CHAPTER IV

The rest of the voyage was performed swiftly and uneventfully. Mordaunt

Ballinger walked the quarter-deck for hours with certain American men,

whom he encouraged to talk of their various interests and enterprises,

and believed he was gaining a vast store of useful information thereby.

The acquaintances brought together in Mrs. Courtly's cabin saw more

or less of each other, according to their proclivities; and in some

cases intimacies were formed which could hardly die the natural death

which is the common lot of close companionship on board ship. This was

especially so in the friendship which Miss Ballinger had established

with the Barhams, and though they lay more out of her path, so to

speak, than the others, she resolved not to let the threads of her

intercourse with mother and son drop on landing. She felt really

interested in the young man; she should be sorry to think this was to

be the end of their long talks and discussions, pacing the deck, or

watching the moonlight upon the sea, on warm nights, as they leaned

over the bulwarks.

Quintin Ferrars also she had grown to know, and to like better. That

is to say, she liked some parts of him better and disliked other parts

less, recognized his ability and made more allowances for his cynicism,

as all women do for the cynicism of a man who is never cynical at their

expense. Conversation with him stimulated thought; and, though it

generally roused opposition, left something behind it to be pondered

over and re-discussed with that other self which only makes itself

heard very often when both speakers are silent.

Mrs. Courtly Grace admired and liked more and more. She had expected

to find the gracious little lady too much of "a man's woman" to take

much thought for her, an English girl. They could have but a small

community of interest, she thought; and "men's women" were, as a rule,

distasteful to her. But, whatever her faults might be, Mrs. Courtly,

she felt sure, was a really kind woman; and, moreover, so appreciative,

so amusing, and so many-sided, that Grace found it impossible to resist

her charm. What a blessed gift (taking too low a stand among the

virtues--indeed, not regarded as a virtue at all by some) is tact! Mrs.

Courtly possessed it in a conspicuous degree. She never said anything

to wound the susceptibilities of her audience; whereas Mrs. Van Winkle,

clever as she was, never seemed to have any perception of when she

might, with impunity, astonish her audience, and when it would be wiser

to sacrifice that keen but momentary enjoyment. Vanity, and a desire to

maintain her reputation for audacious wit, rendered her case-hardened

against shocked looks. She said to Grace,

"You know, the very last person with whom one should be seen in New

York society is one's husband. Now, _I_ started very badly; I began

married life by being really in love with mine, and, socially, it

nearly ruined me. It has taken me fifteen years to live it down, and I

am only just recovering from the fatal mistake I made."

The girl knew exactly what value to attach to such utterances as these.

She never gratified the speaker by looking surprised.

Grace stood on the deck with Saul Barham as the _Teutonic_ slowly,

almost imperceptibly, neared the landing-wharf. A thick fog had

shrouded the great Statue of Liberty, the shores of New Jersey, Staten

Island, and all the features of the beautiful sea-avenue to New York.

"I am angry," said Barham, "that you should not have a better

impression of the city on landing. It is too bad to have a fog here to

greet you that is worthy of London."

"A delicate attention on the part of America to make us Britishers feel

'at home.'"

"I hope you will appreciate _all_ such attentions," he returned,

smiling, "and not be too much influenced by first impressions. Ladies,

I believe, generally are."

"And men?"

"Well, a man--at all events an American--is slower in forming any

in his intercourse with foreigners. You see, English manners are

different in some ways from ours. It wouldn't do for us to trust first

impressions very often."

"Has your remark any personal application?" asked Grace, laughing. "Did

my manners repel you at first?"

"No," he replied, quietly; "I had never met a young lady like you,

and yet I can't exactly say why; for your manners have more of the

frankness of our nicest American girls than those of most Englishwomen

I have met. And English_men_--well, as I say--they require to be known."

Miss Ballinger was silent. She felt sure that her brother's

free-and-easy, rather _de-haut-en-bas_ manner was in the sensitive

young American's mind. She knew also what a good fellow Mordaunt

really was at heart, and how either man if he could discard his husk

would appreciate the other. But the husk of manner is as necessary

a protection to the Englishman, who is habitually on the defensive,

as the unfashionable clothes worn by the American were to his body.

She hoped these two would draw nearer to each other by and by, but at

present there was nothing to be done. Presently he said,

"That Lady Clydesdale--is she really a great lady? Her opinions and her

manners seem to us rather odd."

"I wish I could say she is not well-born, but she is. I shouldn't mind

her opinions if she had only better manners. Such an incendiary should

at least offer her firebrands with some persuasive charm, not fling

them in your face; pray don't regard her as a typical Englishwoman. I

am ashamed of my countrywoman."

