He just thought. "Oh, it doesn't!"

"She saw, of course, as soon as she came, with her quickness,

where we all were. She didn't need each of us to go, by

appointment, to her room at night, or take her out into the

fields, for our palpitating tale. No doubt even she was rather

impatient."

"OF the poor things?" Mr. Verver had here inquired while he

waited.

"Well, of your not yourselves being so--and of YOUR not in

particular. I haven't the least doubt in the world, par exemple,

that she thinks you too meek."

"Oh, she thinks me too meek?"

"And she had been sent for, on the very face of it, to work right

in. All she had to do, after all, was to be nice to you."

"To--a--ME?" said Adam Verver.

He could remember now that his friend had positively had a laugh

for his tone. "To you and to every one. She had only to be what

she is--and to be it all round. If she's charming, how can she

help it? So it was, and so only, that she 'acted'--as the Borgia

wine used to act. One saw it come over them--the extent to which,

in her particular way, a woman, a woman other, and SO other, than

themselves, COULD be charming. One saw them understand and

exchange looks, then one saw them lose heart and decide to move.

For what they had to take home was that it's she who's the real

thing."

"Ah, it's she who's the real thing?" As HE had not hitherto taken

it home as completely as the Miss Lutches and Mrs. Rance, so,

doubtless, he had now, a little, appeared to offer submission in

his appeal. "I see, I see"--he could at least simply take it home

now; yet as not without wanting, at the same time, to be sure of

what the real thing was. "And what would it be--a--definitely

that you understand by that?"

She had only for an instant not found it easy to say. "Why,

exactly what those women themselves want to be, and what her

effect on them is to make them recognise that they never will."

"Oh--of course never?"

It not only remained and abode with them, it positively developed

and deepened, after this talk, that the luxurious side of his

personal existence was now again furnished, socially speaking,

with the thing classed and stamped as "real"--just as he had been

able to think of it as not otherwise enriched in consequence of

his daughter's marriage. The note of reality, in so much

projected light, continued to have for him the charm and the

importance of which the maximum had occasionally been reached in

his great "finds"--continued, beyond any other, to keep him

attentive and gratified. Nothing perhaps might affect us as

queerer, had we time to look into it, than this application of

the same measure of value to such different pieces of property as

old Persian carpets, say, and new human acquisitions; all the

more indeed that the amiable man was not without an inkling, on

his own side, that he was, as a taster of life, economically

constructed. He put into his one little glass everything he

raised to his lips, and it was as if he had always carried in his

pocket, like a tool of his trade, this receptacle, a little glass

cut with a fineness of which the art had long since been lost,

and kept in an old morocco case stamped in uneffaceable gilt with

the arms of a deposed dynasty. As it had served him to satisfy

himself, so to speak, both about Amerigo and about the Bernadino

Luini he had happened to come to knowledge of at the time he was

consenting to the announcement of his daughter's betrothal, so it

served him at present to satisfy himself about Charlotte Stant

and an extraordinary set of oriental tiles of which he had lately

got wind, to which a provoking legend was attached, and as to

which he had made out, contentedly, that further news was to be

obtained from a certain Mr. Gutermann-Seuss of Brighton. It was

all, at bottom, in him, the aesthetic principle, planted where it

could burn with a cold, still flame; where it fed almost wholly

on the material directly involved, on the idea (followed by

appropriation) of plastic beauty, of the thing visibly perfect in

its kind; where, in short, in spite of the general tendency of

the "devouring element" to spread, the rest of his spiritual

furniture, modest, scattered, and tended with unconscious care,

escaped the consumption that in so many cases proceeds from the

undue keeping-up of profane altar-fires. Adam Verver had in other

words learnt the lesson of the senses, to the end of his own

little book, without having, for a day, raised the smallest

scandal in his economy at large; being in this particular not

unlike those fortunate bachelors, or other gentlemen of pleasure,

who so manage their entertainment of compromising company that

even the austerest housekeeper, occupied and competent below-

stairs, never feels obliged to give warning.

