VIII

John waited a little as he had said he would. Two days later, keeping

his silence, he returned to Oxford. In her first encounter with Mary,

Dorothy knew that she had lost. She was no equal, she realized it, to

that serene and quiet woman who gave her smile for smile and in whose

eyes the smile still lingered when in her own it had faded away.

It was not before the latter end of July that the first whisper of war

came to Yarningdale. Conflagrations might burst forth in Europe; the

world might be set alight. It mattered little to them at Yarningdale

farm. Whatever might happen, the cows had still to be milked, the crops

to be gathered, the stacks to be built. How did it effect them what an

Emperor might say, or a little gathering of men elect to do? They could

not stop the wheat from ripening. They could not stop the earth from

giving back a thousandfold that which man had given to the earth.

"War!" exclaimed Mr. Peverell. "Men beant such fools as that! 'Tis all

a lot of talk to make the likes of us think mighty fine of them that

says they stopped it. We'm have taxes to pay and if those what are in

the Government doant make a noise about something, we might begin

awonderin' what they did to earn 'em."

It was all very well to talk like that and likely enough it sounded in

their parlor kitchen at Yarningdale. But there were other thoughts than

these in Mary's mind and not all the confident beliefs of peace amongst

those who had nothing to gain and all to lose, could shake her from

them.

When once it had become a daily topic of speculation and newspapers in

Yarningdale were being read every morning, she formed her own opinions

as to what would happen out of the subconscious impulses of her mind.

Deep in her heart, she knew there would be war, a mighty war, a

devastating war. Something the spirit of her being had sense of

revealed to her that this was the inevitable fruit of that tree of

civilization men had trained to the hour of bearing. This was its

season. War was its yield. With blood and iron the crop of men's lives

must be gathered. Inevitably must the possessive passion turn upon

itself and rend the very structure it had made. The homes that had been

built with greed, by greed must be destroyed. This, as they had made

it, was the everlasting cycle Nature demanded of life. Energy must be

consumed to give out energy. To inherit and possess was not enough. It

was no more than weeds accumulating and clogging in the mill-wheel. If

man had no ambition other than to possess; if in his spirit it was not

the emotion of the earth to give, then the great plow of war must drive

its furrow through the lives of all of them.

In some untraceable fashion, Mary felt that the whole of her life had

been building up to this. Somehow it seemed the consummation of all she

had tried and failed to do. At the supreme moment of her life, she had

been lacking in faith of her ideals. She had lost the clear sight of

her vision. The whole world had done that and now it was faced with the

stern justice of retribution.

There must be war. She knew there must. Men and women, all of them had

failed. What could there be but the devastating horror of war to

cleanse the evil and rid of the folly of weeds the idle fallows of their

lives?

"Well, if it is to be war," said the Vicar one day, having tea with Mary

and Mrs. Peverell in the parlor kitchen, "Germany's not the nation of

shrewd men we've thought her. If she insists upon it," he added, his

spirit rising from meekness with a glitter in his eye, "she'll have

forgotten we're the richest nation in the world. On the British

possessions the sun never sets. She'll have forgotten to take that into

account."

Every man was talking in this fashion. She read the papers. It was

there as well. Long articles appeared describing the wealth of the

German colonies and what their acquisition would mean to England if she

were victorious on the sea. Extracts were printed from the German

papers exposing her lust and greed because, with envious eyes upon the

British Colonies she was already counting the spoils of victory.

There in the quiet and the seclusion at Yarningdale, Mary with many

another woman those days, not conscious enough of vision to speak their

thoughts, saw the world gone mad in its passion to possess.

It seemed to matter little to her at whose door the iniquity of lighting

the firebrand lay. War had been inevitable whoever had declared it.

The cry of broken treaties and sullied honor stirred but little in her

heart as she heard it. What mattered it if a man was true to his word

when all through the years he had been false to the very earth he dwelt

on?

That cry of sullied honor through the land was as unreal to her as was

the cry of sullied virtue that ever had conscripted women to the needs

of men. The principles of possession could never be established with

honor, the functions of life could never be circumscribed by virtue. It

was not honorable to gain and keep. It was not virtuous to waste and

wither.