He smiled.

"And yet I fancy she will have great success with some of our advanced

women. When are you coming to Boston, Miss Ballinger?"

"I have no idea; but I shall let you know as soon as we arrive. I have

promised Mrs. Barham to go out and spend a day at your father's house.

It will interest me to see something of your New England village life."

"Well," he began, hesitatingly, "I will not discourage you. Mother

will love dearly to receive you, but you must not expect anything like

an English village, or--or the comforts of an English rectory. Things

are much simpler with us and quite different."

"I am prepared for that. If they were not different they would not

interest me; though, indeed, all that concerns your mother would

interest me. I took to her at once--I told you so--and, in that case,

my first impressions have strengthened more and more."

He replied, gravely,

"Our having met you, Miss Ballinger--your having spoken to my mother

has made a great difference in our voyage. I shall never forget it.

When we meet again it will probably not be on the same terms. How can

it be in a great city? I shall call, and you will be kind enough to say

you are glad to see me; but the informal intimacy of our long talks on

deck--can it be renewed on shore? I think not. Still, I shall always

look back to those hours as some of the most delightful in my life."

"I hope they will be renewed. I assure you I shall always remember them

with the greatest pleasure."

"Ah! you have many such pleasant memories, no doubt. I have very few."

The crowd, the shouts of porters, emissaries from hotels, and

friends of passengers, who now rushed on board, put an end to further

conversation. Grace had only time to bid him and his mother good-by

(she had already taken leave of her other friends), when she was

hurried off by her brother to the carriage which was waiting to take

them to the hotel.

And here I will seize the opportunity, while our travellers are

landing, of saying a few words as to the Ballinger family, which will

make the position of this brother and sister more easily understood.

Sir Henry Ballinger, who died only two years ago, was, as every one

knows, a remarkable man: prominent in politics, he had been twice

a cabinet minister, distinguished as an author upon currency and

international law, absorbed in the frigid, more than in the burning,

questions of the day, but still so much absorbed as to have little

leisure to bestow upon his children. Their mother died when Mordaunt

was sixteen and Grace was twelve; and what they would have done without

Mrs. Frampton, their father's sister, who almost took Lady Ballinger's

place in the household from that time forward, it is hard to say.

Mordaunt was at Eton; he was an impressionable lad, who stood too much

in awe of his father ever to make a friend of him, and to whom the

loss of a mother's sympathy meant more than it would to many boys. He

was much less clever than his sister, but possessed far more "worldly

wisdom," as it is called, which, from a high standpoint, is probably

nearer akin to foolishness. Nevertheless, he had a capacity for strong

attachment; and as a boy his mother had been everything to him. He was

very fond of his sister, and as years advanced she became more and

more prominent in his life; but at this time she was too young to be

his companion, still less his confidante. Happily, Mordaunt and his

aunt had always been great friends. He used to say he could talk more

easily with her than with any one--her plane of wisdom was not too far

above him. Soon after Lady Ballinger's death, Mrs. Frampton arrived on

a long visit; and from that time filled the vacant place at the head

of the table during several months each year. She had her own house in

London, and when resident there the two establishments were separate;

but when Sir Henry moved to the country, or if he took Grace abroad,

Mrs. Frampton always accompanied them. Between the aunt and the niece

there was also a strong affection; but, Grace's nature being less

plastic than her brother's, Mrs. Frampton's influence was less than it

was upon Mordaunt. As the girl grew up, the difference of opinion on

many points between her aunt and herself grew more marked. It did not

prevent them being the best of friends, but their way of looking at

many questions was diametrically opposed. Intellectually, Mrs. Frampton

and her niece had much in common; but Mordaunt had that respect for his

aunt's judgment which led him to consult her upon points where Grace

would have decided for herself, and decided differently.

Grace's education had been a broken one: now sent to a foreign

school for a year, when her father went to Australia, now left in

her aunt's charge, to the tuition of governesses and masters. It is

doubtful whether she had profited much by either. What she was she

had made herself, more than had been made by instruction. She was not

accomplished; but her bright, quick intelligence, and keen delight in

books, stood her in good stead in her intercourse with all the clever

men who flocked to her father's house. She had been in the world five

years when he died, and was now nearly six-and-twenty. Early youth

had had for her its usual illusions, its usual disappointments, but

they had not embittered, they had only strengthened, the sweet, fresh

nature, which retained a healthy capacity for enjoyment.

