_April 8._--As very slowly, by rare sudden glimpses, one obtains an

insight into the lives of people, one is constantly impressed by the large

amount of their moral activity which is hidden from view. No doubt there

are people who are all of a piece and all on the surface, people who are

all that they seem and nothing beyond what they seem. Yet I am sometimes

tempted to think that most people circle round the world as the moon

circles round it, always carefully displaying one side only to the human

spectators' view, and concealing unknown secrets on their hidden

hemispheres.

The side that is displayed is, in the moral sphere, generally called

"respectable," and the side that is hidden "vicious." What men show they

call their "virtues." But if one looks at the matter broadly and

naturally, may it not be that the vices themselves are after all nothing

but disreputable virtues? It is not only schoolboys and servant-girls who

spend a considerable part of their time in doing things which are

flagrantly and absurdly contradictory of that artificially modelled

propriety which in public they exhibit. It is just the same, one finds by

chance revelations, among merchant princes and leaders of learned

professions. For it is not merely the degenerate and the unfit who cannot

confine all their activities within the limits prescribed by the

conventional morality which surrounds them, but often the ablest and most

energetic men, the sweetest and gentlest women. Moreover, it would often

seem that on this unseen side of their lives they may be even more heroic,

more inspired, more ideal, more vitally stimulated, than they are on that

side with which they confront the world.

Suppose people were morally inverted, turned upside down, with their vices

above water, and their respectable virtues submerged, suppose that they

were, so to say, turned morally inside out. And suppose that vice became

respectable and the respectabilities vicious, that men and women exercised

their vices openly and indulged their virtues in secret, would the world

be any the worse? Would there be a difference in the real nature of people

if they changed the fashion of wearing the natural hairy fur of their

coats inside instead of outside?

And if there is a difference, what is that difference?

_April 10._--I am a little surprised sometimes to find how commonly people

suppose that when one is unable to accept their opinions one is therefore

necessarily hostile to them. Thus a few years ago, I recall, Professor

Freud wrote how much pleasure it would give him if he could overcome my

hostility to his doctrines. But, as I hastened to reply, I have no

hostility to his doctrines, though they may not at every point be

acceptable to my own mental constitution. If I see a man pursuing a

dangerous mountain track I am not hostile in being unable to follow far on

the same track. On the contrary, I may call attention to that pioneer's

adventure, may admire his courage and skill, even applaud the results of

his efforts, or at all events the great ideal that animated him. In all

this I am not with him, but I am not hostile.

Why indeed should one ever be hostile? What a vain thing is this

hostility! A dagger that pierces the hand of him that holds it. They who

take up the sword shall perish by the sword was the lesson Jesus taught

and himself never learnt it. Ferociously, recklessly, that supreme master

of denunciation took up the sword of his piercing speech against the

"Scribes" and the "Pharisees" of the "generation of vipers," until he made

their very names a by-word and a reproach. And yet the Church of Jesus has

been the greatest generator of Scribes and Pharisees the world has ever

known, and they have even proved the very bulwark of it to this day. Look,

again, at Luther. There was the Catholic Church dying by inches, gently,

even exquisitely. And here came that gigantic peasant, with his too

exuberant energy, battered the dying Church into acute sensibility, kicked

it into emotion, galvanised it into life, prolonged its existence for a

thousand years. The man who sought to exterminate the Church proved to be

the greatest benefactor the Church had ever known.

The end men attain is rarely the end they desired. Some go out like Saul,

the son of Kish, who sought his father's asses and found a kingdom, and

some sally forth to seek kingdoms and find merely asses. In the one case

and in the other they are led by a hand that they knew not to a goal that

was not so much their own as that of their enemies.

So it is that we live for ever on hostility. Our friends may be the

undoing of us; in the end it is our enemies who save us. The views we hate

become ridiculous because they adopt them. Their very thoroughness leads

to an overwhelming reaction on whose waves we ride to victory. Even their

skill calls out our greater skill and our finer achievement. At their

best, at their worst, alike they help us. They are the very life-blood in

our veins.

