Of all the periodicals which reach the British front, the two for which

there is most competition in any officers' mess are _La Vie Parisienne_

and New York _Life_. The impudent periodical from Paris is universal on

our front. The work of its artists decorates every dug-out. I should say

almost every mess subscribes for it. It is true it is usual to account

for this as being naughty chance. Youth has been separated from the sober

influence of its English home, is away from the mild and tranquil light

of Oxford Street feminity, is given to death, and therefore snatches in

abandon at amusement which otherwise would not amuse. Do not believe it.

_La Vie Parisienne_, it is true, is certainly not a paper for the English

family. I should be embarrassed if my respected aunts found it on my

table, pointed to its drawings, and asked me what I saw in them. What

makes it popular with young Englishmen in France is not the audacity of

its abbreviated underclothing, for there are English prints which

specialize in those in a more leering way, and they are not widely

popular like the French print. But _La Vie_ is produced by intelligent

men. It is not a heavy lump of stupid or snobbish photographs. It does

not leer. There is nothing clownish and furtive about it. It is the gay

and frank expression of artists whose humour is too broad for the

general; but, as a rule, there is no doubt about the fine quality of

their drawings and the deftness of their wit. That is what makes the

French print so liked by our men.

New York _Life_ proves that, it seems to me. The American periodical is

very popular in France, and the demand for it has now reached London. The

chemise is not its oriflamme. It properly recognizes much else in life.

But its usual survey of the world's affairs has a merry expansiveness

which would make the editorial mind common to London as giddy as grandma

in an aeroplane. It is not written in a walled enclosure of ideas. It is

not darkened and circumscribed by the dusty notions of the clubs. It does

not draw poor people as sub-species of the human. It does not recognize

class distinctions at all, except for comic purposes. It is brighter,

better-informed, bolder, and more humane than anything on this side, and

our men in France find its spirit in accord with theirs. One of the

results of the War will be that they will want something like it when

they come back, though I don't see how they are to get it unless it is

imported, or unless they emigrate to a country where to feel that way

about things is normal and not peculiar.

IX. The Marne

AUGUST 3, 1918. The holy angels were at Mons; British soldiers saw them

there. A Russian army was in England in 1914; everybody knew someone who

had seen it. And Joan of Arc, in shining armour, has returned to the aid

of the French. These and even graver symptoms warn us that we may not be

in that state of equanimity which is useful when examining evidence. Only

this week, in the significant absence of the house-dog, a mysterious hand

thrust through my letter-box a document which proved, as only propaganda

may, that this war was thoroughly explored in the Book of Daniel. Why

were we not told so before? Why was Lord Haldane reading Hegel when there

was Daniel? What did we pay him for? And that very same night I stood at

the outer gate with one who asked me why, when there were stacks of jam

in our grocer's shop, we could not buy any because the Food Controller

had omitted to put up the price. I had no time to reason this out,

because at that moment we heard a loud buzzing in the sky. We gazed up

into the velvet black night, that was like a skull-cap over the world.

The buzzing continued. "Perhaps," said my companion, "what we can hear is

our great big Bee."

That buzzing overhead did not develop. It merely waned and increased. It

was remarkable but inconsequential. It alarmed while giving no good cause

for alarm. In the invisible heavens there might have been One who was

playing Bogie to frighten poor mortals for fun. I went in to continue my

reading of Charles le Goffic's book, _General Foch at the Marne_. This

was all in accord with the Book of Daniel, and the jam that was uneatable

because it was not dear enough. My reading continued, as it were, the

mysterious buzzing.

I can give, as a rule, but a slack attention to military history, and my

interest in war itself is, fundamentally, the same as for cretinism and

bad drains. I merely wonder why it is, and wish it were not. But the

Marne, I regret to say, holds me in wonder still; for this there is

nothing to say excepting that, from near Meaux, I heard the guns of the

Marne. I saw some of its pomp and circumstance. I had been hearing the

guns of the War for some weeks then, but the guns of the Marne were

different. They who listened knew that those foreboding sounds were of

the crisis, with all its import. If that thundering drew nearer....

