'How is it to be?' said Michel to his niece the next morning. The
question was asked downstairs in the little room, while Urmand was
sitting at table in the chamber above waiting for the landlord.
Michel Voss had begun to feel that his visitor would be very heavy
on hand, having come there as a visitor and not as a man of
business, unless he could be handed over to the woman-kind. But no
such handing over would be possible, unless Marie would acquiesce.
'How is it to be?' Michel asked. He had so prepared himself that he
was ready in accordance with a word or a look from his niece either
to be very angry, thoroughly imperious, and resolute to have his way
with the dependent girl, or else to be all smiles, and kindness, and
confidence, and affection. There was nothing she should not have,
if she would only be amenable to reason.
'How is what to be, Uncle Michel?' said Marie.
The landlord thought that he discovered an indication of concession
in his niece's voice, and began immediately to adapt himself to the
softer courses. 'Well, Marie, you know what it is we all wish. I
hope you understand that we love you well, and think so much of you,
that we would not intrust you to any one living, who did not bear a
high character and seem to deserve you.' He was looking into
Marie's face as he spoke, and saw that she was soft and thoughtful
in her mood, not proud and scornful as she had been on the preceding
evening. 'You have grown up here with us, Marie, till it has almost
come upon us with surprise that you are a beautiful young woman,
instead of a great straggling girl.'
'I wish I was a great straggling girl still.'
'Do not say that, my darling. We must all take the world as it is,
you know. But here you are, and of course it is my duty and your
aunt's duty--' it was always a sign of high good humour on the part
of Michel Voss, when he spoke of his wife as being anybody in the
household--'my duty and your aunt's duty to see and do the best for
you.'
'You have always done the best for me in letting me be here.'
'Well, my dear, I hope so. You had to be here, and you fell into
this way of life naturally. But sometimes, when I have seen you
waiting on the people about the house, I've thought it wasn't quite
right.'
'I think it was quite right. Peter couldn't do it all, and he'd be
sure to make a mess of it.'
'We must have two Peters; that's all. But as I was saying, that
kind of thing was natural enough before you were grown up, and had
become--what shall I say?--such a handsome young woman.' Marie
laughed, and turned up her nose and shook her head; but it may be
presumed that she received some comfort from her uncle's
compliments. 'And then I began to see, and your aunt began to see,
that it wasn't right that you should spend your life handing soup to
the young men here.'
'It is Peter who always hands the soup to the young men.'
'Well, well; but you are waiting upon them, and upon us.'
'I trust the day is never to come, uncle, when I'm to be ashamed of
waiting upon you.' When he heard this, he put his arm round her and
kissed her. Had he known at that moment what her feelings were in
regard to his son, he would have recommended Adrian Urmand to go
back to Basle. Had he known what were George's feelings, he would
at once have sent for his son from Colmar.
'I hope you may give me my pipe and my cup of coffee when I'm such
an old fellow that I can't get up to help myself. That's the sort
of reward we look forward to from those we love and cherish. But,
Marie, when we see you as you are now--your aunt and I--we feel that
this kind of thing shouldn't go on. We want the world to know that
you are a daughter to us, not a servant.'
'O, the world--the world, uncle! Why should we care for the world?'
'We must care, my dear. And you yourself, my dear--if this went on
for a few years longer, you yourself would become very tired of it.
It isn't what we should like for you, if you were our own daughter.
Can't you understand that?'
'No, I can't.'
'Yes, my dear, yes. I'm sure you do. Very well. Then there comes
this young man. I am not a bit surprised that he should fall in
love with you--because I should do it myself if I were not your
uncle.' Then she caressed his arm. How was she to keep herself
from caressing him, when he spoke so sweetly to her? 'We were not a
bit surprised when he came and told us how it was. Nobody could
have behaved better. Everybody must admit that. He spoke of you to
me and to your aunt as though you were the highest lady in the
land.'
'I don't want any one to speak of me as though I were a high lady.'
'I mean in the way of respect, my dear. Every young woman must wish
to be treated with respect by any young man who comes after her.
Well;--he told us that it was the great wish of his life that you
should be his wife. He's a man who has a right to look for a wife,
because he can keep a wife. He has a house, and a business, and
ready money.'
'What's all that, uncle?'
'Nothing;--nothing at all. No more than that,'--saying which Michel
Voss threw his right hand and arm loosely abroad;--'no more than
that, if he were not himself well-behaved along with it. We want to
see you married to him,--your aunt and I,--because we are sure that
he will be a good husband to you.'
'But if I don't love him, Uncle Michel?'