That figure has, however, a freedom that the occasion doubtless

scarce demands, though we may retain it for its rough negative

value. It was to come to pass, by a pressure applied to the

situation wholly from within, that before the first ten days of

November had elapsed he found himself practically alone at Fawns

with his young friend; Amerigo and Maggie having, with a certain

abruptness, invited his assent to their going abroad for a month,

since his amusement was now scarce less happily assured than his

security. An impulse eminently natural had stirred within the

Prince; his life, as for some time established, was deliciously

dull, and thereby, on the whole, what he best liked; but a small

gust of yearning had swept over him, and Maggie repeated to her

father, with infinite admiration, the pretty terms in which,

after it had lasted a little, he had described to her this

experience. He called it a "serenade," a low music that, outside

one of the windows of the sleeping house, disturbed his rest at

night. Timid as it was, and plaintive, he yet couldn't close his

eyes for it, and when finally, rising on tiptoe, he had looked

out, he had recognised in the figure below with a mandolin, all

duskily draped in her grace, the raised appealing eyes and the

one irresistible voice of the ever-to-be-loved Italy. Sooner or

later, that way, one had to listen; it was a hovering, haunting

ghost, as of a creature to whom one had done a wrong, a dim,

pathetic shade crying out to be comforted. For this there was

obviously but one way--as there were doubtless also many words

for the simple fact that so prime a Roman had a fancy for again

seeing Rome. They would accordingly--hadn't they better?--go for

a little; Maggie meanwhile making the too-absurdly artful point

with her father, so that he repeated it, in his amusement, to

Charlotte Stant, to whom he was by this time conscious of

addressing many remarks, that it was absolutely, when she came to

think, the first thing Amerigo had ever asked of her. "She

doesn't count of course his having asked of her to marry him"--

this was Mr. Verver's indulgent criticism; but he found

Charlotte, equally touched by the ingenuous Maggie, in easy

agreement with him over the question. If the Prince had asked

something of his wife every day in the year, this would be still

no reason why the poor dear man should not, in a beautiful fit of

homesickness, revisit, without reproach, his native country.

What his father-in-law frankly counselled was that the

reasonable, the really too reasonable, pair should, while they

were about it, take three or four weeks of Paris as well--Paris

being always, for Mr. Verver, in any stress of sympathy, a

suggestion that rose of itself to the lips. If they would only do

that, on their way back, or however they preferred it, Charlotte

and he would go over to join them there for a small look--though

even then, assuredly, as he had it at heart to add, not in the

least because they should have found themselves bored at being

left together. The fate of this last proposal indeed was that it

reeled, for the moment, under an assault of destructive analysis

from Maggie, who--having, as she granted, to choose between being

an unnatural daughter or an unnatural mother, and "electing" for

the former--wanted to know what would become of the Principino if

the house were cleared of everyone but the servants. Her question

had fairly resounded, but it had afterwards, like many of her

questions, dropped still more effectively than it had risen: the

highest moral of the matter being, before the couple took their

departure, that Mrs. Noble and Dr. Brady must mount unchallenged

guard over the august little crib. If she hadn't supremely

believed in the majestic value of the nurse, whose experience was

in itself the amplest of pillows, just as her attention was a

spreading canopy from which precedent and reminiscence dropped as

thickly as parted curtains--if she hadn't been able to rest in

this confidence she would fairly have sent her husband on his

journey without her. In the same manner, if the sweetest--for it

was so she qualified him--of little country doctors hadn't proved

to her his wisdom by rendering irresistible, especially on rainy

days and in direct proportion to the frequency of his calls,

adapted to all weathers, that she should converse with him for

hours over causes and consequences, over what he had found to

answer with his little five at home, she would have drawn scant

support from the presence of a mere grandfather and a mere

brilliant friend. These persons, accordingly, her own

predominance having thus, for the time, given way, could carry

with a certain ease, and above all with mutual aid, their

consciousness of a charge. So far as their office weighed they

could help each other with it--which was in fact to become, as

Mrs. Noble herself loomed larger for them, not a little of a

relief and a diversion.

Mr. Verver met his young friend, at certain hours, in the

day-nursery, very much as he had regularly met the child's fond

mother--Charlotte having, as she clearly considered, given Maggie

equal pledges and desiring never to fail of the last word for the

daily letter she had promised to write. She wrote with high

fidelity, she let her companion know, and the effect of it was,

remarkably enough, that he himself didn't write. The reason of

this was partly that Charlotte "told all about him"--which she

also let him know she did--and partly that he enjoyed feeling, as

a consequence, that he was generally, quite systematically, eased

and, as they said, "done" for. Committed, as it were, to this

charming and clever young woman, who, by becoming for him a

domestic resource, had become for him practically a new person--

and committed, especially, in his own house, which somehow made

his sense of it a deeper thing--he took an interest in seeing how

far the connection could carry him, could perhaps even lead him,

and in thus putting to the test, for pleasant verification, what

Fanny Assingham had said, at the last, about the difference such

a girl could make. She was really making one now, in their

simplified existence, and a very considerable one, though there

was no one to compare her with, as there had been, so usefully,

for Fanny--no Mrs. Rance, no Kitty, no Dotty Lutch, to help her

to be felt, according to Fanny's diagnosis, as real. She was

real, decidedly, from other causes, and Mr. Verver grew in time

even a little amused at the amount of machinery Mrs. Assingham

had seemed to see needed for pointing it. She was directly and

immediately real, real on a pleasantly reduced and intimate

scale, and at no moments more so than during those--at which we

have just glanced--when Mrs. Noble made them both together feel

that she, she alone, in the absence of the queen-mother, was

regent of the realm and governess of the heir. Treated on such

occasions as at best a pair of dangling and merely nominal

court-functionaries, picturesque hereditary triflers entitled to

the petites entrees but quite external to the State, which began

and ended with the Nursery, they could only retire, in quickened

sociability, to what was left them of the Palace, there to digest

their gilded insignificance and cultivate, in regard to the true

Executive, such snuff-taking ironies as might belong to rococo

chamberlains moving among china lap-dogs.