It is a strange world in which, as Paulhan says (and I chance to alight on

his concordant words even as I write this note), "things are not employed

according to their essence, but, as a rule, for ends which are directly

opposed to that essence." We are more unsuccessful than we know. And if we

could all realise more keenly that we are fighting not so much in our own

cause as in the cause of our enemies, how greatly it would make for the

Visible Harmony of the World.

_April 12._--All literary art lies in the arrangement of life. The

literature most adequate to the needs of life is that most capable of

transforming the facts of life into expressive and beautiful words. French

literary art has always had that power. English literary art had it once

and has lost it now. When I read, for instance, Goncourt's _Journal_--one

of the few permanently interesting memoirs the nineteenth century has left

us--my heart sinks at the comparison of its adequacy to life with the

inadequacy of all contemporary English literature which seeks to grapple

with life. It is all pathetically mirrored in the typical English comic

paper, _Punch_, this inability to go below the surface of life, or even to

touch life at all, save in narrowly prescribed regions. But Goncourt is

always able to say what there is to say, simply and vividly; whatever

aspect of life presents itself, of that he is able to speak. I can

understand, surprising as at first it may be, how Verlaine, who seems at

every point so remote from Goncourt, yet counted him as the first

prose-writer of his time; Verlaine had penetrated to the _simplicité

cachée_ (to use Poincaré's phrase) behind the seemingly tortured

expressions of Goncourt's art. Goncourt makes us feel that whatever is fit

to occur in the world is fit to be spoken of by him who knows how to speak

of it. If we wish to face the manifold interest of the world, in its

poignancy and its beauty, as well as in its triviality, there is no other

way.

English literary art was strong and brave and expressive for several

centuries, even, one may say, on the whole, up to the end of the

eighteenth century, though I suppose that Dr. Johnson had helped to crush

the life out of it. When Queen Victoria came to the throne the finishing

stroke seems to have been dealt at it. One might fancy that the whole

literary world had become conscious of the youthful and innocent monarch's

eye on every book issued from the press, and that every writer feared he

might write a word to bring a blush on her virginal countenance. When

young Queen Elizabeth came to the throne, they seem to have felt, it was

another matter. There was a monarch who feared nothing and nobody, who

once spat at a courtier whose costume misliked her, who as a girl had

experienced no resentment when the Lord High Admiral, who was courting

her, sent a messenger to "ax hir whether hir great buttocks were grown any

less or no," a monarch who was not afraid of any word in the English

language, and loved the most expressive words best. Under such a monarch,

the Victorian writers felt they would no longer have modestly refrained

from becoming Shakespeares.

But the excuses for feebleness are apt to be more ingenious than

convincing. There is no connection between coarseness and art. Goncourt

was a refined aristocrat who associated with the most highly civilised men

and women of his day, and possessed the rarest secrets of aesthetic

beauty. Indeed we may say that it is precisely the consciousness of

coarseness which leads to a cowardly flight from the brave expression of

life. Most of these excuses are impotent. Most impotent of all is the

excuse that their books reach the Nursery and the Young Ladies' School. Do

they suppose by any chance that their books grapple with the real life of

Nurseries and Young Ladies' Schools? If they grappled with that they might

grapple with anything. It is a subterfuge, a sham, and with fatty

degeneration eating away the muscular fibre of their hearts, they snatch

at it.

The road is long, and a high discipline is needed, and a great courage, if

our English literature is to regain its old power and exert once more its

proper influence in the world.

_April_ 16.--I have often noticed--and I find that others also have

noticed--that when an artist in design, whether line or colour or clay,

takes up a pen and writes, he generally writes well, sometimes even

superbly well. Again and again it has happened that a man who has spent

his life with a brush in his hand has beaten the best penmen at their own

weapon.

Leonardo, who was indeed great in everything, is among the few great

writers of Italian prose. Blake was first and above all an artist in

design, but at the best he had so magnificent a mastery of words that

besides it all but the rare best of his work in design looks thin and

artificial. Rossetti was drawing and painting all his life, and yet, as

has now become clear, it is only in language, verse and prose alike, that

he is a supreme master. Fromentin was a painter for his contemporaries,

yet his paintings are now quite uninteresting, while the few books he

wrote belong to great literature, to linger over with perpetual delight.

