_Epicurus._ There have been in all ages, and in all there will be,

sharp and slender heads made purposely and peculiarly for creeping

into the crevices of our nature. While we contemplate the magnificence

of the universe, and mensurate the fitness and adaptation of one part

to another, the small philosopher hangs upon a hair or creeps within a

wrinkle, and cries out shrilly from his elevation that we are blind

and superficial. He discovers a wart, he pries into a pore; and he

calls it knowledge of man. Poetry and criticism, and all the fine

arts, have generated such living things, which not only will be

co-existent with them but will (I fear) survive them. Hence history

takes alternately the form of reproval and of panegyric; and science

in its pulverized state, in its shapeless and colourless atoms,

assumes the name of metaphysics. We find no longer the rich succulence

of Herodotus, no longer the strong filament of Thucydides, but

thoughts fit only for the slave, and language for the rustic and the

robber. These writings can never reach posterity, nor serve better

authors near us; for who would receive as documents the perversions of

venality and party? Alexander we know was intemperate, and Philip both

intemperate and perfidious: we require not a volume of dissertation on

the thread of history, to demonstrate that one or other left a

tailor's bill unpaid, and the immorality of doing so; nor a supplement

to ascertain on the best authorities which of the two it was. History

should explain to us how nations rose and fell, what nurtured them in

their growth, what sustained them in their maturity; not which orator

ran swiftest through the crowd from the right hand to the left, which

assassin was too strong for manacles, or which felon too opulent for

crucifixion.

_Leontion._ It is better, I own it, that such writers should amuse our

idleness than excite our spleen.

_Ternissa._ What is spleen?

_Epicurus._ Do not ask her; she cannot tell you. The spleen, Ternissa,

is to the heart what Arimanes is to Oromazes.

_Ternissa._ I am little the wiser yet. Does he ever use such hard

words with you?

_Leontion._ He means the evil Genius and the good Genius, in the

theogony of the Persians: and would perhaps tell you, as he hath told

me, that the heart in itself is free from evil, but very capable of

receiving and too tenacious of holding it.

_Epicurus._ In our moral system, the spleen hangs about the heart and

renders it sad and sorrowful, unless we continually keep it in

exercise by kind offices, or in its proper place by serious

investigation and solitary questionings. Otherwise, it is apt to

adhere and to accumulate, until it deadens the principles of sound

action, and obscures the sight.

_Ternissa._ It must make us very ugly when we grow old.

_Leontion._ In youth it makes us uglier, as not appertaining to it: a

little more or less ugliness in decrepitude is hardly worth

considering, there being quite enough of it from other quarters: I

would stop it here, however.

_Ternissa._ Oh, what a thing is age!

_Leontion._ Death without death's quiet.

_Ternissa._ Leontion said that even bad writers may amuse our idle

hours: alas! even good ones do not much amuse mine, unless they record

an action of love or generosity. As for the graver, why cannot they

come among us and teach us, just as you do?

_Epicurus._ Would you wish it?

_Ternissa._ No, no! I do not want them: only I was imagining how

pleasant it is to converse as we are doing, and how sorry I should be

to pore over a book instead of it. Books always make me sigh, and

think about other things. Why do you laugh, Leontion?

_Epicurus._ She was mistaken in saying bad authors may amuse our

idleness. Leontion knows not then how sweet and sacred idleness is.

_Leontion._ To render it sweet and sacred, the heart must have a

little garden of its own, with its umbrage and fountains and

perennial flowers--a careless company! Sleep is called sacred as well

as sweet by Homer; and idleness is but a step from it. The idleness of

the wise and virtuous should be both, it being the repose and

refreshment necessary for past exertions and for future; it punishes

the bad man, it rewards the good; the deities enjoy it, and Epicurus

praises it. I was indeed wrong in my remark; for we should never seek

amusement in the foibles of another, never in coarse language, never

in low thoughts. When the mind loses its feeling for elegance, it

grows corrupt and grovelling, and seeks in the crowd what ought to be

found at home.

_Epicurus._ Aspasia believed so, and bequeathed to Leontion, with

every other gift that Nature had bestowed upon her, the power of

delivering her oracles from diviner lips.

_Leontion._ Fie! Epicurus! It is well you hide my face for me with

your hand. Now take it away; we cannot walk in this manner.

_Epicurus._ No word could ever fall from you without its weight; no

breath from you ought to lose itself in the common air.

_Leontion._ For shame! What would you have?

_Ternissa._ He knows not what he would have nor what he would say. I

must sit down again. I declare I scarcely understand a single

syllable. Well, he is very good, to tease you no longer. Epicurus has

an excellent heart; he would give pain to no one; least of all to you.