'Ah, my dear; that's where I think it is that you are dreaming, and
will go on dreaming till you've lost yourself, unless your aunt and
I interfere to prevent it. Love is all very well. Of course you
must love your husband. But it doesn't do for young women to let
themselves be run away with by romantic ideas;--it doesn't, indeed,
my dear. I've heard of young women who've fallen in love with
statues and men in armour out of poetry, and grand fellows that they
put into books, and there they've been waiting, waiting, waiting,
till some man in armour should come for them. The man in armour
doesn't come. But sometimes there comes somebody who looks like a
man in armour, and that's the worst of all.'
'I don't want a man in armour, Uncle Michel.'
'No, I daresay not. But the truth is, you don't know what you want.
The proper thing for a young woman is to get herself well settled,
if she has the opportunity. There are people who think so much of
money, that they'd give a child almost to anybody as long as he was
rich. I shouldn't like to see you marry a man as old as myself.'
'I shouldn't care how old he was if I loved him.'
'Nor to a curmudgeon,' continued Michel, not caring to notice the
interruption, 'nor to an ill-tempered fellow, or one who gambled, or
one who would use bad words to you. But here is a young man who has
no faults at all.'
'I hate people who have no faults,' said Marie.
'Now you must give him an answer to-day or to-morrow. You remember
what you promised me when we were coming home the other day.' Marie
remembered her promise very well, and thought that a great deal more
had been made of it than justice would have permitted. 'I don't
want to hurry you at all, only it makes me so sad at heart when my
own girl won't come and say a kind word to me and give me a kiss
before we part at night. I thought so much of that last night,
Marie, I couldn't sleep for thinking of it.' On hearing this, she
flung her arms round his neck and kissed him on each cheek and on
his lips. 'I get to feel so, Marie, if there's anything wrong
between you and me, that I don't know what I'm doing. Will you do
this for me, my dear? Come and sit at table with us this evening,
and make one of us. At any rate, come and show that we don't want
to make a servant of you. Then we'll put off the rest of it till
to-morrow.' When such a request was made to her in such words, how
could she not accede to it? She had no alternative but to say that
she would do in this respect as he would have her. She smiled, and
nodded her head, and kissed him again. 'And, Marie darling, put on
a pretty frock,--for my sake. I like to see you gay and pretty.'
Again she nodded her head, and again she kissed him. Such requests,
so made, she felt that it would be impossible she should refuse.
And yet when she came to think of it as she went about the house
alone, the granting of such requests was in fact yielding in
everything. If she made herself smart for this young man, and sat
next him, and smiled, and talked to him, conscious as she would
be--and he would be also--that she was so placed that she might become
his wife, how afterwards could she hold her ground? And if she were
really resolute to hold her ground, would it not be much better that
she should do so by giving up no point, even though her uncle's
anger should rise hot against her? But now she had promised her
uncle, and she knew that she could not go back from her word. It
would be better for her, she told herself, to think no more about
it. Things must arrange themselves. What did it matter whether she
were wretched at Basle or wretched at Granpere? The only thing that
could give a charm to her life was altogether out of her reach.
After this conversation, Michel went upstairs to his young friend,
and within a quarter of an hour had handed him over to his wife. It
was of course understood now that Marie was not to be troubled till
the time came for her to sit down at table with her smart frock.
Michel explained to his wife the full amount of his success, and
acknowledged that he felt that Marie was already pretty nearly
overcome.
'She'll try to be pleasant for my sake this evening,' he said, 'and
so she'll fall into the way of being intimate with him; and when he
asks her to-morrow she'll be forced to take him.'
It never occurred to him, as he said this, that he was forming a
plan for sacrificing the girl he loved. He imagined that he was
doing his duty by his niece thoroughly, and was rather proud of his
own generosity. In the afternoon Adrian Urmand was taken out for a
drive to the ravine by Madame Voss. They both, no doubt, felt that
this was very tedious; but they were by nature patient--quite unlike
Michel Voss or Marie--and each of them was aware that there was a
duty to be done. Adrian therefore was satisfied to potter about the
ravine, and Madame Voss assured him at least a dozen times that it
was the dearest wish of her heart to call him her nephew-in-law.
At last the time for supper came. Throughout the day Marie had said
very little to any one after leaving her uncle. Ideas flitted
across her mind of various modes of escape. What if she were to run
away--to her cousin's house at Epinal; and write from thence to say
that this proposed marriage was impossible? But her cousin at
Epinal was a stranger to her, and her uncle had always been to her
the same as a father. Then she thought of going to Colmar, of
telling the whole truth to George, and of dying when he refused
her--as refuse her he would. But this was a dream rather than a plan.
Or how would it be if she went to her uncle now at once, while the
young man was away at the ravine, and swore to him that nothing on
earth should induce her to marry Adrian Urmand? But brave as Marie
was, she was afraid to do this. He had told her how he suffered
when they two did not stand well together, and she feared to be
accused by him of unkindness and ingratitude. And how would it be
with her if she did accept the man? She was sufficiently alive to
the necessities of the world to know that it would be well to have a
home of her own, and a husband, and children if God would send them.
