CHAPTER VIII

As those whose memories run back thirty years know, Sir Nelson Poynter

owes his baronetcy to his financial ability and the fact that he made

his huge fortune honestly and always stood ready to sacrifice himself at

times of threatened panic on ’Change. Essentially a “City man,” when he

became a country gentleman he established himself in Surrey, where he

could keep an eye on Capel Court and reach the office in a little time.

To Drayton Hall, his princely mansion, it might be objected that it

was a trifle too pretentious, with its battlements and towers, but no

fault could be found either with its hospitality or with the kindly old

gentleman and dear old lady who dispensed it. A week-end at Drayton was

always charming.

On the terrace at Drayton on the day following that on which so much had

transpired at Fair’s town house, Travers was smoking and reading the

paper, when Allyne sauntered out of a window and approached him.

“What! Not gone to church with the rest, Travers?” he said reprovingly.

“Dry up, idiot!” replied Travers, not looking up from his paper. “Church?

Why, hang it, did you ever hear the curate here read? He’s the worst I

ever heard—except the vicar himself. And their sermons—lord! I wonder

where Poynter ever unearthed these two mummies.”

“Oh, come, I say; no heresy now,” protested Allyne, sitting on the

balustrade of the terrace. “But, I say, old chap,” he added, knocking the

newspaper out of Travers’s hand, “what a funk poor Fair has got into!

What the deuce is in the wind, anyway?”

“Give it up,” answered Travers, growing serious at once; “but I know one

thing. You and I have some decidedly nasty experience of some sort in

store for us tonight, see if we haven’t. You are going up to town with

him this afternoon, he tells me. So am I.”

“Yes,” answered Allyne, also grown serious; “he wants us to spend the

night with him in Carlton House Terrace—going over his papers, that sort

of thing. The poor devil is regularly bowled over for some reason. Queer

turn for him to take—the coolest man I ever met, you know. I’m half

inclined to believe that the speculative strain of the last year has been

too much for him—in fact, that his mind is threatened; I do indeed.”

“Nonsense!” exclaimed Travers impatiently. “And for heaven’s sake, don’t

let him suspect that you feel in any such way about it! Why, man, he

cares no more about the ups and downs on ’Change than you care about

my books. I was with him the day he dropped eighty thousand pounds in

Kaffirs a few years ago, and I could not get him to care about it as much

as he should have done, for it was no laughing matter with him at that

time. No, Allyne, my boy, Fair’s troubles are not financial—and as for

women——”

“Yes, that’s the difficulty,” broke in Allyne. “If it were almost any

other man, one might say, ‘Find the lady in the puzzle’; but Fair is an

iced edition of Sir Galahad. But whatever it is, he has a horror of some

kind eating out that big, warm, pure heart of his. And, Travers, old man,

we must get at the truth tonight and save him.”

“Right you are,” answered Travers heartily; “but I have my doubts as to

our ability to get inside of him. He’s so beastly—But hush—here they come

from church.”

As he spoke Fair and Lady Poynter strolled quietly up the gravel path

toward the terrace, followed shortly by Sir Nelson, who was pointing out

his splendid flowers to Mrs. March.

“Good morning,” said Travers and Allyne in concert, rising to meet them.

“You naughty boys,” scolded little old Lady Poynter, shaking a finger at

the unregenerate pair. “Not at church—and such a lovely sermon, too!”

“All about loving one another,” commented Mrs. March, coming up. “Lovely?

I should say so.”

“And delivered in a voice of tepid silk,” remarked Fair, with so much

spirit that Travers and Allyne looked at each other relieved.

“By Jove, you know, the vicar’s voice is a bit trying after the first

five minutes, is it not?” said Sir Nelson, who invariably slumbered after

the period he mentioned, during the sermon.

“Well, trying or not, we all eat, do we not?” remarked Lady Poynter.

“So I’m off to hurry luncheon, for I want you all to drive over to the

Derwents’ this afternoon, and I can’t persuade Mr. Fair to stop tonight.

In half an hour—and till then be good.”

The good old soul went away into the house to stir up the servants, and

Sir Nelson, taking Fair’s arm, said: “Fair, what was it you wanted to

say?”

“Ah, yes,” answered Fair, smiling; “if Mrs. March will forgive me for

leaving her to be bored by these two schoolboys, I’ll have a little chat

with you, Sir Nelson, in the library.”

“Pray don’t mind me,” jauntily returned Mrs. March. “I am going to send

Mr. Allyne off to the church to fetch my prayer-book, which I left there,

and Mr. Travers and I always get on famously. Trot away, all of you.”

“Come on, Fair,” growled Sir Nelson, pulling at Fair’s sleeve. “Allyne,

you seem to be in luck—it’s only two miles to the church! Come, Fair.”

They walked along the terrace, and Allyne, glaring at Mrs. March, vaulted

over the balustrade and began the hot walk to the parish church through

the park.

When he was out of sight Travers ventured to turn to Mrs. March, who

had remained annoyingly silent, although, he felt, she must know, after

receiving his letter by the hands of her maid that morning, that his

reason for desiring to see her was as great as his diffidence in stating

it.

He looked long at her and wondered how she could be so cruel—and so

beautiful. At last she looked up at him as if only now realizing that he

was there.

“Now, my dear Dick, we can have our little say without any such

ridiculous rendezvous as you suggested in your overwrought note. What

seems to weigh upon us? Tell me—that is, if you think you must.”

“Mrs. March—” he began, but she stopped him with a protesting hand.

“Mrs. March?” she complained, with a delightful little contraction of

her brows. “I thought we had agreed that I was to be the Dorothy of our

childhood?”