_Leontion,_ I have pained him by this foolish book, and he would only

assure me that he does not for a moment bear me malice. Take the

volume; take it, Epicurus! tear it in pieces.

_Epicurus._ No, Leontion! I shall often look with pleasure on this

trophy of brave humanity; let me kiss the hand that raises it!

_Ternissa._ I am tired of sitting: I am quite stiff: when shall we

walk homeward?

_Epicurus._ Take my arm, Ternissa!

_Ternissa._ Oh! I had forgotten that I proposed to myself a trip as

far up as the pinasters, to look at the precipice of Oreithyia. Come

along! come along! how alert does the sea air make us! I seem to feel

growing at my feet and shoulders the wings of Zethes or Caläis.

_Epicurus._ Leontion walks the nimblest to-day.

_Ternissa._ To display her activity and strength, she runs before us.

Sweet Leontion, how good she is! but she should have stayed for us: it

would be in vain to try to overtake her.

No, Epicurus! Mind! take care! you are crushing these little

oleanders--and now the strawberry plants--the whole heap. Not I,

indeed. What would my mother say, if she knew it? And Leontion! she

will certainly look back.

_Epicurus._ The fairest of the Eudaimones never look back: such are

the Hours and Love, Opportunity and Leontion.

_Ternissa._ How could you dare to treat me in this manner? I did not

say again I hated anything.

_Epicurus._ Forgive me!

_Ternissa._ Violent creature!

_Epicurus._ If tenderness is violence. Forgive me; and say you love

me.

_Ternissa._ All at once? could you endure such boldness?

_Epicurus._ Pronounce it! whisper it.

_Ternissa._ Go, go. Would it be proper?

_Epicurus._ Is that sweet voice asking its heart or me? let the

worthier give the answer.

_Ternissa._ O Epicurus! you are very, very dear to me; and are the

last in the world that would ever tell you were called so.

FOOTNOTES:

[7] The Attic month of Puanepsion had its commencement in the latter

days of October; its name is derived from +puana+, the legumes

which were offered in sacrifice to Apollo at that season.

[8] The thirteenth of Elaphebolion was the tenth of April.

DANTE AND BEATRICE

_Dante._ When you saw me profoundly pierced with love, and reddening

and trembling, did it become you, did it become you, you whom I have

always called _the most gentle Bice_, to join in the heartless

laughter of those girls around you? Answer me. Reply unhesitatingly.

Requires it so long a space for dissimulation and duplicity? Pardon!

pardon! pardon! My senses have left me; my heart being gone, they

follow.

_Beatrice._ Childish man! pursuing the impossible.

_Dante._ And was it this you laughed at? We cannot touch the hem of

God's garment; yet we fall at His feet and weep.

_Beatrice._ But weep not, gentle Dante! fall not before the weakest of

His creatures, willing to comfort, unable to relieve you. Consider a

little. Is laughter at all times the signal or the precursor of

derision? I smiled, let me avow it, from the pride I felt in your

preference of me; and if I laughed, it was to conceal my sentiments.

Did you never cover sweet fruit with worthless leaves? Come, do not

drop again so soon so faint a smile. I will not have you grave, nor

very serious. I pity you; I must not love you: if I might, I would.

_Dante._ Yet how much love is due to me, O Bice, who have loved you,

as you well remember, even from your tenth year. But it is reported,

and your words confirm it, that you are going to be married.

_Beatrice._ If so, and if I could have laughed at that, and if my

laughter could have estranged you from me, would you blame me?

_Dante._ Tell me the truth.

_Beatrice._ The report is general.

_Dante._ The truth! the truth! Tell me, Bice.

_Beatrice._ Marriages, it is said, are made in heaven.

_Dante._ Is heaven then under the paternal roof?

_Beatrice._ It has been to me hitherto.

_Dante._ And now you seek it elsewhere.

_Beatrice._ I seek it not. The wiser choose for the weaker. Nay, do

not sigh so. What would you have, my grave pensive Dante? What can I

do?

_Dante._ Love me.

_Beatrice._ I always did.

_Dante._ Love me? O bliss of heaven!

_Beatrice._ No, no, no! Forbear! Men's kisses are always mischievous

and hurtful; everybody says it. If you truly loved me, you would never

think of doing so.

_Dante._ Nor even this!

