CHAPTER VI

Everything had been done, the last trunk was packed, the last joke, not

a very good one, accomplished by Agatha. The two elder sisters, tired

out and unequal to their natural play of spirits, had gone to bed.

Rose flew downstairs to the telephone. The Swiss manageress, a

sharp-tongued, good-hearted woman, rose wearily and shouted through the

receiver. After a violent exchange of reproaches with an irate porter at

the other end, she accomplished the feat of getting hold of Léon, and

put the receiver into the girl’s hand. “He is there, Mademoiselle,” she

said with a curious glance at the girl’s flushed face.

“Oh, thank you,” Rose murmured. “Léon, Léon, are you there?”

“But it is Rose?” His voice answered a little as if he was surprised

that it was Rose.

“Yes,” she said quickly, “I want to see you. Can you come at once?”

“Something has happened?” he asked anxiously. “Something has gone

wrong?”

Rose reassured him. “Oh, no--nothing, but I felt suddenly as if I _must_

see you.”

There was a moment’s pause, a buzzing sound came across the wires, and

then Rose heard a strange voice--it sounded like a woman’s saying very

slowly, “_Mais--c’est la dernière nuit?_” And then Léon’s again, “I am

very busy to-night, Rose--this that you want to see me about, is it

important?”

She was surprised at his hesitation, and surprised at her own

insistence. It seemed to her suddenly very important that she should

insist. “Please, please come,” she said urgently. There was another

pause, then Léon said again, “Is it a command?”

A moment earlier she would not have said that it was a command, but her

wish to see him had been mysteriously sharpened into a strange

imperative instinct.

“Isn’t my wish a command?” she asked, trying to laugh. But Léon did not

echo her laughter. “Very well, then,” he said, “in ten minutes.”

The big red salon was empty. For the first time Rose noticed the yellow

lamp, the blue velvet tablecloth, the enormous imperishable roses in

bulging angular vases under the great gilt mirror.

She had been so happy all these weeks she hadn’t really seen what

anything was like, and she had hardly ever been alone for ten minutes.

Now she was alone. She remembered with a little smile that Léon had once

said of the salon that as an interior it was not seductive.

The Pinsents did not use irony, but Rose thought she rather liked it. In

ten minutes precisely Léon was with her. Fortunately Madame de Brenteuil

had gone to bed.

Léon entered quickly, looking about him as if he had expected one or

more of the Pinsent family to be in attendance. Only Rose, feeling

suddenly rather small and very far away, stood under an imitation palm

close by the mantelpiece.

Léon took her hands, kissed them, pressing them, and letting them go in

one quick movement.

“I am here,” he said, drawing a seat up close to her. “Well--what is

this thing that has suddenly become necessary for us to talk about?”

Rose looked at him questioningly. Really she hardly knew what it was

that she wanted to see him for, perhaps it was after all only to see

him! To count over her riches, to feel the wonderful golden coins slip

through her eager fingers. Only now as she met his eyes it seemed to her

that he shut her out. He had a strange hard look, and though he smiled,

his smile itself had a new quality, a quality which seemed to put her a

little to one side. “I don’t quite know, Léon,” she murmured. “I did

want to see you--but I think I must have had some reason.”

Léon glanced through the glass door of the salon at the back of the

Manageress’ head. “Let us hope so,” he said cheerfully, “for it is ten

o’clock and I see no one here but Madame at the Bureau.”

“Father was here--but I sent him away,” Rose explained conscientiously.

Léon gave an odd little laugh. “To-night,” he said, “you are very

imperative. But you see we are all your slaves. He went--I

came--well--what do you wish of us?”

“Léon,” she whispered, frightened by the coldness of his voice, “weren’t

you glad to come?”

He gave himself a tiny shake as if he were trying to pull himself into a

fresh frame of mind.

“But of course,” he said, “you are adorable.” To a critical ear his tone

lacked conviction, but Rose’s ear was not critical; that is to say, not

yet. She gave a little sigh of relief.

“I think I know what it was I meant to say,” she stated, “Mamma has been

talking to me about marriage.”

“Ah--!” said Léon quickly.

“Something she said,” Rose continued, “made me wonder. You see, I had

always supposed when you were in love--that was enough. But what she

said made me wonder if perhaps it didn’t matter a good deal _how_?”

Léon looked a trifle puzzled, but he was also amused, his hardness was

beginning to melt under the spell of her wistful loveliness;

something--some other spell, perhaps, receded from him.

“_Bien sur_,” he murmured, looking into her eyes. “It matters how one

loves.”

“And I couldn’t help thinking,” Rose went on with gathering confidence,

“that you knew rather more about it than I do.”

Léon’s eyes flickered under the yellow lamps. It was almost as if they

were laughing at her.

“Yes,” he said caressingly, “yes--that is always possible.”

