XXII

It was quite, for the Prince, after this, as if the view had

further cleared; so that the half-hour during which he strolled

on the terrace and smoked--the day being lovely--overflowed with

the plenitude of its particular quality. Its general brightness

was composed, doubtless, of many elements, but what shone out of

it as if the whole place and time had been a great picture, from

the hand of genius, presented to him as a prime ornament for his

collection and all varnished and framed to hang up--what marked

it especially for the highest appreciation was his

extraordinarily unchallenged, his absolutely appointed and

enhanced possession of it. Poor Fanny Assingham's challenge

amounted to nothing: one of the things he thought of while he

leaned on the old marble balustrade--so like others that he knew

in still more nobly-terraced Italy--was that she was squared,

all-conveniently even to herself, and that, rumbling toward

London with this contentment, she had become an image irrelevant

to the scene. It further passed across him, as his imagination

was, for reasons, during the time, unprecedentedly active,--that

he had, after all, gained more from women than he had ever lost

by them; there appeared so, more and more, on those mystic books

that are kept, in connection with such commerce, even by men of

the loosest business habits, a balance in his favour that he

could pretty well, as a rule, take for granted. What were they

doing at this very moment, wonderful creatures, but combine and

conspire for his advantage?--from Maggie herself, most wonderful,

in her way, of all, to his hostess of the present hour, into

whose head it had so inevitably come to keep Charlotte on, for

reasons of her own, and who had asked, in this benevolent spirit,

why in the world, if not obliged, without plausibility, to hurry,

her husband's son-in-law should not wait over in her company. He

would at least see, Lady Castledean had said, that nothing

dreadful should happen to her, either while still there or during

the exposure of the run to town; and, for that matter, if they

exceeded a little their license it would positively help them to

have done so together. Each of them would, in this way, at home,

have the other comfortably to blame. All of which, besides, in

Lady Castledean as in Maggie, in Fanny Assingham as in Charlotte

herself, was working; for him without provocation or pressure, by

the mere play of some vague sense on their part--definite and

conscious at the most only in Charlotte--that he was not, as a

nature, as a character, as a gentleman, in fine, below his

remarkable fortune.

But there were more things before him than even these; things

that melted together, almost indistinguishably, to feed his sense

of beauty. If the outlook was in every way spacious--and the

towers of three cathedrals, in different counties, as had been

pointed out to him, gleamed discernibly, like dim silver, in the

rich sameness of tone--didn't he somehow the more feel it so

because, precisely, Lady Castledean had kept over a man of her

own, and that this offered a certain sweet intelligibility as the

note of the day? It made everything fit; above all it diverted

him to the extent of keeping up, while he lingered and waited,

his meditative smile. She had detained Charlotte because she

wished to detain Mr. Blint, and she couldn't detain Mr. Blint,

disposed though he clearly was to oblige her, without spreading

over the act some ampler drapery. Castledean had gone up to

London; the place was all her own; she had had a fancy for a

quiet morning with Mr. Blint, a sleek, civil, accomplished young

man--distinctly younger than her ladyship--who played and sang

delightfully (played even "bridge" and sang the English-comic as

well as the French-tragic), and the presence--which really meant

the absence--of a couple of other friends, if they were happily

chosen, would make everything all right. The Prince had the

sense, all good-humouredly, of being happily chosen, and it was

not spoiled for him even by another sense that followed in its

train and with which, during his life in England, he had more

than once had reflectively to deal: the state of being reminded

how, after all, as an outsider, a foreigner, and even as a mere

representative husband and son-in-law, he was so irrelevant to

the working of affairs that he could be bent on occasion to uses

comparatively trivial. No other of her guests would have been

thus convenient for their hostess; affairs, of whatever sorts,

had claimed, by early trains, every active, easy,

smoothly-working man, each in his way a lubricated item of the

great social, political, administrative engrenage--claimed most

of all Castledean himself, who was so very oddly, given the

personage and the type, rather a large item. If he, on the other

hand, had an affair, it was not of that order; it was of the

order, verily, that he had been reduced to as a not quite

glorious substitute.