_Beatrice._ You forget that you are no longer a boy; and that it is

not thought proper at your time of life to continue the arm at all

about the waist. Beside, I think you would better not put your head

against my bosom; it beats too much to be pleasant to you. Why do you

wish it? why fancy it can do you any good? It grows no cooler; it

seems to grow even hotter. Oh, how it burns! Go, go; it hurts me too:

it struggles, it aches, it sobs. Thank you, my gentle friend, for

removing your brow away; your hair is very thick and long; and it

began to heat me more than you can imagine. While it was there, I

could not see your face so well, nor talk with you so quietly.

_Dante._ Oh, when shall we talk quietly in future?

_Beatrice._ When I am married. I shall often come to visit my father.

He has always been solitary since my mother's death, which happened in

my infancy, long before you knew me.

_Dante._ How can he endure the solitude of his house when you have

left it?

_Beatrice._ The very question I asked him.

_Dante._ You did not then wish to ... to ... go away?

_Beatrice._ Ah no! It is sad to be an outcast at fifteen.

_Dante._ An outcast?

_Beatrice._ Forced to leave a home.

_Dante._ For another?

_Beatrice._ Childhood can never have a second.

_Dante._ But childhood is now over.

_Beatrice._ I wonder who was so malicious as to tell my father that?

He wanted me to be married a whole year ago.

_Dante._ And, Bice, you hesitated?

_Beatrice._ No; I only wept. He is a dear good father. I never

disobeyed him but in those wicked tears; and they ran the faster the

more he reprehended them.

_Dante._ Say, who is the happy youth?

_Beatrice._ I know not who ought to be happy if you are not.

_Dante._ I?

_Beatrice._ Surely you deserve all happiness.

_Dante._ Happiness! any happiness is denied me. Ah, hours of

childhood! bright hours! what fragrant blossoms ye unfold! what bitter

fruits to ripen!

_Beatrice._ Now cannot you continue to sit under that old fig-tree at

the corner of the garden? It is always delightful to me to think of

it.

_Dante._ Again you smile: I wish I could smile too.

_Beatrice._ You were usually more grave than I, although very often,

two years ago, you told me I was the graver. Perhaps I _was_ then

indeed; and perhaps I ought to be now: but really I must smile at the

recollection, and make you smile with me.

_Dante._ Recollection of what in particular?

_Beatrice._ Of your ignorance that a fig-tree is the brittlest of

trees, especially when it is in leaf; and moreover of your tumble,

when your head was just above the wall, and your hand (with the verses

in it) on the very coping-stone. Nobody suspected that I went every

day to the bottom of our garden, to hear you repeat your poetry on the

other side; nobody but yourself; you soon found me out. But on that

occasion I thought you might have been hurt; and I clambered up our

high peach-tree in the grass plot nearest the place; and thence I saw

Messer Dante, with his white sleeve reddened by the fig-juice, and the

seeds sticking to it pertinaciously, and Messer blushing, and trying

to conceal his calamity, and still holding the verses. They were all

about me.

_Dante._ Never shall any verse of mine be uttered from my lips, or

from the lips of others, without the memorial of Bice.

_Beatrice._ Sweet Dante! in the purity of your soul shall Bice live;

as (we are told by the goatherds and foresters) poor creatures have

been found preserved in the serene and lofty regions of the Alps, many

years after the breath of life had left them. Already you rival Guido

Cavalcante and Cino da Pistoja: you must attempt, nor perhaps shall it

be vainly, to surpass them in celebrity.

_Dante._ If ever I am above them ... and I must be ... I know already

what angel's hand will have helped me up the ladder. Beatrice, I vow

to heaven, shall stand higher than Selvaggia, high and glorious and

immortal as that name will be. You have given me joy and sorrow; for

the worst of these (I will not say the least) I will confer on you all

the generations of our Italy, all the ages of our world. But first

(alas, from me you must not have it!) may happiness, long happiness,

attend you!

_Beatrice._ Ah, those words rend your bosom! why should they?

_Dante._ I could go away contented, or almost contented, were I sure

of it. Hope is nearly as strong as despair, and greatly more

pertinacious and enduring. You have made me see clearly that you never

can be mine in this world: but at the same time, O Beatrice, you have

made me see quite as clearly that you may and must be mine in another!

I am older than you: precedency is given to age, and not to

worthiness; I will pray for you when I am nearer to God, and purified

from the stains of earth and mortality. He will permit me to behold

you, lovely as when I left you. Angels in vain should call me onward.

_Beatrice._ Hush, sweetest Dante! hush!

_Dante._ It is there where I shall have caught the first glimpse of

you again, that I wish all my portion of Paradise to be assigned me;

and there, if far below you, yet within the sight of you, to establish

my perdurable abode.

_Beatrice._ Is this piety? Is this wisdom? O Dante! And may not I be

called away first?

