. An article entitled 'George Henry Lewes'

appeared in the last _New London Quarterly_. It was written by a man

for whom he had much esteem; but it is not strong. A few facts about

the early life and education are given with tolerable accuracy, but

the estimate of the philosophic and scientific activity is inadequate.

Still it is the best thing you could mention to Dr. Haller. You know

perhaps that a volume entitled _The Study of Psychology_ appeared in

May last, and that another volume (500 pp.) of _Problems of Life

and Mind_ has just been published. The best history of a writer is

contained in his writings; these are his chief actions. If he happens

to have left an autobiography telling (what nobody else can tell) how

his mind grew, how it was determined by the joys, sorrows, and other

influences of childhood and youth--that is a precious contribution

to knowledge. But biographies generally are a disease of English

literature.

"I have never yet told you how grateful I was to you for writing to me

a year ago. For a long while I could read no letter. But now I have

read yours more than once, and it is carefully preserved. You had been

with us in our happiness so near the time when it left me--you and

your husband are peculiarly bound up with the latest memories.

"You must have had a mournful summer. But Mr. Trollope's thorough

recovery from his severe attack is a fresh proof of his constitutional

strength. We cannot properly count age by years. See what Mr.

Gladstone does with seventy of them in his frame. And my lost one had

but sixty-one and a half.

"You are to come to England again in 1881, I remember, and then, if I

am alive, I hope to see you. With best love to you both, always, dear

Mrs. Trollope,

"Yours faithfully,

"M.E. LEWES."

* * * * *

The "words of Dr. Haller," to which the above letter refers, were to

the effect that one of Lewes's great advantages in scientific and

philosophical research was his familiar acquaintance with the works

of German and French writers, which enabled him to follow the

contemporaneous movement of science throughout Europe, whereas many

writers of learning and ability wasted their own and their readers'

time in investigating questions already fully investigated elsewhere,

and advancing theories which had been previously proved or disproved

without their knowledge. Dr. Ludwig Haller, of Berlin, in writing to

me about G.H. Lewes, then recently deceased, had said, if I remember

rightly, that he had some intention of publishing a sketch of Lewes in

some German periodical. I am not aware whether this intention was ever

carried into effect.

The attack to which the above letter alludes was a very bad one

of sciatica. At length the baths of Baden in Switzerland cured me

permanently, but after their--it is said ordinary and normal, but very

perverse--fashion, having first made me incomparably worse. I suffered

excruciatingly, consolingly (!) assured by the doctor that sciatica

never kills--only makes you wish that it would! While I was at the

worst my brother came to Baden to see me, and on leaving me after

a couple of days, wrote to my wife the following letter, which I

confiscated and keep as a memorial.

After expressing his commiseration for me, he continues:--

"For you, I cannot tell you the admiration I have for you. Your

affection and care and assiduity were to be expected. I knew you well

enough to take them as a matter of course from you to him. But your

mental and physical capacity, your power of sustaining him by your

own cheerfulness, and supporting him by your own attention, are

marvellous. When I consider all the circumstances I hardly know how to

reconcile so much love with so much self-control."

Every word true! And what he saw for a few hours in each of a couple

of days, I saw every hour of the day and night for four terrible

months!

But all this is a parenthesis into which I have been led, I hope

excusably, by Mrs. Lewes's mention of my illness.

N.B.--I said at an early page of these recollections that I had never

been confined to my bed by illness for a single day during more than

sixty years. The above-mentioned illness leaves the statement still

true. The sciatica was bad, but never kept me in bed. Indeed I was

perhaps in less torment out of it.

Here is the last letter of George Eliot's which reached us. It is

written by Mrs. Lewes to my wife, from "The Priory, 30 December,

1879":--

* * * * *

"DEAR MRS. TROLLOPE,--I inclose the best photograph within my reach.

To me all portraits of him are objectionable, because I see him more

vividly and truly without them. But I think this is the most like what

he was as you knew him. I have sent your anecdote about the boy to Mr.

Du Maurier, whom it will suit exactly. I asked Charles Lewes to copy

it from your letter with your own pretty words of introduction.

"Yours affectionately,

"M.E. LEWES."

* * * * *

It is pretty well too late in the day for me to lament the loss of old

friends. They have been well-nigh some time past all gone. I have

been exceptionally fortunate in an aftermath belonging to a younger

generation. But they too are dropping around me! And few losses from

this second crop have left a more regretted void than George Henry

Lewes and his wife.

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