Every evening, after dinner, Charlotte Stant played to him;

seated at the piano and requiring no music, she went through his

"favourite things"--and he had many favourites--with a facility

that never failed, or that failed but just enough to pick itself

up at a touch from his fitful voice. She could play anything, she

could play everything--always shockingly, she of course insisted,

but always, by his own vague measure, very much as if she might,

slim, sinuous and strong, and with practised passion, have been

playing lawn-tennis or endlessly and rhythmically waltzing. His

love of music, unlike his other loves, owned to vaguenesses, but

while, on his comparatively shaded sofa, and smoking, smoking,

always smoking, in the great Fawns drawing-room as everywhere,

the cigars of his youth, rank with associations--while, I say, he

so listened to Charlotte's piano, where the score was ever absent

but, between the lighted candles, the picture distinct, the

vagueness spread itself about him like some boundless carpet, a

surface delightfully soft to the pressure of his interest. It was

a manner of passing the time that rather replaced conversation,

but the air, at the end, none the less, before they separated,

had a way of seeming full of the echoes of talk. They separated,

in the hushed house, not quite easily, yet not quite awkwardly

either, with tapers that twinkled in the large dark spaces, and

for the most part so late that the last solemn servant had been

dismissed for the night.

Late as it was on a particular evening toward the end of October,

there had been a full word or two dropped into the still-stirring

sea of other voices--a word or two that affected our friend even

at the moment, and rather oddly, as louder and rounder than any

previous sound; and then he had lingered, under pretext of an

opened window to be made secure, after taking leave of his

companion in the hall and watching her glimmer away up the

staircase. He had for himself another impulse than to go to bed;

picking up a hat in the hall, slipping his arms into a sleeveless

cape and lighting still another cigar, he turned out upon the

terrace through one of the long drawing-room windows and moved to

and fro there for an hour beneath the sharp autumn stars. It was

where he had walked in the afternoon sun with Fanny Assingham,

and the sense of that other hour, the sense of the suggestive

woman herself, was before him again as, in spite of all the

previous degustation we have hinted at, it had not yet been. He

thought, in a loose, an almost agitated order, of many things;

the power that was in them to agitate having been part of his

conviction that he should not soon sleep. He truly felt for a

while that he should never sleep again till something had come to

him; some light, some idea, some mere happy word perhaps, that he

had begun to want, but had been till now, and especially the last

day or two, vainly groping for. "Can you really then come if we

start early?"--that was practically all he had said to the girl

as she took up her bedroom light. And "Why in the world not, when

I've nothing else to do, and should, besides, so immensely like

it?"--this had as definitely been, on her side, the limit of the

little scene. There had in fact been nothing to call a scene,

even of the littlest, at all--though he perhaps didn't quite know

why something like the menace of one hadn't proceeded from her

stopping half-way upstairs to turn and say, as she looked down on

him, that she promised to content herself, for their journey,

with a toothbrush and a sponge. There hovered about him, at all

events, while he walked, appearances already familiar, as well as

two or three that were new, and not the least vivid of the former

connected itself with that sense of being treated with

consideration which had become for him, as we have noted, one of

the minor yet so far as there were any such, quite one of the

compensatory, incidents of being a father-in-law. It had struck

him, up to now, that this particular balm was a mixture of which

Amerigo, as through some hereditary privilege, alone possessed

the secret; so that he found himself wondering if it had come to

Charlotte, who had unmistakably acquired it, through the young

man's having amiably passed it on. She made use, for her so

quietly grateful host, however this might be, of quite the same

shades of attention and recognition, was mistress in an equal

degree of the regulated, the developed art of placing him high in

the scale of importance. That was even for his own thought a

clumsy way of expressing the element of similarity in the

agreeable effect they each produced on him, and it held him for a

little only because this coincidence in their felicity caused him

vaguely to connect or associate them in the matter of tradition,

training, tact, or whatever else one might call it. It might

almost have been--if such a link between them was to be

imagined--that Amerigo had, a little, "coached" or incited their

young friend, or perhaps rather that she had simply, as one of

the signs of the general perfection Fanny Assingham commended in

her, profited by observing, during her short opportunity before

the start of the travellers, the pleasant application by the

Prince of his personal system. He might wonder what exactly it

was that they so resembled each other in treating him like--from

what noble and propagated convention, in cases in which the

exquisite "importance" was to be neither too grossly attributed

nor too grossly denied, they had taken their specific lesson; but

the difficulty was here of course that one could really never

know--couldn't know without having been one's self a personage;

whether a Pope, a King, a President, a Peer, a General, or just a

beautiful Author.