War was inevitable. By the limitations of their own vision men had made

it so. There was horror but no revolt in her mind when, on the morning

of that fourth of August, she read the text of the British Ultimatum.

"They must give back now," she muttered to herself as she stood by her

dressing table gazing down at a photograph of John in its frame. "They

must all give back, sons, homes--everything. They've kept too long. It

had to come."

A few days passed and then three letters came for her, one swift upon

another. Each one as she received it, so certain had her subconscious

knowledge been, she read almost without emotion. The announcement of

war had not staggered her. She felt the ache of pain, as when the

barren cows were driven out of the farmyard to go to the market, but

since she had been at Yarningdale, knew well enough the unerring and

merciless power of retribution in Nature upon those who clogged the

mill-wheel of life, who broke the impetus of its ceaseless revolutions

whereby no speed was left to fling off the water drops of created

energy.

Each letter as she received it, she divined its contents. The first was

from John.

"DEAR OLD MATER--"

She heard the ring of vitality in that.

"They're all going from here. If I cock on a year or two, they'll take

me. I sort of know you'd like me to. Do you know why? Do you remember

once my asking you something about a couple of moles the hay knives had

chopped? I was thinking of it yesterday, I don't know why, and that

made me realize you'd understand. Do you remember what you said about

Death, that sometimes it was just a gift when things were worth while?

Well--good Lord! It's worth while now, not that the blighters are going

to kill me. I've got as much chance as any one of getting through. But

you are glad I'm going, aren't you? You're not going to try to stop me.

They say the Army's big enough with the French on one side and the

Russians on the other to knock Germany into a cocked hat in three

months. But I must get out and have one pot at 'em."

All this she had divined as her fingers tore open the envelope, but

never had she dared to hope that the impulse of it would have come from

his memory of what she had said to him those days when he was in the

fashioning of her hands. This, she had made him. She clutched the

letter in her hands and held it against her face and thanked God she had

not wholly failed. The next two letters came together by the same post

on the following day. She knew their handwriting. No envelope could

have concealed their contents from her eyes. Liddiard's she opened

first.

"MY DEAR MARY--"

"I suppose John has written to you of this preposterous suggestion of

his that he should volunteer, and I know you will do all you can to

prevent it. To begin with he is not of age. He will have to lie about

it before they can accept him and, secondly, War is a job for soldiers

and the Army is there to see it through. If they rush him out without

proper training as I hear it is likely they may do, it's unfair on him;

it's unfair on all of us. We've paid for our Army as a nation and now

it's got its work to do. Calling for recruits now as they did in the

South African war is not fair to the country. These young boys will go

because they're hysterical with excitement for adventure, but where will

the country be if they don't come back?

"I rely on you, my dear Mary, to do all you can to dissuade him from

this mad project of his. With all the knowledge that one day he is to

be master of Wenlock, I know he still looks reliantly towards you in

that little farmhouse. Do all you can, my dear. We cannot lose him,

neither you nor I."

With a hard line about her lips which, had she seen it, would have

reminded her of her sister Jane, she laid the letter down and picked up

that from Dorothy.

"Please--please don't let him go," it cried out from the written page to

her. "I can't stop him. I've tried. He won't listen to me. I learnt

those few days while I stayed at Yarningdale how he will listen to you.

He belongs to me. He told me so. Please--please don't let him go."

She picked up the other letter and stood looking at them together, side

by side, then dropped them from her hand and from the bosom of her dress

drew out the slip of paper John had written on and pressed it once more

against her cheek.

Downstairs in the parlor kitchen with the pen and ink that Mr. Peverell

used when he kept his farm accounts, Mary sat down and wrote to

Liddiard.

"If I could do everything, I would do nothing," she wrote. "This is

what I made him. I would not unmake him if I could. You must give. I

must give. We must all give now. We've kept too long. Don't you know

what this war is? It's not England fighting for her rights or Germany

for her needs. It's Nature revolting against man. You've made your

chapels and your tithe barns for yourselves. The earth is going to

shake them into the dust again. If I could do everything, I would do

nothing. He takes my heart with him when he goes. But there is nothing

I can do. We must all give now--at last--women as well as men. These

things that happen now--these are the consequences of passion."

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