It marked, however, the feeling of the hour with him that this

vision of being "reduced" interfered not at all with the measure

of his actual ease. It kept before him again, at moments, the so

familiar fact of his sacrifices--down to the idea of the very

relinquishment, for his wife's convenience, of his real situation

in the world; with the consequence, thus, that he was, in the

last analysis, among all these so often inferior people,

practically held cheap and made light of. But though all this was

sensible enough there was a spirit in him that could rise above

it, a spirit that positively played with the facts, with all of

them; from that of the droll ambiguity of English relations to

that of his having in mind something quite beautiful and

independent and harmonious, something wholly his own. He couldn't

somehow take Mr. Blint seriously--he was much more an outsider,

by the larger scale, even than a Roman prince who consented to be

in abeyance. Yet it was past finding out, either, how such a

woman as Lady Castledean could take him--since this question but

sank for him again into the fathomless depths of English

equivocation. He knew them all, as was said, "well"; he had lived

with them, stayed with them, dined, hunted, shot and done various

other things with them; but the number of questions about them he

couldn't have answered had much rather grown than shrunken, so

that experience struck him for the most part as having left in

him but one residual impression. They didn't like les situations

nettes--that was all he was very sure of. They wouldn't have them

at any price; it had been their national genius and their

national success to avoid them at every point. They called it

themselves, with complacency, their wonderful spirit of

compromise--the very influence of which actually so hung about

him here, from moment to moment, that the earth and the air, the

light and the colour, the fields and the hills and the sky, the

blue-green counties and the cold cathedrals, owed to it every

accent of their tone. Verily, as one had to feel in presence of

such a picture, it had succeeded; it had made, up to now, for

that seated solidity, in the rich sea-mist, on which the garish,

the supposedly envious, peoples have ever cooled their eyes. But

it was at the same time precisely why even much initiation left

one, at given moments, so puzzled as to the element of staleness

in all the freshness and of freshness in all the staleness, of

innocence in the guilt and of guilt in the innocence. There were

other marble terraces, sweeping more purple prospects, on which

he would have known what to think, and would have enjoyed thereby

at least the small intellectual fillip of a discerned relation

between a given appearance and a taken meaning. The inquiring

mind, in these present conditions, might, it was true, be more

sharply challenged; but the result of its attention and its

ingenuity, it had unluckily learned to know, was too often to be

confronted with a mere dead wall, a lapse of logic, a confirmed

bewilderment. And moreover, above all, nothing mattered, in the

relation of the enclosing scene to his own consciousness, but its

very most direct bearings.

Lady Castledean's dream of Mr. Blint for the morning was

doubtless already, with all the spacious harmonies re-

established, taking the form of "going over" something with him,

at the piano, in one of the numerous smaller rooms that were

consecrated to the less gregarious uses; what she had wished had

been effected--her convenience had been assured. This made him,

however, wonder the more where Charlotte was--since he didn't at

all suppose her to be making a tactless third, which would be to

have accepted mere spectatorship, in the duet of their

companions. The upshot of everything for him, alike of the less

and of the more, was that the exquisite day bloomed there like a

large fragrant flower that he had only to gather. But it was to

Charlotte he wished to make the offering, and as he moved along

the terrace, which rendered visible parts of two sides of the

house, he looked up at all the windows that were open to the

April morning, and wondered which of them would represent his

friend's room. It befell thus that his question, after no long

time, was answered; he saw Charlotte appear above as if she had

been called by the pausing of his feet on the flags. She had come

to the sill, on which she leaned to look down, and she remained

there a minute smiling at him. He had been immediately struck

with her wearing a hat and a jacket--which conduced to her

appearance of readiness not so much to join him, with a beautiful

uncovered head and a parasol, where he stood, as to take with him

some larger step altogether. The larger step had been, since the

evening before, intensely in his own mind, though he had not

fully thought out, even yet, the slightly difficult detail of it;

but he had had no chance, such as he needed, to speak the

definite word to her, and the face she now showed affected him,

accordingly, as a notice that she had wonderfully guessed it for

herself. They had these identities of impulse--they had had them

repeatedly before; and if such unarranged but unerring encounters

gave the measure of the degree in which people were, in the

common phrase, meant for each other, no union in the world had

ever been more sweetened with rightness. What in fact most often

happened was that her rightness went, as who should say, even

further than his own; they were conscious of the same necessity

at the same moment, only it was she, as a general thing, who most

clearly saw her way to it. Something in her long look at him now

out of the old grey window, something in the very poise of her

hat, the colour of her necktie, the prolonged stillness of her

smile, touched into sudden light for him all the wealth of the

fact that he could count on her. He had his hand there, to pluck

it, on the open bloom of the day; but what did the bright minute

mean but that her answering hand was already intelligently out?

So, therefore, while the minute lasted, it passed between them

that their cup was full; which cup their very eyes, holding it

fast, carried and steadied and began, as they tasted it, to

praise. He broke, however, after a moment, the silence.

"It only wants a moon, a mandolin, and a little danger, to be a

serenade."

"Ah, then," she lightly called down, "let it at least have THIS!"

With which she detached a rich white rosebud from its company

with another in the front of her dress and flung it down to him.

He caught it in its fall, fixing her again after she had watched

him place it in his buttonhole. "Come down quickly!" he said in

an Italian not loud but deep.

"Vengo, vengo!" she as clearly, but more lightly, tossed out; and

she had left him the next minute to wait for her.

