I didn't quite understand, and said nothing.

“I wouldn't let a man like Fagan stand between me and Dunbar,” he said.

“It's in the hands of the author now. You heard what he said. He put

Dunbar into the play, he's the only one who can take him out of it.”

The next morning Upton broke the news to me that I was to go out as

advance man. The opening was set for Providence, only ten days later.

There was to be a two-weeks' tour of three-night engagements, and I had

to arrange for the publicity, poster-printing, accommodations for the

company, and so on. This did not appeal to me very strongly, but I

scrambled together a lot of photographs, interviewed the cast as to

their preferences in hotel rooms, and set off. I got back a week later.

We were then only three days away from the opening. They were rehearsing

with the sets, Upton's telephone blonde told me, and I hurried round to

the Stratford to see how the scenic artist had done the job.

They had just knocked off for lunch when I got there, and at the stage

door I met Edwards coming out with Miss Cunningham. He looked very white

and tired.

“Hullo,” I said; “just in time to have lunch with me! Come on, we'll go

to Maxim's. I've still got some of Upton's expense money.”

“I've got to rush round to the modiste for a fitting,” said Miss

Cunningham. “The gowns are just finished. You take Morgan and give him a

good talking-to. He needs it.” I did not quite understand the appeal in

her eyes, but I saw that she wanted me to talk with Edwards alone. She

went toward Bryant Park, and we turned down to Thirty-eighth. Edwards

stood a moment at the corner looking after her.

“Sylvia says I'm a fool,” he said, wearily. “I don't know: most of us

are, one way or another.--You know I told you that I put my confidence

in the author.”

“Quite right,” I said. “I myself heard Sampson say he thought you were

corking.”

“Well, I wonder if he's double-crossing me?” said Edwards, slowly, as

though to himself.

“In what way?”

“Yesterday, when I was coming down to rehearsal, there was a tie-up of

some kind on the subway. The train stood still for a long time, and

then the lights went out. We stayed in the dark for I don't know how

long--everybody got nervous. It was pitch black, and awfully hot and

stuffy. The women began to scream. I felt pretty queer myself--you know

I haven't been well--and as we sat there I went off into a kind of doze

or something. Then, just as everybody was on the edge of a panic, the

lights came on and we went ahead. When we got to Times Square I think I

must have been a bit off colour, for the damned rehearsal went out of

my head entirely. Suddenly I realized I was in a drugstore drinking some

headache fizz when I was over an hour late at the theatre. My God! I

hustled down there as fast as I could go. Queer thing. I went in through

the stage door, and as I came round behind the set I heard voices on the

stage. They were rehearsing, of course. Naturally, they couldn't wait

all morning for me. But this is what I'm getting at. You know that scene

in the second act where I say to Brooks: _It's all very well for you to

say that. Ah, hah! I see! But suppose you had been in my place---_

“You know that's a turning point in the act. There's a particular

inflection I give that speech--the way I say the 'Ah, hah! I see!' that

makes the point clear to the audience and gets it over. Well, they were

rehearsing that scene, and from behind the canvas I heard that speech.

And what I heard was my own voice.”

“What on earth do you mean?” I said.

He hesitated. He was sitting, his lunch almost untasted, with one elbow

on the table and his forehead leaning on his hand. Under his long,

sinewy fingers I could see his brows tightened and frowning downward

upon his plate.

“Exactly what I say. It was my own voice. Or, if you prefer, Dunbar's

voice. I heard that speech uttered, tone for tone, as I had been saying

it. It was the precise accent and pitch of ironical comment which I had

thought appropriate for Dunbar at that point in the action. The sudden

change of tone, the pause, the placing of the emphasis--the words were

just as if they had come out of my own mouth. I stopped, instinctively.

I said to myself, has Fagan got someone else to play the part, and been

coaching him on the side? Someone who's been sitting in at rehearsals

and has picked up my conception of Dunbar? And at that moment I heard

Fagan sing out 'All right, folks, the carpenter wants to work on this

set. We'll quit until after lunch.'

“I tell you, I was staggered. If I was out, I was out, but they might

have been straight with me. It was a matter for the Equity, I thought. I

didn't want to chin it over with the others just then, and I heard them

coming off, so I slipped through the door that opens into the passage

behind the stage box. I meant to tell Fagan what I thought about it.

There was Sampson sitting in one of the boxes. He saw me, and got up. He

said: 'By Jove, Mr. Edwards, you were fine this morning. I've never seen

you do it so well. It was bully, all through. Keep it like that, and

you're the hit of the play.'

“I thought at first he was making fun of me. I was about to make some

sarcastic retort, when he put out his hand in the friendliest way, and

said:

“'I want to thank you for what you're doing for that part, and I know it

hasn't been easy. I've never seen anything so beautifully done, and just

want to tell you that if the play is a success it will be largely due to

you.'

“This, on the heels of the other, astounded me so that I didn't know

what to say. I made some automatic reply, and he left. I sat down in the

cool darkness of the box to rest, for I was feeling very seedy. My head

went round and round--touch of the sun, I dare say, or that foul air in

the crowded subway car. I was still there when they came back, an hour

later, for the afternoon rehearsal. I tried to talk to Sylvia about it,

but all she would say was that I ought to go to a doctor.”

“I think she's right,” I said. “Look here, have you had any sleep

lately?”

“You seem to have forgotten Dunbar's line,” he said. “'_There'll be

'plenty of time to sleep by and bye._'”

“For God's sake forget about Dunbar,” I said. “Man, dear, you're on the

tip of a nervous breakdown. Now listen. This is Friday. Dress rehearsal

to-morrow. Sunday you'll have all day off. Take Miss Cunningham and go

away into the country somewhere and rest. Put the damned play out of

your mind and give her a good time. You both need it.”

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