The Marne holds me still, as would a ghost story which, by chance, had me

within its weird. I want to know all that can be told of it. And if there

is one subject of the War more than another which needs a careful sorting

of the mixed straws in our beards, it is the Battle of the Marne. In the

case of my own beard, one of the straws is the Russian myth. In France,

as in England, everybody knew someone who had seen those Russians. One

huge camp, I was told, was near Chartres, and in Paris I was shown

Cossack caps which had come from there. That was on the day Manoury's

soldiers went east in their historic sortie of taxicabs against von

Kluck. I could not then go to Chartres to confirm that camp of Cossacks;

nor--and this is my straw--could the German Intelligence Staff. I did not

believe that the Russians were in France, but I could not prove they were

not, nor could the German generals, who, naturally, had heard about those

Russians. Now the rapid sweep of the German right wing under von Kluck

had given the enemy a vulnerable flank which, in a certain situation,

might admit disaster. The peril of his western flank must have made the

enemy sensitive to the least draught coming from there.

It is on such frailties as this that the issue of battle depends, and the

fate of empires. War, as a means of deciding our luck, is no more

scientific than dicing for it. The first battle of the Marne holds a

mystery which will intrigue historians, separate friends, cause hot

debate, spawn learned treatises, help to fill the libraries, and assist

in keeping not a few asylums occupied, for ages. If you would measure it

as a cause for lunacy, read Belloc's convincing exposition of the battle,

and compare that with le Goffic's story of the fighting of the Ninth

Army, under General Foch, by Fere Champenoise and the Marshes of St.

Gond. Le Goffic was there.

Why did fate tip the beam in the way we know? Why, for a wonder, did the

sound of gunfire recede from Paris, and not approach still nearer? I

myself at the time held to an unreasonable faith that the enemy would

never enter Paris, in spite of what Kitchener thought and the French

Government feared. Yet when challenged I could not explain why, for I was

ill, and the days seemed to be biassed to the German side. To have heard

the guns of the Marne was as though once one had listened to the high

gods contending over our destiny.

Historians of the future will spell out le Goffic on the fighting round

the Tower on the Marshes at Mondement. It was the key of the swamp of St.

Gond, the French centre. The Tower was held by the French when, by every

military rule, they should have given it up. At length they lost it. They

won it again, but because of sheer unreason, so far as the evidence

shows, for at the moment they regained it Mondement had ceased to be

anything but a key to a door which had been burst wide open. Foch, by the

books, was beaten. But Foch as we know was fond of quoting Joseph de

Maistre: "A battle lost is a battle which one had expected to lose." In

this faith, while his battalions were reduced to thin companies without

officers, and the Prussian Guard and the Saxons were driving back his

whole line, Foch, who had sent to borrow the 42nd Division from the

general on his left, kept reporting to Headquarters: "The situation is

excellent." But the 42nd had not yet arrived, and he continued to

retire.

Contradicting Belloc and the usual explanations, M. le Goffic says that

Foch was unaware of any gap in the German line. What he did was to

thrust in a bleak venture the borrowed division against the flank of the

advancing Prussians, who were in superior force. The Prussians retired.

But had they not been preparing to retire? Yet for what reason? When all

seemed lost, Foch won on the centre.

On the extreme French left, where Manoury was himself being outflanked by

von Kluck, the fatigued and outnumbered French soldiers were resigned to

the worst. They had done all that was possible, and it seemed of no

avail. They did not know that at that time the locomotives in the rear of

the German armies were reversed; were heading to the north. What happened

in the minds of the directing German generals--for that is where the

defeat began--is not clear; but the sudden and prolonged resistance of

the French at the Marne may have disrupted with a violent doubt minds

that had been taut with over-confidence. The fear to which the doubt

increased when Manoury attacked and persisted, the baffling audacity in

the centre of the defeated Foch, who did everything no well-bred

militarist would expect from another gentleman, and the common fervour of

the French soldiers who fought for a week like men possessed, at last

caused something to give way in the brain of the enemy. He could not

understand it. This was not according to his plan. He could not find it

in his books. He did not know what more he could do, except to retire

into safety and think it over afresh. The unexpected fury of the human

spirit, outraged into desperation after it was assumed to be subdued, and

bursting suddenly, and regardless of consequences, against the calm and

haughty front of material science assured of its power, checked and

deflected the processes of the German intelligence. I have seen an

indignant rooster produce the same effect on a bull.