Within the past year she had suffered the keenest trouble she had yet

known, and consequent upon this, and upon their divergent views, had

occurred the nearest approach to estrangement between aunt and niece

which they had ever known. It is not necessary in this place to enter

into the nature of the cloud which had arisen, and had darkened the sky

in that small household. Of course, Mordaunt Ballinger sided with his

aunt--he always did in any family discussion--and Grace consequently

pent up her hopes and her disappointments in silence, and with a brave

face that told nothing. She did not go quite so much into the world

during the following months, neither would she altogether shun society;

and when the suggestion came from Mordaunt that she and Mrs. Frampton

should accompany him to America, she hailed the idea. Change of scene,

change of people, change of thought--she felt that all this was the

best thing for her just now.

Mrs. Frampton was an odd combination of the child of nature and the

woman of the world. Clever, impulsive, strong in her affections, unjust

and implacable in her hatreds, often humorous, sometimes sarcastic,

even at her own expense, she possessed an extraordinarily sound, clear

judgment in all business matters, and such as concerned temporal

welfare and advancement. There was no sacrifice she would not have made

for her nephew and her niece; but her devotion to Grace was perhaps

even greater than to Mordaunt, though between him and herself there

had never been a difference, and between her and Grace so many. This

last subject of division, and the withdrawal of Grace's confidence, the

feeling that there was one forbidden subject between them, had tried

the elder woman sorely. She had been very bitter about it until Grace's

demeanor had shown her that there could no longer be any discussion;

if she attempted to renew it her niece left the room. In her inward

heart she admired the noble-minded, resolute girl all the more for her

attitude, though she never admitted that she did so. She spoke of it

to Mordaunt as "reprehensible folly," which was justly punished--"but,

thank goodness! there is an end, once and forever, to all _that_." She

was delightfully inconsistent--it made her the amusing and provoking

person she was--in all that did not pertain to hard-headed calculation

and worldly perspicacity.

Mordaunt Ballinger found himself, at his father's death, with all the

expensive habits that are bred in the life he was leading, and but

very moderate means. Sir Henry's pension, of course, died with him;

so did a considerable income, which he had enjoyed as chairman of

certain railway and other companies. His son resolved to rent his

country-house, which was too expensive for him to keep up, and he

left the Guards. The constituency which his father had represented

offered to nominate him in the late baronet's place, and after a little

hesitation he accepted the proposal, and was elected. These steps

he had not taken without consulting Mrs. Frampton, whose influence

had also been wisely exercised in restraining him from embarking in

sundry speculations. His thoughts had now been turned for some time

past to America, as an Eldorado, where he might improve his fortunes,

as certain friends of his had done. Not that he meant to give up

Parliament, leave England and all its pleasures, and live upon a ranch.

That would not have suited Mordaunt at all. But there was "real estate"

in some of the rising cities, silver mines, shares in canned-meat

companies--railways, tramways, waterworks; surely in some of these

he might find a good investment that would bring him in eight or ten

per cent. Mrs. Frampton's present terror was that her nephew would be

induced by some designing person to risk considerable sums in that land

of reckless speculation. When he proposed, therefore, that she and

Grace should accompany him on a visit to the United States, she jumped

at the suggestion. To see the Americans _chez eux_ was the thing of

all others she had always wished. It was odd that she had never been

heard to express the wish before, but no one was surprised at anything

Mrs. Frampton said. She suddenly remembered that she had some dear

friends, the Hurlstones, in New York. It was eight years since she

had seen or heard of them, but she would write to them at once; she

felt sure they would do all in their power to make New York pleasant

to herself and her belongings. But, as to that, her brother's--Sir

Henry's--name was sure to secure them a warm welcome in a country where

he had been so well known, and Mordaunt's being in Parliament would be

an additional reason. It would be charming, too, for Grace; it would

change the current of her thoughts. She only said this to Mordaunt, but

the alacrity with which his sister acceded to the proposition told him

and his aunt that she felt this to be true.

Unfortunately, within a week of their sailing, just before Christmas,

Mrs. Frampton was summoned by telegram to Geneva, by a sister of her

late husband. The message stated that Miss Frampton was dying, and

desired her sister-in-law's presence. Mrs. Frampton felt she had no

choice but to obey. It was unfortunate. Had it only come a few days

later! As it was, there was nothing for it but to start by the next

train, and let Mordaunt and Grace sail for New York without her. She

promised to follow them, if Mordaunt resolved to remain all the winter

in the States. And, on the other hand, she exacted a promise from him

to embark in no scheme without consulting her. With this understanding

they parted, hurriedly and sorrowfully, and a fortnight from the day

when they had seen her into the train at Charing Cross they landed at

New York.

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