Before such a question, as before several others when they

recurred, he would come to a pause, leaning his arms on the old

parapet and losing himself in a far excursion. He had as to so

many of the matters in hand a divided view, and this was exactly

what made him reach out, in his unrest, for some idea, lurking in

the vast freshness of the night, at the breath of which

disparities would submit to fusion, and so, spreading beneath

him, make him feel that he floated. What he kept finding himself

return to, disturbingly enough, was the reflection, deeper than

anything else, that in forming a new and intimate tie he should

in a manner abandon, or at the best signally relegate, his

daughter. He should reduce to definite form the idea that he had

lost her--as was indeed inevitable--by her own marriage; he

should reduce to definite form the idea of his having incurred an

injury, or at the best an inconvenience, that required some

makeweight and deserved some amends. And he should do this the

more, which was the great point, that he should appear to adopt,

in doing it, the sentiment, in fact the very conviction,

entertained, and quite sufficiently expressed, by Maggie herself,

in her beautiful generosity, as to what he had suffered--putting

it with extravagance--at her hands. If she put it with

extravagance the extravagance was yet sincere, for it came--which

she put with extravagance too--from her persistence, always, in

thinking, feeling, talking about him, as young. He had had

glimpses of moments when to hear her thus, in her absolutely

unforced compunction, one would have supposed the special edge of

the wrong she had done him to consist in his having still before

him years and years to groan under it. She had sacrificed a

parent, the pearl of parents, no older than herself: it wouldn't

so much have mattered if he had been of common parental age. That

he wasn't, that he was just her extraordinary equal and

contemporary, this was what added to her act the long train of

its effect. Light broke for him at last, indeed, quite as a

consequence of the fear of breathing a chill upon this luxuriance

of her spiritual garden. As at a turn of his labyrinth he saw his

issue, which opened out so wide, for the minute, that he held his

breath with wonder. He was afterwards to recall how, just then,

the autumn night seemed to clear to a view in which the whole

place, everything round him, the wide terrace where he stood, the

others, with their steps, below, the gardens, the park, the lake,

the circling woods, lay there as under some strange midnight sun.

It all met him during these instants as a vast expanse of

discovery, a world that looked, so lighted, extraordinarily new,

and in which familiar objects had taken on a distinctness that,

as if it had been a loud, a spoken pretension to beauty,

interest, importance, to he scarce knew what, gave them an

inordinate quantity of character and, verily, an inordinate size.

This hallucination, or whatever he might have called it, was

brief, but it lasted long enough to leave him gasping. The gasp

of admiration had by this time, however, lost itself in an

intensity that quickly followed--the way the wonder of it, since

wonder was in question, truly had been the strange DELAY of his

vision. He had these several days groped and groped for an object

that lay at his feet and as to which his blindness came from his

stupidly looking beyond. It had sat all the while at his hearth-

stone, whence it now gazed up in his face.

Once he had recognised it there everything became coherent. The

sharp point to which all his light converged was that the whole

call of his future to him, as a father, would be in his so

managing that Maggie would less and less appear to herself to

have forsaken him. And it not only wouldn't be decently humane,

decently possible, not to make this relief easy to her--the idea

shone upon him, more than that, as exciting, inspiring,

uplifting. It fell in so beautifully with what might be otherwise

possible; it stood there absolutely confronted with the material

way in which it might be met. The way in which it might be met

was by his putting his child at peace, and the way to put her at

peace was to provide for his future--that is for hers--by

marriage, by a marriage as good, speaking proportionately, as

hers had been. As he fairly inhaled this measure of refreshment

he tasted the meaning of recent agitations. He had seen that

Charlotte could contribute--what he hadn't seen was what she

could contribute TO. When it had all supremely cleared up and he

had simply settled this service to his daughter well before him

as the proper direction of his young friend's leisure, the cool

darkness had again closed round him, but his moral lucidity was

constituted. It wasn't only moreover that the word, with a click,

so fitted the riddle, but that the riddle, in such perfection,

fitted the word. He might have been equally in want and yet not

have had his remedy. Oh, if Charlotte didn't accept him, of

course the remedy would fail; but, as everything had fallen

together, it was at least there to be tried. And success would be

great--that was his last throb--if the measure of relief effected

for Maggie should at all prove to have been given by his own

actual sense of felicity. He really didn't know when in his life

he had thought of anything happier. To think of it merely for

himself would have been, even as he had just lately felt, even

doing all justice to that condition--yes, impossible. But there

was a grand difference in thinking of it for his child.

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