X. Carlyle

AUGUST 17, 1918. Having something on the mind may lead one to salvation,

but it seems just as likely to lead one to the asylum. The Germans, who

are necessarily in the power of an argument which shows them we are

devils, are yet compelled to admit that Shakespeare is worth reasoned

consideration, and so they avoid the implied difficulty by explaining

that as Shakespeare was a genius therefore he was a German. What we

should do if it could be proved a grandfather of the poet was a Prussian

probably only our Home Secretary could tell us, after he had made quite

sure he would not be overheard by a white and tense believer in the

Hidden Hand. Thank God Heine was a Jew, though even so there are rumours

that a London memorial to him is to be removed. And last night I heard it

expounded very seriously, by a clever man of letters, that Carlyle's day

is done. Few people read Carlyle to-day--and it may be supposed that as

they read they hold his volumes with a Hidden Hand--and fewer still love

him, for at heart he was a Prussian. He was, indeed, slain in our

affections by Frederick the Great. His shrine at Chelsea is no longer

visited. It is all for the best, because in any case he wrote only a

gnarled and involved bastard stuff of partly Teutonic origin. While this

appeal was being made to me, I watched the face of a cat, which got up

and stretched itself during the discourse, with some hope; but that

animal looked as though it were thinking of its drowned kittens. It was

the last chance, and the cat did not laugh. On my way home, thinking of

that grave man of letters and of his serious and attentive listeners, I

noticed even the street lights were lowered or doused, and remembered

that every wine-shop was shut. London is enough to break one's heart. If

only by some carelessness one of the angels failed to smother his great

laughter over us, and we heard it, we might, in awakening embarrassment,

the first streak of dawn, put a stop to what had been until that moment

an unconscious performance.

XI. Holiday Reading

AUGUST 31, 1918. I make the same mistake whenever the chance of a holiday

broadens and brightens. A small library, reduced by a process of natural

selection, helps to make weighty the bag. But I do not at once close the

bag; a doubt keeps it open; I take out the books again and consider them.

When the problem of carrying those volumes about faces me, it is a relief

to discover how many of them lose their vital importance. Yet a depraved

sense of duty, perhaps the residue of what such writers as Marcus

Aurelius have done for me, refuses to allow every volume to be

jettisoned. It imposes, as a hair shirt, several new and serious books

which there has been no time to examine. They are books that require a

close focus, a long and steady concentration, a silent immobility hardly

distinguishable from sleep. This year for instance I notice Jung's

_Analytical Psychology_ confidently expecting to go for a holiday with

me. I feel I ought to take some such stern reminder of mortality, and, in

addition, out of a sentimental regard for the past, a few old books, for

my faith is not dead that they may put a new light on the wonderful

strangeness of these latter days. I take these, too.

And that is why I find them at the journey's end. But why did I bring

them? For now they seem to be exactly what I would avoid--they look like

toil. And work, as these years have taught the observant, is but for

slaves and the conscripted. It is never admired, except with a distant

and haughty sententiousness, by the best people.

Nor is it easy, by this west-country quay, to profit by a conscience

which is willing to allow some shameless idleness. I began talking,

before the books were even unpacked, with some old acquaintances by the

water-side. Most disquieting souls! But I cannot blame them. They have

been obliged to add gunnery to their knowledge of seamanship and

navigation. They were silent, they shook their heads, following some

thoughtless enquiries of mine after the wellbeing of other men I used to

meet here. Worse than all, I was forced to listen to the quiet recitals

of stranded cripples, once good craftsmen in the place, and these dimmed

the blessed sun even where in other years it was unusually bright. That

is what put holiday thoughts and literature away. I felt I had been very

unfairly treated, especially as the mutilated, being young men, were

unpleasantly noticeable in so small a village on fine mornings. It is not

right that the calm of our well-earned leisure should be so savagely

ruined. There was one morning on the quay when, watching the incoming

tide, two of us were discussing Mametz Wood and some matters relating to

it which will never be published, and the young man who was instructing

me was approached by an older man, who beamed, and held in his hand a

news-sheet. "Splendid news this morning," said the elderly man to the

young soldier. He wanted the opinion of one who had fought on that

ground, and I regret to say he got it. The soldier indifferently handed

back the glorious news, without inspecting it, with words which youth

should never address to age.