He came along the terrace again, with pauses during which his

eyes rested, as they had already often done, on the brave darker

wash of far-away watercolour that represented the most distant of

the cathedral towns. This place, with its great church and its

high accessibility, its towers that distinguishably signalled,

its English history, its appealing type, its acknowledged

interest, this place had sounded its name to him half the night

through, and its name had become but another name, the

pronounceable and convenient one, for that supreme sense of

things which now throbbed within him. He had kept saying to

himself "Gloucester, Gloucester, Gloucester," quite as if the

sharpest meaning of all the years just passed were intensely

expressed in it. That meaning was really that his situation

remained quite sublimely consistent with itself, and that they

absolutely, he and Charlotte, stood there together in the very

lustre of this truth. Every present circumstance helped to

proclaim it; it was blown into their faces as by the lips of the

morning. He knew why, from the first of his marriage, he had

tried with such patience for such conformity; he knew why he had

given up so much and bored himself so much; he knew why he, at

any rate, had gone in, on the basis of all forms, on the basis of

his having, in a manner, sold himself, for a situation nette. It

had all been just in order that his--well, what on earth should

he call it but his freedom?--should at present be as perfect and

rounded and lustrous as some huge precious pearl. He hadn't

struggled nor snatched; he was taking but what had been given

him; the pearl dropped itself, with its exquisite quality and

rarity, straight into his hand. Here, precisely, it was,

incarnate; its size and its value grew as Mrs. Verver appeared,

afar off, in one of the smaller doorways. She came toward him in

silence, while he moved to meet her; the great scale of this

particular front, at Matcham, multiplied thus, in the golden

morning, the stages of their meeting and the successions of their

consciousness. It wasn't till she had come quite close that he

produced for her his "Gloucester, Gloucester, Gloucester,"

and his "Look at it over there!"

She knew just where to look. "Yes--isn't it one of the best?

There are cloisters or towers or some thing." And her eyes,

which, though her lips smiled, were almost grave with their

depths of acceptance; came back to him. "Or the tomb of some old

king."

"We must see the old king; we must 'do' the cathedral," he said;

"we must know all about it. If we could but take," he exhaled,

"the full opportunity!" And then while, for all they seemed to

give him, he sounded again her eyes: "I feel the day like a great

gold cup that we must somehow drain together."

"I feel it, as you always make me feel everything, just as you

do; so that I know ten miles off how you feel! But do you

remember," she asked, "apropos of great gold cups, the beautiful

one, the real one, that I offered you so long ago and that you

wouldn't have? Just before your marriage"--she brought it back to

him: "the gilded crystal bowl in the little Bloomsbury shop."

"Oh yes!"--but it took, with a slight surprise on the 'Prince's

part, some small recollecting. "The treacherous cracked thing you

wanted to palm off on me, and the little swindling Jew who

understood Italian and who backed you up! But I feel this an

occasion," he immediately added, "and I hope you don't mean," he

smiled, "that AS an occasion it's also cracked."

They spoke, naturally, more low than loud, overlooked as they

were, though at a respectful distance, by tiers of windows; but

it made each find in the other's voice a taste as of something

slowly and deeply absorbed. "Don't you think too much of

'cracks,' and aren't you too afraid of them? I risk the cracks,"

said Charlotte, "and I've often recalled the bowl and the little

swindling Jew, wondering if they've parted company. He made," she

said, "a great impression on me."

"Well, you also, no doubt, made a great impression on him, and I

dare say that if you were to go back to him you'd find he has

been keeping that treasure for you. But as to cracks," the Prince

went on--"what did you tell me the other day you prettily call

them in English?-'rifts within the lute'?--risk them as much as

you like for yourself, but don't risk them for me." He spoke it

in all the gaiety of his just barely-tremulous serenity. "I go,

as you know, by my superstitions. And that's why," he said, "I

know where we are. They're every one, to-day, on our side."

Resting on the parapet; toward the great view, she was silent a

little, and he saw the next moment that her eyes were closed. "I

go but by one thing." Her hand was on the sun-warmed stone; so

that, turned as they were away from the house, he put his

own upon it and covered it. "I go by YOU," she said. "I go by

you."

So they remained a moment, till he spoke again with a gesture

that matched. "What is really our great necessity, you know, is

to go by my watch. It's already eleven"--he had looked at the

time; "so that if we stop here to luncheon what becomes of our

afternoon?"

To this Charlotte's eyes opened straight. "There's not the

slightest need of our stopping here to luncheon. Don't you see,"

she asked, "how I'm ready?" He had taken it in, but there was

always more and more of her. "You mean you've arranged--?"

"It's easy to arrange. My maid goes up with my things. You've

only to speak to your man about yours, and they can go together."

"You mean we can leave at once?"

She let him have it all. "One of the carriages, about which I

spoke, will already have come back for us. If your superstitions

are on our side," she smiled, "so my arrangements are, and I'll

back my support against yours."

"Then you had thought," he wondered, "about Gloucester?"

She hesitated--but it was only her way. "I thought you would

think. We have, thank goodness, these harmonies. They are food

for superstition if you like. It's beautiful," she went on, "that

it should be Gloucester; 'Glo'ster, Glo'ster,' as you say, making

it sound like an old song. However, I'm sure Glo'ster, Glo'ster

will be charming," she still added; "we shall be able easily to

lunch there, and, with our luggage and our servants off our

hands, we shall have at least three or four hours. We can wire,"

she wound up, "from there."

Ever so quietly she had brought it, as she had thought it, all

out, and it had to be as covertly that he let his appreciation

expand. "Then Lady Castledean--?"

"Doesn't dream of our staying."

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