She understood quite as well as Michel Voss did that to be head-waiter
at the Lion d'Or was not a career in life of which she could have
reason to be proud. As the afternoon went on she was in great
doubt. She spread the cloth, and prepared the room for supper,
somewhat earlier than usual, knowing that she should require some
minutes for her toilet. It was necessary that she should explain to
Peter that he must take upon himself some self-action upon this
occasion, and it may be doubted whether she did this with perfect
good humour. She was angry when she had to look for him before she
commenced her operations, and scolded him because he could not
understand without being told why she went away and left him twenty
minutes before the bell was rung.
As soon as the bell was heard through the house, Michel Voss, who
was waiting below with his wife in a quiet unusual manner,
marshalled the way upstairs. He had partly expected that Marie
would join them below, and was becoming fidgety lest she should
break away from her engagement. He went first, and then followed
Adrian and Madame Voss together. The accustomed guests were all
ready, because it had come to be generally understood that this
supper was to be as it were a supper of betrothal. Madame Voss had
on her black silk gown. Michel had changed his coat and his cravat.
Adrian Urmand was exceedingly smart. The dullest intellect could
perceive that there was something special in the wind. The two old
ladies who were lodgers in the house came out from their rooms five
minutes earlier than usual, and met the cortege from downstairs in
the passage.
When Michel entered the room he at once looked round for Marie.
There she was standing at the soup-tureen with her back to the
company. But he could see that there hung down some ribbon from her
waist, that her frock was not the one she had worn in the morning,
and that in the article of her attire she had kept her word with
him. He was very awkward. When one of the old ladies was about
to seat herself in the chair next to Adrian--in preparation for
which it must be admitted that Marie had made certain wicked
arrangements--Michel first by signs and afterwards with audible words,
intended to be whispered, indicated to the lady that she was required
to place herself elsewhere. This was hard upon the lady, as her own
table-napkin and a cup out of which she was wont to drink were
placed at that spot. Marie, standing at the soup-tureen, heard it
all and became very spiteful. Then her uncle called to her:
'Marie, my dear, are you not coming?'
'Presently, uncle,' replied Marie, in a clear voice, as she
commenced to dispense the soup.
She ladled out all the soup without once turning her face towards
the company, then stood for a few moments as if in doubt, and after
that walked boldly up to her place. She had intended to sit next to
her uncle, opposite to her lover, and there had been her chair. But
Michel had insisted on bringing the old lady round to the seat that
Marie had intended for herself, and so had disarranged all her
plans. The old lady had simpered and smiled and made a little
speech to M. Urmand, which everybody had heard. Marie, too, had
heard it all. But the thing had to be done, and she plucked up her
courage and did it. She placed herself next to her lover, and as
she did so, felt that it was necessary that she should say something
at the moment:
'Here I am, Uncle Michel; but you'll find you'll miss me, before
supper is over.'
'There is somebody would much rather have you than his supper,' said
the horrid old lady opposite.
Then there was a pause, a terrible pause.
'Perhaps it used to be so when young men came to sup with you, years
ago; but nowadays men like their supper,' said Marie, who was driven
on by her anger to a ferocity which she could not restrain.
'I did not mean to give offence,' said the poor old lady meekly.
Marie, as she thought of what she had said, repented so bitterly
that she could hardly refrain from tears.
'There is no offence at all,' said Michel angrily.
'Will you allow me to give you a little wine?' said Adrian, turning
to his neighbour.
Marie bowed her head, and held her glass, but the wine remained in
it to the end of the supper, and there it was left.
When it was all over, Michel felt that it had not been a success.
With the exception of her savage speech to the disagreeable old
lady, Marie had behaved well. She was on her mettle, and very
anxious to show that she could sit at table with Adrian Urmand,
and be at her ease. She was not at her ease, but she made a bold
fight--which was more than was done by her uncle or her aunt. Michel
was unable to speak in his ordinary voice or with his usual authority,
and Madame Voss hardly uttered a word. Urmand, whose position was
the hardest of all, struggled gallantly, but was quite unable to
keep up any continued conversation. The old lady had been
thoroughly silenced, and neither she nor her sister again opened
their mouth. When Madame Voss rose from her chair in order that
they might all retire, the consciousness of relief was very great.
For that night Marie's duty to her uncle was done. So much had been
understood. She was to dress herself and sit down to supper, and
after that she was not to be disturbed again till the morrow. On
the next morning she was to be subjected to the grand trial. She
understood this so well that she went about the house fearless on
that evening--fearless as regarded the moment, fearful only as
regarded the morrow.
'May I ask one question, dear?' said her aunt, coming to her after
she had gone to her own room. 'Have you made up your mind?'
'No,' said Marie; 'I have not made up my mind.'