“You see,” Rose explained, “all along I have felt as if you knew me, and

what I wanted, and how you could please me, so astonishingly well.”

Léon smiled. He did not tell her that compared to other women--many

other women--she was easy to please.

“Of course,” Rose went on, “in a way I understand you. I told Mamma

that! Better than if you were English, because we’ve talked so much, you

see--but I’m not sure--not quite sure--that I know all the things you

don’t like.

“What I wanted to ask you to-night was--will you always tell me what you

want and not mind if I’m stupid and don’t know things until you tell me?

You need never tell me more than once--I shall always remember.”

She had touched him now, touched him so much that he sprang to his feet

and walked hastily to the window. She could not see his face. She waited

patiently and a little anxiously for him to come back to her. He said,

when he came back, and stood behind her chair:

“You are adorable,” but he said it quite differently, he said it as if

he really found her adorable. “It is true,” he said at last, very gently

and tenderly. “There are things that we must teach each other, and

to-night I will teach you one of them. You should not have sent for me

here.”

“Ah, but why, Léon?” she cried. “It was just the last night”--her voice

faltered--some queer little trick of the brain forced into her memory

the voice she had heard on the telephone. That woman, too, had said to

somebody that it was the last night.

“In the first place,” he said, still gently, but a little gravely, “you

should not have seen me at all--on the evening before our marriage, it

is the reason itself! You should have spent it with your mother and

sisters. It surprised me--it surprised me very much--your sending for

me.”

She flushed crimson. “Do not think I blame you,” he said quickly. “But I

am a Frenchman, and you must learn a little how we think.” Rose bowed

her head. “And in the second place,” he said, “my very dear child--you

must not constrain me to come to you--it is my delight--my joy to be

with you--be very careful that you never make it my duty! I am your

lover--to-morrow I shall be your husband. So--so you will remember,

never try to constrain me to be with you--let me come, let me go, do not

try to hold me, and do not seek to know where I have been.”

“But,” she cried eagerly, “Léon--I didn’t mean to do anything like that!

I--I was frightened. I wanted you! Just to see you! I never will

again--I mean--I don’t think--do you?--I shall ever be frightened again.

It wasn’t that I meant to--oh, what a horrible word--constrain you--only

I thought you would be alone and wanting me, too!”

“Mon Dieu!” he cried, with sudden exasperation. “Of course I want you!”

She drew back a little from the savage light in his eyes--he had caught

her arm suddenly and roughly--but in an instant he had himself in hand.

“Now I am going,” he said. “You are not to be frightened any more. You

are mine, my sweetheart, my wife, my darling! How I love the pretty

English words!--and you will love a little your funny French husband,

will you not?--and forgive him, if you do not always understand him.”

He took her very gently in his arms, and kissed her troubled eyes and

put his lips lingeringly and tenderly to hers. There were tears on her

eyelashes, but she smiled bravely up at him. “I will never forget what

you have said,” she murmured, “and I will love you always.”

Then he went away. After he had gone, it occurred to Rose that she was

to belong to him, but if they were to be happy he must not belong to

her. She did not put it quite as sharply as this, but she reminded

herself that the great thing was for Léon never to feel bound.

Madame came in from the bureau to put out the lights. “You will not need

them any more, Mademoiselle,” she asked, “now that Monsieur has gone?”

“No,” said Rose. “Thank you very much. Madame, are you French?”

“No, Mademoiselle,” the Manageress replied. “I am a Swiss from Basle.”

“But you know French people?” Rose insisted.

Madame shrugged her shoulders. “I know most people,” she observed. “Even

Arabs, I once kept a hotel in Egypt; but why do you ask, Mademoiselle?”

“I wondered,” Rose said, “if you thought them--the French, I mean--very

difficult to please?”

“No people are easy to please,” Madame replied, putting out the lights

with a sharp twist, as if she disliked them. “And all are unpleasant

when they are not pleased. I do not say the French are more unpleasant

than the others. They know what they are about and they don’t ask for

the moon and expect to get it for two sous, but what they ask for--that

they do expect to get no matter what it costs others that they should

have it. In general, I find the French have very little heart. I have no

complaint to make against them. They are orderly, they do not waste

time, they have the sense of how to behave. But I find it is better to

expect nothing from them, and to remain independent. Is there anything

further you require, Mademoiselle?”

Rose thanked her again and turned thoughtfully away. Madame, with the

last switch in her hand, looked curiously after her. “The English,” she

said to herself, “are not practical. Nevertheless, Madame de Brenteuil

is quite wrong about them. They mean no harm. The whole family Pinsent

walks about with its eyes shut, as innocent as the newly baptized. They

are a race of mystics without manners. It is what comes of a meat

breakfast so early in the morning. The senses become clogged. I must not

forget to remind Alfonso that the father Pinsent wants bacon with his

eggs.”

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