Poetry seemed to play but a small part in the life of Michelangelo, yet

his sonnets stand to-day by the side of his drawings and his marbles.

Rodin has all his life been passionately immersed in plastic art; he has

never written and seldom talks; yet whenever his more intimate disciples,

a Judith Cladel or a Paul Gsell, have set down the things he utters, they

are found to be among the most vital, fascinating, and profound sayings in

the world. Even a bad artist with the brush may be on the road to become a

good artist with the pen. Euripides was not only a soldier, he had tried

to be a painter before he became a supreme tragic dramatist, and, to come

down to modern times, Hazlitt and Thackeray, both fine artists with the

pen, had first been poor artists with the brush. It is hard, indeed, to

think of any artist in design who has been a bad writer. The painter may

never write, he may never feel an impulse to write, but when he writes, it

would almost seem without an effort, he writes well. The list of good

artists and bad artists who have been masters of words, from Vasari and

earlier onwards, is long. One sets down at random the names of Reynolds,

Northcote, Delacroix, Woolner, Carrière, Leighton, Gauguin, Beardsley, Du

Maurier, Besnard, to which doubtless it might be easy to add a host of

others. And then, for contrast, think of that other art, which yet seems

to be so much nearer to words; think of musicians!

The clue seems to be, not only in the nature of the arts of design, but

also in the nature of writing. For, unlike all the arts, writing is not

necessarily an art at all. It is just anything. It fails to carry

inevitably within it the discipline of art. And if the writer is not an

artist, if the discipline of art has left no acquired skill in his muscles

and no instinctive habit in his nerves, he may never so much as discover

that he is not an artist. The facility of writing is its fate.

Gourmont has well said that whatever is deeply thought is well written.

And one might add that whatever is deeply observed is well said. The

artist in design is by the very nature of his work compelled to observe

deeply, precisely, beautifully. He is never able to revolve in a vacuum,

or flounder in a morass, or run after a mirage. When there is nothing

there he is still. He is held by his art to Nature. So, when he takes up

his pen, by training, by acquired instinct, he still follows with the new

instrument, deeply, precisely, beautifully, the same mystery of Nature.

It was by a somewhat similar transference of skilled experience that the

great writers of Spain, who in so many cases were first soldiers and men

of the sword, when they took up the pen, wrote, carelessly it may seem,

but so poignantly, so vividly, so fundamentally well.

_April_ 22.--There is a certain type of mind which constitutionally

ignores and overlooks little things, and habitually moves among large

generalisations. Of such minds we may well find a type in Bacon, who so

often gave James I. occasion to remark jocularly in the Council Chamber of

his Lord Chancellor, _De minimis non curât lex_.

There is another type of mind which is constitutionally sensitive to the

infinite significance of minimal things. Of such, very typical in our day

are Freud and the Freudians grouped around him. There is nothing so small

that for Freud it is not packed with endless meaning. Every slightest

twitch of the muscles, every fleeting fancy of the brain, is unconsciously

designed to reveal the deepest impulse of the soul. Every detail of the

wildest dream of the night is merely a hieroglyph which may be

interpreted. Every symptom of disease is a symbol of the heart's desire.

In every seeming meaningless lapse of his tongue or his memory a man is

unconsciously revealing his most guarded and shameful secret. It is the

daring and fantastic attempt, astonishing in the unexpected amount of its

success, to work out this Philosophy of the Unconscious which makes the

work of the Freudians so fascinating.

They have their defects, both these methods, the far-sighted and the

near-sighted. Bacon fell into the ditch, and Freud is obsessed by the

vision of a world only seen through the delicate anastomosis of the nerves

of sex. Yet also they both have their rightness, they both help us to

realise the Divine Mystery of the Soul, towards which no telescope can

carry us too far, and no microscope too near.