So how can I stay by the quay all the golden day long? I have not come

here prepared to endure the sudden Arctic shadows which fall, even in

summer, from such clouds. The society of our fellows was never so

uncertain, so likely to be stormy, as in these days. And the opinions of

none of our fellow-men can be so disturbing as those of the rebel from

the trenches, who appears, too, to expect us to agree with him at once,

as though he had a special claim on our sympathetic attention. While

considering him and his views of society, of peace and war, I see what

might come upon us as the logical consequence of such a philosophy, and

the dread vision does not accord with the high serenity of this Atlantic

coast, where the wind, like the hilarious vivacity of a luminous globe

spinning through the blue, is mocking these very sheets as I write them,

and is trying to blow them, a little before their time, into vacuity.

It is not easy, and perhaps this summer it would not be right, to find

the exact mood for a holiday. In the frame of mind which is more usual

with us, I put Ecclesiastes--forsaken by a previous visitor, and used to

lengthen a short leg of the dressing-table--in my pocket, and leave the

quay to its harsh new thoughts, and to the devices by which it gets a

bare sustenance out of the tides, the seasons, and the winds, complicated

now with high explosives in cunning ambush; and go out to the headland,

where wild goats among the rocks which litter the steep are the only life

to blatter critical comment to high heaven. I left that holiday quay and

its folk, and took with me a prayer which might go far to brace me to

support the blattering of goats, if that, too, should be my luck even

when in solitude. I passed at the hill-top the last whitewashed wall of

the village, where the open Atlantic is sighted, and stopped to glance at

the latest official poster on the wall. That explained to me, while the

west wind blew, what the penalties are for young men who are in the wrong

because they are young, not having attained the middle-age which brings

with it immunity for the holding of heroic notions. Yet how if those

young men are not bellicose like their wise seniors? Why should they get

the evil which their elders, who will it, take so much care to avoid?

The dust of official lorries in a hurry no longer made the wayside hedges

appear aged. The wind was newly arrived from mid-ocean. I met it coming

ashore. It knew nothing about us, so far. In the distance, the village

with its shipping was a faint blur, already a faded impress on earth, as

though more than half forgotten in spite of its important problems. It

was hardly more than a discoloration, and suggested nothing of

consequence. The sun on the grey rocks was giving a hint that, should

ever it be required, there was heat enough left to begin things anew. I

realized in alarm that such a morning of re-birth might be beautiful; for

I might not be there to sing _Laus Deo_. I might miss that fine morning.

There was a suggestion of leisure in the pattern of the lichen on the

granite; it gave the idea of prolonged yet still merely tentative efforts

at design. The lichen seemed to have complete assurance that there was

time enough for new work. The tough stems of the heather, into which I

put my hand, felt like the sinews of a body that was as ancient as the

other stars, but still so young that it was tranquilly fixed in the joy

of its first awakening, knowing very little yet, guessing nothing of its

beginning nor of its end; still infantile, with all life before it, its

voice merely the tiny shrilling of a grasshopper. The rocks were poised

so precariously above the quivering plain of the sea that they appeared

to tremble in mid-air, being things of no weight, in the rush of the

planet. The distant headlands and moors dilated under the generating sun.

It was then that I pulled Ecclesiastes out of my pocket, leaned against

the granite, and began:

"Vanity of vanities..."

I looked up again. There was a voice above me. An old goat, the

venerable image of all-knowledge, of sneering and bearded sin, was

contemplating me. It was a critical comment of his that I had heard.

Embarrassed, I put away my book.