_Dante._ Alas, alas, how many small feet have swept off the early dew

of life, leaving the path black behind them! But to think that you

should go before me! It almost sends me forward on my way, to receive

and welcome you. If indeed, O Beatrice, such should be God's immutable

will, sometimes look down on me when the song to Him is suspended.

Oh! look often on me with prayer and pity; for there all prayers are

accepted, and all pity is devoid of pain! Why are you silent?

_Beatrice._ It is very sinful not to love all creatures in the world.

But it is true, O Dante! that we always love those the most who make

us the most unhappy?

_Dante._ The remark, I fear, is just.

_Beatrice._ Then, unless the Virgin be pleased to change my

inclinations, I shall begin at last to love my betrothed; for already

the very idea of him renders me sad, wearisome, and comfortless.

Yesterday he sent me a bunch of violets. When I took them up,

delighted as I felt at that sweetest of odours, which you and I once

inhaled together....

_Dante._ And only once.

_Beatrice._ You know why. Be quiet now, and hear me. I dropped the

posy; for around it, hidden by various kinds of foliage, was twined

the bridal necklace of pearls. O Dante, how worthless are the finest

of them (and there are many fine ones) in comparison with those little

pebbles, some of which (for perhaps I may not have gathered up all)

may be still lying under the peach-tree, and some (do I blush to say

it?) under the fig! Tell me not who threw these, nor for what. But you

know you were always thoughtful, and sometimes reading, sometimes

writing, and sometimes forgetting me, while I waited to see the

crimson cap, and the two bay-leaves I fastened in it, rise above the

garden-wall. How silently you are listening, if you do listen!

_Dante._ Oh, could my thoughts incessantly and eternally dwell among

these recollections, undisturbed by any other voice ... undistracted

by any other presence! Soon must they abide with me alone, and be

repeated by none but me ... repeated in the accents of anguish and

despair! Why could you not have held in the sad home of your heart

that necklace and those violets?

_Beatrice._ My Dante! we must all obey ... I my father, you your God.

He will never abandon you.

_Dante._ I have ever sung, and will for ever sing, the most glorious

of His works: and yet, O Bice! He abandons me, He casts me off; and He

uses your hand for this infliction.

_Beatrice._ Men travel far and wide, and see many on whom to fix or

transfer their affections; but we maidens have neither the power nor

the will. Casting our eyes on the ground, we walk along the straight

and narrow road prescribed for us; and, doing this, we avoid in great

measure the thorns and entanglements of life. We know we are

performing our duty; and the fruit of this knowledge is contentment.

Season after season, day after day, you have made me serious, pensive,

meditative, and almost wise. Being so little a girl, I was proud that

you, so much taller, should lean on my shoulder to overlook my work.

And greatly more proud was I when in time you taught me several Latin

words, and then whole sentences, both in prose and verse, pasting a

strip of paper over, or obscuring with impenetrable ink, those

passages in the poets which were beyond my comprehension, and might

perplex me. But proudest of all was I when you began to reason with

me. What will now be my pride if you are convinced by the first

arguments I ever have opposed to you; or if you only take them up and

try if they are applicable. Certainly do I know (indeed, indeed I do)

that even the patience to consider them will make you happier. Will it

not then make me so? I entertain no other wish. Is not this true love?

_Dante._ Ah, yes! the truest, the purest, the least perishable, but

not the sweetest. Here are the rue and hyssop; but where the rose?

_Beatrice._ Wicked must be whatever torments you: and will you let

love do it? Love is the gentlest and kindest breath of God. Are you

willing that the tempter should intercept it, and respire it polluted

into your ear? Do not make me hesitate to pray to the Virgin for you,

nor tremble lest she look down on you with a reproachful pity. To her

alone, O Dante, dare I confide all my thoughts! Lessen not my

confidence in my only refuge.

_Dante._ God annihilate a power so criminal! Oh, could my love flow

into your breast with hers! It should flow with equal purity.

_Beatrice._ You have stored my little mind with many thoughts; dear

because they are yours, and because they are virtuous. May I not, O my

Dante! bring some of them back again to your bosom; as the _contadina_

lets down the string from the cottage-beam in winter, and culls a few

bunches of the soundest for the master of the vineyard? You have not

given me glory that the world should shudder at its eclipse. To prove

that I am worthy of the smallest part of it, I must obey God; and,

under God, my father. Surely the voice of Heaven comes to us audibly

from a parent's lips. You will be great, and, what is above, all

greatness, good.