“If you like,” he answered, saying to himself that if she knew what

was in his mind and intended to deny him, then the cruelty of her

present tormenting winsomeness was beyond belief. No. She could not be

so base—she must know what he was about to say to her. But failure had

grown into the very marrow of his bones, so it was with unspeakably

hopeless hope that he went on. “If you like. Well, Dorothy, it will be

no news to you—this that I am now to tell you—I love you. I am sure you

must have known this for a long time. You have also known, I trust, why

I have remained silent. I had the best possible of all reasons for not

speaking—I was a beggar without a penny, without a lucrative calling and

without prospects.”

“Oh, Dick, Dick,” Mrs. March broke in, taking his hand in both of hers;

“are you going to spoil our dear old partnership in this way? I’m so

sorry! Be a dear, good boy, tell me of your new play. Have you finished

it yet? I’m sure it will prove a tremendous success.”

“No,” he returned rather sharply, “no; you must hear me, Dorothy. No man

can associate with you long without growing to think of you as a woman

altogether different from others. You are the cleverest woman in London.

You fascinate because you puzzle and mystify men. Even women cannot

resist you. They are attracted to you much as the men are—because they

do not comprehend you, because they find you different. But, Dorothy, my

love for you draws its inspiration from a source wholly unguessed by your

other friends. I love you because you are the one woman in my world who

sees the pathos and the meaning of life—my life and any life that fails

and drowns and dies in the rush and the madness of existence. I have

discovered the real you—the you behind the clever, fashionable, worldly

Mrs. March—and I claim you by right of discovery.”

“Why, Dick, what nonsense!” she cried, with a not very successful effort

to smile down the tears that his searching look and his throbbing words

had brought to those great hazel eyes of hers. “What nonsense! I am

only an ambitious woman of the world, happy in the possession of social

influence. I am hard and cold and calculating—and anyhow, really, dear,

dear boy, you must not think of this any more. I mean it.”

“To some you may seem worldly,” he went on, ignoring her protest; “but I

know you. And I was forgetting to justify myself by telling you that I

now have the right to speak. I am no longer penniless, Dorothy. I am now

in a position to ask you to share my life on the plane to which you are

accustomed. Will you listen?”

“I must not—I cannot—don’t be cruel, Dick,” she answered. “And aren’t you

a bit hard on me when you imply that I would listen to you now, but that

I would not have done so when you were poor? Am I so mercenary?”

“No,” he said warmly; “but I should have despised myself had I spoken

when I had not the means to support you. Dorothy, my love for you began

the night you had that poor Bohemian boy play the violin at your little

party. The idiots who crowded your rooms gambled all the time the

marvelous lad was playing; but I saw you whisper to him when he finished

one sublime number, and noted how his thin, white face lighted up with

gratitude and hope at whatever it was you said to him. Well, you know

he died of consumption in my chambers a few months afterward. Among his

papers I found the letter you wrote him inclosing ten pounds. That letter

revealed you to me. It was glorious! It was you! From that time I have

loved you with a love passing the love of women. Poverty, which until

that time had seemed rather a welcome refuge and protection to me, now

became a hell, for it alone barred me from the hope of speaking to you.

But today I am a comparatively rich man. Dorothy, be my wife.”

“Oh, Dick, Dick, this is awful—don’t!” she cried, shrinking from him.

“Pray, pray, stop—really you must not go on!”

But Travers had waited too long and too yearningly for this hour to be

lightly deterred from stating his whole case. So he proceeded eagerly:

“You heard last night of Fair’s phenomenal success? Well, he told me

after you had gone that it had also made me rich. Some time ago he bought

my poor father’s library from me—more to assist me than from any need

of those particular books—and I left the money with him for investment.

He now tells me that he bought Empire Mines shares with it and that my

profits amount to fifty thousand pounds sterling. Of course I thought

that this was merely a bit of his wonderful generosity and altogether

an afterthought—the result of that erratic and impulsive unselfishness

which puzzles all who know him—but he assures me that he can prove from

his broker’s books that he bought stock for my account at the time that

he purchased his own, before it was at all certain that it would turn out

such a staggering success. At all events, there the money is to my credit

at Burton’s bank.”

“Oh, I am so glad, dear fellow!” cried Mrs. March. “What a king he is!”

“Isn’t he? A knight, a brother—one in a million!”

“Well, Dick,” went on Mrs. March after her first flush of pleasure and

surprise, “I can’t tell you how I rejoice with you in this great good

fortune; but truly, dearest friend, our love can never be more than that

of two tried old friends who have known each other always. So be good.”

“Only one thing can ever make me believe that love like mine will be

denied,” replied Travers with great intensity; “I shall press my sacred

claim, Dorothy, until you tell me that there is another whom you love.”

Mrs. March waited in evident distress for a few moments, and then,

speaking very low and painfully:

“Poor old Dick, it hurts me terribly to wound you—but, Dick, there is

another. I am not free.”

“Good God!” leaped from the man’s lips as he started forward with the

iron entering his soul. “Mrs. March—with all my heart I beg you to forget

me and my mad words of this day. I—I—I— Good-bye!”

“God bless you!” she murmured, crushed by his suffering. “And, Dick, of

course I have told you this in confidence.”

“Certainly,” he answered, raising his hat and moving toward the house. At

the window of the library he stopped, and then came slowly back to where

she stood thinking. “Tell me one thing more. Dorothy, it is not this

clown Allyne, is it?”

Mrs. March thanked him with her eyes for this bit of humor, which she

knew must have cost him much, and exclaimed, with an effort to meet his

own pleasantry: “Heavens! No!”

“Thank goodness for that,” replied Travers, with a sickly smile. “I could

not have borne that,” and he rushed off into the house to face final

failure on the one only day when success seemed to have dawned dimly with

more of promise than had ever shone in the east of his hope.

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