XII. An Autumn Morning

SEPTEMBER 28, 1918. The way to my suburban station and the morning train

admonishes me sadly with its stream of season-ticket holders carrying

dispatch-cases, and all of them anxious, their resolute pace makes it

evident, for work. This morning two aeroplanes were over us in the blue,

in mimic combat; they were, of course, getting into trim for the raid

to-night, because the barometer is beautifully high and steady. But the

people on their way to the 9.30 did not look up at the flight. Life is

real, life is earnest. When I doubt that humanity knows what it is doing,

I get comfort from watching our local brigadiers and Whitehall ladies on

their way these tranquil Autumn mornings to give our planet another good

shove towards the millennium. Progress, progress! I hear their feet

overtaking me, brisk and resolute, as though a revelation had come to

them overnight, and so now they know what to do, undiverted by any doubt.

There is a brief glimpse of a downcast face looking as though it had just

chanted the Dies Irae through the mouthfuls of a hurried breakfast; and

once more this laggard is passed in the day's race towards the higher

peak. The reproof goes home. It justly humiliates. But the weather is

only a little west of south for one of the last fair days of the year;

and the gloom of the yew in the churchyard--which stands over the obscure

headstone of a man named Puplett--that yew which seems the residue of the

dark past, has its antiquity full of little smouldering embers of new

life again; and so a lazy man has reasons to doubt whether the millennium

is worth all this hurry. As it is, we seem to have as much trouble as

there is time to classify before supper; by which time, from the look of

the weather, there will be more. Then why hurry over it? The tombstone

says Puplett was a "thrifty and industrious parent," and I can see what

happened to him in 1727. What would I not give, I ask myself, as I pause

by the yew, and listen to the aeroplanes overhead, for a few words from

this Puplett on thrift, industry, and progress! Does he now know more

than brigadiers?

It may be that what Europe is suffering from in our time is the

consequence of having worked too hard, since that unlucky day when Watt

gave too much thought to a boiling kettle. We have worked too hard

without knowing why we were doing it, or what our work would do with us.

We were never wise enough to loaf properly, to stop and glance casually

around for our bearings. We went blindly on. Consider the newspapers, as

they are now! A casual inspection of the mixture of their hard and

congested sentences is enough to show that what is wanted by our writers

famous for their virility, their power of "graphic description" as their

outpour is called by their disciples, and their knowledge of what

everybody ought to be doing, is perhaps no more than an occasional

bromide. They would feel better for a long sleep. This direction by them

of our destiny is an intoxicating pursuit, but it is as exhausting as

would be any other indulgence. We might do quite well if they would only

leave it to us. But they will never believe it. Ah! the Great Men of

Action! What the world has suffered from their inspired efforts to

shepherd humanity into worried flocks hurrying nobody knew whither, every

schoolboy reads; and our strong men to-day, without whose names and

portraits no periodical is considered attractive, would surely have been

of greater benefit to us if they had remained absorbed in their earlier

skittles. If the famous magician, who, with several others, is winning

the war by suggestion, and that true soldier, General FitzChutney, and

that earnest and eloquent publicist, Mr. Blufflerlow, had been persuaded

to stick to marbles, what misleading excitement and unprofitable anxiety

would have been spared to the commonweal! Boys should be warned against

and protected from Great Careers. Better still if embryologists could

discover something which would enable midwives unfailingly to recognize

Strong Men at birth. It would be easy then to issue to those ladies

secret but specific instructions.

There is a street which turns abruptly from my straight road to the

station. It goes like a sudden resolution to get out of this daily hurry

and excitement. It is a pre-war street. It is an ancient thoroughfare of

ours, a rambling and unfrequented by-way. It is more than four years

since it was a habit of mine to loiter through it, with a man with whom I

shall do no more pleasant idling. We enjoyed its old and ruinous shops

and its stalls, where all things could be bought at second-hand,

excepting young doves, ferrets, and dogs. I saw it again this morning,

and felt, somehow, that it was the first time I had noticed it since the

world suddenly changed. Where had it been in the meantime? It was empty

this morning, it was still, it was luminous. It might have been waiting,

a place that was, for the return of what can never return. Its sunlight

was different from the glare in the hurrying road to the station. It was

the apparition of a light which has gone out. I stopped, and was a little

fearful. Was that street really there? I thought its illumination might

be a ghostly sunlight haunting an avenue leading only to the nowhere of

the memory. Did the others who were passing see that by-way? I do not

think so. They never paused. They did not glance sideways in surprise,

stare in an expectancy which changed almost at once into regret for what

was good, but is not.

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