_April_ 23.--I see to-day that Justice Darling--perhaps going a little out

of his way--informed the jury in the course of a summing-up that he "could

not read a chapter of Rabelais without being bored to death." The

assumption in this _obiter dictum_ seemed to be that Rabelais is an

obscene writer. And the implication seemed to be that to a healthily

virtuous and superior mind like the Judge's the obscene is merely

wearisome.

I note the remark by no means as a foolish eccentricity, but because it is

really typical. I seem to remember that, as a boy, I met with a very

similar assumption, though scarcely a similar implication, in Macaulay's

_Essays_, which at that time I very carefully read. I thereupon purchased

Rabelais in order to investigate for myself, and thus made the discovery

that Rabelais is a great philosopher, a discovery which Macaulay had

scarcely prepared me for, so that I imagined it to be original, until a

few years later I chanced to light upon the observations of Coleridge

concerning Rabelais' wonderful philosophic genius and his refined and

exalted morality, and I realised for the first time--with an unforgettable

thrill of joy--that I was not alone.

It seems clearly to be true that on the appearance in literature of the

obscene,--I use the word in a colourless and technical sense to indicate

the usually unseen or obverse side of life, the side behind the scenes,

the _postscenia vitae_ of Lucretius, and not implying anything necessarily

objectionable,--it at once for most readers covers the whole field of

vision. The reader may like it or dislike, but his reaction, especially if

he is English, seems to be so intense that it absorbs his whole psychic

activity. (I say "especially if he is English," because, though this

tendency seems universal, it is strongly emphasised in the Anglo-Saxon

mind. Gaby Deslys has remarked that she has sometimes felt embarrassed on

the London stage by finding that an attempt to arouse mere amusement has

been received with intense seriousness: "When I appear _en pantalons_ the

whole audience seems to hold its breath!") Henceforth the book is either

to be cherished secretly and silently, or else to be spoken of loudly with

protest and vituperation. And this reaction is by no means limited to

ignorant and unintelligent readers; it affects ordinary people, it affects

highly intelligent and super-refined people, it may even affect eminent

literary personages. The book may be by a great philosopher and contain

his deepest philosophy, but let an obscene word appear in it, and that

word will draw every reader's attention. Thus Shakespeare used to be

considered an obscene writer, in need of expurgation, and may be so

considered still, though his obscene passages even to our prudish modern

ears are so few that they could surely be collected on a single page. Thus

also it is that even the Bible, the God-inspired book of Christendom, has

been judicially declared to be obscene. It may have been a reasonable

decision, for judicial decision ought, no doubt, to reflect popular

opinion; a judge must be judicial, whether or not he is just.

One wonders how far this is merely due to defective education and

therefore modifiable, and how far it is based on an eradicable tendency of

the human mind. Of course the forms of obscenity vary in every age, they

are varying every day. Much which for the old Roman was obscene is not so

for us; much which for us is obscene would have made a Roman smile at our

simplicity. But even savages sometimes have obscene words not fit to utter

in good aboriginal society, and a very strict code of propriety which to

violate would be obscene. Rabelais in his immortal work wore a fantastic

and extravagant robe, undoubtedly of very obscene texture, and it

concealed from stupid eyes, as he doubtless desired that it should, one of

the greatest and wisest spirits that ever lived. It would be pleasant to

think that in the presence of such men who in their gay and daring and

profound way present life in its wholeness and find it sweet, it may some

day be the instinct of the ordinary person to enjoy the vision reverently,

if not on his knees, thanking his God for the privilege vouchsafed to him.

But one has no sort of confidence that it will be so.

_April_ 27.--Every garden tended by love is a new revelation, and to see

it for the first time gives one a new thrill of joy, above all at this

moment of the year when flowers are still young and virginal, yet already

profuse and beautiful. It is the moment, doubtless, when Linnaeus,

according to the legend, saw a gorse-covered English common for the first

time and fell on his knees to thank God for the sight. (I say "legend,"

for I find on consulting Fries that the story must be a praiseworthy

English invention, since it was in August that Linnaeus visited England.)