Her aunt stood for a moment looking at her, and then crept out of
the room.
In the morning Michel Voss was half-inclined to release his niece,
and to tell Urmand that he had better go back to Basle. He could
see that the girl was suffering, and, after all, what was it that he
wanted? Only that she should be prosperous and happy. His heart
almost relented; and at one moment, had Marie come across him, he
would have released her. 'Let it go on,' he said to himself, as he
took up his cap and stick, and went off to the woods. 'Let it go
on. If she finds to-day that she can't take him, I'll never say
another word to press her.' He went up to the woods after
breakfast, and did not come back till the evening.
During breakfast Marie did not show herself at all, but remained
with the children. It was not expected that she should show
herself. At about noon, as soon as her uncle had started, her aunt
came to her and asked her whether she was ready to see M. Urmand.
'I am ready,' said Marie, rising from her seat, and standing upright
before her aunt.
'And where will you see him, dear?'
'Wherever he pleases,' said Marie, with something that was again
almost savage in her voice.
'Shall he come up-stairs to you?'
'What, here?'
'No; he cannot come here. You might go into the little sitting-room.'
'Very well. I will go into the little sitting room.' Then without
saying another word she got up, left the room, and went along the
passage to the chamber in question. It was a small room, furnished,
as they all thought at Granpere, with Parisian elegance, intended
for such visitors to the hotel as might choose to pay for the charm
and luxury of such an apartment. It was generally found that
visitors to Granpere did not care to pay for the luxury of this
Parisian elegance, and the room was almost always empty. Thither
Marie went, and seated herself at once on the centre of the red,
stuffy, velvet sofa. There she sat, perfectly motionless, till
there came a knock at the door. Marie Bromar was a very handsome
girl, but as she sat there, all alone, with her hands crossed on her
lap, with a hard look about her mouth, with a frown on her brow, and
scorn and disdain for all around her in her eyes, she was as little
handsome as it was possible that she should make herself. She
answered the knock, and Adrian Urmand entered the room. She did not
rise, but waited till he had come close up to her. Then she was the
first to speak. 'Aunt Josey tells me that you want to see me,' she
said.
Urmand's task was certainly not a pleasant one. Though his temper
was excellent, he was already beginning to think that he was being
ill-used. Marie, no doubt, was a very fine girl, but the match that
he offered her was one at which no young woman of her rank in all
Lorraine or Alsace need have turned up her nose. He had been
invited over to Granpere specially that he might spend his time in
making love, and he had found the task before him very hard and
disagreeable. He was afflicted with all the ponderous notoriety of
an acknowledged suitor's position, but was consoled with none of the
usual comforts. Had he not been pledged to make the attempt, he
would probably have gone back to Basle; as it was, he was compelled
to renew his offer. He was aware that he could not leave the house
without doing so. But he was determined that one more refusal
should be the last.
'Marie,' said he, putting out his hand to her, 'doubtless you know
what it is that I would say.'
'I suppose I do,' she answered.
'I hope you do not doubt my true affection for you.'
She paused a moment before she replied. 'I have no reason to doubt
it,' she said.
'No indeed. I love you with all my heart. I do truly. Your uncle
and aunt think it would be a good thing for both of us that we
should be married. What answer will you make me, Marie?' Again she
paused. She had allowed him to take her hand, and as he thus asked
his question he was standing opposite to her, still holding it.
'You have thought about it, Marie, since I was here last?'
'Yes; I have thought about it.'
'Well, dearest?'
'I suppose it had better be so,' said she, standing up and
withdrawing her hand.
She had accepted him; and now it was no longer possible for him to
go back to Basle except as a betrothed man. She had accepted him;
but there came upon him a wretched feeling that none of the triumph
of successful love had come to him. He was almost disappointed,--or
if not disappointed, was at any rate embarrassed. But it was
necessary that he should immediately conduct himself as an engaged
man. 'And you will love me, Marie?' he said, as he again took her
by the hand.
'I will do my best,' she said.
Then he put his arm round her waist and kissed her, and she did not
turn away her face from him. 'I will do my best also to make you
happy,' he said.
'I am sure you will. I believe you. I know that you are good.'
There was another pause during which he stood, still embracing her.
'I may go now; may I not?' she said.
'You have not kissed me yet, Marie?' Then she kissed him; but the
touch of her lips was cold, and he felt that there was no love in
them. He knew, though he could hardly define the knowledge to
himself, that she had accepted him in obedience to her uncle. He
was almost angry, but being cautious and even-tempered by nature he
repressed the feeling. He knew that he must take her now, and that
he had better make the best of it. She would, he was sure, be a
good wife, and the love would probably come in time.
'We shall be together this evening; shall we not?' he asked.
'O, yes,' said Marie, 'if you please.' It was, as she knew, only
reasonable now that they should be together. Then he let her go,
and she walked off to her room.