_Dante._ Rightly and wisely, my sweet Beatrice, have you spoken in

this estimate. Greatness is to goodness what gravel is to porphyry:

the one is a movable accumulation, swept along the surface of the

earth; the other stands fixed and solid and alone, above the violence

of war and of the tempest; above all that is residuous of a wasted

world. Little men build up great ones; but the snow colossus soon

melts: the good stand under the eye of God; and therefore stand.

_Beatrice._ Now you are calm and reasonable, listen to me, Bice. You

must marry.

_Dante._ Marry?

_Beatrice._ Unless you do, how can we meet again unreservedly? Worse,

worse than ever! I cannot bear to see those large heavy tears

following one another, heavy and slow as nuns at the funeral of a

sister. Come, I will kiss off one, if you will promise me faithfully

to shed no more. Be tranquil, be tranquil; only hear reason. There are

many who know you; and all who know you must love you. Don't you hear

me? Why turn aside? and why go farther off? I will have that hand. It

twists about as if it hated its confinement. Perverse and peevish

creature! you have no more reason to be sorry than I have; and you

have many to the contrary which I have not. Being a man, you are at

liberty to admire a variety, and to make a choice. Is that no comfort

to you?

_Dante._

Bid this bosom cease to grieve?

Bid these eyes fresh objects see?

Where's the comfort to believe

None might once have rivall'd me?

What! my freedom to receive?

Broken hearts, are they the free?

For another can I live

When I may not live for thee?

_Beatrice._ I will never be fond of you again if you are so violent.

We have been together too long, and we may be noticed.

_Dante._ Is this our last meeting? If it is ... and that it is, my

heart has told me ... you will not, surely you will not refuse....

_Beatrice._ Dante! Dante! they make the heart sad after: do not wish

it. But prayers ... oh, how much better are they, how much quieter and

lighter they render it! They carry it up to heaven with them; and

those we love are left behind no longer.

FRA FILIPPO LIPPI AND POPE EUGENIUS THE FOURTH

_Eugenius._ Filippo! I am informed by my son Cosimo de' Medici of many

things relating to thy life and actions, and among the rest, of thy

throwing off the habit of a friar. Speak to me as to a friend. Was

that well done?

_Filippo._ Holy Father! it was done most unadvisedly.

_Eugenius._ Continue to treat me with the same confidence and

ingenuousness; and, beside the remuneration I intend to bestow on thee

for the paintings wherewith thou hast adorned my palace, I will remove

with my own hand the heavy accumulation of thy sins, and ward off the

peril of fresh ones, placing within thy reach every worldly solace and

contentment.

_Filippo._ Infinite thanks, Holy Father! from the innermost heart of

your unworthy servant, whose duty and wishes bind him alike and

equally to a strict compliance with your paternal commands.

_Eugenius._ Was it a love of the world and its vanities that induced

thee to throw aside the frock?

_Filippo._ It was indeed, Holy Father! I never had the courage to

mention it in confession among my manifold offences.

_Eugenius._ Bad! bad! Repentance is of little use to the sinner,

unless he pour it from a full and overflowing heart into the capacious

ear of the confessor. Ye must not go straightforward and bluntly up to

your Maker, startling Him with the horrors of your guilty conscience.

Order, decency, time, place, opportunity, must be observed.

_Filippo._ I have observed the greater part of them: time, place, and

opportunity.

_Eugenius._ That is much. In consideration of it, I hereby absolve

thee.

_Filippo._ I feel quite easy, quite new-born.

_Eugenius._ I am desirous of hearing what sort of feelings thou

experiencest, when thou givest loose to thy intractable and unruly

wishes. Now, this love of the world, what can it mean? A love of

music, of dancing, of riding? What in short is it in thee?

_Filippo._ Holy Father! I was ever of a hot and amorous constitution.

_Eugenius._ Well, well! I can guess, within a trifle, what that leads

unto. I very much disapprove of it, whatever it may be. And then? and

then? Prithee go on: I am inflamed with a miraculous zeal to cleanse

thee.

_Filippo._ I have committed many follies, and some sins.

_Eugenius._ Let me hear the sins; I do not trouble my head about the

follies; the Church has no business with them. The State is founded on

follies, the Church on sins. Come then, unsack them.

_Filippo._ Concupiscence is both a folly and a sin. I felt more and

more of it when I ceased to be a monk, not having (for a time) so

ready means of allaying it.

_Eugenius._ No doubt. Thou shouldst have thought again and again

before thou strippedst off the cowl.

_Filippo._ Ah! Holy Father! I am sore at heart. I thought indeed how

often it had held two heads together under it, and that stripping it

off was double decapitation. But compensation and contentment came,

and we were warm enough without it.

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