Linnaeus, it may be said, was a naturalist. But it is not merely the

naturalist who experiences this emotion; it is common to the larger part

of humanity. Savages deck their bodies with flowers just as craftsmen and

poets weave them into their work; the cottager cultivates his little

garden, and the town artisan cherishes his flower-pots. However alien

one's field of interest may be, flowers still make their appeal. I recall

the revealing thrill of joy with which, on a certain day, a quite ordinary

day nearly forty years ago, my eye caught the flash of the red roses amid

the greenery of my verandah in the Australian bush. And this bowl of

wall-flowers before me now--these old-fashioned, homely, shapeless,

intimately fascinating flowers, with their faint ancient fragrance, their

antique faded beauty, their symbolisation of the delicate and contented

beauty of old age--seem to me fit for the altar of whatever might be my

dearest god.

Why should flowers possess this emotional force? It is a force which is

largely independent of association and quite abstracted from direct vital

use. Flowers are purely impersonal, they subserve neither of the great

primary ends of life. They concern us even less than the sunset. And yet

we are irresistibly impelled to "consider the lilies."

Surely it is as symbols, manifoldly complex symbols, that flowers appeal

to us so deeply. They are, after all, the organs of sex, and for some

creatures they are also the sources of food. So that if we only look at

life largely enough flowers are in the main stream of vital necessity.

They are useless to man, but man cannot cut himself off from the common

trunk of life. He is related to the insects and even in the end to the

trees. So that it may not be so surprising that while flowers are vitally

useless to man they are yet the very loveliest symbols to him of all the

things that are vitally useful. There is nothing so vitally intimate to

himself that man has not seen it, and rightly seen it, symbolically

embodied in flowers. Study the folk-nomenclature of plants in any country,

or glance through Aigremont's _Volkserotik und Pflanzenwelt_. And the

symbolisation is not the less fascinating because it is so obscure, so

elusive, usually so unconscious, developed by sudden happy inspirations of

peasant genius, and because I am altogether ignorant why the morbid and

nameless tones of these curved and wrinkled wall-flowers delight me as

they once delighted my mother, and so, it may be, backwards, through

ancient generations who dwelt in parsonages whence their gaze caught the

flowers which the seventeenth-century herbalist said in his _Paradisus

Terrestris_ are "often found growing on the old walls of Churches."

_May_ 8.--It is curious how there seems to be an instinctive disgust in

Man for his own nearest ancestors and relations. If only Darwin could

conscientiously have traced Man back to the Elephant or the Lion or the

Antelope, how much ridicule and prejudice would have been spared to the

doctrine of Evolution! "Monkey" and "Worm" have been the bywords of

reproach among the more supercilious of human beings, whether schoolboys

or theologians. And it was precisely through the Anthropoid Apes, and more

remotely the Annelids, that Darwin sought to trace the ancestry of Man.

The Annelids have been rejected, but the Arachnids have taken their place.

Really the proud and the haughty have no luck in this world. They can

scarcely perform their most elementary natural necessities with dignity,

and they have had the misfortune to teach their flesh to creep before

spiders and scorpions whom, it may be, they have to recognise as their own

forefathers. Well for them that their high place is reserved in another

world, and that Milton recognised "obdurate pride" as the chief mark of

Satan.

_May_ 9.--The words of Keats concerning the ocean's "priestlike task of

pure ablution" often come to my mind in this deserted Cornish bay. For it

is on such a margin between sea and land over which the tide rolls from

afar that alone--save in some degree on remote Australian hills---I have

ever found the Earth still virginal and unstained by Man. Everywhere else

we realise that the Earth has felt the embrace of Man, and been beautified

thereby, it may be, or polluted. But here, as the tide recedes, all is

ever new and fresh. Nature is untouched, and we see the gleam of her,

smell the scent of her, hear the voice of her, as she was before ever life

appeared on the Earth, or Venus had risen from the sea. This moment, for

all that I perceive, the first Adam may not have been born or the caravel

of the Columbus who discovered this new world never yet ground into the

fresh-laid sand.

So when I come unto these yellow sands I come to kiss a pure and new-born

Earth.

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